12. Suicide note
"Mom, Miao Yiyi owes you a debt, and I have already recovered it!"
The sky was slightly bright, and two teenagers knelt in front of a grave and kowtowed repeatedly.
In February in Guizhou, it was still cold, and the two knelt in the wind, but they were tall and proud.
Pieces of peach blossoms, sprinkled around the tomb, a fragrant.
"This year's peach blossoms bloom early, and my aunt and grandma will be happy!" Zhiyuan stood up, but he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Zheng Yong did not get lost in hatred, and in the end, he did not kill Miao Yiyi.
He hated that person, but that person was his own uncle after all.
It's a good thing that he doesn't have to live with a burden.
"This is for you!" Zhiyuan took out a letter, the paper already yellowed.
"What is this?" Zheng Yong was puzzled, but put the letter in his hand.
"Three years ago, your grandma left it for you!"
Zhiyuan sighed, "You weren't literate at the time, and now it's time to hand it over to you, it's time to let it go, it's over, you should let it go, your aunt, I hope you have a good life!" ”
"Mom!" Zheng Yong was still kneeling in front of the grave, and he opened the envelope with trembling hands.
A line of juanjuan fine characters, poignant and desolate, was imprinted in Zheng Yong's eyes......
"Xiao Yong, my son:
Mom is sorry for you, all this time, I have never cared about you, for eight years, I have never fulfilled my mother's responsibility, Mom is sorry for you!
Your father is a devil!
Eight years ago, he came to my Miao Village, wanted to marry me as a wife, I didn't like him, I didn't want to marry far away, I didn't agree to this marriage, your grandparents loved me, and I didn't want to force me, I thought that from now on, I could do a filial piety under my parents' knees.
Unexpectedly, that night, your father and your uncle knocked me unconscious and forcibly took me away, and when I woke up, I was already lost, and a few months later, I found that you were already there.
More than once, I wanted to knock you out quietly, but in the end, I couldn't bear it.
Endure the grief and give birth to you.
Many times, I wanted to run away, but after having you, I finally gave up.
All the while, your father punched and kicked me when he was drunk, or when things didn't go his way, I had enough of his torture, I hated him, he ruined my youth and ruined my life!
I shouldn't have imposed my hatred for him on you.
You're seven years old and should be in school, but I haven't taught you a little knowledge, a little bit of how to behave, even if I don't ask a word of concern.
Son, mom I'm sorry for you!
Your brother was right, I don't deserve to be a mother.
I have always felt that you are the son of a criminal, I have never regarded you as my son, my son of Miao Qingqing, should not be the son of a criminal!
He died, the devil finally died, and I laughed for three days.
I can finally get rid of him!
On Chinese New Year's Eve, I'm gone!
What Mom wants to tell you is that Mom's heart hurt at that time.
I know, I'm selfish, and I shouldn't excuse it.
But you're going to grow up, Mom doesn't want to stay in that place anymore, Mom has no choice.
However, when I returned home, everything changed, that home was no longer my home, and your grandparents were dead.
Mommy misses you so much!
Mom just knew, it turned out that Mom loves you very much!
I've been back, but you're gone!
I've been asking for a long time, but I still haven't heard from you.
Later, your uncle told me about a family affair, and I heard that the family was rich and powerful, and I thought they could help me find you.
Unexpectedly, on the day I passed the door, you came to the door.
Son, mom was really happy at that time!
My son is eight years old, grown up and sensible!
Mom is very pleased!
Mom really wants to hug you and say to you personally, Mom is sorry for you.
But I don't dare, you two children, stop other people's sedan chairs, cut off other people's horses, I want to call you a son, but I don't dare, I don't dare to recognize you, I'm afraid that the family will hurt you.
I was going to plan to go to you after a while, but your uncle still forced me to marry that person, and everyone proposed to withdraw from the marriage, and he forced me to stick it.
He threatened me that if I didn't agree, he would find someone to clean you up.
Mom loves you and is certainly willing to do everything for you.
But, mom is tired, really tired!
I can see that the brother you know is very good to you, and his father, I have heard, he is very remarkable, and I believe that my son will definitely get ahead in the future.
Son, don't blame your uncle, just blame me for my bad life, and I can't complain about it.
I hope that my son will grow up obediently and happily, and my mother will be happy in heaven.
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Miao Qingqing "
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"Mom, I promise you, I'll be fine!" Zheng Yong burst into tears, took out a lighter, lit the letter, and placed it in front of the grave.
At this moment, the wind rose, and suddenly, the sky was full of peach blossoms, hovering in the middle of the tomb.
Like, there was a person, she smiled.
"Let's go!" Zhiyuan patted Zheng Yong's shoulder and said.
Zheng Yong wiped away his tears and stood up.
He took out a jug of wine, poured it vigorously, and then sprinkled it in front of the grave.
This time, Zhiyuan didn't scold him, only sighed.
"Brother Yuan, I'm fine!" Zheng Yong looked back and grinned.
"Let's go! Go home! ”
The two brothers jumped on horseback, and with two neighings, stepped into Longtan Village.
As soon as he entered the Zhaikou compound, Zhiyuan stopped and his eyes sank.
In the middle of the large courtyard, there were men and women, surrounded by a long board, divided on both sides, and in the center, there was a young man of about thirty, holding a cigarette, he shook a small plate, and shouted loudly.
"Buy a single and buy a double, hurry up and place a bet!" With one hand, he slammed the dish against the plank.
On both sides of the plank, divided into single and double, two rubber bands were torn apart, and what was pressed under it was money!
"Buy and go! Open! The young man let out a loud shout and lifted the plate.
Inside, there are four corn stalks, concave and blackened with ink, and this side is black.
The convex side is yellow.
According to their rules, two blacks and two yellows are double, and four blacks or four yellows are also doubles, and three blacks and one yellow, or three yellows and one black, are single.
They're gambling, betting on odds and evens!
Zheng Yong's eyes lit up, and at this time, he glanced at Zhiyuan, only to find that his distant brother was already pale.
Zheng Yong's neck shrunk and he didn't dare to speak.
He saw that Zhiyuan had jumped off his horse and walked towards the crowd step by step.
At this moment, no one paid attention to him.
Zhiyuan parted the crowd and squeezed in.
"Hurry up and bet, both sides of the odd and even, hurry up and bet!" The young man, shaking the plate, was shouting to his heart's content.
"Bang!" There was a loud bang, deafening.
Zhiyuan jumped high and split the plank into two with a single sword.
Everyone was furious, and when they found out that the person who came was Zhiyuan, they retreated.
"Who are you and what are you going to do!" The young man rolled on the ground, pointed at Zhiyuan, and shouted.
"You came to my Longtan Village to gamble, and you still asked me who I am?" Zhiyuan sneered, held the long knife, came to the young man, raised his hand, slashed at the young man's back.
"Which little broken child, stop!" Two young men carried sticks and threw themselves at Zhiyuan.
"Fuck you!" Zheng Yong rode his horse and ran over, knocking the two over with two sticks in succession.
In addition, four or five young men came with their swords raised, and when they saw Zheng Yong's menacing, they immediately stopped.
"Who the fuck dares to move!" Zheng Yong rode on his horse and yelled.
"Smack!" Zhiyuan slapped the young man who fell to the ground in the face, "Who am I when you ask?" ”
"Tell him who I am!" Zhiyuan shouted.
"Haha!" The boys and girls who were playing on the side came around, "Brother Kai! ”
"No!" Zhiyuan said seriously, "In the future, call Brother Yuan!" ”
"Brother Yuan!" The surrounding teenagers and girls coaxed.
Zhiyuan's smile retracted, stared at the young man, and said in a cold voice: "A few of you, come to my Longtan Village to gamble, and you don't even ask me, so bold!" Where are you from? ”
"Brother, we are from the Axe Village, I can give you a share!" The young man said in a trembling voice.
"Tell him, you brother Yuan, what you like and what you hate!" Zhiyuan carried the knife on his shoulder and shouted.
"Brother Yuan loves to read and play with knives, and he hates gambling and drugs the most!" The surrounding teenagers and girls echoed one after another.
"Do you hear me?" Zhiyuan looked at the young man lying on the ground and asked.
"Listen...... Hear me! The young man's eyes dodged.
"So, what are you supposed to do?" Zhiyuan then asked.
"I'll spit out this money!" The young man threw a bag next to him in front of Zhiyuan, "Let's get out, don't dare next time!" ”
"Get out! Get out of Longtan Village! Zhiyuan kicked the young man over and yelled.
"Get out of Longtan Village!"
"Get out of Longtan Village!"
"Get out of Longtan Village!"
The surrounding teenagers and girls were angry and high-spirited, and they all yelled.
More than a dozen foreign youths, supporting each other, rolled and climbed, hurriedly escaped from the compound, and went outside the gate of the village.
Zhiyuan stood with his knife in his hand, looked around, and his gaze swept from the crowd.
For a while, the entire compound suddenly fell silent.
"Who brought them in?" Zhiyuan asked in a low voice.
His voice was so low that everyone heard it, but no one dared to answer.
"Who is it?" Zhiyuan drank and became impatient, "Dare to do it, stand up, and when I find out, it's two different things!" ”
"Yes...... It's me! At this moment, a middle-aged man, probably in his early forties, stepped out of the crowd.
"There is a lack of entertainment in the village, and besides, this can increase a little income, I am for ......"
"Fart! Ten bets and nine cheats, are you old and blind? Under that plank, there is a magnet! Zhiyuan was furious and interrupted the middle-aged man's words, "Are you old enough to live like a dog?" You, the village chief, eat dry rice? ”
"Xiaokai, you ......" The middle-aged man pointed at Zhiyuan, so angry that he couldn't speak.
"And you!" Zhiyuan pointed to the crowd around him, "A group of people who don't want to make progress, your sons and daughters are playing next to them, what a good example, if you want to get rich, go hard, go outside, work hard, rely on your own hands, not gambling!" ”
"Other places, I can't care, and I don't bother to care!" Zhiyuan said, "But, Longtan Village, gambling is not allowed, if I see it again, hum!" ”
"Xiao Kai, why are you, I'm the village chief!" The middle-aged man said angrily.
"Because, that's what I said!" Zhiyuan paused word by word, led the horse, and slowly walked out of the compound.
"This is only one time, not the next one!"
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