Embarrassed and miserable.

Song He touched her face and suddenly laughed in a low voice after a distraction, she thought, this should be what Yin Zheng wanted, revenge for Song He trying to leave him.

When Song He was struggling with the long time, the only thing he could do was to keep reminiscing, recalling what went wrong between her and Yin Zheng, and recalling what Yin Zheng had done to her in the past.

What made Song He most indignant and ashamed was that although Yin Zheng had treated her like this now, Song He was still reluctant to forget the good memories that Yin Zheng gave her.

While reminiscing about those beautiful Song He, he felt that he was cheap, and then stopped reminiscing.

But basically, if you forcibly stop like this, it will only last for a few minutes, and Song He will start to recall again, and then this series of things, as if someone is playing a prank, makes her keep circulating in this matter.

She was almost obsessively a little abnormal, and she was getting quieter and quieter, more and more calm.

Song He finally chose to lie dormant quietly, and was ready to find a time to leave, so when Yin Zheng brought the food in the evening, Song He did not choose to overturn those dishes that were in good condition this time.

She knew that she needed some energy to replenish herself, so that she would not be easily caught by Yin Zheng when she was running away.

Yin Zheng was really happy when he saw the change in Song He's attitude towards eating, but obviously, Yin Zheng was the leader who had controlled the Yin family for so many years, so Yin Zheng was just happy when Song He started to eat, and he didn't relax his vigilance psychologically.

So, it turned out to be like this, day after day, the two of them didn't communicate a word, and Song He was imprisoned by Yin Zheng.

And the two of them started talking on the eighth day after this incident.

Yin Zheng has always been very patient, and the people who can stand in Yin Zheng's position in the shopping mall, except for those who are particularly lucky, almost all rely on their own hard work, so in terms of patience and waiting, Yin Zheng has patience beyond ordinary people.

Yin Zheng is now completely relieved, Song He is locked by him, it is really as he expected, although he is getting more and more depressed day by day, but on the contrary, Song He is depressed at the same time, and he has less and less intention of leaving.

It wasn't until the eighth day, when Yin Zheng went to bring dinner to Song He's room as usual, that Song He spoke.

Song He looked at Yin Zheng, who came in with dinner, and said, "After I finish dinner, you let me go downstairs and sit in the courtyard." ”

This seemed to be a quid pro quo, but in exchange for Yin Zheng's silence.

Song He knew what Yin Zheng was thinking, so he quickly continued: "I don't run, you can sit next to me." ”

This time, Yin Zheng was silent for a little shorter time than the last time, and in the end, Song He saw Yin Zheng nodding slightly, indicating that it was okay.

Song He, who got Yin Zheng's consent, covered the excitement in her heart, and quietly took out the dinner that Yin Zheng had prepared for her from the tray, a mouthful of rice with an expressionless face, eating faster than usual, and eating the dinner that Yin Zheng prepared for her.

When Yin Zheng began to clean up the leftovers, Song He lowered his eyes and looked at the pair of slender and clean hands that Yin Zheng was taking care of the table for a while, and the mood that he originally thought would not have any ripples gradually became sour.

That bitter sourness suddenly welled up from the bottom of her heart, and then overflowed her nose and her eyes - Song He never cried again after knocking over the bowl of porridge that Yin Zheng brought her a few days ago.

After the meal, Yin Zheng took her into the garden of their villa as Song He said.

Song He looked at the scene he had seen when he stood in front of the window that day, the clean and tidy shrubs and lawns, as well as the chairs and parasols for resting.

At this time, the sun was going down, and the temperature was just right, so Song He sat on a chair under the parasol, watching the clouds in the sky gradually turn from white to red.

Time is between the wind and clouds, or the company of Yin Zheng, suddenly passed very fast, Song He closed his eyes and listened carefully, and he could hear the sound of the whistle on the road not far away.

At this time, Song He felt that she was actually still alive.

"Let's go back."

Yin Zheng seems to have become accustomed to locking Song He in a place surrounded by walls in order to feel steady.

After sunset, the man immediately stood up and said to Song He, who was still sitting on the chair and did not move, "It's getting dark." ”

As if she hadn't heard, Song He still sat quietly, her eyes closed, if she hadn't been able to see her chest up and down, Yin Zheng would have felt that something was wrong.

"Yin Zheng." Song He seemed to have enjoyed enough of the beauty of this garden, she slowly opened her eyes, raised her head, and opened her mouth to call Yin Zheng's name with the most peaceful eyes and tone in these days.

When the man heard it, he responded, "Huh? ”

Song He's eyes seemed to sink into an extremely quiet ocean, no wind, no waves, no waves, staring at Yin Zheng quietly, and then, she spoke, her voice was slow: "I sometimes can't figure out, whether I'm too selfish, or you're too selfish." ”

Song He's tone seemed to be studying a very serious issue with Yin Zheng, and this question seemed to have bothered her for a long time, so she had to bring it up and discuss it with Yin Zheng.

Yin Zheng didn't know Song He's intention to say this suddenly, so he could only be silent, and under the gradually darkening sky, he lowered his eyes to see Song He's increasingly haggard face.

Yin Zheng thought that once this beautiful face could still show a bright and beautiful smile, but now, this face is only sad and desperate for life and life.

Yin Zheng's heart swayed again, but in the end, he was defeated by his own selfish desires.

He thought, things have come to this point, even if he returns his freedom to Song He now, then he won't have nothing, he came to Song He by giving up Song He's love, if he is still free, even Song He's people, he will lose it.

The man's businessman nature was clearly reflected at this moment, so he could only force himself to be ruthless, and didn't care how sad and painful Song He was now.

Song He also seemed to know that Yin Zheng would not let her go so easily, so she didn't have much hope at all, but she didn't speak for a long time, and now she wanted to tell Yin Zheng everything she thought in her heart.

She was afraid that in the future, she would not have a chance to tell Yin Zheng.

"Yin Zheng, from the beginning, our union was just a contract." Song He's eyes were calm, and he looked at Yin Zheng's eyes, and there was no longer any lingering attachment from before, as if what he was in front of him was just an ordinary person.

She raised the corners of her mouth, softly revealing a smile that was too complicated, and this smile was mixed with many indescribable feelings, so that even Yin Zheng didn't understand.

Song He's gaze lingered on Yin Zheng's face and facial features, and she carefully kept Yin Zheng's eyebrows and eyes in her heart, although Song He didn't understand, she clearly said that she hated Yin Zheng, but why did she look at him so carefully now, and remember him.

Perhaps......

Song He began to look for some reasons for himself in his heart.

Maybe it was Yin Zheng who gave Song He a rare family warmth that she dreamed of, although Song He came to Yin Zheng's side not out of her own volition at first, but by mistake, she got a home that Yin Zheng gave her.

The early death of her mother and her father's cheating, Su Wen and Su Duo's harsh treatment, what Song He was most afraid of in her heart was the meaning and content of the term 'home', but Yin Zheng made Song He feel that 'home' could bring her happiness and endless hope day after day.

In fact, Song He secretly thought about what he could do if he endured it? Yin Zheng didn't like other women, Yin Zheng just shared his love for himself with her children, why can't she bear it?

However, Song He, who has never been loved well, is already like a frightened bird in her heart, what she wants is Yin Zheng's 100% love and attention, and she is afraid that her patience will cause disaster in the future.

Life is too long, Song He doesn't dare to easily say that he can endure this life.

She was afraid that one day in the future, under the influence of her heart, she would do something unpredictable to her biological child, and she was afraid that she would make Yin Zheng sad.

But what Song He is most afraid of is that in the future, they will become a complete resentful couple in their common life where they don't understand each other.

He is your child, your own flesh and blood, why do you ignore him? Why are you so indifferent to him?! ’

'Song He, a person like you is not worthy of being loved by anyone, you don't even want to love your own flesh and blood, and you don't even want your husband to feel distressed, why do you ask us to love you? ’

Song He was really scared that one day, this imaginary conversation that only existed in her mind now would finally appear in the future when she didn't leave Yin Zheng.

She and Yin Zheng have become a pair of resentful couples.

Although she was scolded for being cowardly, or calling her selfish, Song He had met too many life and death, and she couldn't help but have such an earthquake invade her life again.

Song He's mind was full of all kinds of messy thoughts, which made Song He's mind chaotic, and he almost couldn't continue the words he originally wanted to say to Yin Zheng.

So, Song He could only reluctantly stop, and then tried to calm himself with a deep breath.

After a long time, Song He's emotions finally calmed down, and at this time, Song He was able to speak normally, and said to Yin Zheng, who was still waiting for her follow-up: "But later, under the mutual affection, I am also paying while you are paying, so Yin Zheng, you can't just blame me for being irresponsible, and you can't say that I'm hard-hearted." ”

"All I can say is that we didn't start at the right time."