306 Decided to speak out

To be precise, Lin Xiao was taken away by the doctor, and even I don't know when Xu Yi contacted the hospital, so I asked people to take the crazy Lin Xiao away.

"You're alright." Looking at me, Shen Fei suddenly said such a sentence. It looked like he was asking, but I wasn't sure he was telling me. If we really want to say it, we really don't have that position to say these things now. Thinking about the purpose of his coming, I also let go of my hanging heart at the moment when Lin Xiao was taken away. Even temporary doubts can turn into beliefs in the end. I really don't know if I know this, but I ...... in my heart

I don't know what Xu Yi did here, he didn't explain anything when he left with the doctor, but left me and Shen Fei here.

Of course, I didn't know Xu Yi's plan, and putting me here was also something he planned.

Xu Yi seems to have been gone for a long time, as if he had forgotten me here. Being alone with a strange man is a little strange in my heart. It's an indescribable feeling, and there's just not daring to face it.

Especially the level in my heart, I still can't face it.

But when I turned my attention to this man again, he was no longer in the spirit he had before. If he was in good spirits when he first saw him, then now he can definitely be described as depressed. I saw him sitting on the ground, with his head down, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

I was still asking me how I was okay just now, and now I'm giving him the same words. "Well, are you alright?" Thinking about it, I asked directly, because he did make me feel a little distressed when he saw it.

Maybe it was because the backlog had not broken out for too long, but Shen Fei at this time suddenly looked up at me, looked at me with a look of loss, and said, "You know? I've liked her since I was a child, and since I came to this house, she was the only one who wouldn't dislike me. Compared to the cynicism of those people, she is the only one who is truly to me. Over the years in the Shen family, I have spent less time with her and more separation. I know she has someone she likes, but I still like it. Maybe it's a kind of obsession, but I'm willing to do it for her. Even if I looked at her happiness, I didn't expect to come back this time before I saw her, and I would never see her again...... Lin Xiao told me that she was dead, and of course I didn't believe that she would die like this. But I haven't heard from her for so long, I'm afraid she really ...... He's dead. Although these two words were said reluctantly, Shen Fei still said them. And in his voice, there was not only exhaustion, but also a stalk.

This kind of Shen Fei really surprised me a little, after all, it is really not easy for a man to show his vulnerability. It's not that I'm soft-hearted, it's that Shen Fei's emotions affect me. In fact, in the end, he just loves someone too much, and he is also a pitiful person. But it's because of this that I began to struggle.

I can naturally understand his mood, just like Lin Xiao. Loving but unwilling to give up is the most heart-wrenching.

So what I hesitate now is whether to tell the truth of the matter, if he does, then will he find trouble with Xu Yi? But if I don't say it, I'm not sure. In fact, since Shen Qingzhi's incident, I have been unsteady in my heart.

Then it becomes a big question whether to say it or not, for the sake of Xu Yi I can't say it, but for the sake of conscience I want to say it.

"Maybe it's not that bad, but it's okay if you can think about it in a different way." Looking at Shen Fei, I said tentatively. Naturally, I can't say it explicitly, at least when it comes to determining what this man is thinking, I won't be so impulsive.

I knew I was a fool in their eyes, but I wasn't like that in Xu Yi's eyes. Thinking about it, only Xu Yi will treat me as a normal person, which is also the most heartwarming place for me. Because of trust, because of companionship, but also because of the rare love between us.

Actually, that's what I said, but I didn't think it would be the case for Shen Fei. I saw him get up from the ground excitedly, grabbed my hand and said, "Enron, do you know anything?" If you know, please tell me, whether she lives or dies, I want to know. If you knew, I hope you would tell me. ”

Shen Fei's expression looked so urgent, in his eyes, I seemed to see something called hope. This feels like me at the beginning, after experiencing the things of Fang Ziqing and Lin Xiao, I also have hope when I meet Xu Shi who makes me moved. But fortunately, this time I have completely found my happiness, which is all given by Xu Yi. And now this time...... Well, at the end of the day, I'm still struggling.

At this moment, I was even thinking, if Xu Yi was here, would he say it? I don't want people to know about it, so it takes a lot of courage to think about it. But if this thing ......

In fact, at this time, I forgot the most important point, that is, Lin Xiao heard what Shen Fei said, although he didn't say that he completely believed it, but he still remembered it.

"If Lin Xiao's words are true, then Enron, I hope you can tell me the truth. I know you probably won't tell me, but anyway, I just need to know where she's going. You are also a patriotic person, you should be able to understand that feeling. I love Shen Qingzhi, just like your feelings for Xu Yi. You can imagine what would happen if Xu Yi suddenly disappeared one day and you couldn't find it. Looking at me, Shen Fei said lightly.

It is undeniable that Shen Fei's words really touched me. Like he said, if one day I will find a time when I can't find it, then all the clues will be my hope.

I really have nothing to say about Shen Fei's words. Because of this simple sentence, I didn't know what else I could say. But for this, Shen Fei did not stop there.

"Lin Xiao's words are not without credibility, but I think it's better to listen to what you say. Maybe there's something in it, but I'm sure you'll never do anything harmful. Don't ask me why, just believe it. Of course, I also know that Shen Qingzhi may be excessive, but you should be able to understand children who grow up in that environment, just like Xu Yi. Shen Fei said word by word, and that plain appearance surprised me a little.

Aren't you in a hurry? Don't you want to know? So what's the point of saying something like that now, just trying for me to let my guard down? In fact, I was a little moved when I heard him say these words, after all, his meaning was already very clear. Do you really say it?

Entangled, hesitant, completely unsure of what to do.

Even at the end, I wavered. Perhaps, as he said, he just wanted to know Shen Qingzhi's whereabouts.

"Shen Fei, what if I say I can tell you? So what do you do when you get the news? ”

"And if Lin knows that half of what he said is true, what would you do? Will it really be bad for Xu Yi? Or will it take things to the point of no return? ”

I knew that my words had confirmed this fact, and now that I had decided to say it, I didn't think much about it. It's just that before I talk about things thoroughly, I still want to confirm Shen Fei's thoughts. If it's like what I feared, then I'd be prepared.

"You can rest assured that if I really want to do something, why wait until now. If I had to do anything, I could have done it when I was skeptical. Of course, I can also act directly when Lin Xiao tells me about this, instead of bringing her to you to confirm. I know Shen Qingzhi's temper very well, as long as she thinks about it, she will definitely get it. When she came back, she couldn't just leave without doing anything, which I think Xu Yi should know. ”

Shen Fei continued, but he could always get to the point. If he had to do anything, he wouldn't be standing here talking to me about this. I have to admit that such a Shen Fei is really a gentleman.

A gentleman is not only a manifestation of words and deeds, but also a psychological performance. As for the game, no matter how gentlemanly you are on the surface, your heart is dark. And some people are naturally the same on the outside and on the inside. As for Shen Fei's words, there are all kinds of indications that he belongs to the latter.

"In other words, if I tell you Shen Qingzhi's whereabouts now, can you ignore everything?" I asked again, of course, only because I didn't have a bottom here. The best strategy is to ask everything clearly, and then say, it is not impossible to cross the river and demolish the bridge, it depends on whether the other party wants to do it.

Before Shen Fei could speak, I tried to call Xu Yi, thinking of telling him about it and seeing what he had to say.

I didn't expect Xu Yi to turn off the phone, and it was at this time, which I didn't expect. But all of a sudden, I don't know what to do. I also wanted to discuss this matter with Xu Yi, but now it seems that the matter is not negotiable.

But anyway, now I'm ready to make a decision to talk about it.

In fact, it's just that if you say it, you won't feel too much guilt in your heart. So the final decision is to say it, regardless of whether Xu Yi thinks so or not.

As for the rest, I'll wait for a while. Now we can only take one step at a time, and who knows what will happen next.

"She's alive, she just can't be like a normal person. We didn't have time to get people out of that fire, but we ......."

"Thank you."

Before I finished my words, I heard Shen Fei say these two words. Thanks, is that what he thinks?