Lin Zhiruo felt Qin Zimo's breathing become heavy and slow, and knew that he had begun to get angry, but now she didn't have half of the fear and jealousy of him, just quietly looked at his dark silhouette.

"Qin Zimo, you have no right to be angry about this, I tell you the truth, I was also moved by you, but you made me die for you again."

"You promised me that you would set me free as long as I did what I promised you, but you deceived me again and again, hurt me, and made me completely surrender all my trust and affection to him - we would not have been like this, and the reason why the ending was like this was forced by you."

Qin Zimo looked at her in the dark, although it was blurry, he could still feel her cold gaze, like a bleak moonlight shining on his face, quietly condensing into frost.

If it weren't for the fact that the two were so close, he thought that he might really be frozen by the chill that Lin Zhiruo emanated from the bottom of his heart.

The cold wetness that swept by his hand made his heart tremble, and he couldn't help but hold her face and kiss it carefully, and lick away the cool tears with pity and cherishment.

Although he didn't know who her tears were for, he couldn't bear to see it after all.

Maybe it was Lin Zhiruo's tears that revealed her rare weakness, which made Qin Zimo's anger suddenly extinguished, and he began to abandon his impulse and think in his heart, what Lin Zhiruo said was incomplete from his memory, he couldn't judge what had happened these days, and who was right and who was wrong, even if she committed a big crime, he had no right to deal with her ruthlessly out of anger, which was not fair to her at all.

The important thing is that he intuitively felt that he loved her so quickly, and how did he inexplicably forget everything he had with her, and even now he can't make her feel at ease with him in the face of her?

It's not time yet, it's that he's too reckless.

is so reckless, he must have pushed her away with his own hands after repeated misunderstandings and impulses, and finally pushed her into the arms of another man, right?

It's just that he didn't kill the man, and he can't even remember anything.

"I've forgotten most of the past, can you tell me everything that happened? I think I was probably in the middle of a demon at the time, and I would have done such a crazy thing. ”

"It's not that I'm quibbling, although I was born with a cold temperament, but after all, I am flesh and blood, human heart, even if I am not too pitiful and cherish the jade, but I will not be so cold-blooded to my wife, and I will use such a heavy punishment on you without distinguishing between the good and the bad, even if I abandon my selfishness, I will not do such a ruthless act out of the way of being an official. Do you think I'm really willing to hurt you so deeply? ”

Lin Zhiruo listened to Qin Zimo's self-defense, and there was no turmoil in her heart, for what he said, she had already thought through it in those painful times of despair and torture, and it didn't make much sense for her to say it now.

In her heart, all the initial indifference and alienation from Qin Zimo came down to Qin Zimo's appearance out of loyalty and single-mindedness to Xue Ziyao, at that time she wanted to fulfill their own freedom and happiness, and she had never had anything to do with Qin Zimo or Xue Ziyao, she just hoped to find an opportunity to fly away.

As time went on, Xue Ziyao framed her, and Qin Zimo's partiality for the dispute between the two, as well as her own unwillingness to give in, involved more and more puzzles and doubts, and her curiosity and strength dragged her down the abyss little by little.

She thought that this abyss was just Xue Ziyao's conspiracy, jealousy between the inner houses, or a few cases involving money and people's lives, as long as she was patient to find out everything, and with her ability to arrest the real murderers in the open and in the dark one by one, these messy things would end one day, and her life would eventually return to peace.

But things in this world are always so unpredictable, and she, who doesn't know anything about love, was involved in a conspiracy related to love because of her proud ability.

Girl's feelings are always the most elusive, but they are also the most pure, liking a person can be because of his words, a look, a silhouette, an action, and when it is simple to the simplest, liking a person, can be just because he is good-looking.

Lin Zhiruo, who lived to be twenty-five years old in the 21st century but never even touched the hand of a handsome guy, seemed calm and comfortable when she saw Qin Zimo at first sight, but in fact, she had already been fooled by his handsome appearance, but her intuition made her judge the next moment that Qin Zimo was only indifferent and repulsive to her, and even disgusted, and from then on, she decided to quit the longing and excitement brought by that glance no matter what.

The next confrontation, collision, negotiation and even use are all carried out for that simple purpose, but Lin Zhiruo easily does not recall the heartbeat of that eye, but buries it deep in her heart, and occasionally takes it out to alert herself when she is lonely, the things in this world that make people feel good at first sight are deadly poisons, don't be dominated by your eyes next time, don't be easily emotional.

In those times when it seemed to be fighting wits and hurting each other, occasionally a little ambiguity, a little warmth, every time Lin Zhiruo deliberately avoided being cold, thinking that as long as she pretended to be realistic and ruthless enough, all this would eventually leave her, but she never thought that Qin Zimo was just a person who didn't eat this set.

All her indifference, all her rejections, all her ruthlessness, only deepened his curiosity and desire to conquer her, and she finally caused herself trouble again and again, and made a man entangled in intrigue implicate her, and she never lived in peace again.

It is in these years of unrest that she has repeatedly stepped on dangerous beaches like flat ground, pierced through thorns and flowers, sometimes fought side by side with him, sometimes hand in hand, and sometimes suspicious of each other, resulting in complex emotions that are more and more difficult to distinguish, and the entanglement of grievances and grievances is out of control like a torrent.

Whether it is Xue Ziyao or Su Yu, these people are like the dangerous peaks of the mountains between her and him, every time they climb over one, they are already tired and painful before they see the beautiful scenery, and they have no intention of thinking about the pride and ambition when they set off, maybe even if they finally cross all the obstacles and meet, this love has already become a game, and there is no fun to play when they are tired.

To this day, Lin Zhiruo still hasn't seen clearly, what kind of person Qin Zimo is, and which one does she love with him at that glance?

At this time, the fate of truth and falsehood, both truth and illusion, when will it be frozen? She was already tired, and since the day when there was no more Su Yu behind her, she wanted to fall to the ground and abandon this world forever.

There will never be anyone in this strange world, like Su Yu, who loves her so much that he doesn't even care about himself. She is not selfishly hoping that someone can continue to dedicate something to her, but she always feels that if someone cares, it will be more meaningful to live, even if it will be very tiring, it is better to have a hope. A person's perfect world seems too lonely and empty after all.

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