Chapter 226: Helpless

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Zhaohua looked at it, and his face changed little by little.

The Nine Emperor Princes wrote clearly in Shangman, what to do, when to do it, as long as it is executed according to his arrangement, he should be able to successfully get out of Qin Shaoxi's side. But does she really want to do that? Do you really want to attack Qin Shaoxi? In my heart, I don't know why, there is always an indescribable guilt and uneasiness.

But in Zhaohua's heart, there was another voice saying, "Qin Shaoxi betrayed you a long time ago, he gave up on you and married another woman." And Ye Huanting and the Ye family are something he can't discard, do you want to stay, compromise by Qin Shaoxi's side, and suffer with Brother Lian'er? Do you really want to? ”

Zhaohua shook her head slightly, she couldn't do it, she really couldn't do it.

Since you are leaving Qin Shaoxi, what's the use of keeping a trace of guilt? Nothing is useful.

Since he resents Qin Shaoxi in his heart, and he doesn't want to be together again, what are you worried about? Although the Nine Emperors may not be the other side of happiness, at least ......, at least it is worth a try.

Zhaohua lowered his head, put down the sleeping Lian Ge'er, and then stuffed the small note into his mouth and chewed it little by little.

She closed her eyes and leaned gently on the cushion on the back of the carriage, letting her body and mind rise and fall with the carriage, and even her soul tossing with it. In the end, little by little, she cooled down and made a decision.

Let it go.

She and the Nine Emperor Princes are entangled in the injustices of this life, Qin Shaoxi and Ye Huanting, who he can't live without, are together, each entangled in their own, and it is good for each other. From now on, she will no longer resent Qin Shaoxi, he has his hardships, let him live his life, and no longer care about each other.

The carriage moved slowly.

When it was almost dark, I stopped in a town and directly chartered the two largest inns. One is for the Nine Emperors and the people of the imperial court, and one is for Qin Shaoxi and others. Although the distance between them is not far, for the Nine Emperor Princes and Zhaohua, it is the distance at the end of the world.

Qin Shaoxi didn't know this, but as soon as the arrangements were made, he hurriedly came over to see Zhaohua and asked gently, "Are you tired of traveling for a long time?" Is Brother Lian honest? Did it toss you? Let's rest. ”

A litany of words of concern.

Zhaohua had already closed his heart to him, and he didn't eat oil and salt, but just smiled perfunctorily, "It's okay, but you have been riding on horseback for a long time, and you must have worked harder than me." ”

Qin Shaoxi smiled: "With your concern, it's not hard." ”

Zhaohua smiled slightly and didn't speak.

Soon, the people at the inn brought the meal.

Zhaohua didn't have a very good appetite, but he wasn't picky, so he sat down with Qin Shaoxi and ate casually. Qin Shaoxi saw that she had a poor appetite, so he personally served her a bowl of soup, "You have eaten too little, drink some soup, so as not to be hungry and unable to sleep at night." ”

Zhaohua took it with a smile, but took a shallow sip and put it down.

Qin Shaoxi stared at her and asked, "Zhaohua, how do I feel that you are worried." Is there anything else bothering me, or something I'm not doing well? You name it, don't hold it back in your heart. ”

His gaze is as gentle as water, like a rippling blue wave in autumn, making people's hearts ripple.

Zhaohua saw it in his eyes, but he couldn't reflect it in his heart, "Lord Wang, in fact, it's ...... difficult to have a result between us, right?" If you are like this, it is impossible for you to give up the Ye family and Ye Huanting. So what am I? You turned your back on me, married another woman, and will continue to be with Ye Huanting in the future. ”

She smiled bitterly, "Even if you have a hard time, even if time has diluted the hatred in my heart, but ......, I can not hate you, but I can't do the same to you as before." ”

"Zhaohua, what are you going to say?" Qin Shaoxi said nervously.

"I think now that things have come to this point. If I continue to stay with you, it will be torture and pain for me day and night, so why bother? It's better to go to Suzhou, you leave me in Suzhou first, just to take care of Xiao Shizi. Wait until when you don't need the Ye family and leave Ye Huanting, and then talk ......"

"No!" Qin Shaoxi flatly refused, and said firmly: "Zhaohua, I can let Brother Lian stay in Suzhou, because I feel safer and more down-to-earth for him." However, I can't bear to leave you anymore. ”

"Can't stand it?" Zhaohua sneered, "Why should I endure disgust and resentment, continue to compromise, and be a disgraceful woman by your side?" And I'm staying by your side, no matter how much I hide it, it's impossible not to leak any news. Then I am in danger of being hunted down by the Ye family anytime and anywhere, why should I put myself in danger? You give me a reason. ”

"I ......" Qin Shaoxi was suddenly speechless.

"Lord Wang." Zhaohua wanted to persuade him to let her stay in Suzhou, so that she would not have to use the method of the Nine Emperor Princes. Therefore, he persuaded bitterly, "Please think about it for me." If you really love me and really care about me, how can you not consider my feelings at all? Don't think about my safety? Instead of forcibly keeping me with you for your own selfish desires, I may be in danger at any time. ”

"No, it's not." Qin Shaoxi instinctively wanted to justify, shook his head and said, "We're going to Yangzhou right away." Ye Huanting will not come to Yangzhou for the time being, at least ......, you will get along with me for a while. It's really time to have no choice, you have to let Ye Huanting come to Yangzhou, you go to Suzhou again, okay? ”

"Huh." Zhaohua smiled instead, "What am I?" A substitute for Ye Huanting? There's no way she can serve you right now, so I'm going to crawl into your bed, isn't it? Qin Shaoxi, what do you think of me? I, Lu Zhaohua, even if my previous identity was not as high as you, at least I saved your life in order to give birth to a son. That's what you do to your lifesavers and mothers of children? Are you ...... still a human being? ”

"Zhaohua, why do you say that." Qin Shaoxi was anxious, "In this world, you are the most important person in my heart, how can I be willing to despise you?" If I choose, I'd rather you stay by my side all the time. But I was worried that Ye Huanting would not be good for you, so I thought that when she arrived in Yangzhou, you would go to Suzhou to avoid it. Don't worry, as long as the battle here is won, and the Ye family doesn't depend on it, I will immediately take you and Xiao Shizi back. ”

Zhaohua suddenly felt tired.

Qin Shaoxi is such wishful thinking, only relying on his happiness, instead of really considering her feelings. In comparison, the Nine Emperors have much more respect for her, and it seems that ......, the two of them are really not suitable to be together.

Zhaohua sighed, "Lord Wang, to be honest, you don't like me much, right?" It's just that you remember my life-saving grace to you, and I once gave birth to a child for you, so you can't let go of it in conscience and morality. Moreover, Ye Huanting is not a woman as gentle as water, you hate her, so I am good in comparison. ”

"Zhaohua!" Qin Shaoxi was a little unhappy, "You blame me in your heart, blame me, and even treat me coldly and anger me, I can understand all this." But you said, I kept you because Ye Huanting's quality was not good, sorry ......, I don't accept this. I, Qin Shaoxi, have grown so big, the only woman who has ever moved my feelings is you, without others, you can't be so arrogant! ”

"I want to stay in Suzhou." Zhaohua said calmly.

"I disagree!" Qin Shaoxi gritted his teeth and looked at her hatefully, "Even if you say ugly things around me every day, it's better than if we can't see each other, and I will never agree to this matter." ”

Zhaohua smiled bitterly, "Okay." ”

Qin Shaoxi was taken aback, "Have you changed your mind?" Not staying in Suzhou anymore? ”

Zhaohua laughed mockingly, "Do I agree or disagree, and do you make a difference?" She slowly turned her face, thinking to herself, forget it, since she can't persuade Qin Shaoxi, then ......, don't blame her for being ruthless, she can only use the methods of the Nine Emperor Princes.

"Zhaohua, I know you're angry with me." Qin Shaoxi still talked to himself, looking at her gently, "I owed you before, and I will make up for you in the future, you can rest assured." ”

What's not to worry about? Zhaohua chuckled.

She and Qin Shaoxi are not all the way after all, and they have to go their own ways after all. It's okay, it's good to break off the fate of the two, and there will be no worries in the future.

It's just that before that, I have to arrange Brother Lian first.