On the first night I was captured by Zhou Wen, I waited for the dawn in panic and hunger.

The vast night, dark and gloomy, bleak and cold, a thin quilt, wrapped in me and Wu Ting, who were snuggling up to each other for warmth, could not withstand the invasion of the cold.

Wu Ting kept asking me, "Aunt Su Jin, can we really get out alive?" Are we really going to be okay? When will Uncle Jin come to save us? ”

Actually, I can't answer these questions.

But I have to appease the little girl's heart.

"I don't know when he's coming to save us, I just know he's going to come to the rescue. And what we have to do is to stay calm, conserve our strength, panic is useless. ”

"Oh!"

The little girl, who was tired and scared, fell asleep under my tap.

In my sleep, I couldn't stop convulsions, and I was frightened.

As for me, I couldn't sleep, thinking about what Coco Zhou said at the end:

"You and Jin Hengyuan can only live one. Tomorrow next year will be the day of your sacrifice. And you're willing to die......"

If these words were just bluffing, how good it would be.

However, I vaguely feel that my good luck has run out, and I will continue to take bad luck as a headshot until the end of my life.

Looking at it, the coldness in my eyes seemed to indicate that my future would be pitch black, and there would be no more light.

Alas!

It's a bit cranky, it's time to sleep.

However, I really can't sleep.

When life can only be measured in hours, should I waste my time sleeping?

No!

I want to use it for memories.

At this moment, my mind is showing an unprecedented trend of thought.

What I don't usually think about is all associated at this moment.

Of course, I wanted to get out too.

The question is, how do I escape?

One did not use one dozen tens; Second, there is no superior resourcefulness, and third, Xiao Xiao is still in their hands.

Even if I can escape, can I leave her behind, and Wu Ting, who is hungry and can't run, and then run away by myself?

I remember watching such a Hollywood horror movie:

A group of good friends, go on an adventure together.

They enter a primitive cavern inhabited by an unidentified human-eating creature.

These good friends, when faced with life and death, can no longer take care of the friendship of real life. In order to survive, they follow the most primitive laws of nature: each according to his ability, the strong live, and the weak can only become food for those creatures.

The whole process of escaping was very bloody and cruel, and the friends died tragically one by one, and only one escaped in the end.

Although she survived, the wounds left on her soul are eternal.

This story made me experience a cruel truth: people are selfish. In a desperate situation, if you want to live, you have to be ruthless. If you want to be a sentient person, then you have a 90% chance of dying in it.

And I can't be ruthless, so I won't run away. Nor can they escape.

I don't want to spend my whole life regretting it afterwards.

I could only wait, endure the panic, and let the manic restlessness eat away at my mind in this dark night.

At this moment, I really felt a kind of coldness.

The room without heating is really cold.

Because it's cold, I crave warmth more.

By the dear Him, bring me warmth.

The taste that warms my heart is the best thing he has given me these days.

Half a year of marriage, those hours at night, usually a matter of opening and closing eyes, passed quickly, so fast that people couldn't feel it, and the next day was in a hurry in our hugs and sleep, in our uncontrollable kisses, quietly came.

But tonight, there is no eternal cold night, and I can't bear it for a long time.

At this moment, the longing is expanding in my veins, constantly expanding, it can't wait to grow wings, take my trapped **, fly to the place of attachment in the heart, and then, get into his arms, absorb warmth, absorb safety, absorb comforting smiles, in order to calm the fear and panic in his heart. When I opened my eyes again, it was all over. I continue to be safe in his world. However, this idea can only be imagined.

Alas!

Imagination is always beautiful.

I stroked my lower abdomen with my hand, and last night the husband and wife slept side by side, talking about the future, but who can predict the future.

At this moment, there are countless puzzles in my heart.

Back then, what happened to make me fall outside the Ming family?

What kind of grievances did that person have with the Ming family, so that he had to embarrass my little hairy child?

Today, how was Xiao Xiao brought out by them?

I thought about it wildly, and my heart was panicked and uncomfortable.

I really can't get rid of that kind of taste.

I can only let it, wrap around my heart, and plug it in my chest.

The first rays of dawn came quietly in my thoughts.

I quietly put down Wu Ting, pulled out of the not-so-warm quilt, and went to check.

Outside the window, there are anti-theft windows, and the only door to go out has been locked from the outside, trying to escape, it is a dream.

Yes, right now, I'm faced with a situation where it's hard to fly with wings.

Alas!

I sighed in my heart again!

As far as my eyes could see, inadvertently, I saw Wu Ting's schoolbag, which was thrown aside.

I went up and flipped through it, all of them were junior high school textbooks, as well as test papers, and the double-digit scores starting with the word "9" showed that the little girl was an excellent child. A young girl full of future, life has just begun.

Finally, I found a blank notebook and a pen, and sat down on the dry grass.

I froze for a moment at these two things, and finally, I wrote my second diary entry for the new year on them.

It's just that the taste is completely different from when I wrote it yesterday.

At this time, I didn't know what the future holds, and I didn't know if I would have a chance to go out.

If I can't get out, then these words may be the last thing I can leave behind.

If these things will eventually be destroyed, and I write them, it will be equivalent to writing them in vain, but I still want to write something, so as to dispel thoughts and panic.

Yes, in the face of death, in the face of an unknown fate, who will not be shocked?

After all, I'm just a mortal, and I can't escape this most instinctive mood swing.

But what should I write?

An inner voice said to me:

I should have left a few words for my dear ones......

What if you can't survive this catastrophe!

All right!

……

……

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Dear Brother Erjin, dear Mr. Jin, there are a few words that I would like to say to you:

If one day, I am gone, can you promise me?

Live well, live happily, find another girl you like, love again, have another doll, forget me......

Or lock me deep in your heart, don't let your next wife know, give her happiness, and give you your own happiness, don't live up to the hundred years of life......

……

In the faint morning light, Su Jin looked at the words he wrote, sighed faintly, his heart was dull and dull, and he wanted to tear it up, but in the end he still left the date and signature on it: January 2, 2014, Su Jin wrote in an unknown prison hut.

After writing this, she silently closed the notebook, rubbed it in her hand for a long time, and wanted to stuff it into her bag, but she took it again, and wrote a few more words in the last blank space:

"Hengyuan, when you kissed me in a hundred days, I was just an ignorant and unconscious little doll with no memory.

"When I was eight years old, you gave me a sense of stability, and I saw you as my only support.

"At the age of twenty-six, you made me fall in love with you with all my heart, and at this time, I always felt that I was destined to marry you as a wife.

"Since it's fate, it's time to grow old.

"Therefore, I only wish that today, all my worries about the future are a kind of worry; I only hope that I am really your destined bride, and all kinds of happiness in the past six months are not a dream.

"Hengyuan, to this day, I feel that the decision to marry you was the wisest decision I made in my life. Now, when I am here, I know how much I love you. When people encounter calamities, they will be more greedy for the ordinary life. It's true.

"I always feel that I don't hold you tight enough, I always feel that I don't have enough to accompany you, I always feel that I don't love you deep enough, if I have the rest of my life, I want to love you twice as much, until I can't love anymore, I can't hold it anymore, and I need to be buried with you for a long time, I will accompany you in the cold underground.

"This is my heart's desire.

"But if you don't ...... for the rest of your life

"If the rest of your life is no longer ......

"If you don't have the rest of your life, forget it.

"Really ......"

After writing the last word, she glanced at it faintly, closed it and stuck it in her heart for a long time before stuffing the pen and paper into her school bag.

At dawn, outside the door, a noisy voice came: "Let go of me, let go of me, let go of me...... Big bad, let me go......"

It was Xiao Xiao's voice.

Su Jin was startled, ran to the window, looked out with blank eyes, and didn't yell, shouting that it would not solve any problems.

Xiao Xiao was carried by a man in a black hood, like an eagle catching a chicken, followed by the door opened, and Xiao Xiao was pushed in.

The action is rude.

Su Jin hurriedly helped Xiao Xiao, who almost fell.

"Mom's ......"

"Xiao Xiao ......"

She hurriedly hugged the frightened child.

The door was locked again.

"Mom, who is this, who is this? Why are they arresting us, why are they imprisoning us? ”

The child snuggled into her arms and screamed in fear, his hands clenched tightly.

Su Jin coaxed her, not knowing how to explain their current situation to her.

After coaxing for a while, Xiao Xiao settled down.

After such a fuss, Wu Ting naturally woke up, and she snuggled up.

Xiao Xiao was very surprised when she saw Wu Ting, and the two children talked for a while, fear was the only expression on their faces.

Su Jin looked at it, his heart was heavy, like a dark cloud pressing down on the sky, and the whole world was dark.

I don't know how long later, the door opened, and someone came in with a tray and some cold steamed buns and cold water.

Wu Ting was already hungry and ate immediately.

Xiao Xiao shook her head, how could she have suffered such grievances, this kind of thing, how could she eat it.

Su Jin persuaded a few words: "Dad doesn't know when to save us, we must eat something, if we are hungry, we won't be able to see Dad ......."

Xiao Xiao barely ate some at this time.

Time ticks in the past.

Xiao Xiao and Wu Ting hugged each other and spoke in a low voice.

Su Jin walked around the house, knowing that there was no hope of escape, but he still wanted to work hard to find a slim chance of life.

The utility room was divided into two rooms, they were locked in the east half and the door locked in the west half.

She went to the outside gate to observe, and the person guarding them didn't seem to be there.

Maybe she'd have broken open the inner door to find out.

After thinking so, she really did it.

The first time it didn't open, the second time the door came loose, the third time the lock cylinder was broken, the door opened, and the sound was a little loud, but hopefully the wind outside was loud enough that they couldn't hear the movement here.

There are all kinds of machine parts inside, and the dust is thickly covered. There are windows on three sides, all of which are closed. The air was filled with a strong smell of engine oil and iron, which was terrible.

Su Jin pinched his nose and checked it, and there were anti-theft windows in the front and back.

Looking out of the front window, facing the sun, there was a man wearing a mask, playing with his mobile phone.

She went to the back window to take a look again, and also made an anti-theft window, but because the material used is not very good, and it is a bit old, it looks not very strong......

She pushed the aluminum alloy window to the side, leaned over to look at it carefully, and carried it a few times with her hands, and the surprise happened, the screw of the anti-theft window was broken, and the window shelf was picked by her.

The joy in his heart made Su Jin's face brighten. At this moment, she was afraid that the anti-theft window would make a noise and attract all the people in front of her, what should she do?

"Xiaoting, quick, you squat on the windowsill and help me lift it.

She beckoned Wu Ting over and moved out of the way.

"Good!"

The little girl climbed up and helped to hold it.

Su Jin jumped up, found a support point, and the two of them quietly lowered this big guy to the ground little by little.

"That's it! Xiaoting, you jump down, and then, I will send Xiao Xiao out and you will pick it up, can you do it? ”

Su Jin felt that the child's physical strength was obviously exhausted.

"No problem."

Wu Ting gasped a few times, nodded, and jumped down first with Su Jin's help.

After landing safely, Su Jin returned to the house and carried Xiao Xiao out.

Wu Ting was small, hungry for two days, and couldn't hold Xiao Xiao, and the two of them slid down to the mud full of hoarfrost, making a little sound.

Xiao Xiao, who was in pain, rubbed her skin and almost screamed out, but was covered by Wu Ting, and the two children stared at each other with big eyes, seeing the panic in each other's expressions.

"You can't call it."

Wu Ting whispered.

Xiao Xiao nodded.

At the right time, Su Jin climbed out of it, picked up Xiao Xiao, and asked, "Did the fall hurt?" ”

"It's fine!"

Xiao Xiao also lowered her voice.

"What do we do now?"

Wu Ting asked in a low voice.

Although they escaped from the house, there was a wall outside, how could they get out?

"There's a dog hole over there, let's climb out and take a look......"

She took the two children and walked to the dog hole where many bricks had been removed.

The edge of the dog cave was full of bricks, and Su Jin carefully moved them one by one, lying there to look out of the wall.

Across the wall, there was a long alley paved with bluestone, and on the opposite side there was a dilapidated courtyard, the wall was half torn down, and the sunlight was refracting from the broken wall, and it was reflected in her joyful eyes.

At the end of the road, there are pedestrians passing by......

Great, they can get out. ---Off topic---

See you tomorrow.

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