Chapter 205: Looking Up to Heaven in Hell

"In Hell, look up to Heaven!" Chen Xi muttered.

At this moment, the brightest star, getting brighter and brighter, dragged a long tail in the vast starry sky, and finally, in Chen Xi's eyes, it became farther and farther away until it disappeared.

"It turns out that it's a meteor, but I'm treating it as a star!" Chen Xi was stunned, her originally haggard face turned even paler, and as the meteor disappeared into the vast sky, her eyes also became dim.

"Brother Yuan, I'll wait for you...... It's been a long, long time! Chen Xi stood in the wind, like a white lotus blooming on a cliff, crumbling.

"Xiaoxi ......" Yu Jing held her, full of distress.

"Sister! I'm fine! Chen Xi smiled reluctantly, "I'm not that delicate!" ”

"It's okay!" Yu Jing said, "I'm afraid you're thinking cranky again!" ”

"Now, what else can I do but think nonsense?" Chen Xi said bitterly, closing the curtains, "Okay, let's rest!" You have to live...... Isn't it? ”

"In Hell, look up to Heaven! What is the ...... You can say that again! Just then, a cold voice came.

The door that was originally closed suddenly opened, and a woman in black walked in, she glanced at Chen Xi and Yu Jing, went straight to the window, brushed it, and opened the curtain again.

"What do you want?" Yu Jing said coldly.

She didn't expect that this woman in black would come in, this kind of thing, before, has never been.

In the past, except for bringing food in, this cold woman has been staying in the living room and ignoring it.

Today, how can this woman have such a good leisure? Could it be because of the escape between himself and Chen Xi?

Yu Jing felt uneasy until a warm hand took her hand.

Chen Xi shook his head at her slightly, and Yu Jing relaxed slightly.

"Such good weather, how rare!" The woman in black said, "Girl, you say, is there really a heaven in this world?" ”

"I don't know!" Chen Xi said indifferently, she naturally knew that the woman in black was asking herself.

"You say this is hell, and it seems to me that hell is everywhere on earth! When you are locked up here, you naturally feel that the outside world is very good, and what you can't get is the best, isn't it? But when you really go out, you find that the outside world is actually nothing more than that! The woman in black took out a cigarette and handed it to Chen Xi, "Here's one!" ”

"I don't smoke!" Chen Xi said coldly.

"It's a pity, smoking can be emotional!" The woman in black lit the cigarette and said, "Girl, you usually stand here and look at the outside world, those people, go out early and return late, who doesn't run around for three meals a day?" Who isn't busy for that little bit of livelihood? Are they in heaven? Some people, busy for half their lives, can't afford to buy a house, finally after half a lifetime, raise a little money, a down payment is gone, the days to come, every month to pay off the mortgage and distressed, this is the paradise you yearn for? The woman in black said coldly.

"Whether you are doing well or not depends on your own efforts!"

Chen Xi said, "Good or bad, are their choices, at least, they are free, they can choose their own lives, they can choose how to live, instead of being locked in a cage, nothing but their own breathing!" ”

"Are they free?" The woman in black sneered, "No, they don't have a choice, do you think they are willing to leave early and return late, and are willing to leave their children at home from thousands of miles away and go to an unfamiliar place?" ”

"You don't usually talk much, why are you talking so much tonight?" Chen Xi said, "Are you afraid that I will run away again, so you came to brainwash me?" Say that here and outside are the same, the same bad, and, here, food and clothing are worry-free, as long as you obediently be an obedient puppet, you will be prosperous and rich in the future, and enjoy inexhaustible? ”

"You're sharp-tongued! It's a pity! The woman in black shook her head, her fingertips were holding her head, and with a flick of her slender hand, that little red light drew a beautiful arc, like a flashing meteor, disappearing into the vast night sky.

"When Huan'er trained you, did she say this to you, she said, she is your benefactor, train you, teach you skills, you don't have to starve and freeze anymore, and there is a lot of money waiting for you to earn, she said, she gives you a new life, new hope, right?" Chen Xi said again.

"That's right!" The woman in black walked up to Chen Xi, there were some differences, "What she said is the truth, in fact, as long as we do things well, she has never treated us badly!" ”

"So, you think, I'm going to be you?" Chen Xi said calmly.

"Can't you?" The woman in black said, "You are very smart, and you will be of great use!" ”

"You're wrong!" Chen Xi shook his head, "The reason why she didn't kill me is because there are still people outside who can threaten her, and I'm still useful!" You also know how much she hates me, so I can't become you! ”

"Do you know why Huan'er hates me so much?" Chen Xi asked.

"Why?" The woman in black became interested.

"Because of one person!" Chen Xi paused for a moment and said, "A person who looks exactly like Huan'er!" ”

"Exactly the same?" The woman in black raised her eyebrows, "Who?" ”

"Fragrance, son!" Chen Xi said word by word, "Your Miss Huan'er's twin sister! ”

"Oh?" The girl in black laughed rarely, "What's the matter with me?" ”

"It's not that she wants to turn me into you, it's that you've become Xiang'er!" Chen Xi took a step forward and stared at the woman in black, "You guys...... Huan'er is according to Xiang'er's image to make you like this! Do you think she really is your savior? No! You are but the shadow of Xiang'er! ”

"What did you say?" The face of the woman in black suddenly became gloomy.

"Six years ago, Huan'er fell out with her sister and came to Wucheng, and their sisters haven't seen each other for six years!" Chen Xi continued, "I've seen Sister Xiang'er, hehe! Your dress and style of doing things are exactly the same as Xiang'er's, even the action you just smoked is exactly the same as Xiang'er's, if I guess right, Huan'er taught you! ”

"You!" The woman in black was speechless.

"However, you are still not as good as Sister Xiang'er!" Chen Xi smiled, pinned a strand of hair behind her ear, and sat on the bed, "Xiang'er likes to use knives, and she is decisive and ruthless when she moves, fast and ruthless!" You can't do that! In other words, no matter what, one day, you will be given up and end up even worse than me! for you will not see the light! Huan'er gave you that little benefit, but she just felt that you were still useful for the time being, and appeased you! The little hope she gives you is like an ephemeral flower in the night...... You, in fact, like me, can't escape the clutches of fate! ”

When the woman in black heard this, her face changed and she was silent for a long time.

She lit a cigarette again.

"You!" The woman in black spit out the smoke ring, and a cold light flashed in her eyes, "Chen Xi, you have been talking for a long time, it turns out that ...... You want to plot against me! You still want to escape! ”

"Don't forget!"

The woman in black said in a cold voice, "Even if I am moved by what you say, you can't get out, I only have two keys, and outside, there are three locks!" I spared your life in the morning, you don't know how to cherish it, you have to force me to kill you? ”

"You're thinking too much!" Chen Xi looked calm and said, "I just want to tell you that you are not someone else's shadow, let alone someone else's killing tool, you are a person, a person with flesh and blood, and a soul!" ”

Chen Xi continued, "Yes, what you just said is right, those people outside are involuntary many times, but they are trying to make themselves better, to make the people at home, the people around them better, they are working hard for themselves, for their families, and for the people they love!" ”

"What about you? For what? Chen Xi asked.

"For what?" The woman in black muttered to herself, her eyes flickering.

She realized that she hadn't thought about this question at all, or rather, it wasn't something she should think about at all, every day, she just had to do what she was told, and the rest, she didn't have to think about it.

She never thought about why she was alive.

Now, Chen Xi mentioned that she could no longer avoid it.

However, she thought about it for a long time, but she couldn't get an answer.

She was originally just a poor girl in the mountains, and suddenly one day, she was taken away by a fat woman with a smile, and she remembered that her parents were also smiling when they took a wad of red bills from the fat woman.

She was sold, sold by her own biological parents, because, the family was poor, she had an extra brother, and she could no longer support her.

She was sold, just because, she was a girl.

She remembered that she was worth two thousand dollars!

The fat woman told her to take her to a good life.

She naively believed it!

Because, that fat woman, bought her new clothes, and took her into restaurants, where she ate and drank well!

Subsequently, she was taken away by a man, a domineering man!

This man, his name is Chen Dinghai.

She also remembered that the fat woman looked when she took the money from Chen Dinghai, she was also smiling.

She has increased the price, and it is worth five thousand dollars.

After that, she was locked up in a small dark room, and with her, there were many women in the mood for love like her.

From then on, she learned to use a gun and learn to kill!

She did a lot for that domineering man, and she made a lot of money at the same time.

She thinks that having money is everything.

But she never thought about what she was living for.

Thinking of this, the woman in black felt sad.

She found out that in this world, the best for her was Chen Dinghai.

It turned out that she had always lived for him.

She never thought about right or wrong!

She only knows that if things are done well, there are her benefits, and if you don't do it well, you will be punished!

This is the rule, and it is also her life!

It turns out that this is her life! A puppet-like life.

She never lived for herself!

"It's not early, you rest early!" The woman in black had a hoarse voice, and she realized that the cigarette between her fingers had been extinguished at some point.

She walked out of the room as if she were fleeing.

The door was closed again.

"Xiaoxi, aren't you afraid that she ...... just now" Yu Jing breathed a sigh of relief, came to Chen Xi's side, and said.

She could feel the storm in the heart of the woman in black, and it would erupt at any time, drowning her and Chen Xi.

"She's already excited!" Chen Xi smiled lightly, her eyes shining with dazzling brilliance.

"Huh?" Yu Jing didn't know why.

"Do you know why she came in out of nowhere?"

Chen Xi explained, "When she came in, she explained one thing, something big happened outside, she was scared, and she began to think about a way out, and I just guided it!" ”

"Sister, we'll be able to go home soon!"

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