Chapter 198: Self-Punishment
Chinese I looked into her eyes and was completely stunned.
Lin Xian'er wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, but the tears still couldn't stop sliding from the corners of her eyes to her chin.
"I kept trying with her, I tried to use the pleasure she gave me to forget about you, but I couldn't."
"I'm so tired of being like this, and I can't understand why I'm like this!"
Lin Xian'er's eyes were red and swollen, and tears flowed down like a flood that had leaked the floodgates.
"If it is said that man does not necessarily know man, but the soul must know the soul." I looked at her and said, "This is how I feel about you." ”
I wanted to open my mouth to answer her, but the words reached my throat and my eyes were completely choked.
It's a must-do question where you can't make a choice, and someone who cares about me will always get hurt.
I watched her back, and the sourness and bitterness began to stir up in my body.
There are only two endings to this situation, I make a change for her or she changes for me.
What's worse is that we can't seem to take that step anymore. No matter who it is, we will also be involved in the people around us being injured.
I also understood in a trance why Jiang Dandan was so aimed at me, and the words she spoke to me when she was drunk were also clear.
This kind of pain and hatred is not limited by gender at all, this is the universal law in love.
In her eyes, Lin Xian'er is a fairy of the pure world, and she can't tolerate any defilement from a man like me.
I tried to suppress my emotions. I feel like once it comes out, I'm not far from the brink of a sane breakdown.
I seemed to have forgotten the existence of time, and when I came back to my senses again, it was like a dream, and the sky was already dark.
I was slightly stunned, stood up and walked towards the two of them, Wang Yan pursed her lips and looked at me with a smile, Zhang Xi'er leaned on her shoulder and fell asleep.
Wang Yan nodded and said, "Xi'er and I are worried about you, so I'm here to accompany you." ”
She rubbed her sleepy eyes, looked at me and said, "Brother Lu Yuan, are you okay?" ”
I touched her head and said, "I'm worried about you." ”
I nodded, and sighed helplessly.
"Brother Lu Yuan, in fact, there is nothing to sigh about." Zhang Xier said, "I have the opportunity to sleep with Sister Lin, everything is naturally resolved, and the body is always the most honest thing that will not lie." ”
With Lin Xian'er's temper, if I really sleep with her now, I can't imagine what will happen next.
"I'm fine, while it's still early, you can go back and catch up on sleep." I say.
"I definitely can't sleep, and I'm going to go to the bamboo forest to transport the bamboo back first." I say.
This time, I came at once, and I was directly able to resist the weight of three times more than yesterday. That's pretty much the limit I can afford.
I repeated it back and forth about ten times, exhausting myself to exhaustion.
Eva looked at me puzzled, she came up to me and said, "Even if it's a physical mutation, I can't bear such a high-intensity work." ”
I sweated, and the tiredness slowly came to my head, as if something weighing a thousand pounds was pressing on my head.
All the chaos and sorrow are swept away by exhaustion, and it is presumable that after a sleep, life will return to its previous waves.
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