Almost instantly, tears came out of my eyes, wetting the veil covering my eyes, and I choked up when I spoke: "Sheng Shiyao......"

He raised his hand and gently wiped the tears from under my eyes, "Xiaoxiao, don't cry. But listening to his gentle words, how could I not cry, and no longer care about anything else, and threw myself into his arms. I'm always lying to myself, I think that when he first woke up before, even if he forgot about me and just be a simple person, it was good, but countless good ones were only because he was Sheng Shiyao. And how can I be willing to let our former life and death fly together and be buried in the flood of his memory? I will feel even more distressed that one day in the future, when he recalls, I am already loess and dry bones.

Only Sheng Shiyao, who is so open to me and endlessly gentle, is he complete.

I cried like a child, wiped all my tears on his chest, and his soft sigh above my head, and did not persuade me again, allowing me to vent my emotions so wantonly. The big palm always landed on the back of my head and clasped gently, but the palm around my waist was very tight.

After crying freely, my emotions gradually retracted, and I sobbed and looked up to look deeply into his dark eyes. It seems that I am always ignorant by his side, and this person's eyes were already so deep when he proposed to go out of the mountain together, but I realized it later.

Thinking about it, only he has enough wisdom and calmness to take us out of the snow cave and avoid a disaster. It seems that he is a god-like being on any occasion, and just now I saw the reverence in Yanan's eyes; And only when he stood in front of me, he was an ordinary man with eyes full of tenderness.

The hood on his head was pulled down by him, and the chill poured in, but the next moment he untied the long hair that was coiled at the back of my head, and it all fell to his waist, and then he picked up a tuft and gently curled it between his fingers, which was his favorite action in recent days, and he only heard him ask, "Is this for me?" I glanced at the black hair wrapped around his fingers and shook my head with a smile, "No, you know, I was erased by you, and I didn't remember it all until more than half a year ago, but in the nearly six years that I was blank, I never had the idea of cutting my hair." ”

"Tiny, I'm ......"

I raised my hand to cover his lips and didn't let him explain, "Sheng Shiyao, you always act arbitrarily and make decisions about your life for me without asking my opinion, but you know what? Ever since you entered my life, it has been engraved in my heart, and some things, some people, cannot be erased. You don't know what it feels like to live in ignorance for five years, and countless dreams are intertwined and surround me, making me suffer from narcolepsy; You don't know what it's like to miss someone when you remember everything; You don't know that I walk alone in a lonely landscape, constantly following your footsteps, but I am always at a loss and anxious about finding nothing, trying to drive me crazy; Also, do you know how resentful I was when I found you in this Kunlun Mountain and went through all kinds of dangers? All these emotions are something you can't experience, so, Sheng Shiyao, put away your explanation, and give me a happy answer: Do you want me? ”

In my subdued statement, I saw in those dark eyes a variety of emotions such as pain, pity, chagrin, and so on, which I expected, and I deliberately told him about them. If he doesn't hurt, how can he resist my desolation and despair these days, and how can he eliminate the resentment in my heart? He is my dearest person, and he should share my joys and pains with me, and I am only willing to tell him about them, because these are my truest feelings.

When I saw that his lips were about to open, I took the lead again: "You have made an oath to keep me 100 years old and worry-free, but I have also clearly told you that the premise of being 100 years old is that you cannot live without you." Sheng Shiyao, you can't have anything in the corner I have forgotten, otherwise everything is empty talk. So, before you answer my question, you think about it clearly, I don't want to be there when you close your eyes, and when you open your eyes, you have changed the world, and then those carved bones are buried at the bottom of the memory, waiting for one day to be turned up again. ”

He had forgotten all that had been done before, and I could only swallow my resentment and anger, and now he had to give me another careful promise. Otherwise, I will be in constant fear of losing him.

"Yes!" Sheng Shiyao spit out a word firmly, and then possessed me, hugged me in his arms again, and whispered in my ear. He said that he never gave up, from Ying Long to Sheng Shiyao, step by step, step by step, in order to be with me. Under the Huangquan Naihe Bridge, he took the first step to refine the spirit of the Sansheng Stone, in order to reunite with me there, every day he was looking at me, thinking that he was about to wait until everything was over, but he didn't think that I would jump the Lethe River.

Fortunately, he still had the last chess piece in his hand, Qin Yundan was always in his collection, especially when he fed me Qin Yundan, he detected that there was an extra vein in my vein, how could he not see what the reason was with his skills. At that time, he could only send me to the valley of the Ji tribe in a hurry, and after seeing my grandmother and Aunt Mei find me, he quietly left.

He had to find a way out for us, and he knew that if I woke up and had all my memories, I would think he was gone, and I would follow. At the bridge of Naihe, there had already been one time, and he couldn't let this happen again. So on the way to send me to the Him, he erased my memory of him.

And he returned to the Soul City, in order to bring the Yingxiang cold jade bed to Kunlun, he knew the severity of his injury, he had to use the cold jade bed to repair, and he needed the unique medium of his sleeping place in the Kunlun Mountains to restore his soul. However, he didn't know how long he would sleep like this, maybe like the first two times, one for hundreds or even thousands of years, and then when he woke up, I was long gone, and he didn't accept such an ending.

So while erasing my memories, I also planted a seed in my heart, and when the seed takes root and sprouts, breaks through the soil and grows into a big tree, those lost memories will still be born. He set it for ten years, and I need to think of him and go to Kunlun, only my breath can wake him up from his sleep. Before he fell asleep, he called out Guiguzi with his mind and ordered him to ask me to come to this Kunlun Mountain in ten years.

However, he didn't miss anything, except that I passed the days of pregnancy in a faint state, and after another five years, that seed first enlightened my lost memories. Then I began a long journey, until I arrived at the last stop, under the Fuxian Lake, lying on the black jade Wolong Collapse, in the chaos of Guiguzi realized that I had remembered in advance, and immediately pulled me into the consciousness layer to give me a hint. "I want to see Kunlun" was really left to me by him, and he asked me to come to Kunlun to wake him up.

After a detailed complaint, Sheng Shiyao spoke slowly in my ear, telling me every word and sentence that he never gave up. Everything is arranged, but there are always accidents in life. He was never a liar to cover up for what he had done, so I was immediately relieved, and those reluctance and resentment vanished. couldn't help it anymore, turned his head sideways to block his lips, and took the initiative to kiss him.

He seemed to be a little stunned, but soon turned passive to active, and a strong aura spread all over the world.

From the past life to this life, we have forgotten each other in the rivers and lakes, and now we finally get to each other.

I used all my strength to breathe in the breath of his lips, wringing with his tongue, just trying to make this moment stop longer. It doesn't matter how tight the hug is, I feel his heart as excited as I do.

When the emotions finally calmed down and we let go of each other, Sheng Shiyao pulled me to sit down and let me lean in front of him to enjoy this unique peace and comfort. Even if it was a cold weather, even though there was a vast amount of snow all around, I didn't feel cold at all with him to rely on. The illusory city in the distance was long gone, and I understood why he had taken me to see it. It was his own kingdom, and from two thousand years ago to the present, he had been the lonely monarch of that illusory city, sleeping for a long time, always alone, whether he walked in or out.

Only this time, I was with him.

Therefore, he wants to take me to this distant place, quietly gazing at the illusory city, and at the same time, when he remembers everything, he is no longer simple and ignorant before, he can no longer suppress it, and just wants to be alone with me immediately.

Anyway, as long as he is by my side, even if I sit in this ice and snow from sunrise to sunset, I will not feel bored. But as soon as noon passed, he pulled me up, and to be honest, I had a nostalgia for this place, and I looked back at the vast expanse behind me several times, and I felt that it was a beautiful scenery. It turns out that the scenery of the journey varies from person to person, because with him by his side, the lonely scenery has become the most beautiful.

When I returned to Golmud, it was already a few days later, and the calculation was very accurate, just after running out of ammunition and food. I took Sheng Shiyao into the youth hostel again, and asked the boss that the four-person room was still unoccupied, so I wanted to come down. Both of them needed to rest and clean up and freshen themselves, and there were no extra clothes, so I went to the neighborhood alone and bought two sets and came back.

As soon as I walked to the door of the room, I heard a voice in the house, and I felt strange, who was Sheng Shiyao talking to?

As soon as the door opened, everyone in the room looked at me in unison, and I couldn't help but be stunned, "Why are you still here?" "It's actually Xiao Mo's three subordinates whose names I can't name, they are half a day ahead of us, on the way back, I walked very slowly with Sheng Shiyao, stopped and stopped, and finally took a turn around the scenic spot, which can be regarded as a tour of this famous Hoh Xili. Therefore, they should have arrived more than a day before us.

I asked suspiciously, "Haven't Xiao Mo and Yanan left yet?" Where do they live? ”

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This answer should have been guessed by many people.

Thanks to Chaomeng Xiyi for the diamond, this chapter is specially named for her.

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