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"Gu Lijun, let's talk......"

If she doesn't speak for a long time, she will feel uncomfortable, and the shadow of death will become heavier and heavier in her heart, which will increase the fear in her heart and hit her will to survive.

She wanted to get through the time by talking.

Perhaps, without saying a word, the helpers arrived.

It's a pity that Gu Lijun refused to speak.

It doesn't matter, she said, she said it's fine, it's just the two of them here, she said, it's hard for her to listen if she doesn't want to.

"I know, you hate me now......"

She sighed helplessly there:

"But it's come to this, and no amount of apology will help...... If this time, we can't escape death, and there is someone to accompany us on Huangquan Road, it will not be lonely...... Let's talk, and I will be less scared...... In the face of death, we are all afraid of ...... Although I have searched for death ...... before"

"You've also sought death?"

Gu Lijun, who had not spoken, finally answered.

"yes...... Four years ago. ”

"For what?"

"Because of broken love."

"Is that the man in the photo?"

"Yes."

"He abandoned you?"

"Yes!"

Su Jin astringent:

"He married someone else. I couldn't think about it for a while, so I jumped into the Qiantang River. Didn't die.

"Because after falling into the water, I regretted it.

"At that time, I asked myself: why did you choose such a cold day to jump into the river...... Cold......

"It was also because my brother jumped off with me. If I don't swim back, he'll freeze to death in the river with me.

"At that time, I found out that in a person's life, in addition to love, there is also family affection, in addition to family affection, you should have your own beliefs in life, how can you ruin your future for a momentary setback. I gave up my life!

"That's too stupid, too stupid......"

Gu Lijun stopped answering.

Because she has also sought death, and more than once.

Su Jin's sentence was too stupid, like slapping her, which made her depressed.

Over there, Su Jin continued:

"Do you know Yang Jiang?

"The oldest writers on the Chinese writers list are now over 100 years old.

"She is a talented woman of the Republic of China, and an old man of the century who has spanned two centuries of ups and downs in her life.

During the Cultural Revolution, she was deeply persecuted, but she not only assisted her husband Qian Zhong in writing a grand and profound masterpiece "Pipe Cone", but also taught herself Spanish, and after many twists and turns, completed the translation of the satirical "Don Quixote".

At the age of 92, her lover and only daughter have passed away for many years, and family love is no longer there, but at such an advanced age, she wrote "We Three", writing the happy and difficult, loving and painful days of a family of three in the tone of memory. At the age of 96, he also launched a collection of true and beautiful essays such as "Walking to the Edge of Life".

"Mr. Yang Jiang can always endure the hardships of life and maintain his innocence. This kind of suffering not only comes from the torture of life, but also from the mental suffering.

"It's not easy for everyone to come to this world. When you encounter a small setback, you give up easily. There will be no Mr. Yang Jiang in this world.

"Only the more frustrated you are, the more courageous you are, and you don't flinch in the face of desperate situations, and when you get through it, you will find that those pestles are actually not a big deal......

"Later, I deeply understood the life of Mr. Yang Jiang, and since then, I have never given up on myself."

Su Jin said very slowly, with enough feelings, that experience was unforgettable with her and unforgettable until death. That's a life's worth of life.

Gu Lijun pursed her lips and asked for a long time: "Who is so smart to use her to ignite you?" ”

"My adoptive mother."

"Adoptive mother? Are you an orphan? ”

Gu Lijun was slightly surprised.

"Yes, I'm an orphan. My life has changed because of my adoptive mother. ”

Su Jin said softly:

"As a child, she raised me. When I grew up, when I was disoriented, she enlightened me again in time. She is a woman who has been through ups and downs. Mr. Yang Jiangyang is one of my adoptive mother's favorite authors. ”

"Nerds for sure!"

Gu Lijun summed up without yin or yang.

Su Jin didn't live a life, only smiled lightly:

"Yes, my adoptive mother is a great reader. If books can guide the direction of life, why not be a nerd? ”

At this point, there was silence between the two again.

Because of thirst, because of tiredness......

I don't know how long it took, the two of them started talking again, this time it was Gu Lijun who opened her mouth first:

"Su Jin, how many years have you been separated from your boyfriend?"

"Four years."

Su Jinping replied calmly.

"Do you still love your boyfriend? Now, our life and death are uncertain, Xiao Jingheng and your boyfriend, which one are you more concerned about? ”

This question made Su Jin silent for a while.

"You can't answer?"

"It's not...... All concerned! ”

"It seems that you don't love Xiao Jingheng......"

Gu Lijun made such a conclusion in a very affirmative tone.

"I said, in this world, love, family, and friendship exist at the same time."

"You're prevaricating."

Gu Lijun disagreed.

"I'm an orphan, so I cherish everyone who loves me and loves me. In my eyes, they don't prioritize. They are all important people in my life. ”

Su Jin didn't speak anymore, he said too much, and he was tired.

The surroundings returned to a deathly silence, and their physical strength was running out little by little as time passed.

Su Jin felt that he had fallen asleep.

Dizzy, she dreamed of many people, and they were encouraging her one by one: Su Jin, you must persevere, you must persevere...... Hengyuan is on the way to save you, you have to be good, you know?

She promised, constantly warning herself in her heart: she will definitely be able to get through it, and she will definitely be able to go back safely...... You must be able to grow old with Hengyuan.

Later, he was woken up by Gu Lijun.

"What? What did you say? ”

She didn't hear very clearly, and asked very lightly.

"I called you, but you didn't have a voice. I thought you ......"

Gu Lijun's voice was full of fear.

"I just...... Slept. ”

"I'm afraid you'll fall asleep and go to ...... Chunyan can't wake up like that......"

Gu Lijun bit her lip and said faintly.

Su Jin continued: "Don't worry, I can't be so dead...... I have so many doubts hidden in my heart, and now that I am dead, I will die without turning a blind eye. ”

On the other side, Gu Lijun gently followed and sighed:

"Some people say that death is not really scary. What is terrible is the fear that you have in your heart before you die.

"Six years ago, Chunyan and I were beaten together...... It was a difficult time...... At that time, my only thought was, I want to live, I don't want to die. But when I came back alive, I felt like I'd rather die then......"

Su Jin listened quietly, and asked softly at the end:

"Why?"

Gu Lijun didn't answer, silence was the only echo in the darkness.

Su Jin thought that she didn't want to say it.

After a long time, her tone changed, and she continued:

"I'll tell you how Xiao Zhidong and I met!"

Regarding the previous inquiry, she still avoided talking about it, and without waiting for Su Jin to agree, she admitted such a fact:

"You can see those pictures too. From this you can see such a situation: I recognized Xiao Zhidong much earlier than Jing Heng......"

Hearing this, Su Jin felt a pang in his heart.

But at this time, she asked:

"Su Jin, what was your first thought after seeing those photos of me and Xiao Zhidong?"

Su Jin didn't say.

"It's okay, you tell the truth."

Gu Lijun seemed to know what she was thinking, and she gently encouraged her.

Su Jin thought about it and considered the wording before expressing his opinion:

"Actually, those photos are not obscene, but because of the particularity of Mr. Xiao Zhidong's identity, and the relationship between you and him now, it is easy to think that you are being adopted......"

It's the truth.

She didn't want to hide it.

Gu Lijun smiled lightly, and her laughter was thick with mockery:

"Well, I was raised by him for many years, but not in captivity. At that time, the relationship between me and Xiao Zhidong was not bad......"

She slowly talked about her past.

Gu Lijun and Gu Lihua's hometown is in Anshi, their father Gu Yuan is an architect, and their mother Wan Wan is a teacher.

Gu Lijun is two years older and is an older sister, and Gu Lihua is two years younger and is a younger brother.

Originally, they had a very warm home, loving parents, sisters and brothers, a family of four, relying on their father's abundant food and clothing, and they were happy.

Who knew that one day, disaster fell from the sky, because of a typhoon, Gu Yuan went to the construction site to let the workers stop work and rest.

Unfortunately, it was on this day that the strong wind blew off a heavy object, which happened to hit Gu Yuan's leg, and the good father lost his feet and became a wasted person.

Because of the work-related injury, Gu Yuan received a compensation, but they were in a third-tier city, and the compensation was not much.

The crippled Gu Yuan lost his fighting spirit and collapsed.

After losing her financial resources, Wan Wan was forced to go out to work and run all day in order to earn a salary to support her family.

Gu Principle stays at home, sits in a wheelchair, and does some housework within his ability.

In this way, this family barely supported it for a few more years.

In November of the year Gu Lijun was eleven years old, one weekend, Wan Wan went out to buy groceries, but never came back - she met a looter on the way, was pushed into the city river because of resistance, and was drowned in the icy water, and the murderer fled.

Gu Yuan, who couldn't stand this blow, cut the artery with his hind foot and followed after seeing Wan Wan's cold corpse.

In this way, the two sisters and brothers lost their parents in two days, and their lives were lost.

After that, Gu Yuan and Wan Wan's funerals were still dotted with the help of Gu Yuan's friends.

After the funeral, how to place the two children became a big problem.

Because Gu Yuan is an only son, Wan Wan is an only daughter, and both parents of the husband and wife died, there are no close relatives who can take care of them who are willing to take them in. I want to chat with more like-minded people about "{?$article_title?} ", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chatting about life, looking for confidants~