In the 21st century, Lincheng

I thought I had hidden you, in such a deep, so cold, old heart. I thought that as long as you don't talk about it, as long as you let the days go on, you will finally, finally become an ancient secret. However, the sleepless nights were still too long, and the early bloom of hair leaked again, my sorrow. -- Xi Murong Qilixiang

The pain, the unknown pain, like a wound that has been pricked by a needle, is not visible on the surface, but in fact it is painful and unbearable.

How many people, since they open their eyes in the morning, are tormented by this unexplained pain.

It's like a chronic disease, like a shadow and like a ubiquitous speck of dust, with the air into our nasal passages, then inside, and finally to the heart.

It is a latent wound, deep within us, that cannot be healed, but that never stops.

Depression, in this materialistic era, emotional colds have become extremely common.

Falling out of love, unemployment, misanthropy, postpartum depression It seems that all setbacks can be a reason for emotional depression.

Walking down the street full of people, we can't even tell which person is sick and which is not.

Those celebrities with bright appearances are still rich, or ordinary people, we seem to be healthy, but we never let people see our unhealthy side.

Emotions are sometimes like quilts, they will always be damp and moldy, optimistic people take them out to dry, and pessimistic people hide them.

Van Gogh, a genius who always painted towards the sun, longed for a life as warm as the sun. However, after being mentally tortured, he shot himself in the mouth.

Sanmao, a sensual and chic person, finally followed her husband with stockings after the tragic death of her husband Jose.

And thousands of ordinary people, those who suffer from depression.

How I wish the world could be warm enough for them to stay, and how I wish that there would be fewer factors that are not warm.

And the kind and pure can be a little braver, take a look with your heart, there is more than one color in this world, black, white and gray have never been the main tone.

Inside a complex of high-end villas

Yu Wei squinted and observed Pei Xiuxiu, who looked flustered, and said, "Sit down, relax, let's talk casually." ”

Pei Xiuxiu looked at Ling Feng with a dependent gaze, and Ling Feng smiled: "Don't be nervous, she is my friend, don't think too much and just talk casually." ”

Aftertaste asked in a gentle tone, "Is there anything you've been concerned about lately?" ”

Pei Xiuxiu was stunned and did not answer.

Aftertaste continued to ask: "Well, let's talk about your work or friends and family." ”

Seeing that Pei Xiuxiu was still reluctant to speak, Yu Wei took out a few questionnaires in the drawer and said, "Otherwise, if you don't want to talk, write it down, you can write a few test papers here,"

Pei Xiuxiu shook her head with a look of refusal, and dragged Ling Feng next to her and whispered, "I want to leave here." ”

Ling Feng reluctantly persuaded: "How can you do it if you don't cooperate with the treatment?" What exactly are you afraid of? ”

Pei Xiuxiu was depressed and wanted to cry, with a loveless expression.

Ling Feng had no choice but to comfort: "Hehe, if you don't want to talk about it today, forget it." ”

In the next room, Yu Wei clasped his hands to his chest and said: "There are many patients like her who are unwilling to cooperate, and generally this means..."

Ling Feng nodded in understanding and asked, "Then what now?"

Aftertaste frowned and replied, "It seems that I can only try hypnotizing her." ”

Half an hour later, in the quiet study, under the professional hypnosis of the aftertaste, Pei Xiuxiu entered a hypnotized state.

Aftertaste asked softly, "Tell me what you saw?" ”

Unconsciously, Pei Xiuxiu opened her mouth and said slowly: "A girl, a girl in white." ”

Aftertaste led her to continue: "Who is the girl? What is she doing? ”

Pei Xiuxiu closed her eyes and said slowly: "I don't know who it is... Under an osmanthus tree, the girl in white was crying. ”

"Why are you crying?"

"I don't know, the cry is small, but it's sad."

"Why is it sad?"

"She seemed to be waiting for someone, and it was as if she had just experienced the pain of parting."

"Who is she waiting for?"

"I can't see clearly, the girl's heart hurts and hurts, tears fill her eyes, and her back is very lonely and desperate."

"Come closer, tell me who she's waiting for?"

"A Boy"

"What's the boy's name?"

"Duan Yiyang"

.........

In the room, when Ling Feng heard Duan Yiyang's name, his heart was inexplicably shocked.

Was that boy who Lin Ran rejected him for him during college? Why can't she forget him after graduating so long? Could it be that Lin Ran's depression is related to Duan Yiyang? What happened to him and her in the year after he graduated and left Yanzhou? And was it a bad decision to let go back then?

In Yanzhou in 2004, after Lin Ran, who was single in her mother's womb, entered the university, she ushered in the precious first love in her life.

This is a beautiful and painful memory, the youth of the first love is sour and sweet, and people can't help but cry but always be happy.

If you compare it to a moth, it seems that there will always be a time in your life when you have the urge to burn yourself to put out a fire even if you are scarred and not for the result, regardless of the outcome.

If you use a flower to describe it, then it should be begonia, begonia symbolizes bitter love, and the ancients called it a broken intestine flower.

Half rolled Hunan curtain and half closed door, kicking ice for the soil jade for the basin.

Steal the pear stamen and borrow a wisp of plum blossom soul.

The moon cave immortals sew, and the autumn boudoir wipes the traces.

Who do you complain to silently? The weary moon is dark.

Who understands the coldness of that noble posture? This fruitless bitter love made Lin Ran heartbroken and heartbroken.

It has been a year and a half since I fell out of love and now I have carefully calculated, why is this Lin Ran still in a state of permanent lovelornness.

Fainting in the hot spring pool before, it is estimated that it is not only because of her weak physique, but also because of her consistent mental state, Ling Feng couldn't help but doubt.

At the door of the villa, Yu Wei stared at Ling Feng with his hands on his chest and said: "It seems that the failure of the previous relationship should be the main reason for her mental depression, and through hypnosis, we can still see her potential sadness." But don't be too nervous, depression is a chronic disease. I can see that she is nervous, probably because she doesn't know me well and doesn't trust me, so bring it over next time. ”

Ling Feng looked at her with grateful eyes and smiled: "Thank you, it's an old friend, I won't say anything, I'll invite you to dinner another day." ”

"What's so polite with me? Well, how about you treat me to dinner tomorrow if you have a chance? ”

The aftertaste is smiling and the eyes are full, and the graceful figure is swaying in the wind, charming and moving.

The corners of Ling Feng's mouth rose to reveal neat white teeth: "You have the final say." ”

Pei Xiuxiu, who was standing far away, glanced over from time to time, why did a good girl dress like a dusty woman? For this question, her little ancient brain is still entangled.

The aftertaste swept the plain Pei Xiuxiu in the distance, and pretended to be calm and asked, "Is she your sweetheart?" Look, your eyes are a little abnormal, huh? ”

Ling Feng smiled and asked, "What's not normal?" Nope."

"Forget it, those caring and tender eyes can't deceive me. A woman's sixth sense tells me that you have thoughts about her. The aftertaste of saying this was tinged with bitterness.

Ling Feng smiled and didn't answer directly, only to see him turn around and wave his hand and leave.

"Qingfeng, can we go back?" Pei Xiuxiu asked weakly.

Ling Feng frowned, pursed his lips and said, "Call me that again?" It's Ling Feng and not Qingfeng, I really doubt that you are deliberately angry with me? ”

After speaking, he clasped his hands on his chest and looked sullen.

Pei Xiuxiu frowned and apologized in a low voice: "I didn't mean to. ”

Seeing her like this, Ling Feng smiled slightly and said, "Hehe, I'm joking with you, Lin Ran, why are you still taking every word as seriously as before?" ”

Pei Xiuxiu squeezed out a smile on her sad face and asked, "You and Lin Ran...... No, how did you and I meet? ”

Ling Feng was a little angry and didn't answer immediately, and after a few seconds, he asked with a serious face, "Lin Ran, do you really have a bad memory?" Or did you not pay attention to me at all? It was like this when I was in junior high school, it was like this when I was in college, and now it's like this again, and to be honest, I'm a little angry. ”

Ling Feng quickened his pace and walked ahead.

Pei Xiuxiu, who didn't know where to say the wrong thing, followed with small steps, but the person in front of him walked so fast that he could only see his back in the distance.

At the bend in front of him, Ling Feng, who had calmed down, slowed down and leaned against a big tree with his back.

But after waiting for a while, the figure behind still didn't see it, and Ling Feng couldn't help but turn around and go back to look for it.

Pei Xiuxiu, who had lost her direction, walked through the rows of villas with similar appearances, and Ling Feng's figure in the distance had long since disappeared, and Pei Xiuxiu ran around nervously.

It turned out that when she passed by a villa just now, Pei Xiuxiu was frightened by the big Tibetan mastiff in the yard, and she stopped and didn't dare to pass by.

She wanted to shout Ling Feng, but Ling Feng, who was tall and long-legged, had already disappeared around the corner.

Pei Xiuxiu had to find a shortcut again, but a similar path made her go farther and farther, and finally got lost.

What now? The only familiar face in this strange world, Ling Feng, has also disappeared? Pei Xiuxiu felt unprecedented fear, she missed her grandfather so much that she wanted to go back to ancient times.

The more she thought about it, the more sad Pei Xiuxiu became, so she simply squatted in the corner and hugged her head and cried.

"Girl!"

When Pei Xiuxiu heard the voice and raised her head to see Ling Feng rushing in the distance, she stepped forward excitedly and hugged him.

"Woooooooooo......oo Don't ignore me...... I'm so scared......"

Ling Feng hugged her tightly and said with self-reproach: "I'm sorry for my bad feelings, I shouldn't lose my temper." ”

Her shoulders, which were shaking from crying, did not calm down, and Ling Feng quietly hugged her and comforted her softly.

Ten minutes later, Pei Xiuxiu, who had calmed down, suddenly realized that the atmosphere was a little ambiguous, so she pushed him away vigorously, and then her face flushed.

Ling Feng saw her shy appearance and quipped, "You...... I should have worn that ...... in the morning."

Pei Xiuxiu still looked at him with an incomprehensible look, Ling Feng thought she was deliberately pretending to be stupid, so she smiled and didn't go on.

In fact, what he wanted to say was that it was nice to hug a girl without a corset, but his concentration was limited, and he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back his nosebleed for a few more seconds.