Chapter 3 Low self-esteem
Shen Anjun was washing up while reading the information transmitted to him by the system.
It turned out to be different from what she thought before, and now she has been reborn into a parallel world with a similar background to the original, and the history has basically not changed much, only some small places are a little different from what she once knew
But the macro world has not changed much, but she and her family have changed a lot.
Shen Anjun of this world was born more than 20 years earlier than the original her.
Although Mom and Dad are still her mom and dad, there are many changes.
Originally, Shen Anjun was born in the late eighties, but now she was reborn in the eighties, but she was already a 17-year-old senior in high school, that is, she was born in 1963.
And his parents, who were originally ordinary government civil servants, are now serving in the army.
The two of them met in the army, my father used to be a scout, my mother was a literary soldier, my mother's singing was particularly good, and it was my father who conquered with a beautiful and combative singing voice in the performance of the occupation of the land.
And after so many years, not only is my father already the commander of the H Army in D Province, but my mother has also become the head of the H Army's art troupe with her own ability.
It can be said that the husband and wife are not weak.
Before the rebirth, Shen Anyun was born in 1989, born in the city and grew up in the city, and both parents were typical urban families, and they had never heard of any relatives in the countryside.
Just now, when her mother said that she was coming from her hometown, Shen Anjun hadn't thought about it carefully, but now that she had the memory sent by the system, she realized that the current Shen's father was a soldier from the countryside, and it was not easy for him to have today
And this person from this hometown is none other than his grandparents, uncle, and two aunts.
There is also an uncle who didn't come, because of the special nature of his work, he couldn't come back for the New Year this year.
Not only that, Shen Anjun was surprised to find that there was also an extra brother!
The current Shen Anyun was born twenty-six or seven years earlier than before. That's a generation early, and the previous Shen Anyun's parents are just this generation.
It is not difficult to imagine that not only do parents have more siblings, but even they are no longer single children.
Shen Anjun remembers that the family planning policy was only implemented in the 80s, and in the past, there were not several brothers and sisters in anyone's family, or now there are two brothers and sisters in Shen Anyun's family.
The others don't feel much more, and Shen Anyun, who has an extra brother, may have to get used to it.
In the past, although I felt that I was the only daughter in the family, there was nothing wrong with it, but now that I have an older brother or a brother who spoils my sister, this feeling should be good.
In this way, Shen Anjun looked at the memory of Shen Anyun now, and digested these things that were different from his previous life.
It is worth mentioning that Shen Anjun used to be a good student, although he was not a top student standing at the top of the pyramid, but his grades in school were also good. At that time, the university was also admitted to a key university
But now this Shen Anjun can only be said to be a bad student, she is already in her third year of high school, and her grades can only rank in the 40s of more than 60 people in the class, which is not inherited from her parents' excellent genes at all.
The old brothers and sisters of the Shen family are not unexpectedly like their parents in appearance, they are handsome men and women, and they even have the posture of being better than blue.
But in other aspects, the difference between the two is relatively big, and it seems that the good genes of the parents are given to the elder brother.
The brother who has excellent grades, developed motor nerves, and can be regarded as a good shot can be said to be a proud son of heaven.
That's the typical one that's the legendary, someone else's child. And my sister, it seems that there is really no merit except for a good-looking face.
If you have to find out a little bit of merit, is it a gentle temperament and easy to talk?
If that's an advantage. Although there is nothing wrong with a girl being gentle, it is easy to think that she is a bully if she is too easy to speak.
To put it bluntly, the current Shen Anjun is a little girl with an average IQ, no special talents, and a beautiful face, but she is often bullied.
Shen Anjun flipped through his memory, and he was also a little helpless.
This girl really doesn't know what to say.
Obviously, his own conditions are among the best in this compound, but not only will he be bullied by the children in the yard when he is a child, but he will be bullied at school when he is so old.
If it weren't for the fact that my brother was the king of children in the yard since he was a child, for the sake of my brother's face, I am afraid that she would still be bullied by the little children in the courtyard (in the eyes of Shen Anyun, a thirty-year-old soul, a high school student or something is just a little child), not to mention that there are people to help her at school.
Shen Anjun went to a key high school, and with her consistently lower-average grades, she naturally didn't get into it by herself.
Of course, it didn't come through the back door. In those days, the relationship between the military and the people was relatively good, and the work of supporting the army in the localities was always relatively good.
The local No. 1 Middle School in Province D will reserve a few student places for the H Army every year, which means that the children of the military families of the H Army, even if they can't get into the public recruitment score, if they reach a certain score, the children who enter the top 10 according to the ranking can also study in the No. 1 Middle School of D Province.
Although Shen Anyun's results are too average, his luck is not bad.
The year she took the exam, there weren't many children in the compound who took the high school entrance exam. At that time, many people thought that it was good to go to a technical secondary school and be assigned a job early.
Originally, there were not many people who were admitted to high school, and there were one or two people with good grades who couldn't use this place at all, and Shen Anyun's score happened to be the ninth place in the exam at that time, so it was logical to enter the No. 1 Middle School in Province D.
It is rare that this score ranking satisfied Shen's mother once, after all, she was also heartbroken about her daughter's grades from childhood to adulthood, and she was originally prepared that if her daughter couldn't even pass the ten places, she could only be cheeky to find a favor and stuff her daughter into the first middle school in D province.
I didn't expect her daughter to be so good in this exam and actually played a lot better than usual, which made her think that her daughter had finally opened up, and maybe her grades would get better in high school.
But who knew that after two and a half years of high school, it was the winter vacation of the third year of high school, and my daughter still had the same grades as before, and she didn't even jump on a spark
She now thinks that she should help her daughter find a way out in advance.
After all, if her child's grades are not good, she can't take the test for her.
Even if some people do things to replace other people's places and let their children go to college, the Shen family's parents are not people who can do such a thing. Alas...... So Shen's mother was also panicked. Who would have thought that his son had never been worried about since he was a child, and he was admitted to Qingda, the highest university in the country, as a scholar.
And the youngest daughter, who is usually worry-free and sensible, only experienced the difficulties of being a parent in her studies.
In terms of grades, her parents are worried, and in terms of interpersonal communication, Shen Anjun tries not to worry her family.
Even if there are things that don't get along well, she tries to hide them.
Speaking of which, Shen Anguo, the elder brother of the Shen family, is three years older than his sister Shen Anjun, and it happened that when Shen Anjun was in high school, his brother went to college and was not in Province D.
When I used to go to junior high school, it was in the H Army's own middle school for the children of soldiers, and there was no secret who was the child of which family.
Although everyone thinks that Shen Anjun is easy to speak, in fact, she is easy to bully, but because of the face of her parents, no one bullies her openly.
At most, they robbed her of snacks, deliberately borrowed her things and didn't pay them back, and there were even some naughty children, who grew up listening to being compared with Shen Guoan by their parents, and they always felt a little uncomfortable in their hearts, and they made some harmless jokes to Shen Anjun in private.
Shen Anjun, who has grown up, naturally will not tell his parents about these things like he did when he was a child, and bear it silently alone.
She wanted to study hard and try to become like her brother, but it didn't seem to make much difference.
And then I went to high school, which was the best No. 1 key high school in the province.
Here grades are the highest right to speak, a little girl with mediocre grades but outstanding appearance, because of the irony of exclusion among classmates, she slowly understands what inferiority is. The originally beautiful and generous little girl can probably still see the shadow of the past in her own home.