Leaving the conference hall and following Noi's footsteps, I was even more nervous, where was Noi going to take me? This feeling of being completely clueless made me panic, as if I was a little mouse trapped in a cage, being grabbed by the tail, and a sense of uncertainty that I couldn't control the situation made me stop abruptly.

"What's wrong with Conway?" Noi looked at me, his voice so flat without a hint of joke, and I could feel it in his dry commanding tone, and he was very serious at this time.

"Noi, what the hell do you want to do!" I looked into his eyes, but flames were already emerging in my eyes, and these flames were like lit straws, burning more and more, and there was a great tendency to burn the prairie fire.

"Just come with me, if you have the consciousness to face this war head-on." After saying that, Noi continued to walk in front of me, step by step, very slowly, not in a hurry, as if waiting, waiting for a footstep to follow his frequency.

I looked at his background and slowly took the first step, I don't know what the outcome will be ahead of me, but there are some things you have to face, if you have insisted on choosing the path you want to take.

Through the corridors lined with the same laboratories, looking at the bright incandescent lights on the ceiling, I felt my brain go into a trance, as if I were sleepwalking, walking in an ethereal dream.

When I saw the scene in front of me, I stopped abruptly like a car that suddenly slammed on the brakes, and in front of me there was a spherical machine, this big spherical creature was tied up by a bunch of thick wires, large and small wires like human veins. What was this place, I looked at Noi who had stopped in front of me, he ignored me and strode towards the strange machine.

"Noi, you're here." Standing in front of me is a one-eyed man, and this one-eyed man should be the head of the one-eyed anti-war alliance that saved us. The figure is a little thin compared to other one-eyed people, and the red eyes are a little dull because of the age.

"Conway, since you want to know, let me tell you, your test results show that you are a good fit to be a Trapper, and you probably know a little bit about Trappers. The Hunter is to shoot the blood of the high-level one-eyed into the human body and merge with the human, if you can control these monsters well, you can have their abilities, and control the one-eyed mount, if you can't die! Noi said as he approached me step by step, giving me a strong sense of oppression with each step.

"What do you mean by that, you're going to implant those horrible monsters in my body, Noi, what are you kidding again, what's the difference between you and those horrible one-eyed people!" Noi suddenly laughed out loud when he heard my questioning, and pulled the corners of his mouth as if mocking, and said, "You actually compare me to the One-Eyed Man, I did this to defeat the One-Eyed Man and stop the One-Eyed Man's conspiracy!" ”

"We have so many weapons and armor, why should we risk my life alone!" After I finished speaking, Noi's laughter became even more rampant, as if he had not stopped the almost crazy laughter from the beginning to the present, he walked up to me, patted me on the shoulder, and said while looking up and laughing wildly: "Yes, we have armor and so many weapons, but do you know how many people we will die to defeat those terrible monsters!" Why, because we're weak! But if you can become a hunter, you can harness those weapons and become our great power, then there won't be so many people who sacrifice their lives for nothing, like. Noi choked up when he said that, and when he finished speaking, I suddenly laughed, laughing and crying at the same time, and this time I finally realized what it means to cry and laugh.

"Noi, you can't get out, do you, you think your liberation requires my sacrifice, don't you?" When I finished speaking, Noi's eyes immediately changed, became sharp, became cold, like a knife hanging on my head, I looked at Noi, his fingers blocked his face, his hair drooped slightly blocked his expression at this time, only a pair of eyes looked at me coldly like a snake.

"That's what you think of me." Noi said with a sneer.

"Noi I don't agree, you can say I'm selfish, but I have no reason to give!" I don't think there's anything wrong with what I'm saying, I'm not God, I don't know anything about good and evil, I just hate this war.

"Conway, you're that kind of person, aren't you? Are you sure you already have the courage to face this war head-on! Conway tells me why you want to join us, why you want to take this quiz and what exactly you want! Noi suddenly grabbed me by the collar and asked, his tone so fiery that I knew he was angry, yes, my selfish and narrow thoughts made him angry.

"Don't you know what I'm going to do in this war? You should be able to see my innermost thoughts through those screens, yes, I'm so narrow and selfish, I just want to protect the people I want to protect, I just want to get my life back to the beginning, I hate this war! ”

After I finished speaking, I looked at Noi, hooked the corners of my mouth self-deprecatingly, gently put the necklace hanging around his neck into the palm of my hand and said: "Just like your precious necklace, I also have things that I want to protect, and I also have things that I don't want the war to destroy and take away, if there is no war, if there is no terrible anti-terrorist operation, your friends, your lover will not die, and you will not always live alone with this pain." ”

"Conway, we didn't think about coming back alive when we stepped into the war, I know it's too cruel for you, but since you have chosen, your life is not up to you, death and sacrifice are inevitable, no one can escape, Conway, if you are afraid of death, give up joining the army, I will not force you, you are not a soldier, there is no reason to obey us." Noi finished speaking and left the lab-like place, and I watched his departing back and fell into deep thought.

Walking on the road, sitting on a chair casually, looking at the buildings in the city that are building higher and higher like a big tree, the endless flow of vehicles, and the tired figures that people never know, I suddenly felt like crying, and tears flowed down my eyes.

"Uncle, what's wrong with you, are you crying again?" A somewhat immature voice sounded in my ears, I turned my head, a girl in a pink tutu dress was looking carefully into my eyes, I rubbed my still somewhat moist eyes and said with a smile: "The wind and sand have entered my eyes." ”

"Haha, uncle lied, dad said that liars will have long noses." The girl smiled and tapped my nose and said, I don't know why I felt a lot better at the girl's red face, probably because her smile was too bright, like a gust of wind that blew away the darkness in my heart so easily.

The world is changed by science again, every day, everyone lives more and more leisurely, all the houses are like a Rubik's cube can be rotated and dismantled at any time, just like the building blocks we built when we were children, and can be changed at will with our creativity and ideas.

Because of the comfort and beauty of life, we are more afraid of change, afraid that these familiar things will suddenly disappear one day, afraid of facing a world we don't know, afraid of destroying all these beautiful and happy people.

"Little sister, why are you alone, what about your parents?" I crouched down, touched the little girl's head, and asked like an elder who loves her juniors.

"Dad said I was sick and wanted me to stay in the hospital all the time, but I stayed for so long, and my uncle and aunt said that I might not live that long, that Black Thursday would not be cured, and that we would all die eventually. Uncle, do you think I'm going to die? If I were to die, I would like to see more of the world outside the hospital, and then I have other memories when I died. ”

The girl's innocent words stunned me all of a sudden, I suddenly hugged her tightly, tears flowed uncontrollably, Black Thursday, Black Thursday, why should such a young child suffer such pain, I rubbed her hair and said with a smile: "It won't die, those uncles and aunts lied to you, you have to be happy, happy every day, those terrible monsters will not take your life." ”

"Really?" The little girl tilted her head to look at me and said.

"Really." It was a lie, a promise that even I could not guarantee myself, but this beautiful lie gave me and gave her hope for the future.

When I turned around and walked in the opposite direction with the little girl, the sudden voice made me see a terrible future ahead, it turned out that I was still too naïve, and soon in the future I seemed to see a hideous demon laughing at my innocence in front of me, and let me see the cruelty and horror of war.