Chapter 114: I Don't Want You to Get Hurt (1)
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Her hand touched her inconspicuous belly, and smiled abruptly, "Zhichen, maybe you can't imagine what this little bit in my belly means to me now." ”
Tu Siya was still wearing a hospital gown, and her little cheeks were pale and bloodless.
"Zhichen, I like you, more than you think, I love you, maybe the kind of love in my heart will make you think it's a joke, I know you don't like me, I also know that you have other girls in your heart, but what does it matter? Falling in love with someone is not something you can control. ”
"I know that the beginning between us was wrong, but I don't regret it, God made me pregnant, maybe it was also to see me pitiful, I obviously love you, but I really can't be with you, so I have a child in my belly." Tu Siya smiled sadly, "Zhichen, I don't force you, I don't force you, but you don't force me either, and you don't want to think about letting me beat the child in my belly." ”
"Siya, I don't want you to get hurt." Yi Zhichen lowered his head weakly, supported his head with both hands, and scratched his head decadently, "Don't be like this." ”
He didn't want Tu Siya to give birth to the child in his belly, he also had his own selfishness, if she gave birth to the child, how could there be a clean break between him and her at that time?
"Minister, I won't force you, and you won't force me." Tu Siya pulled her lips at him and chuckled, "Zhichen, after I was discharged from the hospital, I have been thinking about you telling me to let me beat the child, yes, in your opinion, the child came at the wrong time, or it can be said that the child was not born to you by the woman you expected." ”
"I have nightmares every night when a very beautiful kid says to me, 'Why don't I want him?'" Tu Siya chuckled, "Hehe, how could I not want him?" I just had no choice, and in the end, I couldn't stand it anymore, and if I beat the child out, I might have this dream for the rest of my life, and I would not be able to live in peace for the rest of my life under the influence of this dream. ”
Her fingers caressed her injured wrist, "I know that the moment I cut my wrist with a knife, my parents will be sad, and may complain about me, saying that I am not filial, that I can't give them a pension, but I really can't bear to let the child go alone." ”
Her tears kept sliding down like beads with broken threads.
Yi Zhichen looked at her, and couldn't bear it for a while, "I'm sorry, Siya, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”
blamed himself for only thinking about himself, not considering her feelings, not knowing that he just said a word, but let her suffer so much.
If she wasn't too sad, she wouldn't have committed suicide ruthlessly.
"The Minister." In the end, Tu Siya gradually sobbed, couldn't help but reach out and hugged him, and began to cry.
"Siya, don't cry, don't cry." Yi Zhichen's eyes gradually became moist, patted her back, and reassured, "You are pregnant with a child now, and your body will be uncomfortable after crying." ”
"The Minister." Tu Siya hugged Yi Zhichen and said in a choked voice, "I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on, I'm really afraid that one day I won't be able to hold on and do something again." ”
"Siya ......" Thinking of what she might do in the future, Yi Zhichen's brows tightened.
"Minister, shall we get married? Fake marriages. Tu Siya said her final thoughts step by step, "Now whether it is your family or my family, our marriage has been contracted, and it is a fact that cannot be changed." ”
"If we keep resisting, maybe they'll become harsh." Her voice sobbed from time to time, "Let's fake marriage now, and when the time comes, when they slowly relax their vigilance, then we will divorce again, okay?" ”
"That kid ......"
As soon as Tu Siya heard what he said, she guessed that his heart had loosened, and she hurriedly said, "I will raise the child in the future, but when we divorce in the future, the child will not look for you again." ”
"Siya, you allow me to think about it." Yi Zhichen frowned slightly, thinking about her proposal.
Tu Siya nodded, her eyes were red and swollen, the tip of her nose was red, and she let out a heavy "um".
She knows that some things can't be pushed too quickly, and this is also the truth.
The night was as dark as ink.
After Yi Zhichen came back from the hospital, he locked himself in the bedroom, didn't even eat dinner, and lay on the bed thinking about what Tu Siya told him in the hospital.
Now the Yi family and the people of the Tu family will definitely let them get married, whether he wants to or not, they will definitely let them get married, but if he keeps resisting, this time Tu Siya is a suicide attempt, so what about next time? Will you really die next time?
Or is something wrong?
No matter what the result is, it is what Yi Zhichen does not want to see.
Yi Zhichen and Tu Siya grew up together since childhood, childhood sweethearts, the two have no guesses, the two families are also world friends, maybe the family looks at the industry, the two of them are the most compatible pair, but he does not feel that he has someone he likes, although now she is married to another man.
But he had the confidence to wait for her.
Thinking of Su Liangqiu in his heart, Yi Zhichen's heart was moved, when he wanted to meet Su Liangqiu before, Tu Siya also tried his best to help him.
The reason for this pregnancy is also him, if he can endure it that time, or if he can make it clear to her afterwards, maybe there will be no pregnancy.
Yi Zhichen's eyes were wide open, staring at the crystal chandelier above his head.
If he resisted not getting married, and when Su Liangqiu's one-year appointment arrived, and Chu Zhixin divorced, his parents would definitely not agree to the marriage of the two of them at that time.
However, if he divorces after getting married, it will also be a second marriage, and if he marries Su Liangqiu again at that time, will he be more likely to succeed?
Suddenly, Yi Zhichen wanted to see what Su Liangqiu was doing at this time?
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Festival City Apartments.
Since the last time Chu Zhixin was called away by Pei Mei, until now, the relationship between Su Liangqiu and Chu Zhixin has been lukewarm.
She won't take the initiative to say a word to him again, she won't take the initiative to say hello when it's not necessary, and she won't take the initiative to ask about him.
Chu Zhixin obviously sensed her abnormality.
On this day, he finally couldn't help it.
At night, Su Liangqiu sat on the sofa in the bedroom and watched TV, and after Chu Zhixin washed up, he also sat beside her and watched it together.
Looking at the reddest comprehensive eye, when Su Liangqiu was laughing, when he saw him coming over, he suddenly had no smile on his mouth, and he felt that the TV was not so good-looking.
Before three minutes had passed, Su Liangqiu couldn't help but stand up and walk towards the living room.
"Why are you going?" Chu Zhixin's hand was still wiping his hair.
Su Liangqiu didn't reply, "Don't you do it." ”
I am indeed pouting in my heart, what do you care? What does it have to do with you when I go to do it, you don't care about me, you care who you want.
Suddenly, looking down, she saw a man's hand suddenly appear on her arm, and when she looked up again, she saw Chu Zhixin's enlarged face.
"You...... Hmmm......"
Su Liangqiu's eyes widened, looking at the enlarged handsome face in front of her, she felt a moment of trance in her heart, and she didn't quite understand, why did Chu Zhixin suddenly kiss her?
Crazy?
Does he think he is the one he can kiss if he wants?
After coming back to her senses, Su Liangqiu raised her arm and pushed him, Chu Zhixin's hand held her hand and didn't let her move.
The kiss continues.
The familiar breath on Chu Zhixin's body lingered in front of her nose, and the fragrance slid on the tip of her entwined tongue, as if everything was taken for granted.
Suddenly, Su Liangqiu forgot to think, and he didn't want to think, but instinctively hugged him, hugged him tighter, tighter.
An ambiguous aura slowly rose between them, and Chu Zhixin felt her hug back, feeling that it was a good phenomenon, at least it showed that she was not indifferent to herself.
His hand gradually became irregular, reaching under the hem of her clothes, Su Liangqiu felt his hand messing around on her chest, and suddenly, there was a thought in his mind, did he kiss Pei Mei like this, did he also do such a thing to Pei Mei?
Su Liangqiu opened his eyes, felt his emotion towards him, stretched out his hand, pushed him away suddenly, wiped the corners of his mouth in disgust, and glared at him angrily.
Chu Zhixin's body was on fire, he felt that the blood in his body seemed to be burning, his black eyes were scarlet, and his voice was hoarse, "Xiaoqiu, what's wrong with you?" ”
originally felt her hug, indicating that she also had feelings for herself, but as a result, she suddenly pushed him away? Isn't everything just going with the flow?
He thought they might have taken a step forward today?
"What's wrong with me, you ask? What's wrong with you? Su Liangqiu twisted her eyebrows, "When you did these things to me, did you also do it to other women?" ”
She actually wanted to ask more bluntly, did she also do it to Pei Mei?
Chu Zhixin's brows frowned slightly, "Other women? ”
What was she trying to ask?
"Why, are you unable to answer because there are too many women?" Su Liangqiu sneered.
"Xiaoqiu, what are you awkward in your heart?"
Chu Zhixin obviously felt that she was awkward about herself these days, but what was she awkward? What is there in my heart that I can't say to him?
"Awkward?" Su Liangqiu asked rhetorically, not admitting it, "How can I have it." ”
She's not awkward, and it's not what he said he was jealous.
She just thinks that he doesn't have a little bit of dedication as a man, if he really loves Pei Mei and has a leg with Pei Mei, he can marry Pei Mei, why do he have to be entangled with Pei Mei after marrying her?
Is it really good for him to step on two boats like this?
"Xiaoqiu, if you are eating my vinegar, I will definitely be very happy." Chu Zhixin thought about it carefully, she started to do this to him since he answered the phone early that morning and left, and when he came back.