To Lin Cheng:

How are you doing?

Recently, I may have been too idle, full of food and drink, and the rest of the time is full of blind thoughts, imagining that if I had known you since childhood, grew up in the same place, and watched you fight with others, I have seen you run snot, and I copied each other's homework after school, would I still like you?

If you don't like it, I can have you as a friend, greet you like an ordinary person, joke, and occasionally exchange anecdotes about the strange things happening around me.

It's a pity that fantasies are just fantasies, if only ifs. I want to be friends with you is also based on the fact that I like you, and the desire to be too purposeful is often not easy to achieve.

It's just that I know that this is a vain, why do I feel so satisfied.

You see, Lin Cheng, in fact, you don't have to do anything, you can accompany me through so many years in my fantasy.

Recently, I have read a lot of books, and I have also seen a corner of my life. Although most of the plot of the novel is not real, it is also a silhouette of life written by someone.

Looking at the words that can more or less poke at my heart, I can't help but bring you into it every time.

Let's see how the story of me and you continues if we follow the course in the book.

Let's see if I had acted according to the heroine in the book, and you and I would have ended differently.

Let's take a look at how I should walk the following path if I am destined to only pass by you in this life.

So, in the past six years, I have fantasized about countless stories and performed countless lives on my own. But I didn't find an answer that satisfied me.

Lin Cheng, do you know, I have read countless books, but none of them can write the story of you and me, and none of them can tell me how to go down the road.

It's pretentious, isn't it?

I have a period of time and like the heroine's counterattack text, which can also be said to be a strong female text, to put it bluntly, it is all kinds of little white rabbits or little lotus heroines who are unbearable or dead by the scum cannon fodder in the book. There is also a situation where the heroine in the book, after being rejected and betrayed, strives to become excellent, so that the ruthless guy can't regret it.

To be honest, every time I read it, I have a feeling of comfort all over.

But when you think about it, what is it like in real life?

First of all, not all hard work can be rewarded with the desire. In reality, maybe not every girl is that kind of heroine, silently paying, obsessively waiting, waiting, and looking forward to it.

What's more, I didn't make much effort for you, I just liked it in my heart for many years, and then plucked up the courage to confess, and then weaved a few ridiculous lies to try my best to get close to you.

Secondly, I will not rise up because of your refusal, just to let you see a different version of yourself, and then regret not being the first. Such a storyline is too ridiculous for the reality of Yu Mu and Lin Cheng.

To put it bluntly, I'm lazy too. If I force myself to go to the same height as you, I just hope that you will look back at me.

What if you don't look at this one glance?

You really don't have any feelings for me, and you probably hate it so much. I'm self-aware. No matter how earth-shattering I do, you won't change your mind. Not to mention repentance and falling in love with it.

In general, I was not ruthlessly abandoned by you, nor was I betrayed.

The falling flowers are intentional, and the flowing water is ruthless.

You just don't like me, and you don't give me any information that can be misunderstood and overthought. Everything you do is so neat and tidy, you don't drag your clothes and water, and you can't be ambiguous if you want to.

Since there is no heart to send it away, and it has not been abandoned from the beginning to the end, how can there be a counterattack? How can there be unwillingness? How can there be motivation?

Now that I think about it, I should thank you.

Lin Cheng, you refused so clearly, there is no possibility of being unclear.

Time has changed, and now I gradually know how to think about problems from a different perspective.

Actually, your rejection is a good thing for me.

You gave me the choice of "long pain is better than short pain", and you didn't let me go dark on a road that I didn't know the result. Perhaps, this can be seen as the only tenderness that you, as my old classmate, can give me. (Well, it's a bit sour to say that, but it feels very well expressed.) ）

However, it was my own stubborn reluctance to come out. I understand the reality very well, but I would rather fall myself.

The little prince's roses are different because of the little prince's hard work, and in the same way, a certain boy is different from others because of the joys and sorrows of the girl he has. In this world, there may be countless boys named Lin Cheng, but only one Lin Cheng is the only one, he tamed Yu Mu's heart, and in the small world of Mu, he is unique in the world, peerless.

Last night, in my dream, I dreamed that you talked to me for a long time.

When you wake up, most of the content is incomplete, even your face is blurry, but you still know that it was a sweet dream.

PS: No need to reply, good luck.

Yu Mu

August 23, 2014