Xue Ying's eyes were dazed, obviously not understanding what kind of tragedy was happening in front of her, and her eyes made contact with my somewhat sad face and smiled.

Sure enough, the monsters that don't eat the fireworks of the world are happy, at least they don't have to struggle in reincarnation, let alone suffer because of all kinds of things in the world.

Alas, another childhood memory is coming to an end.

Three days later, May 1.

I ate a lot of food at noon, and my father prepared it for me. But I feel like I'm still hungry.

My mother has only been dead for three days, and he can't wait to marry me on time. In fact, I wanted to keep filial piety for my mother, but my father didn't allow it, and the Zhou family seemed to be a little impatient. But when I think of the face of the second young master of the Zhou family, I will have a feeling of disgust. It was a strange feeling, and I knew he didn't love me, not even me. However, he has a desire for me, not ****, although his face is full of obscenity, but I know very well that he doesn't have much desire when he looks at me.

On this day, surprisingly, the mood was not bad. Of course, it's not excitement either. Anyway, it's just average, I guess it's a feeling of appointment. When he woke up, he clenched his fists tightly. It seems that I am worried, worried that after a day, I will lose the little happiness that I hold in the palm of my hand now.

Even though that happiness is not far away. I knew very well that he was not far from me, just opposite, still looking at me.

If you think about it, it's really been twelve years. Since that natural disaster, he has been idle, aimless, and living like a walking corpse. Year after year, it seems to be waiting for the arrival of today.

Ever since I found out that my dad was engaged to me, I was always weird.

Why do others have the courage to dare to pursue their own happiness, Lu Jian, Xiaoxue, they can. Even without saying a word at night, he chased his dream and finally became a hunter. But on their own, they can't do anything. You can only passively accept reality. It's like I have a close friend in the boudoir, and she can't wait to sneak out and ask me to eat and play around after her husband dies, and she asks me to introduce a good man to her. She said that as long as he is a good man, he looks good and looks pleasing to the eye, he is down-to-earth, and he can live a good life.

I smiled and said help her pay attention. Unexpectedly, a few days later, I met her walking with a man on the road. Said he was going to get married.

I was depressed, why was she so chic? Why did she want to be a widow? Why was she able to remarry so quickly?

Now, I know a little bit about it.

In fact, there has never been a shortage of good men around me, but the only thing I have done to them over the years is constant harm. Let them leave scarred, watch them start their own families, attend their weddings, watch them live happy and unhappy lives......

What have you done? What are you waiting for? Although I don't understand it very well, I know very well that I have hidden someone in my heart since twelve years ago. The boy sitting on the grass in front of his house was destined to be forever reflected in the depths of his soul when he saw him for the first time.

It's funny, right, many years later, I learned that it was love at first sight.

Some time ago, I was talking to a close friend about the boring question of whether there will be pure friendship between men and women. We talked about it for a long time and couldn't come to a conclusion.

In the end, the two of them inexplicably sighed in unison. In fact, it is really difficult to have pure friendship between men and women. Even if one party is trying to maintain this friendship, the other party will open the gap intentionally or unintentionally. Pulling it farther, in fact, when I identified this friendship, there was actually a gap.

When one party has a problem, the other party will come in intentionally or involuntarily. It's a bit helpless to say, but people themselves are emotional animals, but they just put on a rational hat for themselves. But is this sanity really trustworthy?

Just like two people are really just pure friendship, then sitting in a hazy place in the moonlight, no matter how romantic and ambiguous the atmosphere around you is, no matter how lonely you feel at that moment, you will not have feelings.

So it is not a rational person, but also an emotional person. If you really don't want to regret it, don't give others a chance as if you didn't want to do it.

It's far away again. Forget it, it doesn't matter. I looked at the pile of rouge gouache on the dresser, gently picked it up and applied it. Dye your lips red with red paper, put on a wedding dress as red as blood, and smile in the mirror.

It doesn't matter, at least in the last moments of my life, and you are still looking at me. That's it, I'm already happy.

"Master, that girl is smiling so brightly, why does it give people a very desolate feeling?" Blue Feng followed me to the window, looking at the house across from me through a thin layer of window paper. About 10 meters to the opposite side, there is also an open window, in which sits a beautiful woman, wearing a red wedding dress, combing her long black hair like a waterfall.

"Yes, well, you can already perceive such a complicated thing." I sighed slightly: "Human beings, there will always be many irresistible things in life. That girl was really in pain. ”

"She laughed so uncomfortably that it made me feel like my heart was going to break." Qingfeng looked at me: "She likes her master, right?" ”

"I don't know." I crossed Erlang's legs and said slowly.

"She must like it, the way she looks at you, even the demon can clearly feel the strong mental fluctuations contained in it." Qingfeng was like a philosopher: "Master, why don't you go and help her." In fact, it's easy to help her, you just need to grab her. ”

I smiled wryly, "It's really easy to snatch her over." But what about later? She and we are not members of the same world, and we can't possibly take her with us. Moreover, it was as if she had never tried to resist her fate, and even if she was rescued, it would only have left her in some other kind of pain. ”

Qing Feng said with a headache: "You humans are really troublesome creatures, how can there be so many ditches and ditches, like our demons, if you like it, you will pounce on it and mate, and if you hate it, you will kick it away, how leisurely." ”

I was sweating profusely. Fortunately, Xue Ying is still a reserved good demon, and if one day he recovers his demon nature and knocks me down, then he will be depressed. Defend a point, and definitely guard against it in the future.

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