"Do you know why I'm reluctant to write tragic love stories?" I asked Ye Qian softly.

"Know," Ye Qian said faintly, "it will make people feel heavy!" ”

"Yes," I said seriously, "I have published more than a hundred short love stories, none of which ended in tragedy!" ”

"I know!" Ye Qian said softly.

"I really don't want to write a tragic love story," I said to Ye Qian with a heavy heart, "Every time I read a tragic love story, or hear a tragic love story, my heart will be inexplicably uncomfortable for a while, so I don't want to read, I don't want to listen, and I don't want to write a tragic love story!" ”

"Me too," Ye Qianmian said softly, "I don't like tragic love stories!" ”

"Do you know Zweig?" I asked Ye Qian.

"A famous writer of the 20th century," Ye Qian said in a solemn tone, "his whole life has been passionately eulogizing life, justice and love." However, his love and fate ended in tragedy. ”

"Yes," I said in a solemn tone, "during the Second World War, Zweig left Europe with his wife and then moved to Latin America, trying to escape the ravages and harassment of war. Although he himself has been far away from the war, the brutal scenes that have taken place around the world have made him more and more disheartened and his faith in humanity gradually destroyed. In the end, in despair, he and his wife both committed suicide. Before he died, he wrote a desperate suicide note, expressing his despair of the world, and at the end of the suicide note was written the following sentence: 'I, an impatient person, had to go first!' Shortly after his death, World War II ended. ”

"This is desperate love!" Ye Qian said with emotion.

"Desperate love is a kind of extreme confusion," I said with emotion, "like a ship sailing in a thick fog, a fish stranded on the beach, they lose faith and passion for the world, for themselves, and for those they love." ”

"Desperate love," Ye Qian said softly, "is to see the darkness of the world and the contradictions of others at the trough of life; Desperate love is the total loss of willpower and endurance, the destruction of human instinct and nature. ”

"Desperate love is very destructive!" I said it seriously.

"Yes," Ye Qian said equally seriously, "it's not just yourself that is hurt and destroyed by desperate love. ”

"Above the world," I said with emotion, "there is darkness and light; The road of life has peaks and valleys. No matter how much darkness you see, that's not all there is to the world; Even if you experience a long night, there will still be a time when the sun rises. Whether it's the gloom of society or the adversity of life, please leave a window for hope. ”

"Yes," Ye Qian said in a deep voice, "disappointment is failure, despair is suicide." ”

"So we live," I said to Ye Qian in a firm tone, "first of all, we must overcome ourselves in order to overcome suffering and misfortune." Throw the gains and losses out of the body, trample the troubles and sorrows under your feet, and life needs unyielding fighting spirit. ”

"Have you ever experienced despair?" Ye Qian asked in a faint voice.

"I used to turn despair into anger, but then I found that anger could only hurt me in the end, so everything was downplayed, and it didn't matter, so I had nothing to do with despair!" ”

"I've experienced despair," Ye Qian said with tears in her eyes, "that feeling, it's really painful, and I feel that only death can free me!" ”

"Can you tell me what's going on?" I asked, puzzled.

"I won't tell you now," Ye Qian said softly, "If we can get married, I will definitely tell you!" ”

"Love? Or is it the family aspect? I asked tentatively.

"Family-wise!" Ye Qian sighed lightly, "Don't ask again, okay?" ”

"I'm sorry!" I hugged Ye Qian gently, "I won't ask!" ”

"Okay," Ye Qian said with sadness turned to joy, "Let's not talk about heavy topics, okay!" ”

"Okay," I smiled, "it's Thursday, how are you going to spend this weekend?" ”

"I'll go to work tomorrow morning," Ye Qian thought about and said, "I'll come over after work in the afternoon, I plan to hike the Miaofeng Mountain Ancient Incense Road this week!" ”

"Go for a day or two?" I asked with interest.

"We plan to take two days," Ye Qian said with a smile, "On Saturday, we will hike the ancient incense road, stay for one night after arriving in Jiangou Village, and climb to the top the next day......"

"Okay!" I laughed.

The night gradually deepened.

Ye Qian's body is as warm as ever.