Tao Chun thought that this man was going to leave this world with him tomorrow, which was a happy thing. In the future, no one will rob her Lan Zihao with her. In another world, she and Lan Zihao will be together forever, and she doesn't have to live so painfully anymore and pretend to be crazy and stupid. In another world, she should not be disabled anymore, she wants to live a good life with Zihao, and she has to give Zihao a cute baby.

Thinking like this, her eyes were dyed with a hint of excitement and pride.

Finally relieved, finally it belongs to her alone.

She took a deep breath, she had just added an overdose of sedatives to the milk cup, a trick she had learned from her previous Shangguan Ning. Because she has been pretending to be crazy, when she is emotionally unstable, the doctor will prescribe a certain dose of sedatives to her. And sometimes she didn't eat it, but secretly hid it in the pillow. When she was determined to die with Lan Zihao, she poured out all the powder in the hidden sedative capsules in advance. The sedative is colorless and odorless, and will not be detected at all, but an excessive dose of sedative can affect the central nervous system of the person, inhibit breathing, and eventually cause breathing to stop first.

Tonight, she and Zihao will go to another world unconsciously in their sleep.

The defenseless Lan Zihao worked all day during the day, and when he returned to the ward at night to take care of her, he was really tired, so he closed his eyes tiredly without waiting for his hair to dry completely.

Tao Chun was a little excited when he thought about it, and turned his eyes excitedly to look at the man with his eyes closed. Before leaving this world, she didn't plan to sleep tonight, she wanted to appreciate the man she loved so much. He has a good figure, there is no excess fat on his body, and his facial features are clearly outlined, revealing a trace of warm clarity. The whole person looks elegant and elegant, and there is always a warm smile on the corner of his lips, which makes him look very gentlemanly.

She recalled the time when the two first fell in love, when she fell in love with him at a glance, and only felt that this man was perfect like a prince charming who walked out of the picture scroll, so that she couldn't take her eyes off it.

A few years later, he's still so charismatic.

Gradually, the sound of the man's breathing echoed evenly in the air, and he was probably tired and asleep.

Tao Chun obviously couldn't sleep, so he stared at the man with affection. The sour eyes couldn't take her eyes off it, and gradually, the excitement in her eyes turned into a trace of regret.

Xu is medicine has begun to take effect, she actually thought in a trance that a good man like Lan Zihao died so young, is it too regrettable? This man has been unwilling to be poor since he was a child, and he has worked hard since he was a child, taking care of his single mother while working part-time to finish college, and then working and studying at the same time. He's been working hard for the first half of his life, and it's really inspiring.

In the company, he also worked hard, he never gave up, and only then did he sit in the position of manager step by step.

But now she's going to take him to another unknown world?

Is he willing to leave behind everything he has worked so hard for? Would he run away to his mother? For the past two years, he has neglected to take care of his mother in order to take care of her.

He's such a good man!

The window of the ward forgot to close, and a gust of night wind poured in, and she choked and coughed.

Lan Zihao, who was already asleep, bounced up as if reflexively, got up and went to close the window.

Maybe it was the effect of the medicine, Tao Chun noticed that his steps were a little shaky.

When he closed the window and returned to the bed, he habitually tucked the quilt for her, she closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, and after he took a look, he lay down again and continued to sleep.

When his breathing became even again, Tao Chuncai suddenly opened his eyes, the bottom of his eyes was shining, and a pair of eyes were almost sickly locked in the man's sleeping position.

However, the initial excitement gradually blurred little by little, and the light in his eyes gradually became complicated.

This man has affection and righteousness for her, and she has always seen it in her eyes, not without being moved. In the past two years, in addition to no longer having male and female love for her, he has taken meticulous care of her. When she coughs at night, he wakes up to see how she is.

Sometimes, when she can't sleep and has a headache, she also thinks. If you think about it empathically, if she is Lan Zihao, she may not be as affectionate and righteous as him? Not necessarily able to achieve his generosity?

Her life has been ruined, so she wants to take him with her to destroy. But what about Lan Zihao? His life should have been wonderful, and his hard work and struggle all the time will make him more and more successful and smoother. But he married her disabled without hesitation, and now he takes care of her "mentally ill" without regrets. He was willing to let what should have been a bright life be overshadowed because of her.

And now she wants to destroy even his shadowed life? Isn't she a little too much?

After she and Lan Zihao went to another world, what if Lan Zihao still insisted on divorcing her?

Her mood fluctuated a little, her eyes trembled a little madly, and her thoughts were so heavy that her whole head almost exploded.

My mind is like a flashing screen, flashing images of the past. There are Lan Zihao in the picture, Cao Ruoxi, Feng Xiaonuan, and her parents.

By the way, she just went to another world, what are her parents going to do? Her parents have already fallen out with the Fu family because of her relationship, will they be helpless after their parents come? And what should Lan Zihao's mother, who has always been frail and sickly, do? She worked hard to raise her son to adulthood, how could she bear the pain of losing her son in old age? Losing Lan Zihao, what will she do in the future?

and Feng Xiaonuan, she said every time that if Lan Zihao was really happy, she would bless Lan Zihao. Is she serious or hypocritical? Can she really bless Lan Zihao willingly? Are you really willing to watch your beloved man grow old happily with Lan Zihao? Won't she be jealous? Won't it be uncomfortable? Won't it be painful?

In a panic, she took out her mobile phone from the bedside table and saw an unread text message on the mobile phone screen, which she opened to see that it was from her mother. My mother used to send a goodnight text message when the fruit shop was closed. The content is simple, "Chunchun, you must be asleep, right?" Mom has just gotten off work and wants you to have a good dream. May you recover soon. ”

Thinking that her mother is so old and has never worked much in her life, but because she is implicated, she has to work hard to run a fruit store, she is a little ashamed and distressed in her heart.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and she almost choked up and flipped out Feng Xiaonuan's phone number in Lan Zihao's mobile phone and dialed it.

Feng Xiaonuan was setting up a stall in the night market to sell wontons at the moment, and after seeing Lan Zihao's phone number, he hurriedly connected, "Hey, Brother Lan?" ”

Tao Chun, who was a little confused, was silent and did not answer.

Feng Xiaonuan was a little puzzled, "Brother Lan, what's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

Just when Feng Xiaonuan thought it was Lan Zihao who accidentally pressed the wrong phone, Tao Chun's hoarse voice came from there, "Feng Xiaonuan......"

Feng Xiaonuan was shocked, almost thinking that he was hallucinating, "Miss Tao...... Is Miss Tao you? Are you awake? Are you sober? ”

Tao Chun was not surprised by her reaction at all, a trace of hatred flashed in her eyes, and she gritted her teeth fiercely, "Why are you so happy?" I'm sober, you're happy? Do you think that as long as I am sober, Zihao can divorce me? Do you have a chance? ”

Feng Xiaonuan paused for a few seconds and apologized, "I'm sorry...... I didn't think about it that much...... I'm just instinctively happy for you. As for whether you and Brother Lan divorce or not, that's your business, and it has nothing to do with me. ”

Tao Chun shook his head to make himself more conscious, and said fiercely, "Of course it has nothing to do with you, I just called you to tell you something." I am sober, Zihao is very happy. He felt that he had been taking care of me so hard for the past two years, and that he had fallen in love with me again, so we planned to continue to be together. We will continue to live happily. ”

After Feng Xiaonuan heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

Tao Chun was waiting for her reaction, she hooked her lips proudly, and said provocatively, "What? Feng Xiaonuan? Are you uncomfortable and speechless? Are you jealous? Are you in pain? I know you've always liked Lan Zihao, and you'll feel like a bolt from the blue when you hear the news, right? ”

Feng Xiaonuan subconsciously shook her head and hurriedly replied, "No!" Miss Tao, you misunderstood, even if I unilaterally have a good impression of Brother Lan, it is just my unilateral thought, don't get me wrong, Brother Lan has no other feelings for me. In addition, I am not uncomfortable to hear that you are going to continue to live happily, and I am not suffering. On the contrary, I would be gratified. Brother Lan is a good person, and he should live happily. I bless you, I bless you from the bottom of my heart. ”

Tao Chun was a little surprised, "Feng Xiaonuan, what are you pretending?" Aren't you pretending to be tired? You must be bleeding from your heart, right? You must be in pain, right? ”

Feng Xiaonuan shook his head and said calmly, "I'm really not in pain, I sincerely bless you, I'm very happy for you." ”

"But you also admitted it just now, you have a good impression of Lan Zihao, you must be very hypocritical now!!" Tao Chun thought narrowly, imposing the inner activities of his heart on others.

Feng Xiaonuan hooked her lips in relief and chuckled, "It's because I have a good impression of Brother Lan that I'm happy, and I sincerely bless you." You know my situation, I have a son with congenital heart disease, so being with Brother Lan is a drag, and I can't give him happiness at all. So, is it a satisfying thing to be able to watch him be happy, even if his happiness has nothing to do with me? Miss Tao, don't think too much, I really bless you. Now that you are sober, I will take the initiative to stay away from Brother Lan in the future. You must be happy! ”

With that, she hung up the phone.

Tao Chun's hand holding the mobile phone was so hard that her palms were sweating, listening to the beeping sound on the phone, her heart seemed to be strongly shocked.

Feng Xiaonuan said that Brother Lan is a good person, and he should be happy. I bless you, I bless you from the bottom of my heart......

Feng Xiaonuan said, I can't give him happiness at all, so being able to watch him be happy, even if his happiness has nothing to do with me, is a satisfying thing......

Feng Xiaonuan also said that in the future, I will stay away from Brother Lan, and you must be happy......

How could Feng Xiaonuan be different from what she imagined? Her provocations and ostentations have become meaningless. Lan Zihao is also like this, Lan Zihao loved Cao Ruoxi before, but he has always said that as long as Cao Ruoxi is happy, it will be fine. When Fu Ye and Cao Ruoxi came during the day, she really saw the relief and frank blessings in Lan Zihao's eyes.

Doesn't loving someone have to be possessive? Is it really okay to just watch that person be happy selflessly?

Can it really be blessed to love someone willingly?

Why is Feng Xiaonuan and Lan Zihao's view of love different from hers?

She feels that love is possession, and love is to find ways to get it. Regardless of what the other person thinks in their hearts, it is to possess.

Because of the drug's effect, her brain began to blur, and she thought about the time when she was pursued by boys in college. The boy tried everything to please her, but she refused in every way. She didn't want to be with that boy, she felt that breathing with that guy was depressing, and the sky was gray.

Looking down at Lan Zihao beside her, in the relationship between her and Lan Zihao, Lan Zihao should be the one who even feels depressed when he breathes, his sky must be gray, and he will not feel happy.

She loved him, so why should she bring pain to him? Why do you have to inflict pain on him?

She recalled the details of her previous relationship with Lan Zihao, although this man had cheated, he still had intentions for her at that time.

As if she had suddenly woken up, she felt that she had designed an absurd farce. She is like a clown, thinking that what she gives to the other party is happiness, but what she didn't expect is pain.

She didn't want Lan Zihao to be miserable anymore, she had dragged this man down for so long, and she wanted him to be happy.

She didn't want to live, but this man wanted to live.

She has no right to deprive this man of his life, and this loving and righteous man can also help her honor her parents and complete her unfinished life mission.

In short, this man can't die!!!!!

Thinking of this, she rang the distress bell like crazy————

The nurse at the nurses' station was awakened and rushed in, she pointed at Lan Zihao and begged, "Save him...... Hurry up and save him...... Hurry up and send him to a gastric lavage......"

The nurse saw a hint from Lan Zihao's face, and hurriedly called the doctor to notify the rescue......

Tao Chun's consciousness became more and more distracted, and it was a little difficult to breathe, she took out a notebook and a pen from the drawer of the bedside table, and wrote crookedly on them with trembling arms......

When she felt that her breathing was getting harder and harder, and the world was starting to darken, she used her last bit of strength to dial Feng Xiaonuan's phone.

After the phone was connected, Feng Xiaonuan was very surprised, she was busy closing the stall and going home, "Miss Tao...... Is there anything else you can do? ”

Tao Chun weakly squeezed out three words, "Come...... Hospital ......"

Feng Xiaonuan heard that something was wrong with her voice, hung up the phone, didn't even want her own wonton stall, and rode her electric car straight to the hospital.

She rode fast along the way, and when she arrived at the hospital, she rushed into Tao Chun's hospital room and found that some medical staff were covering her head with white sheets.

Her legs were limp, she almost couldn't stand on her feet, and her voice trembled, "What's wrong?" What the hell is going on? ”

The medical staff regretfully replied, "Miss Tao took a large amount of sedatives, which affected the nerve center, inhibited breathing, and eventually caused her to stop breathing. ”

Feng Xiaonuan kicked sadly, and suddenly thought of something, "What about Brother Lan?" What about Big Brother Lan, who has been by her side all the time? ”

The medical staff said helplessly, "Mr. Lan is giving first aid in the emergency room, and it was Miss Tao who notified us to give him first aid, but Miss Tao herself did not mention that she was also taking sedatives." So, by the time our paramedics came to inquire about the situation, she had stopped breathing. ”

Feng Xiaonuan only felt that his head was blank, and he couldn't accept such a sudden change at all, Tao Chun was dead, and Brother Lan was rescuing, why did so many things happen overnight? When she was here during the day, she was fine.

She muttered, "What's going on?" What the hell is going on? ”

The nurse handed her the notebook from under the pillow, "Ms. Feng, this is left by Miss Tao, and your name is written on it." I think you'll understand what's going on after reading it, and Miss Tao left a written agreement to donate her body organs, and we will contact the next of kin of the deceased to sign the consent later. Miss Tao specifically asked to donate her heart to your son Feng Zimo, and we will match Miss Tao's organs later. ”

Feng Xiaonuan clutched the notebook tightly, and her heart was already trembling in shock. The chance that she would have to be matched with her heart was very small, but Tao Chun was able to leave such a will at the last moment, which moved and shocked her.

Grabbing the notebook, she stumbled to the emergency room, and Brother Lan's situation still didn't know how?