"Two years later, when I was released with my husband, I met my cousin, who was an official in the same place. It was then that I learned that my cousin was not unwilling to marry me, but just wanted to marry me two years later, waiting for his achievements before marrying me. It's just that I was willful at the beginning, and I misheard the first sentence, but I didn't have time to listen to the last sentence after he finished speaking. This is really, one wrong step, every step is wrong. ”

"If God doesn't play tricks on you, it's not real love." Xing Ruyi sighed with emotion, thinking of the relationship between himself and the fox, he couldn't help touching his nose and said: "Maybe the reason why love makes people linger is because it didn't happen when it should have happened, didn't keep it when it should have been kept, and didn't cherish it when it should have been cherished." ”

"Did the Ruyi girl ever struggle with love?" Qingluan raised her chin slightly, and there was still a trace of bitterness at the corner of her mouth.

"Not in the past, but in the future, maybe in the future I will be entangled in my love." Xing Ruyi spread his hands and smiled, but this smile was relaxed and did not contain any impurities.

"If I had the freedom of Miss Ruyi today, there would have been no such things that happened later." Qingluan glanced at the baby and continued: "I have been separated from my cousin for two years, and when we meet again, I am already pregnant Mrs. Liu, and he has become someone else's wishful husband. Maybe just like Ruyi girl, you just said, the reason why love makes people worry is because they didn't catch it when they should have it, and they didn't get it when they should have it, or maybe I was originally a very small-minded and selfish woman. Originally, after that meeting, my cousin and I should let go of each other's knots and become a pair of simple cousins, but we had a devil in our hearts, and I began to regret why I was so willful in the first place, and why I told my husband to let him marry me. My cousin also began to regret why he didn't promise me in the first place, even if he married me, he could make a career and do something for the people. Remorse, resentment, and heartache are like bamboo shoots in spring, growing higher and higher, and in the end, our demons overcome reason and begin to meet secretly in private. ”

"Meet, when you're pregnant?" Xing Ruyi was speechless, although he knew that Datang was open, but when he heard such words with his own ears, he couldn't help but sigh.

Qingluan's face turned pale, closed his eyes slightly, and said softly for a long time: "Self-inflicted, can't live, although my cousin and I haven't done anything out of the ordinary, but my child is still gone." The doctor said that it was my restlessness that caused the fetal position to be unstable. My husband was sympathetic to me, and thought that I was worried about his outward release, and blamed myself for many years. ”

"Alas!" Xing Ruyi sighed, but did not interject, because she understood that what Qingluan was telling so far was not the whole story.

"If the loss of the child is God's reminder to me, then everything I am facing today is God's punishment for me." Qingluan moved her body gently, slowly possessing her, and stared at the child with gentle eyes.

"After the child was gone, I was really sad for many days, but it was also rare to feel relaxed, I thought that without the child's bond, I could leave my husband and be with my cousin again. But God seemed to be joking with me, and when I went to meet my cousin with hope and wanted to tell him about this idea, he told me that his wife was pregnant, and that he was going to be a good father from now on, and that our relationship ended here, and from now on, the relationship between me and him was just that of a cousin and a cousin. How can it be? How can this be? I lost my child for him, but he wanted to cut ties with me for the sake of another woman's child. I was crazy, I admit I was, even though my heart was bleeding at the time, but my face was smiling. I agreed with my cousin, concealed the news of the loss of my child, visited him and his wife as a visitor, and carefully selected many supplements for his wife, except that I added a small amount of musk and safflower to them. A month, two months, three months, and finally at five and a half months, the drugs that had been accumulated for a long time worked. Afterwards, I deliberately told the truth in front of his wife. My cousin is stupid, and his wife is just as crazy as I was at the beginning. She struggled to get out of bed and tried to strangle me, but in a panic, knocked out the candle. Speaking of this, Qingluan raised his head and looked at Ah Xing, who was still sitting in front of the stone bed: "The fire burned for three days and three nights, my cousin's wife was burned to death, and he himself was burned to this appearance, only me, only I was safe and sound." ”

"Since that's the case, then this kid ......" Xing Ruyi pointed to the little guy who had already opened his eyes and listened with relish, guessing in his heart whether this evil fetus was Qingluan's own or Ah Xing's wife's womb.

"After that incident, I completely cut off contact with my cousin until my husband received an order from the imperial court to return to Luoyang. It was from that time on, that I often had nightmares about a child burrowing into my stomach, at first he was just pretending, and then later, he first drilled his head into it, then his shoulders, back, buttocks, thighs, calves, ......" Although Qingluan's description was very calm, Xing Ruyi still saw fear on her face, and even her eyes were full of fear.

Imagine if you started dreaming every night and had the same dream, and you dreamed of a strange little baby burrowing into your belly little by little, and you would feel your scalp tingle just thinking about it.

It's no wonder that Qingluan said that sentence just now

"You shall not live." Now that she thinks about it, she has been able to survive for so long, she hasn't gone crazy yet, and her psychological endurance is strong enough.

"About a few days before my mother-in-law came back with the medicine and gave it to me, the child finally got into my stomach completely. When I woke up, I was pregnant, and I thought the dream was a sign that I had another baby. But my father-in-law showed it, and the famous doctors in Luoyang City were also invited to see it one by one, and they all said that I was overthinking and had a false pregnancy. It is precisely because of this that the mother-in-law will go to the Ruyi girl to ask you for medicine. But I knew for myself that it was not an illusion, because my belly was getting bigger and bigger, and I began to see my cousin's wife, and I realized that it was my retribution. The child who got into my belly was the child I killed, and their mother and son came to me for revenge. Saying that, Qingluan smiled bitterly, tears fell from the corners of her eyes, she caressed the baby's immature cheeks, looked at the corners of his mouth that seemed to be smiling and said, "I know, you are here to seek revenge on me." My cousin also said that when a ghost is born and his mother dies, this is a life for a life, and a life for a life. Qingluan possessed, picked up the child, and rubbed his cheek affectionately: "No matter who you are, you are my child, if you want my life, I will give it to you!" ”