So, why is Ji Yanchuan like this?

Chen Ran had all kinds of questions lingering in her heart, and she walked into the room again.

"Well, let's take a sip of water."

She sent the water cup to Ji Yanchuan.

Ji Yanchuan took a few sips and rested on the cabinet on the side.

"Go to sleep."

Chen Ran's voice was soft, and he sat beside him, holding his arm with both hands.

Hearing Chen Ran's voice, Ji Yanchuan suddenly felt warm all over his body, as if he had fallen into hell, and his whole body was cold.

At this time, because of her words, I felt warm again, as if my whole body was full of strength.

She really is like his sun.

"Chen Ran, don't you think I'm terrible?"

Actually, he's a monster.

"Why are you scary?"

Chen Ran looked at him puzzled, his bright eyes flickering.

She knew that he had a secret, and this secret was related to his life and death.

She was very curious.

"I ......"

Ji Yanchuan wanted to speak and stopped, his hands clenched tightly.

"It's okay, let's sleep."

Chen Ran's hand gently patted the back of his hand.

"I want to say."

Ji Yanchuan raised his head, glass-like eyes, and looked at her seriously.

"Hmm."

Chen Ran nodded, looking at him, he wanted to say, she would listen.

"When I was six years old, my mother committed suicide in front of me."

Ji Yanchuan frowned, and after saying this, his thin lips were pursed.

Chen Ran's hand resting on the back of his hand was also held by his backhand.

"Why did she do that?"

Chen Ran was puzzled.

"Because a month before she committed suicide, my dad died in a plane crash, she and my dad loved each other very much, my dad died, she couldn't live, grandpa they all felt that she had no desire to survive, so they left me by her side, hoping that she could see it for my sake and survive well."

Ji Yanchuan lowered his eyebrows, and his eyes were full of red.

"But she told me that every single one of us was forcing her to live, and when her father died, she was actually dead, and she didn't want to live. Every day's breathing is an ordeal for her, and I wonder why I remember every word she says so clearly. ”

"Oh, probably every time I go to a thunderstorm, a rainy day, I have a nightmare like this! She slashed her wrist with a fruit knife in front of me, and the blood came out, and my face was all over me, and I cried for her not to do this, but she ran out laughing. ”

"Since then, I've been asking myself if I'm superfluous, if I'm a burden."

After Chen Ran heard what he said, he was completely stunned and a little at a loss.

Is his mom a devil?

Committing suicide in front of a six-year-old child and saying that kind of thing, is she really human?

His father is dead, and he is already helpless!

Adding such a mother would go crazy!

"Chen Ran, I'm ...... Wanted to tell you that I have depression and I haven't gotten better yet. ”

Ji Yanchuan's expression became depressed.

Chen Ran didn't speak, just looked at Ji Yanchuan quietly.

"You-"

"I will be with you, banishing the darkness of your life, I am your sun, have you forgotten?"

Chen Ran tilted his head and looked at him with bright eyes.

"My sun."

Ji Yanchuan muttered.

"yes, your sun."

"So, Ji Yanchuan, I don't want you to be cranky here, no matter what happens in the future, I will go down with you."