Chapter 901: Yan Xin, I'm Sorry
It's just that Xiao Ruifeng's perception of Lu Guangzhong, she feels that nine times out of ten, Yanxin was also used by Lu Guangzhong, and she still refuses to wake up to this day, and she still works as a military doctor for him.
So, when Yan Xin came out of Xiao's mother's room, Xiao Ruifeng hurriedly grabbed Yan Xin and said bitterly: "Xin'er, tell me, did Lu Guangzhong's guy coerce you?" He's using you to deal with the Xiao family. ”
Under Xiao Ruifeng's kind reminder, Yan Xin paused slightly, and then laughed heartily: "My Xiaofeng, why have you grown up, and you are still so simple and cute?" ”
"I... Have it? Xiao Ruifeng tilted his head in confusion and said strangely.
"Of course, I originally knew that Mr. Lu wanted to deal with the Xiao family, and I was willing to help."
"But... That's your home, your eldest brother, and Yan... Aunt and uncle, they have raised you for so many years, how can you be willing to help outsiders deal with your own family? ”
When Yan Xin heard this, his expression froze, and he said lightly: "Xiaofeng, I told you that what I did that day was the only time I chose from my heart, have you forgotten?" Xiaofeng, your life is different from mine, from the day we were both held wrong, I and you are different..."
Speaking of this, Yan Xin's expression was slightly sad, but she didn't smoke, she didn't seem to need to smoke to resolve her sorrow, and after that day, all her hatred dissipated with the wind.
Yan Xin said bluntly: "The Yan family has always valued sons over daughters, although they control the official salt, they are not an aristocratic family in the end, so the Yan family wants to climb the dragon and the phoenix from the bottom of their hearts, the son is their tool to gain power, and the daughter is their tool to tie up the powerful."
I have been controlled by them since I was a child, and I have to learn female popularity, etiquette, and all kinds of things that can slap men, and if I don't learn well, I will be beaten and locked in a dark room and unable to eat.
Do you know what I've been happiest about before? It's that you can go to school, and it's the right of your nobles to go to school, I don't have it, but fortunately, I have a good friend of you, and they think they want to be good to you, so they asked me to accompany you to school, and I just accompany you, you know?
Of course you don't know, because the Yan family wants to tie up with the powerful on the one hand, and on the other hand, they want to save face, this is hypocrisy, just like your eldest brother. He is also hypocritical, he obviously likes you, but he wants to marry me, and I am his own sister, but he knows that I am not doing well in the Yan family and is indifferent. ”
Hearing Yan Xin's statement that it didn't matter, Xiao Ruifeng's heart felt as if she had been stabbed by someone, and she knew that this was a feeling called guilt.
Because of the bitterness that Yan Xin has gone through, she should have had to bear it.
After a bitter mouth, Xiao Ruifeng lowered his head, so embarrassed that he could only say a few words: "Yanxin, I'm sorry." ”
"There's nothing to be sorry for, in fact, I hated you originally, when I knew that we were wrong, I did hate you, I hated why you lived my life and looked innocent. But then I figured out that it's not your fault, it's this distorted society, if it's not for the strict class hierarchy, what difference does it make in which family you live.
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The so-called public injustice is caused by the imperial system of the country, and there are many people who experience such unfairness, without the freedom to go to school, without the freedom to marry, and without the right to be born as human beings. ”