Lin Ran never dreamed that the last patient in his life in his previous life, the person who blocked a shot for himself turned out to be Xu's father, Xu Haiyong.

Originally, it was for Pei Yunxiao that she won over the Xu family, but now it is different, even if it is to repay the life-saving grace of her previous life, she must rescue the Xu family from the chain of interests of Qin Beilin.

I don't know if it's because he remembered the events of his previous life, Lin Ran's mood was very low.

She knew that her abnormal reaction aroused Pei Yunxiao's suspicions, but in order to do what she promised, she kept ignoring it, wanting to wait for her to take the initiative to tell him everything.

She has been struggling lately, and there have been many times when the words have come to her lips, but she has been swallowed by herself.

The deeper her feelings for Pei Yunxiao, the more scared she became, I don't know if Pei Yunxiao will love her and treat her as a monster after saying everything.

She was really afraid, afraid that Pei Yunxiao would leave her.

Song Li saw that she had been absent-minded all day, and couldn't help but ask her, "What's wrong with you today?" Quarreled with Chief of Staff Pei? "

Lin Ran shook his head dejectedly.

"Song Li. Do you think there should be secrets between two people who love each other very much? "

In fact, the secret of rebirth has been pressing on the bottom of her heart, and it is really getting heavier and heavier, making her feel more and more unbearable, if she doesn't relieve it, she is really afraid that she will be suffocated.

Although I don't know why she asked this, Song Li still replied seriously: "Although I also think that there should be privacy between two people, but if it is really something that will shake the relationship between two people, I think it is better to make it clear in advance, the longer the concealment, the greater the crisis." "

"Maybe the other party will wait patiently at first, waiting for you to take the initiative to say it, but as time goes by, this patience will gradually wear out, and then only the blame and distrust of you remain."

Listening to her words, Lin Ran showed a thoughtful expression.

Song Li poured her a glass of water and said earnestly: "No matter what is between you and Chief of Staff Pei, as a bystander, I will advise you to make it clear as soon as possible." No matter what it is, no matter what hardships you have, with Chief of Staff Pei's feelings for you, I firmly believe that he will be considerate of you. "

After finishing speaking, leave the space to Lin Ran and let her think quietly alone.

After work in the evening, Xu Yanyi came to pick her up in person, and she remembered that she had promised him to visit Xu's mother in the nursing home.

Since learning the news of Xu Yanbin's death, Xu's mother has fallen ill. Then he kept staring at Xu Yanbin's photo in a daze, and didn't say a word all day.

Later, when they realized that something was wrong and went for an examination, Xu's mother had already fallen into a coma due to a slight brain hemorrhage.

Over the years, Xu's mother has been in a state of aphasia and hemiplegia, and no matter how many doctors she has hired, she is helpless.

Xu Yanyi once thought that this may not be because of physical reasons, but psychological reasons.

So he also hired a psychiatrist to treat Xu's mother, but the result was still unsatisfactory.

Lin Ran was his last hope, and he firmly believed that Lin Ran could heal his mother.

The moment she saw Mother Xu, Lin Ran had a feeling that she was difficult to open, so she kept facing her condition negatively.

Although it is true that she is sick physically, the deeper illness comes from her heart.

After Lin Ran diagnosed her pulse and pricked acupuncture, Lin Ran prescribed a prescription for Xu's mother and handed it to Xu Yanyi: "First decoction according to this prescription." "

Xu Yanyi asked her expectantly: "When will my mother's body recover?" "

Lin Ran shook his head: "Let's take medicine first!" "

The first time Xu Yanyi saw her look so uncertain, his heart sank: "Is there really no way?" "

Lin Ran: "Heart disease still needs heart medicine." "

When she was checking Xu's mother's pulse, she found that she had severe symptoms of liver qi stagnation, which was a manifestation of depression and sadness.

Xu Yanyi glanced at his mother, who was stunned: "She misses my brother, and she has always felt guilty about him." "

Only then did Lin Ran know that Xu's mother was also strict with her children, and it was she who encouraged Xu's father to change his second son's will, which led to him finally running away from home, and finally ending up in a situation where there was no body.

He didn't know why he wanted to tell Lin Ran about these things about his family, maybe it was because he had trust in Lin Ran now, or because he was too uncomfortable to hold it in his heart, and he just wanted to find someone to talk to.

After being silent for a long time, Lin Ran opened his mouth to break the solemnity in the air: "Didn't you bring Xiaoxue over to take a look?" "

Mother Xu has a knot, maybe when she sees Xiaoxue, the only bloodline left by her second son will be much better, even if it is for Xiaoxue, she will make herself better.

Xu Yanyi shook his head sadly: "It's useless." "

He used to think the same way, so he brought Xiaoxue twice, but after seeing Xiaoxue, his mother's condition became more and more serious, so he never brought Xiaoxue over again.

Lin Ran thought of her previous life, she hid in Africa, but those people still refused to let her go, not only ruined her face, but also attacked again and again, and finally it was Xu's father who was saved by her who blocked a fatal shot for her, and she only survived for a few more years.

Lin Ran made up his mind and made his own request to Xu Yanyi: "Can you let me talk to Mrs. Xu alone?" "

Xu Yanyi was stunned for a moment, although he didn't know why she made such a request, but because of his trust in Lin Ran, he agreed without hesitation.

After Xu Yanyi left, Lin Ran squatted in front of Xu's mother who was in a wheelchair: "I know that you are very remorseful, and you always think that you killed your son, after all, if you didn't change his will back then." It is impossible for him to run away from home, and such a tragedy cannot happen. "

Xu Mu didn't react.

Lin Ran was not discouraged, and continued: "Have you ever thought about how a child like your son, who is from a superior background and is well-educated, and who grew up in the military region, could be involved in a drug trafficking organization? With his identity, in fact, even if he wants to join, other drug trafficking organizations will not accept him, because they are afraid that his joining will lead wolves into the house. "

As if listening to Lin Ran's words, she noticed that Xu Mu's fingers on the armrest moved slightly.

Lin Ran was overjoyed in his heart, and he was even more sure that Mother Xu could hear her words, and continued to make persistent efforts: "Take 10,000 steps back, even if he really joined the drug trafficking organization, didn't they think that Commander Xu would take revenge on them when they killed him?" The probability of them doing something like this that causes trouble is also extremely low. "

Holding Xu Mu's hands, she felt a slight tremor.

"Whether you believe it or not, I just know that Xu Yanbin's death is not simple, he may be a chess piece in the hands of others, but what is even more terrifying now is that Commander Xu and Xu Yanyi are also in the calculation of the mastermind behind the scenes, and when he finishes using it, he will eradicate the Xu family, and even Xiaoxue will not let go."

Mother Xu's eyes showed a look of horror, and Pei Yunxiao said solemnly: "Now the only person who can save the Xu family is you...... Also, I think you must also hope to avenge Xu Yanbin, right? "

Xu Yanyi didn't know what Lin Ran said to his mother, but he could feel that his mother's state was much better, and he could even feel a strong will to survive, which surprised Xu Yanyi.

But no matter how he asked, Lin Ran just smiled and didn't say anything.

On the way back to send Lin Ran, Xu Yanyi said seemingly casually: "No matter what is hidden in your heart, I think you should still be open and honest, and you will be truly relieved when you say it." "

Lin Ran looked at him sideways in shock, really afraid that he knew something.

Xu Yanyi drove the car intently, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth: "Even if I don't have any friendship with Pei Yunxiao and have different positions, I still admire him as a person, a man with a mind and insight like him, even if it is a big thing, he can digest and accept it." "

After sending Lin Ran to the villa, Xu Yanyi said to her again: "With Pei Yunxiao's devotion to you, even if you tell him that you are a monster, he can gladly accept it, and then destroy all the people who laugh at you." "

The depression in Lin Ran's heart was released because of his relaxed words, and he couldn't help but laugh.

How obvious is her performance, even Xu Yanyi feels it, how could Pei Yunxiao, who gets along with her day and night and is so keen, know nothing about her mood?

After Xu Yanyi left, Lin Ran asked Uncle Xu to send her to a place.

It was a dilapidated residential building. Lin Ran called the landlord in advance, and once again stepped into her last place of residence in her previous life on the pretext of renting a house.

Pei Yunxiao in the office received Lin Ran's WeChat, and after seeing the address she sent, he stopped what he was doing, picked up his military jacket and walked out.

On the way over Pei Yunxiao, Lin Ran stood in a dilapidated and even moldy room, and everything in front of him when he lived here in his previous life came to mind.

Looking at the embarrassed and depressed self in his previous life, he could only fill his stomach with rice and mustard, and looking at his unkempt appearance because of his disfigurement, he was obviously not yet thirty years old, but like a middle-aged aunt, people would not take a second look.

Lin Ran stood there watching all this like a bystander, this kind of self made Lin Ran feel distressed and sad, but more than that, he was angry.

Finally, she saw herself struggling in the monstrous flames, watching the fire engulf her.

This is also the last place where she was trapped by the fire.

Pei Yunxiao didn't understand why she would call herself to come to such a place, in his memory, Lin Ran had never been to such a place, even when she was in the Lin family in the past, Lin Yiqing held her in the palm of her hand like a princess, and she couldn't stand the slightest grievance.

Perhaps it was a keen sense of smell, Pei Yunxiao felt that the secret hidden in Lin Ran's heart would be revealed at this moment.

There was some expectation, but no anxiety or fear.

In his heart, he just wanted to solve his doubts, and he just wanted to know the reason why Lin Ran had been restless and kept having nightmares.

Hearing the knock on the door, Lin Ran withdrew from his grief, took a deep breath to calm himself down, and went to open the door for him.

But the moment he opened the door and saw Pei Yunxiao, Lin Ran felt like he was in a different world, his eyes were hot, and his vision became hazy.

Seeing her like this, Pei Yunxiao's heart also tightened.

Just as he was about to appease her, Lin Ran had already recovered and pulled him to the room.

Pei Yunxiao was born in special forces, what kind of bad situation has he not encountered? But since he was a child, he has been pampered in the Pei family, and he really has never lived in such a house.

The smell of decay permeated the air, and the filth was everywhere. Pei Yunxiao subconsciously frowned, and he really couldn't understand why she came here.

As if seeing through the confusion in his heart, Lin Ran asked him with a smile: "Isn't it strange that the third brother is here, why did I bring you here?" "

Pei Yunxiao acquiesced.

Lin Ran let go of his hand, looked around at the dilapidated room with a look of nostalgia on his face, took a deep breath, and finally mustered up the courage to ask him: "If I say that I have lived here for several years, will the third brother believe it?" "

Pei Yunxiao's brows tightened.

Lin Ran has been in the Lin family since he was a child, and he was later taken to the Pei family. There was no interval, how could she possibly live in a place like this?

What's more, the Lin family's old mansion has always been there, after Lin Yiqing died, he has always arranged for people to stay there without any waste or damage, even if she really doesn't want to stay in the Pei family, she always goes back to the old mansion to live for a few days, and has never been to such a place.

Lin Ran said to himself: "I was disfigured and my appearance was not visible at all, the medical books left by my grandfather and the ancestral prescriptions of the Lin family were also deceived by Lu Qing, Jiang Yuchen ignored me, and let Shen Yutong and Lu Qing deceive and hurt me again and again, I have no money and can't find a job, so I can only live in this kind of place every day." "

Her words made Pei Yunxiao's deep eyes narrow slightly, but her sad expression made him feel that everything she said had happened so truly.

Whether it's disfigurement or deception.

Lin Ran continued: "Every one of them who has hurt me lives a glamorous life, fame and fortune, but I can only live as humbly as an ant. "

said and turned on an old TV: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I obviously like Jiang Yuchen, and I didn't hesitate to hurt the third brother again and again for him, and even forced him to die to leave the Pei family." But I got the freedom I was looking forward to, but I watched everything about you from TV every day, watched you succeed as commander-in-chief of the three armed forces, and watched you worry. "

Wait a minute!

What did she just say?

What did you say she left the Pei family? What did she say about watching him exhaust after taking over as commander-in-chief of the three armed forces?