The Soldier at the Bottom Chapter 4 The Deserter
His head was as heavy as lead, and the pain in his body came from time to time, and Yang Fan, who was in a daze, saw the white walls, white sheets, and the white patient gown on his body, and he didn't know when he was sent to the hospital.
The end of consciousness stayed at the training ground, and he was beaten to a coma......
"You've been asleep for two days and two nights, and if there's no big problem, go back to the army to continue training." A man in a white lab coat stood in the doorway, issuing an eviction order with obvious intent.
No one seems to be tolerant of special forces.
Yang Fan looked at the person and didn't answer, just stood up with the pain and walked towards the door step by step.
Perhaps, the journey of the special forces should end here, right?
Thinking about it, he smiled with relief and spoke to himself.
"I won't play anymore, if I don't go crazy with you crazy people, there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower!"
"I'm tired of this miserable life, the endless training, the taunts that buzz like flies, and ...... Saying goodbye to all of you tomorrow is a pleasure to think about. ”
His smile was even more overflowing, and he was as happy as a fat man of two hundred pounds.
From childhood to adulthood, friends' evaluation of Yang Fan is nothing more than two words: big heart.
He often tells himself: about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow will naturally know, there is no need to worry about the sky. So even if he failed the college entrance examination, he just laughed it off.
But this does not mean that Yang Fan is a person who easily defeats, the reason why he was able to enter the special forces in the first place, although there is an element of luck, but he must not ignore his persistence, even if he encounters the most difficult challenges, he does not choose to give up at the first time.
His principle is: where you fall, try to get up; If you fall again, get up again; Climb until this thing loses its value, and then lie in that place peacefully, regardless of how the earth turns.
At this moment, for him, the life of a special soldier has no value of existence.
Although being a deserter is not a glorious thing, Yang Fan doesn't care, he has a strong self-soothing function, and knows how to tell himself: "If you work hard, it is a perfect process, and you will not leave any regrets." ”
In this way, he made a quick decision, and when he returned to the dormitory, he immediately took a pen and paper, and wrote the application for leaving the team with great joy, and did not forget to sign his name at the end.
When everything was done, he nodded in satisfaction.
"Report! Is the captain here, please? ”
"The captain has something to go out, what do you need to report?"
Yang Fan handed over the application form for leaving the team in his hand, "Please forward this letter to the captain." ”
"Roger!"
He let out a deep sigh of relief, and finally finished the process that needed to be followed, and now he just had to wait for the final approval.
In the storage room, Yang Fan packed his luggage in advance, and inadvertently turned out an old Nintendo handheld game console, which was left by his father, so old that there was no matching game disk, and there was no Internet access, only a "Bubble Dragon" game.
Despite this, the existence of this handheld computer gave him a little fun in his military life, and it became his only pastime in depression.
As we all know, "Bubble Dragon" is a casual game, the more you play to the back, in order to increase the difficulty of the game, the bubble will fall faster and faster, even so, for Yang Fan, he can always easily pass the level, refresh his highest record again and again, and every time he ends the game, he takes the initiative to give up, not fail.
With itchy hands, he sat down on the floor and challenged his record again.
"What, Yang Fan, are you still in the mood to play that mentally retarded game?"
"Didn't you get beaten up enough the other day?"
"Hahahaha......"
Pushing the door in was Yang Fan's squad mates, known as the "Zuojian Trio" - Zhang Guangshun, Qian Pei and Zhu Tianli, all three of them have always been happy to trample on the weak, and the main victim is none other than him. Of course, another important reason is that they have been cheated a lot and complain a lot.
He was completely immersed in the game, unmoved by the mockery of those few people.
"If I were you, I would definitely take the initiative to apply to leave the team, so as not to humiliate myself in the end."
"Long pain is better than short pain, after all, your level limit is like this, and no matter how much you insist, it's just a waste of time."
"People want face, trees want bark, you better quickly pack up your things and get out, save some face for yourself."
“……”
The three of them said all kinds of ugly words, trampling on each other by all means, but with little effect, they were angry at this kind of ignorance, and pushed Yang Fan hard to stop him from playing the game.
Seeing that the record-breaking was in sight, but was forcibly stopped, Yang Fan raised his head and glared at them, and retorted sarcastically: "You guys are still finished, like a three-eight." ”
"You weren't beaten enough, were you? is so capable, dare to refute? ”
"Have you not heard that a tree without bark will surely die, but a man is shameless and invincible in the world? You ......"
Before he could finish speaking, the raindrops of fists fell mercilessly, and although he tried to resist, he was helplessly beaten, and the old wound that had not yet recovered was hit again, and the stinging sensation hit him one after another, and the pain was so painful that he had to grit his teeth to prevent him from screaming.
"Looking for a fight!" Qian Pei said disdainfully.
"I feel like I'm lowering my status when I beat a rookie like you."
The three of them looked at each other and smiled, showing a satisfied expression, and the unhappiness in their hearts was finally released.
Yang Fan also smiled and said in a relaxed tone: "I'm very happy, right, I'll tell you another good news, I have submitted an application to leave the team, and I can leave this ghost place tomorrow, and I don't have to see you bastards again." ”
Although they were scolded as bastards, this time they didn't get angry, but laughed out loud in unison, as if they had won the lottery, and their emotions were uncontrollable.
The three of them rushed out and slammed the door on the door, and their shouts could still be heard indoors, "Major happy events announced, major happy events announced, Yang Fan officially applied for ......"
The surroundings returned to silence, and Yang Fan was left alone again, and he began to fantasize about his life after leaving the team, and his mind made up a series of entertainment activities that he had to experience.
"Rookie, are you going to throw in the towel?"
I don't know how long it took, but an unfamiliar voice sounded.
"Who, who's talking?"
No one answered.
Yang Fan looked around, the empty room, did not find any suspicious characters, he got up and opened the door and looked towards the corridor, there was no trace of anyone either.
It's strange, I heard someone talking, but ...... I didn't even notice the shadow of a person.
He patted his face, trying to sober himself up, probably because he was too excited to leave the team, which led to auditory hallucinations.
"Rookie, are you going to admit defeat? Please answer my question. ”
The voice sounded again, Yang Fan was very sure that he heard someone talking, he was definitely playing tricks on himself, he asked loudly: "Who!" Who are you! Don't pretend to be a ghost. ”
However, he didn't get any reply, and the other party just kept repeating the same sentence.
"Rookie, please answer my question."
"I won't answer, what can you do to me."
There was a dull sound of "bang", and I saw a black shadow flashing, and Yang Fan's brain was smashed out of a big bag, making him scream in pain.
After gradually calming down, he picked up the murder weapon on the ground, wasn't this the pager (BB machine) left by his father? But for some reason, I never used it, but I always kept it with me.
Who the hell attacked me with this brick, the more Yang Fan thought about it, the more angry he became, and shouted into the air: "Shrinking turtle!" If you're brave enough, come out and see if I don't blow your dog's head!" ”
The voice, gone, probably because the attack was successful, and he fled.
He looked at the brick in his hand, an antique thing that did not fit the characteristics of the times, but suddenly found that it was constantly flashing brightly, but ...... This thing has never had a battery installed, so why is it ...... now?
"What are you looking at, rookie, don't you know that it is very rude to stare at others like this?"
With an "ahh
"Are you crazy!? You rookie! Pick it up for me, believe it or not, I'll punish you on behalf of justice! ”
Yang Fan began to suspect that he not only had auditory hallucinations, but now the hallucinations also troubled him, and pinched his thighs fiercely, making himself grin in pain.
It's definitely hell to hell.
Inhale, exhale; Inhale, exhale; Inhale, breathe ...... He forced his composure and told himself: this is all fake, this is all fake......
Suddenly, Yang Fan thought of a very likely possibility - this was the revenge of the mad dog! With a grudge, he wants to take this opportunity to play tricks on himself!
Other than that, there is no other possibility.
"Rookie! I repeat, you pick it up for me! ”
"People who are hiding in the shadows, if you want to take revenge, come openly, don't engage in these boring tricks!"
"Whoever played tricks on you, you quickly pick it up!"
"I refuse!" Yang Fan righteously refused.
"Don't pick it up, okay, then I'll fly back by myself."
There was another dull "bang", and his head was smashed out of a big bag again.
"I'll go! What a plane! Is the remote control function installed? ”
Yang Fan grabbed the BB machine, leaned closer to his face to check the abnormality, and said angrily: "The person behind the manipulation, you are enough!" Stand up like a man! ”
"No one is manipulating, you rookie, let go of your hand."
"Give you one last chance, or I'm going to crash!"
"I'm who I am, a different fireworks."
Yang Fan let go of his hand and looked at the BB machine suspended in mid-air with a blank expression, not knowing what to say.
"Your expression is a little helpless, do you need me to help you sober up?"
"Don't talk to me, I want to be alone."
He paced back and forth, scratching his head with his hands, but he still couldn't figure out what the hell was all about! Could it be the product of the latest technology? Where did Dad get that? Why leave him behind?
"Who are you?"
"I forgot."
"Who am I?"
"You are Yang Fan, also known as a rookie."
"Who's my dad?"
"Yang Tianhao."
"Where is he?"
"The questions are too broad to answer."
"Is he alive?"
"The questions are too broad to answer."
Yang Fan felt that the flying BB machine in front of him was a bit unusual, and the feeling of excessive intelligence was not a good thing, right?
"The rookie at the bottom, are you going to admit defeat?"
He thought for a moment and replied, "Yes." ”
"Do you want to be stronger?"
"I don't want to." The people who are going to leave, and there is no point in getting stronger.
"Coward!"
“……”
"Don't you want to be slapped in the face by someone who once looked down on you?"
“……”
"Ask you again, do you want to be stronger?"
“……”