Chapter 228, husband, I'm a loser
Outside the ward.
Yu Rou slammed suddenly, her heartstrings seemed to be pulled hard by something, and the huge rebound force shook her chest so uncomfortable. What did she hear?
"I really want to hug you and listen to you call Mom, but I know I'm not qualified to ............"
The mother said this, her voice trembling and choking.
Mother, to whom is this said? Recently, Cao Ruoxi has often come to the ward, so this is said to Cao Ruoxi?
Cao Ruoxi !!!!
There was a flash of lightning in her mind. Cao Ruoxi is the mother's daughter?
When did a mother have a slut daughter like Cao Ruoxi?
How so?
No wonder she and Yuhang felt that their mother was unusually enthusiastic about Cao Ruoxi, and her body was a little eccentric. It turns out that she is the daughter of her mother? Why is the world so ironic? Could she be her mother's daughter? In this way, she is a half-sister to herself?
Sisters!!
Bah! Bah! Bah!
How can she deserve to be a sister to her?
Inside the hospital room.
Cao Ruoxi heard these intermittent words from Wang Xiaotang's mouth, and his mind collapsed instantly. She looked at the woman in front of her and wanted to turn her face away from it. But the eyes looked up, to the left, to the right, and finally fixed on the face full of tears. Her eyes were also hot, something kept pouring out, she tried to endure it, but that bit of forbearance collapsed little by little. She told herself not to cry, she must not cry. Can't cry to her, she abandoned her so ruthlessly, what is she crying to show her for?
She deliberately stared at the crying weak Wang Xiaotang, and there was some pretense of fierceness in her eyes.
No matter how big her eyes were, how much grievance and resentment there were in her eyes, she still couldn't control her tears.
How old is she? She is 32 years old, and this is the first time she has seen her mother as an adult. She tried not to think about how much she wanted her mother to come back to see her, and there were some parents in the school who were not in harmony with her and divorced, but most of the mothers of those children would secretly come to the school to see their children, waiting at the school gate with gifts in their hands, just to hug and talk to their children for a short time.
She used to have extravagant hopes, remembering that a long, long time ago, she always rushed to the front after school, hoping that someone would wave to her at the school gate, and then told her with a warm smile, "Daughter, Mom has come to see you!" You okay? ”
Later, Xu Meishan married into their family and brought Cao Yimo. Xu Meishan is not a good stepmother to her, but she is a selfless and good mother to Cao Yimo. People are like this, and it is precisely because of the different identities they are in that they look at things from different angles.
On the surface, she is Xiaoqiang who can't be defeated, but when she lies alone in bed at night, she always can't help but secretly wipe her tears. She envied Cao Yimo and longed for strong maternal love.
She used to fantasize every day that her mother would remember her existence one day, and call her out with compassion, give her a hug, or cook a meal for her to taste.
She has been longing, she has been waiting. But he was disappointed until he despaired.
Later, she didn't fantasize anymore, and she didn't have extravagant hopes.
She sealed all her longing for maternal love to the deepest part of her heart. It was sealed until the place was barren and overgrown with weeds, and she didn't allow those desires to be exposed.
Wang Xiaotang looked at her daughter staring at her with teary eyes.
Her daughter is 32 years old this year, and she has daughters. She abandoned her daughter for 30 years. 30 years!!
She is really irresponsible and selfish. No matter how much her daughter resents her now, she should bear it.
"Ruoxi, I'm sorry for you......"
"Ruoxi, I'm really sorry for you...... I'm not a good mother, I'm selfish......"
Wang Xiaotang choked up and apologized, over and over again. She didn't know what else she could say but say sorry.
Her fingers wrenched the sheets, pinching and squeezing.
Cao Ruoxi didn't speak, she couldn't speak at all. Obviously there was no glass slag in her throat, but her throat was broken when she cut it, and she even cried silently when it hurt.
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I don't want to hear it."
After a long time, Cao Ruoxi said this, his lips trembled, and his voice trembled.
Wang Xiaotang seemed to have been pushed hard by a big hand, his body leaned back heavily, and there was nowhere to put guilt in his tearful eyes.
Cao Ruoxi felt that he couldn't stay here any longer. The air seemed to be thinning, and her breathing was so disordered.
She staggered, trying to get out of here.
Wang Xiaotang shouted with all his might, "Ruoxi, my daughter, can you let your mother hug you?" She was so frightened even when she called herself a mother, but she couldn't resist the impulse in her heart.
Cao Ruoxi's footsteps seemed to be frozen, and the ward seemed to be pressed the pause button, she didn't turn around, just turned her back to Wang Xiaotang.
She actually hates in her heart, she is not so open-minded.
She hated her as her biological mother, and if it weren't for her abandonment, her childhood wouldn't have been so hard, and her life wouldn't have been so hard. Those times that should have been cheerful, she would not have been so careful to suffer.
Her appearance, her confession, activated the grievances in her heart. The resentment that had once swelled had begun to swell.
She hates her!
I wish I would see her immediately, immediately, and never again.
I can't wait to never know the news of her biological mother!
I can't wait to rush out, close the door fiercely, and isolate her from her world forever!
She has a lot of desires!!
Her palms were propped up behind her back, then clenched and clenched into fists. finally turned her head to look at the woman behind her who was pressed by guilt and her waist was no longer straight, she was actually very much like a little lion who resisted high-pitched emotions, and wanted to fight back.
But she has no strength under her feet!
Yes, she has no strength left on her feet!
She was reluctant to !!
Reluctant!
She was reluctant to let go of her mother, greedy for that little bit of hoarse warmth.
She was greedy, "Ruoxi." ”
She was greedy for her willing "mother".
She was greedy for the "I'm sorry" she uttered in her red eyes.
These words, simple, ordinary, a few few, but like a lethal weapon, hit the deepest part of her heart at once. Let her want to resist, but she will not be able to resist.
"Don't call me that!!" She accentuated her tone. to show their determination. has been estranged from mother's love for so many years, and has borne so many years of grievances, how can you say that you don't mind and don't mind?
Wang Xiaotang was originally sitting on the bed, but he got out of bed even more tremblingly, trembling and holding the bed along. Because of the gunshot, her body is still very weak. She was cramped, guilty, and self-blaming, and she was a little embarrassed now. She hurriedly smoothed her hair with her hand, tidied up the hospital gown on her body, and pleaded cautiously, "Ruoxi, my mother is wrong." Mom doesn't dare to beg you for forgiveness, I just hope you don't see your mother in the future, okay? Mom will miss you, she will miss cute. You...... You've got to give your mom a chance to make it up to you......"
"Make amends?" Cao Ruoxi trembled her lips and asked coldly, "How do you make up for my missing mother's love and gray childhood?" ”
Wang Xiaotang's shoulders drooped, his back was bent, his fingers were twisted tightly, and he whispered, "Ruxi...... I'm sorry...... Give me a chance...... I'll make amends...... Will you come to the hospital tomorrow? Mommy wants to see you. ”
"I don't want to see you!! I have also lived all these years without you, I am living very well now, why should I accept your amends? Cao Ruoxi's words, with guns and sticks, with resentment, and a trace of grievances, are like couples in love, saying things that hurt each other when they quarrel. Whatever words can poke at the other party's sore spots, say whatever they say.
Wang Xiaotang looked at Cao Ruoxi, as if he was deliberately arguing with her, and deliberately poked her chest with a knife. But all this is what she should have endured, she is not responsible, she is too selfish, she did not take good care of her, and did not give her a little warmth. No matter how she poked her with a knife, she should bear it.
Like a schoolboy who has made a mistake, she prayed earnestly and timidly, "Then can I go to see you later?" I'll go to Fu's house to see if you're okay with Mengmeng? ”
Cao Ruoxi refused coldly again, "Not good! You haven't looked at me all these years, haven't I still lived well? There are so many people who love Mengmeng, there is no shortage of you!! ”
Her words were actually a bit harsh, but the grievances and resentments in her stomach could only turn into such a tone.
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