255. The plan has changed
It's just that when Xu Yi woke up, the first thing I heard was "Wife, let's go, go somewhere else." Such a sudden sentence really made me think a little bit, how could I say that I wanted to leave here in a good way. You must know that the person who said that he came here was also him Xu Yi, and now he said that he was going to leave without much fun, I really don't know what he was thinking.
And in the face of this, I can only remain silent. Whatever, if he really wants to leave, then I'll have to go with him. Just thinking about it, I finally met Deng Ziqian and was about to leave, and I was a little reluctant in my heart. After all, after so many years, we also have too much to say. Just like yesterday, after saying so much, I still don't feel that I have finished speaking, and in the end, I can only give up the opportunity to Xu Yi. I also wanted to know what they said last night, and I thought I would ask after Xu Yi woke up, but unfortunately the first thing they said when they woke up was this, so I didn't have any preparation.
"We're almost all over here, and instead of staying in this one place, we might as well go and see other places, maybe there's something even better." Grabbing my hand, Xu Yi said lightly.
My gut told me that the reason he wanted to leave was not because he wanted to see somewhere else, but because he didn't want to stay here. As for why, I don't know, but I hope he can tell me.
"Xu Yi, is there something going on?" Looking at him, I asked. If he could explain why, of course I would have left with him. Actually, I'm just looking for a chance for myself, just because I don't want to leave so soon. Deng Ziqian is still here, and I haven't played the whole city yet. I still remember what he said in the car yesterday that he would take me to play all over the city, and Manhua Manor is only a corner of the city, and there are many good places.
According to Xu Ruoyun's words, Deng Ziqian is the living map here, there are only places you can't think of, and there are no places he can't reach. It's just such a sentence that directly made me look forward to it.
For a moment, it was like returning to a child, in the countryside where there was no paradise, Deng Ziqian could always take us to find a fun place.
That's why I didn't want to leave so soon. Of course, if I hadn't met Deng Ziqian, maybe I would have agreed directly now.
"There's no reason, I just don't want to be here anymore."
No, this is the answer Xu Yi gave me, just because he suddenly didn't want to, but he didn't take into account my feelings at all. This kind of Xu Yi surprised me. Especially when he said this, I could see the impatience on his face clearly.
Inexplicably angry, is it just because of this sentence? He really made me feel uncomfortable, but it also made me angry unconsciously.
"I don't know what I can't say, even if you're leaving here now, you'll have to give me a reason. You said you wanted to leave, but did you think about me? Or do you think I want to leave now? ”
If it weren't for the attitude just now, I think we could have said it well. But he was like that, and the unhappiness by the way made me unhappy.
I've said it countless times from before to now, if there's anything, just say it, after all, two people can solve it better when they are clear. Otherwise, it's just one-sided anger, and who knows what you're angry about. So, it's really important to communicate. However, this time Xu Yi's performance was not the same as before, which really surprised me.
"So that means you don't want to leave?"
This is Xu Yi's words, and the unhappiness in his words is so obvious, it can be seen that he is really angry. But even so, am I going to compromise because of his inexplicable anger? That's a little ridiculous. It's definitely not my fault that we've gotten along with each other to this point.
"yes, I don't want to leave. We're here to relax, but what are you doing now, don't you want to go any longer? If that's the case, then you shouldn't have dragged me out in the first place. ”
Who doesn't have a temper anymore, and besides, I'm not the same person I used to be. I can't be stupid enough to reproduce the thing I swallowed, no matter who it is, even Xu Yi. After Fang Ziqing's lesson, I really understood a truth. Men must not get used to it, otherwise they will only get worse again and again.
So this time, I really didn't intend to compromise like that.
"Ruiguo, if you insist so much, then you can go first." That's the answer I gave. If it had been before, I might have coaxed this man, but this time he was really too willful, so willful that I couldn't accept it at all.
I also thought that I was making a big fuss, but I couldn't be so hasty until things got a satisfactory result, not to mention that I also had selfish times.
It is said that a married woman will have a bad temper, and she is not as knowledgeable at all as she was at the beginning. To put it bluntly, that's an unreasonable shrew. I admit it, after all, that's what I am now.
"Okay."
A good word turned around and left, this scene really made me a little confused. Looking at the man with his back to me and starting to get dressed, I didn't know how to speak. I thought he would be soft, just like he used to be. As it turned out, everything was not as simple as I thought. The feelings are real this time, is it true that he will leave directly after he has packed up everything? If that's the case, then I don't have anything to say.
I can respect his choice, but I think the good relationship we've maintained for the past three years may have cracks because of this.
That's certainly not what I want to see, but we don't seem to be able to talk about it anymore.
Looking at the man who was leaving, I chose to shut up and say nothing.
Maybe I really made up my mind, and looking at the figure who left, looking at the closed door, I think I knew he was here.
I didn't make any movement on the bed, just lying quietly, as if accepting the fact that Xu Yi left alone.
It's true that I'm a little uncomfortable in my heart, but what can I do, I don't want to show weakness like this. I just don't want to leave like this, I just want to get together with Deng Ziqian, is this also wrong? If that's wrong, I'd rather just be wrong. Anyway, it's all like that now, and I don't think there's anything. If people are leaving, it's not like I can stay if I want to.
Sometimes a man's decision is like this, and once it has been decided, it will not be changed.
Anyway, it's okay now, so let's lie down first, and then wait for Deng Ziqian's call.
In a strange city, if you really don't know anyone, then you are really strange. But it's different for me, because there's Deng Ziqian here. Nothing else, he's also my brother. Relying on him, that's also a normal thing. If you want to say that for him, then I'm really welcome. Just like when I was a child, I didn't have a polite time with him. Although we have all grown up now, those existing feelings will not change in any way.
As the saying goes, the nature of the country is easy to change and difficult to change, I think I am so stereotyped.
Xu Yi's departure did make me uncomfortable for a while, but I just thought about coaxing it when I got back. After all, this man is also easy to coax, just like before, just a little coaxing.
Listening to the sound of customs outside, at first I thought it was my delusion. The sound came and went, but it scared me.
I don't know what the sound is outside, but since the sound is from the living room, I think it might be who is outside. It's just that there are other people here besides me and Xu Yi. However, now that Xu Yi is gone, the people who will be here ...... There is no one else, only strangers. It's just this stranger, I can't imagine it at all.
Filled with fear, I could only hold the slightly heavier lamp in my hand when I looked around the house. Holding on to the doorknob, I took a deep breath and imagined what would happen.
However, the moment I opened the door, I saw a familiar figure.
"Xu Yi." I couldn't help whispering, in fact, I'm not sure if the person sitting on the sofa is him. Intuitively, this is Xu Yi.
But isn't he gone? So why are you sitting in the living room again?
also heard my voice, Xu Yi looked back at me, with an indifferent expression, as if nothing had happened just now.
"What's wrong? Isn't it too heavy to hold? Looking at my appearance, Xu Yi said softly.
At this moment, I just felt that the man who belonged to me was back. threw away the things in his hand and pounced directly, hugged his neck tightly, and said with a whimper: "Didn't you say you were leaving?" So why are you still here. You liar, didn't you say you were leaving? Don't you ignore me? So what are you doing here, you scoundrel. While whimpering, he smashed his hand on Xu Yi's body.
God knows how scared I was, and I don't know how I suddenly became timid, just scared. This seems to have arisen since the time of the child's existence.
"Isn't that a change of plan?" Stroking the back of my head, Xu Yi said softly. "Besides, my wife is still here, how can I leave. What if this is snatched away by someone with a heart, then I will regret it. Don't forget what I said, only I can give you happiness. If you change people, you probably won't get used to it. This is definitely an apology in disguise, and I don't want to admit it.
The plan has changed, and now Xu Yi can only say so. In fact, he began to regret it when he first came out, thinking about it, this woman already misses the old love, of course, it is only the kind of family affection, but he is jealous. That feeling made him extremely unhappy, but it was not easy to have a seizure. I finally couldn't help it this time, only to realize that I was wrong. But if you think about it carefully, he should do something to make this woman pay attention to it, otherwise his wife may really not be able to look at it.
What he wants is to belong wholeheartedly, and he doesn't want to have any gaps......