Chapter 150: Remembering the Dead

It's not that the queen of heaven hasn't been worried before, it's just that this emperor, this man, seems to be more obsessed with herself than she thinks, and she is more controllable.

She gently stroked one hand on her stomach, and looked at the Emperor with affection in her eyes, the Emperor of Heaven no longer had the appearance of the Emperor of Heaven at this time, but carefully opened the skin of a grape on the side, removed the shell inside, and fed it to her. There were only two of them in the dormitory, and no matter how long it took, it seemed like they would get tired.

"Your Majesty, the concubine's leg is sore." The voice of the queen of heaven was born with a charming color, the emperor hurriedly put down the things in his hand, washed it in the basin on the side, took a towel and wiped it, and after the surface of his hand was covered with spiritual power, he gently kneaded it on the lower leg of the queen, "How is it now, is it still sour?" ”

In the eyes, in the mouth, in the heart are full of care.

The queen of heaven is proud, even if she was once considered by everyone, the favorite woman of the emperor, the former concubine, I am afraid that she has never enjoyed such treatment. "Your Majesty, you shouldn't be so good to everyone." As he spoke, he hugged his arm affectionately.

The Emperor of Heaven was careful, for fear that he would press her stomach, but looking at her current appearance and the softness on her chest, he still restrained himself from looking away. "Why, you still don't know what I do to you?"

"But everyone says that the person you love the most is the former sister of the concubine."

The Emperor of Heaven watched the little hands of the Queen of Heaven swirl around his chest, feeling his throat dry terribly. "You're with me right now, aren't you?"

"But people are jealous."

The Emperor of Heaven pressed the Queen of Heaven down and covered her with a blanket, "Okay, the God of Medicine said, you have to rest more, don't think nonsense, sleep well for a while, and when you wake up, I'll be here." ”

The queen nodded obediently, closed her eyes and fell asleep. The Emperor of Heaven kissed her forehead, she has always been like this, she can be free, and it is precisely in this way that she can put the Emperor of Heaven in the palm of her hand.

The Emperor of Heaven left the Queen's bedroom, and for some reason, he felt that his heart was in turmoil. The memories and scenes of the past came flooding up again and again, and somehow I walked to the door of the Lanyue Palace. Since the death of the concubine, he has not been here.

It's just that for some reason, everything in it is the same as before. The cleaner one seems to be waiting for her master. When several palace maids in the palace saw the Emperor of Heaven coming, they knelt down in horror and looked at him, "See Your Majesty." ”

The Heavenly Emperor frowned slightly, "You, whose people are you?" ”

Several palace maids knelt on the ground, their bodies trembling, "Slaves and maids are not qualified to serve their masters, and slaves and maids are just some miscellaneous maids." In the past, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince looked at a few slaves and maids, and honestly sent a few slaves and maids to clean here. Later, His Royal Highness the Prince went down, Mu Lin came to God and explained again, and after that, the God of War, Zi Yu God came and said the same thing. ”

"The same thing?"

"He, they say, the Heavenly Concubine has given her life to the Heavenly Clan, and she has never had a happy day of her own. Even if she leaves, she may not want to come back, but this is also a place for her after all, if one day she figured it out and wanted to come back to see, if she saw a ruined palace, I was afraid that she would be sad. "The palace maids are quite skilled, they don't know why the three of them all said the same thing, it's just that they only know that there used to be a very gentle Tianfei Niangniang who lived here, and this Niangniang used to be a female general guarding the Heavenly Clan. Such a woman, who does not admire.

The Emperor nodded, but didn't say anything more, just walked in and looked casually, and saw a box on the bookshelf. I had never noticed the box before, "What is this?" ”

"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince said before that this is the most cherished thing by the Heavenly Concubine in the past."

The most cherished thing.

He had given her countless jewels, costumes, silks, and satin, but he had never seen a look of joy on her face, and what was the most cherished thing. The Heavenly Emperor reached out and took it, put it on the table beside him, and opened it carefully.

The box was very light, and there were not many things inside, except for a few letters and an arrow that had been made into a pendant. The Emperor of Heaven picked it up carefully, looking at this arrow, he didn't expect that she would actually take down the arrow and guard it for so many years.

On the battlefield in the past, she blocked an arrow for him. His memory was also a little blurry, but he could barely remember such an incident. She collapsed into his arms, blood spilling out. She also smiled and comforted him, and she later escaped death. He hugged her and told her that he wanted to marry her, and she said yes. It's just that after I came back, it changed. It's just that she has always remembered it in her heart, so since that time, you have been disappointed in me, right?

They used to get along day and night, and they didn't write any letters. The Emperor of Heaven opened them one by one, and these letters were all written to him, but she never said that they were all sealed by one person.

"You're married, and I'm sitting in the yard drinking. Actually, I went to the banquet, but it was so lively, I still didn't seem to like it. I stood in the corner and watched you in a red wedding robe, which looked very good, just like I imagined it to be touched. I came back first after a glass of wine, and I didn't know why. A few days ago, you said that there was turmoil at the border again, and you were not at ease, so I said that I would go to see it for you, and I would go in a few days. I'm really a little unaccustomed to it, but I'll get used to it in the future, and I should be able to grow up quickly without you on the expedition. ”

"The turmoil at the border is much worse than you told me. I was a little scared, and every night at night, I couldn't sleep. I never imagined that one day, I would have to carry such a burden. I'm scared, but I can't be afraid, and if I'm afraid, what will happen to those soldiers? ”

"I didn't expect that I would survive again. Last time, it was for you, only this time, I really thought I was going to die. At that moment, I was not afraid at all, and last time, I wished that God would give me another chance. But I don't know why, this time, there are still some expectations, if I can die on the battlefield like this, will you be able to remember me for the rest of your life? ”

"I'm back, among the people standing at Nantianmen, there are you, and the Queen of Heaven. Looking at the smiles on your faces, the injuries on your bodies seem to hurt rather than hurt. You let us rest for a good time, but when I go back, you will come. You say you're worried, ask me how my injury is, say I'm doing well, say he's happy. I didn't know what to say to you for a while, I didn't know why, and it felt like we were getting farther and farther apart. The wound hurts, and instead of telling you the truth as I did before, I tell you that my wound is healed and that I'm fine. However, after seeing you leave indifferently, I realized that you are becoming easier and easier to deceive, and I have never been able to deceive you. ”

"You said you wanted to marry me, but I refused. Even though my heart still loves you, but, more than I love you, I love what I hold on to in my heart, firmly believe, that time, that love. ”

"I'm married to you. It seems that everyone thinks that the person you love the most in your heart is me. Suddenly, I became a woman favored by the emperor in the hearts of the Celestial Clan. But, I don't know why, behind this happiness, there is a layer of things that I can't touch. I didn't want to touch it, however, I seemed to have to. ”

"I'm pregnant, you're very happy, I'm very happy, no matter what, there is still a bond between you and me. You accompany me day and night, it seems to have returned to the past, the days when we fought together on the battlefield, those days and nights together. ”

"If I had known this, I would not have married you, no matter what happened in the first place."

"I used to think that it was the past of the two of us, but I didn't expect that I was the only one who has been remembering the past."

"Fu Xiu has grown up, and you have made him the crown prince. I, the favorite concubine in the eyes of everyone, seem to be more respected than ever, but I am so tired, and my body is getting weaker and weaker. My deadline is no longer far away. ”

"You came to Lanyue Palace, I don't know how long, the three of us haven't eaten together. It's just that I don't know why, I'd rather you don't come, I'd rather you only remember the child Fuxiu, and never remember me again, never again. Let me end the rest of my life in this deep palace. ”

"The god of medicine said to me today that I don't have many days left. I am very calm, I have always known about the affairs of Fu Xiu and Mu Lin. It's just that I also know your mind, so I never said it, and I don't need to say it. So many years have passed, so many things, and in the end, there is only a long sigh left. The sickness of my body is the root planted during the war, and I don't want it at all. It's just that if I could, I really wanted to die on the battlefield at that time. ”

"I don't have anything to be reluctant to, but it's a good thing. Fu Xiu has grown up and can be on his own, as a mother concubine, I can only protect him, under his father and the men behind the scenes, to protect him. It's just that the only thing I can do for him in my life. ”

The Emperor read the last letter. Gently put it back.

Most of them were written when she was in the Moon Palace.

He sat down and looked at the letters.

At the beginning, she saw everything very lightly. It's always quiet to be with her, as if the years are good. It's just that how did he forget that she was also a girl who loved to laugh, make trouble, and love to be coquettish. Since when did she only treat him with the courtesy of a monarch and a minister, and only respect each other between husband and wife. Since when, since he, betrayed the promise made to her.

He used to love her sincerely, and he thought she would be able to accept it all generously. He gave her status, gave her glory and wealth, gave her children the best of everything, and in the end, she didn't care about it. She never wanted that, and in the end, he ruined everything for her.

If it weren't for him, she wouldn't have given birth to Fu Xiu from now on, and she has been accompanied by medicine. will not die so aggrieved in the end.

Would you really, would you ever want to come back here?

You don't want to come back.

Otherwise, Foxiu would not have insisted on burying you on the frontier in the first place.

You don't want to be with me until you die, do you? Also, for people like me, you should have left early.

"You guys, let's guard the Moon Palace."

"Yes."

The Heavenly Emperor stopped when he was about to walk out quickly, and sighed slightly, "I won't come again in the future, it's just that no matter what happens to the people who instruct you." This Moon Palace, you all have to guard it well. ”

"Yes, Your Majesty."

After speaking, the Emperor of Heaven walked out quickly and went towards the bedroom of the Queen of Heaven.

It's time for her to wake up.

She is more domineering than Concubine Tian, more unreasonable than Concubine Tianfei, more unreasonable than Concubine Tian, more unreasonable than Concubine Tian, she is not as good as Concubine Tian. However, she is willing to accompany him, and after so long, she is still willing to accompany him. He missed the Heavenly Concubine, but he couldn't miss her anymore.