388. Lose to the present
He was silent for a long time, and then whispered in my ear: "Indeed, I am sometimes with him, and when he is weak and unable to suppress his soul, I will appear to save him." At that time, his soul was gone, and he was too far away from here, and the little bit of his soul in you woke me up. But because it's still in the current state, I can't get out in the past, until they use your natal element to light his yuan lamp, I came out for a while. However, at that time, because I had just woken up, I was very unfamiliar with external objects, so I could only recognize the breath that belonged to me on your body. ”
No wonder he could recognize Sanskrit, and he had the strange ability to drill through the narrow crevices of the rock, and then know all about the mechanisms on the ground. In fact, this is equivalent to his home, how can he not be familiar with it?
"Then why did you cover up the word Guiying behind Hanyu?"
"I am who he is, and he is who I am, both in the past and in the present. Even if I can't intervene in the present, the mind is communicative. It can probably be guessed that he set up a bureau and came back here to arrest the people behind the scenes, so he can't let outsiders see his name and take precautions. It turned out that I was prescient, and he was so bored that he went outside to carve murals and write. ”
The corners of my eyes twitched again, "You said that the murals in the ancient tomb of the Shang and Zhou dynasties where Lao Sun went were carved by him?" ”
"Originally, I didn't think so, I would think that it was the traces left by the person who wrote the ancient book, but after hearing Qi Dasheng say that there were still blind formations and ground subsidence there, I knew that it was his handwriting. However, you can also think that at that time, he calculated the fortune of a thousand years later, and deliberately buried clues in case of trouble. ”
How could I hear him say that he didn't even believe in himself, it was more like he was perfunctory to me.
"So you're from Shang Zhou's Guild?"
Gu Xi, who was originally quite calm, immediately flickered his eyes when he heard me ask, and said, "How can there be?" Then Qi Dasheng said that it must be the ancient tomb of Shang and Zhou? And it can also be left behind by him in a random era. ”
I kissed him on the lips suddenly, paused for a moment before retreating, looked at those black eyes and said, "Gu Xi, I don't care. I'll admit I was shocked when I first found out, but I was shocked that you had a lot of traces before, and you mentioned it paradoxically, but I ignored it and didn't think about it. So you don't need to be afraid that I care about your age, and as you said, life time stops after merging with Hanyu, which means that you have been stuck at that age, how old were you at that time? ”
Gu Xi, who had been listening to me carefully, had a fairly peaceful face, but when he listened to my last question, his color changed in vain, and then his eyes flickered again. I said a little weakly, "Wouldn't you have lived for a long time then?" ”
He avoided my gaze and said, "It's not too long, it's just that...... Above... Ten years. ”
"Then why are you still so young?"
Gu Xi's face stiffened, and then he changed his words: "I remember it wrong for too long, it's more than twenty years. ”
I sighed in my heart that I could no longer care about his age, and I couldn't care about it. Whether he is an ancient person thousands of years ago, or a survivor forgotten by time in the cracks, he is the one I fell in love with.
He suddenly asked softly, "Do you prefer me or him?" ”
I was stunned, but I rolled my eyes and found that this person seemed to be eating his own jealousy. I turned around and wrapped my arms around his waist, hugged him tighter, and then whispered in his ear: "I like the arrogant and domineering Gu Xi who has no one in his eyes, and I also like the Gu Xi who has a good temper and does not speak meanly, if I have to choose, then I choose to like the past and the present together, because he is a bastard named Gu Xi himself." ”
The space was silent for a long time before I heard a muttering beside me: "You dare to call me a bastard." ”
The corners of my mouth finally curled, and it was the happiest time since I was alone with him.
After being quiet for a while, I leaned back in front of him, grabbed his hand around his waist, broke his fingers one by one, and asked casually, "Why did you give yourself the name Gu Xi?" ”
"It's him......" I cut off as soon as he said two words: "Don't use him to describe it, that's you, since you can guess your mind in your current state, then tell me according to your inference." ”
He was silent for a moment and then replied: "My original name was Xi, taken from the character Fu Xi, the ancestor of the ancient emperor. When I didn't come here, the name was only one character, but later I think I deliberately added an ancient character to mark it. ”
I have a feeling of black lines on my forehead, and I still remember the scene when Gu Xi introduced himself to me.
Gu Xi, the Xi of Fuxi.
There is no intention to hide it at all, and he uses a "ancient" surname very casually, and he doesn't even bother to think about another special alias.
I thought about it again: "I remember that year when I came back from the dungeon, I had a dream in which there was an ancient city, and later you said it was the previous dungeon. But just now you said that even that is the space created by Hanyu, so is there such an ancient city? ”
"I haven't seen that ancient city, you can describe it."
I looked left and right and didn't have a good tool, and said regretfully, "I don't have paper and pen, or I can draw it for you." ”
After a while, he handed me a sharp piece of black crystal, pointed to the wall, and said, "Just use it to paint." I nodded, and without asking him how he got it, I pulled his arm and got up and walked over to the hedrome wall, filtered the image in my head, and then began to carve it out. At first, I thought it would take some force to carve it, but when the tip touched the wall, I found that the spar wall was like white paper, and the black spar in my hand was a paintbrush, so I didn't need to use too much effort at all.
About half an hour later, a mural of the ancient city appeared on the hedron wall.
I looked back and saw Gu Xi lazily leaning in place as if he had been waiting for a long time in a very bored manner, and when I finally finished painting, I said with that expression: "Except for the city wall, the whole ancient city was built according to the place where I used to live." ”
"Hanyu is right below the ancient city where you live?"
Gu Xi shook his head: "No, it is condensed according to the pattern of my heart city, the ancient city wall should have been newly added with a reference later, my ancient city was destroyed as early as the war." You can dream of entering this ancient city because ......" He paused, as if thinking of some words, but finally turned his face away and did not continue.
Seeing him like this, I realized what the latter sentence meant, I was able to dream of entering the ancient city because I entered his heart. It turned out that he had already opened up to me and let me settle in so early, but I am afraid that he didn't even notice it, otherwise he wouldn't have deliberately erased some additional information after running into a dream and discovering it.
But that's all old, so don't mention it. What he said in front of me made me feel even more novel: "You mean to say that the things in this space will be condensed according to what you think in your heart?" The cold pool and those ancient trees are also what you think? ”
Gu Xi replied: "Hantan is not, Hantan is an inherent existence, belongs to the source of Hanyu's blood, and the ancient tree is born dependent on it. The rest should be conceived by me, there is water and trees naturally have to have mountains to match, the mountain is added to the waterfall that flows down 3,000 feet, and the trees are made of spars as fruits, which looks like a fairyland. ”
I was stunned for a while, and I could only reply, "Your imagination is so rich." Thinking of something, he turned his head to look at the cold jade that glowed with cold light, and a thought grew in his mind: "It can't be the thousand-year-old ice under the cold pool you said, right?" ”
"Did I say that?" Gu Xi first subconsciously asked rhetorically, and then said after an epiphany: "That's a roundabout way of saying by me, it is true that the cold poison in the cold pool is released by it, and ordinary people can't touch it." ”
It's no wonder that He Zhixu and Lao Sun were all injured to varying degrees when they touched Hanyu before, and they were all stabbed by its cold poison.
Just as I was about to ask why I couldn't stand the cold poison when I went down to the cold pool before, and when I touched the cold jade, Gu Xi suddenly approached and hugged me from behind, put it next to my ear and said, "Xiao Yuan, I like the way you paint." I wanted to roll my eyes at him, but his demeanor just now was not like it, but rather boring.
He paused and then asked, "Would you like me now?" ”
I couldn't see his expression, but the tone was ...... It sounded a little apprehensive, but before I could reply, he said, "If you like it, then I'll stay, okay?" ”
At this point, I understood what he meant, he wanted to stay with me in this plane instead of the present, but ...... Can this really be the case? If he stays, won't there always be only the past and no present? So what about the current Guxi? When I heard my own voice come out, I realized that I had muttered the last sentence.
Holding my body stiffened, and after a long silence, he asked, "Do you still like him more?" ”
"Gu Xi," I grabbed his arm and turned around, meeting his dark eyes, "It doesn't matter which one it is, it's you, you can just be nostalgic for the past, or you can not think about the future, but you can't give up on the present." Gone now, are you still you? ”
The color in the deep black eyes gradually deepened, like a bottomless deep pool, but in the end, there was a trace of loneliness, only to hear him say three words very softly as if whispering: "I lost." I wanted to ask, but he kissed him lightly on the lips, didn't go deeper, just tossed and turned on his lips and then retreated, revealing a sarcastic smile, like every time he said something mean.
"You still distinguish me from him in the end, saying that I was and is me, but you left me out without hesitation in your choice."
My heart ached, and the atmosphere that had been gentle and lingering a moment ago had vanished in this moment.
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