Chapter 45: Confirm the Heart
In the small space, it was dark for a moment.
The sound of heartbeats, breathing, and the crust of lips intersecting mingle to form an ambiguous space.
The rapid, domineering kiss ravaged the entire mouth, like a storm caught off guard, infinitely powerful, and like a spring breeze drunk night, deep in it and unable to extricate itself.
Until the shouting outside the door came: "Lin Ran, Lin Ran...... Where did you go during work hours? ”
Pei Xiuxiu's empty head woke up from the whirlpool and pushed him away violently.
Ling Feng smiled unconsciously: "Judging from your intoxicated expression just now, I am very satisfied, I can't hide that I like someone." Tell me if the person you love in your heart is me? ”
Pei Xiuxiu stared at him unhappily and said, "I didn't even figure out how you want me to answer this answer?" ”
"Okay, I'll give you time to think it through, I'll wait for you." Ling Feng spoke seriously.
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In the locker room next door, when the two walked out one after the other, Yu Wei was standing leisurely at the door waiting for the rabbit.
Pei Xiuxiu fled from the land of right and wrong with a red face.
Ling Feng cleared his throat and asked, "Have you picked it out?" Your birthday present. ”
Aftertaste smiled bitterly: "Why don't you need me to help you act?" You have used me to help you chase girls three times and twice, and I am thinking about whether to blackmail you more, so as not to make my heart unbalanced. ”
"Hehe, it's good if you're happy." Ling Feng put his hands in his trouser belts and replied lazily with a smile.
At the door of the clothing store, two people carrying four large bags of clothes walked to the door.
Pei Xiuxiu lowered her eyebrows and said, "Welcome to come next time!" ”
Ling Feng handed over one of the bags and said, "Give it to you, take it." ”
Pei Xiuxiu said softly with a face of refusal: "Thank you for your kindness, but I don't need it." ”
Ling Feng directly put the bag in her hand, and then leaned into her ear and said, "This job is not suitable for you, replace it." Also, don't forget to think about the question I just asked when you go back, I'm still waiting for your answer. ”
Yu Wei on the side smiled and said, "Lin Ran, your next consultation time is about this Friday afternoon, can you see it?" ”
Pei Xiuxiu smiled gratefully: "Thank you, Doctor Yu, I just have some questions to ask you, then we'll see you on Friday." ”
After the two left, the gossipy colleague immediately surrounded him and asked, "Who was that male god just now?" Do you know that? ”
"yes, yes, it's a big guy to give you such an expensive new model!"
Pei Xiuxiu replied embarrassedly: "He is my classmate, and I have nothing to do with him." ”
"I don't need to explain it, the sound you made in the locker room just now...... Hey, I happened to hear that. ”
Pei Xiuxiu's face rose like a boiled red prawn, and she was speechless.
The store manager walked over with a long black face and reprimanded: "Everyone chats together during work hours, do you all want to deduct your salary?" And you, Lin Ran, where did you go to hide during work hours? A bit of professionalism, okay? Don't forget that you're still on probation. ”
"Got it, manager."
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When Pei Xiuxiu came home from work, she felt that the atmosphere was wrong.
I saw Su Jie angrily close the door and make a loud noise.
On the sofa, Huang Doudou wiped his tears diligently, and sadly blew his nose with a tissue.
Pei Xiuxiu stepped forward and asked with concern, "Doudou, what's wrong with you?" Why are you crying? ”
Huang Doudou cried and scolded: "It's all to blame on that Su Jie, who is he?" Why do you keep bothering me? ”
Pei Xiuxiu smiled and persuaded: "What does he do with you?" Let's hear it. ”
Huang Doudou said with an aggrieved face: "Every time I mention Aku in front of him, he is very impatient, and he always meddles to persuade me to break up with Aku." I had a quarrel with Ah Ku on the phone today, Su Jie not only didn't comfort me, but also counted me down and sarcastically mocked me, do you say it's annoying? ”
Pei Xiuxiu covered her mouth and laughed, and then said seriously: "Actually, Doudou is the so-called bystander Qing, I think Su Jie is secretly liking you, this is my personal intuition." ”
"Huh? Lin Ran, don't talk nonsense, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk nonsense. Huang Doudou said with wide round eyes.
Pei Xiuxiu analyzed seriously: "It's true, every time Su Feixia comes back from a business trip to bring us gifts, your gifts are always better than mine, you must know that I met him first, this is one of them." Second, when you're away, Su Feixia always asks me about you, including your preferences, things about you and Aku, etc., if it's not interesting to you, why would he ask so much? The third point is that you just said that Su Feixia counted you, I think he is jealous and is guiding you to leave the scumbag Aku. Do you think my analysis makes sense? ”
Huang Doudou was dumbfounded, and embarrassedly denied: "How can there be? Hehe, it's impossible, don't analyze it blindly, let's have some takeout, it is estimated that Su Feixia will not be able to cook a big meal for us today. ”
Pei Xiuxiu knocked on Su Jie's door and called, "Su Feixia, do you want to order it for you after we order takeout?" ”
Su Jie opened the door and said, "You know that you eat junk food, why are you lazy like this without me?" ”
After speaking, Su Jie walked to the kitchen and got busy.
In the dead of night, Pei Xiuxiu, who was lying on the big bed, couldn't fall asleep over and over again.
As soon as she closed her eyes, the picture of kissing Ling Feng in the locker room today would come to her mind and linger.
Pei Xiuxiu turned over and sighed, "What's wrong with me?" Could it be that the person I like has changed from Brother Fan Jian to Ling Feng? ”
Thinking about it, from this strange time when she first came, the person who accompanied her to adapt to life and took care of her was Ling Feng.
Whether it is an island distress or Tahiti, whether it is the initial cohabitation or the final helpless separation, the two have experienced too many things.
In her heart, Ling Feng had already replaced Fan Jian as the person she cared about the most.
The person she really likes is Ling Feng of this era, not Duan Yiyang in the present world, not Fan Jian of the Ming Dynasty, and not Zeng Qingfeng of her childhood sweetheart.
Wow, Pei Xiuxiu, who suddenly realized this problem, was instantly agitated and sat up from the bed in fright.
How good is that? What should she do if she is an ancient person falling in love with a modern person, and such a ridiculous thing?
Yes...... It seems that insomnia is inevitable tonight.
Private studio for aftertaste
Bae Xiuxiu appeared at the door of the office on time.
Knock knock knock......
"Come in"
Pei Xiuxiu said with a smile: "Doctor Yu, I'm here." ”
Yu Wei greeted with a smile: "Lin Ran, you're here, sit down." ”
Pei Xiuxiu asked, "Doctor Yu, how is my condition from the effect of the last treatment?" ”
"It's a lot better, I'll put it this way, what was originally a moderate depression has now turned into a mild depression. From the initial resistance to treatment to the current active cooperation, the change in you is quite obvious. There are two sides to everyone, good and bad, optimistic or pessimistic all lie in the different angles of looking at the problem, you are much more cheerful. ”
Aftertaste said seriously.
Pei Xiuxiu thanked from the bottom of her heart: "It's all thanks to you, Dr. Yu, thank you very much!" ”
Yu Wei smiled: "Don't thank me, if you want to thank Xie Lingfeng, by the way, what's wrong with you and him?" Broke up or awkward? ”
"No, hehe!" Pei Xiuxiu diverted the topic and asked, "By the way, Dr. Yu, I have some questions I want to ask you." ”
Aftertaste nodded: "Well, let's talk about it." ”
Pei Xiuxiu opened her mouth and asked, "Is there a kind of hypnosis that can make people temporarily forget a certain memory?" ”
Well, if a person's subconscious mind has a strong desire to forget about someone or a memory, it can be done with the power of hypnosis. Of course, it is the control of one's own subconscious mind that plays a greater role. Aftertaste replied.
Aftertaste then asked, "Why do you ask this?" ”
Pei Xiuxiu replied: "I always feel that I have forgotten something, like a deliberately sealed memory, and sometimes I remember it piecemeal, so I am curious." ”
Yu Weiwan asked with interest, "Then what do you want me to do for you?" Let me remind you in advance that if you use deep hypnosis to remember the past that you have deliberately forgotten, you must think clearly about the sequelae after remembering. You must know that the reason why you want to forget must be those painful, unbearable memories. It is estimated that it has had an impact on life, such as long-term depression and listlessness, etc., before I thought of using this method to seal my memories. Are you sure you want to do this? ”
Pei Xiuxiu nodded seriously, she wanted to find out what happened between Lin Ran and Duan Yiyang? She wanted to know the whole reason for Lin Ran's depression.
Heart disease still needs heart treatment, and if she doesn't open her heart, heart disease can't be cured, so she can't complete the task and go back to ancient times.
Two hours later, Pei Xiuxiu was sad and angry after coming out of the aftertaste studio.
The emotions are like a big dye vat, sour, bitter, spicy, salty, all stirred together, and I can't cry or laugh.
It turns out that Duan Yiyang's way of loving people is like this?
It turns out that it's not just demons who torture people, but those who look like angels on the outside know how to torture people.
This reminds her of Tess in the famous book, the poor and weak woman who did not give up the struggle in the face of the demon's toss, but willingly died in the arms of the angel.
What a high-class way to toss people!
At this moment, Pei Xiuxiu has no hatred for Duan Yiyang, some things have already happened, and they will not treat it as if they didn't happen, after all, it has existed.
If she was Lin Ran, she would never be so kind-hearted, and she smiled and blessed until the end.
In this ruthless society, it is the norm to be bullied by others.
I always think that suffering losses is a blessing, but in the end, I don't enjoy the blessings, but the losses are a lot.
Pei Xiuxiu had a series of revenge plans brewing in her heart, but she felt that she had no way to start.
Lin Ran, who was alone in the rain on that rainy night, Lin Ran, who was curled up in the corner of the bathroom crying, and Lin Ran, who was expressionless and sickly, countless Lin Ran's appearances overlapped together, forming a complete and clear memory.
The loveless rose is attracted by the feigned warmth, and when she steps inside, she realizes that it is a colder world.
She was waiting to be placed in the soil of true tenderness, and never to cry again.
She wants to cut off the thorns on her body and bloom to her heart's content, pleasing others and freeing herself at the same time.
We are all roses waiting for love, and the color of my lips is my original decadent true color.
We are lonely and strong, and we are always alone.