429. I am superfluous
Panpan's appearance was something that neither my grandmother nor I expected, and the little guy didn't seem to recognize life at all. Especially for Xu Yi, it was as if this was its true master. But Panpan is also very obedient, no matter who it is, it will do the same, a password and an action, but it also makes grandma very happy.
Xu Yi always surprises people like this, especially every time he says something to him, he always seems to remember it, which touches me so much. I can imagine what would have happened if such a thing had been someone else, but for Xu Yi, he will always be the most special existence.
It was also after meeting Xu Yi that my life was reborn.
Seeing my grandmother's happy appearance, I also think that Panpan's arrival is a good start. But relative to such companionship, nature is still not enough.
It is said that dogs are the most humane animals, especially for grandma, this little guy almost incarnated into grandma's personal bodyguard, so he stayed with grandma every step of the way, and even when grandma went back to sleep, she also went into the house, which made grandma happy.
"Thank you." I don't know what else to say other than those two words.
Although this is his grandmother, it is the same for me. You know, I have long regarded them as my relatives, and they are my only relatives. It's just that this time the annoying situation is something we didn't prepare for. Grandma's condition can only be maintained by medication now. We also want my grandmother to undergo chemotherapy, maybe there will be more hope. But the problem is that the old man said that she didn't want to waste her only time in the hospital, anyway, she just left it to fate, and she didn't want to waste her time in this regard.
Grandma's words are not unreasonable, even if it were me, I would still have such thoughts. Instead of wasting your limited life in that kind of depressing place, it is better to do more happy things. At least that way, I won't leave with it.
Actually, I thought a lot about my grandmother and her. It's not that I think too much, but the cranky thoughts of the elderly can't be stopped. But if she doesn't let her say it, it's a very uncomfortable thing to accumulate in her heart.
It's just that if it weren't for Xu Yi's words tonight, I really didn't know that Panpan was already a year old, and Xu Yi had started preparing as early as a year ago. However, in this year, Panpan has experienced a special shunlian in the dog farm, and it is almost a smart shape, which is very surprising. But then again, it's a kid after all.
"It's a pity that I gave it to my grandmother this time, and your gift will be made up for you next time." Looking at me, Xu Yi said with a little apology.
Seeing his sincerity, I couldn't help but laugh. He is really cute.
"What are you laughing at?" Reaching out and pinching my chin, Xu Yi suddenly said with a serious face. Because in Xu Yi's opinion, now I am simply laughing at him, or even laughing at him for being stupid. It's just this, I will naturally admit it, because I originally thought like this, but I didn't want the smart him to guess my heart all at once.
"Laughing at what? Of course, it's laughing at you silly. "Looking at Xu Yi, I said with a smile, but this is definitely the truth, because I was laughing at him for being stupid." You don't want to think about it, isn't it the same to give it to my grandmother, anyway, Panpan is ours, not to mention that grandma is with us every day, do you think grandma will leave? Looking at Xu Yi's bewildered look, I explained.
In fact, this is a simple question, but this man can't turn the corner by himself. Or say that this man is stupid, this is the first time I have found out that Xu Yi is so stupid.
I didn't think there was anything wrong with my words, but I still saw Xu Yi's face change color for a moment, and it looked like he was very angry.
"Enron, you tell me what you just said again." This time, Xu Yi seemed to increase the force in his hand, and my jaw hurt a little when he pinched it.
"Tap it, I don't know if it hurts, does it?" Slapping Xu Yi's hand, I complained dissatisfied. And I didn't pay attention to what he just said. Anyway, it's all said, so what's the point of worrying, as the so-called good words don't say a second time, that's what they say.
After tossing, I suddenly heard Panpan's cry. Seeing Xu coming together, I quickly grabbed him. Looking at the current time, Panpan's cry doesn't know if it's because I'm not used to it or if my grandmother has a situation. But at this point, according to the previous situation, it is basically this time. So watching Xu Yi's movements, I could only do my best to stop it.
"There's grandma, don't worry. And Panpan is also the first time to come to the house, so it is inevitable that she is a little uncomfortable. With grandma here, it's absolutely fine. Aren't you tired at all? Looking at Xu Yi, I blinked and blinked again seriously. After the toss just now, I'm so tired that this man still has the spirit.
"Hurry up, come back and lie down." Patting the empty seat next to me, I said with a smile. I swear that I am absolutely serious now, and I guess I can only use this method to stop Xu Yi now.
"What, it seems that my little daughter-in-law is not satisfied? If that's the case, then let's do it again. "For my invitation, Xu Yi has absolutely no possibility of refusing. So for the worry just now, he was naturally thrown out of the clouds now.
Maybe he was really tired now, so Xu Yi just leaned on me and fell asleep.
To say that this night was really thrilling, at least it didn't make Xu Yi suspicious, this is the best result.
Seeing that Xu Yi was still sleeping, I sneaked into my grandmother's room. As soon as I opened the door, I was frightened by a fluffy mass. At first glance, I realized that it was Panpan rubbing against my legs. This little guy is really cute.
Seeing that grandma was leaning on the head of the bed and not looking very energetic, I thought it should have been very uncomfortable last night.
Seeing my grandmother like this, I turned around and went outside to pour her a glass of hot milk and handed it over, "Grandma, drink some." "There are some things that don't need to be said too much, anyway, we all know what they mean. What's more, with Xu Yi here, there are some things that can't be said clearly. If he hears this, the consequences will be unimaginable.
In fact, he was more worried and anxious than anyone else, but he compromised because of his grandmother's personality. Otherwise, he would have left his grandmother in the hospital long ago.
As for the other side, in fact, grandpa had already wanted to come, but Xu Yi's words made him helpless to compromise.
"If you dare to go to the house to find grandma, I will take grandma out of here so that you can't find anyone."
"Stinky boy, I'm your grandfather, did you talk to your grandfather like this?" When he said this, the old man could be said to be blowing his beard and glaring, and he almost didn't have the rhythm of dropping things. But then, his reaction was like a 180-degree turn, and he said softly in an instant: "Then how is your grandma now?" How is she on a daily basis? Do you miss me? There are also ......" This series of words came out a lot, and there was no intention of stopping at all.
"Don't worry, grandma is very good with me, and she is very happy every day, so you don't have to worry about it." Looking at his grandfather's appearance, Xu Yi said lightly. This is a fact, grandma is indeed very good at home, but her body is ...... Thinking of this, Xu Yi's eyes couldn't help but dim. But it was only for a moment, Xu Yi returned to normal, and he definitely didn't let his grandfather find anything wrong.
"Okay, okay, whatever you say, anyway, just take care of my big baby. I don't care about anything else, but you two have to take care of your grandma. "Grandpa doesn't have to be stubborn to look at it, instead of really letting this kid take people away, it's better to be here, at least you can still have a little thought. Anyway, there will always be a chance to come to the door in the future, and you can't be rejected every time.
It is precisely because of this that the old man did not come to the door to disturb grandma.
As for my current task, it is naturally to accompany my grandmother and make her old man happy here. There is also Panpan by her side, and her current grandmother can be said to be very happy every day. Even the pain at night has become much better because of the presence of hope.
According to grandma's words, Panpan is our little lucky star, because of its existence, grandma is much stronger. So even when she misses her grandfather, she tries to forget. In fact, grandma's performance is really distressing, but Xu Yi and I can only see it.
Many times I feel like I am pressing a big stone in my heart, which makes me breathless, but I still have to work hard to get used to and work hard. I don't know how long this will last, but what I want most is for my grandmother's condition to improve.
But with the existence of Panpan, I was pitifully abandoned. I didn't take me with me when I went out and around, so that I became completely superfluous.
"An Ran, I see that you are still going to work, there is Panpan at home to accompany me, you can do whatever you want. You're a young man, and you're always walking around with me, an old woman. Don't worry, with Panpan with me, you can just come back at night, I can move myself anyway. "That's what grandma said, and the feeling that I am now is really that superfluous existence. And during the day, as long as there is Panpan's company.
"But grandma ......"
"Alright, don't do it, I'm fine during the day. If anything, I'll call you as soon as possible. It's decided, you will go to work with Xu Yi tomorrow and come back in the evening. If you don't agree, Grandma will be angry. ”
Seeing my grandmother's seriousness, I couldn't say anything more, so I had to compromise.