432 I am afraid that I will be sad
Throughout the summer, Du Xiaoxian's impression is that she keeps meetings, meets guests, negotiates contracts, and repeats herself, monotonous but not boring, her small body seems to hide a huge amount of energy, sometimes meetings are held until late at night, everyone is sleepy and turned on their backs, and she can also make coffee for everyone energetically.
A woman, thin and small, can lead by example like this, and many company executives who used to look down on her have slowly accepted and assisted her.
At the beginning of the year, Lu Dingshen finally returned to Yawan, in his opinion, Du Xiaoxian actually has a talent for business, which may have inherited his genes. She is doing a good job and is very interested, and enjoys every day, except for work and study. She did not become decadent because of the loss of her husband, did not wither, but radiated with a brilliance that he had never seen before. So he was relieved to leave.
Every weekend, Xiao Ding would take Gu Niannian to G City to stay with her for one night, and then send her to the ancestral house early the next morning. For Du Xiaoxian, this is a very precious time, she will leave her work and study aside, accompany her daughter well, accompany her to eat, watch TV, chat, and learn everything about her in school, Gu Nianbin is not there, she wants to give her daughter double the love as much as possible, and she doesn't want to miss her daughter's growth bit by bit.
Du Xiaoxian arranged her life to the fullest, she couldn't remember how long she hadn't thought of Gu Nianbin, overload work made her physically and mentally exhausted, she came home late every day, lay down on the bed, and fell asleep in less than two minutes. So I kept lamenting that time passed too quickly, as if I had just woken up, blinked, and it was time to go to bed again.
In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to, in a moment of low eyes, in a moment of distraction, or in a short dream, she thinks about him, and arranges the time so urgently, she is afraid to miss him, but sometimes he takes advantage of the loophole, so that she has a short period of distraction.
For example, now, Cheng Ruizhang knocked on her table, and Du Xiaoxian raised her head a little sadly.
"Mrs. Gu," Cheng Ruizhang saw her looking at the photo on the table attentively, knowing that she must be thinking about Gu Nianbin again.
Hearing the voice, Du Xiaoxian came to his senses completely, "You have something to do with me?" ”
"This is the project we talked about together last time, and the other party gave an answer, but put forward some caustic conditions, you can take a look."
Du Xiaoxian took it and asked while watching, "What do you think?" ”
Cheng Ruizhang said: "Although the conditions are a little harsh, there are still profits, but I think it's better not to cooperate." ”
"Why?" Du Xiaoxian asked him with a raised face, and suddenly realized that he had been standing, so he hurriedly made a gesture to sit down: "Mr. Cheng, sit down and say!" ”
Cheng Ruizhang smiled, sat down, and said: "I think the other party made such a request, it was a fall into the ground, bullying no one in the Gu family, we don't need to cooperate with them, spread it, as if the Gu family really can't do it if the head of the family changes." ”
"Don't think so," Du Xiaoxian sighed, "It's normal for the other party to have such thoughts, after all, Nian Bin is really not there, and I can't be convincing for a person who doesn't understand anything to sit in this position." But they don't know that the Gu family still has a capable general manager like you. To be honest, if it weren't for you and Secretary Meng, I wouldn't have been able to hold on for a long time. ”
"Mrs. Gu, don't say that," Cheng Ruizhang said sincerely: "Your efforts are obvious to everyone, and they all admire them very much." Say that you are a woman and don't let you shave your eyebrows. ”
Du Xiaoxian laughed: "I'm chasing ducks to the shelves, it's good if you don't laugh at me." She flipped through the information in her hand and said, "This is also the first project I have handled, I still hope to be able to do it, if it is done, I will be more confident, and everyone will have more confidence in me." ”
"Okay, since Mrs. Gu has decided, then I will communicate with the other party again, hoping that the conditions can be negotiated again to see if they can make a little concession."
"Okay, thank you for your hard work, Mr. Cheng." Seeing Cheng Ruizhang get up to leave, Du Xiaoxian also hurriedly stood up.
"Mrs. Gu, don't be like this every time," Cheng Ruizhang smiled and asked her to sit back: "You must remember that you are the acting president, you must have the appearance of the president, don't always be so polite to your subordinates, it will destroy your own prestige." ”
Du Xiaoxian said: "I don't have any prestige. ”
"If you don't have it, you have to cultivate, otherwise no one will be afraid of you."
"Why should I be afraid of me, isn't it good for everyone to be friends?"
Cheng Ruizhang sighed, he didn't want to continue, this is not the first time this kind of conversation, he is completely out of kindness, work matters, what he said Du Xiaoxian listened, but in some aspects, the acting president is a little stubborn, or because of her personality, or she wants to play the affinity card, but as a leader, it is not easy to manage it if you lose your majesty. The company is so big and has so many people, it will casually make people take advantage of loopholes.
Mencius He was playing on the computer, and Yu Guang saw Cheng Ruizhang come out, raised his hand, leaned back in the chair, and didn't speak, just puffed out his eyes and looked at him.
Cheng Ruizhang walked over as usual as if he hadn't seen it, walked over without squinting, and suddenly took a few steps back, saying, "You persuade Mrs. Gu to put away Mr. Gu's photo, she will hurt her heart once she sees it." ”
Mencius He snorted coldly: "Mrs. Gu is sad, what does it have to do with you?" It is only natural that she misses her husband. People are not merciless people! ”
Cheng Ruizhang listened to what she said, didn't bother to tell her, and walked straight out of the door.
Mencius He kicked the foot of the table angrily and secretly cursed the bastard.
Everyone thought that she and Cheng Ruizhang were dating, and in the first month or so, they did get along like that for a while, but since Gu Nianbin's accident, their relationship has changed, because of panic, the whole company is messed up, and they are busy up and down, especially her and Cheng Ruizhang, who are simply helpless.
It's just that I don't have time to date, the problem is that during that time, as Du Xiaoxian's most relied on right and left hand, they were together almost every day, but Cheng Ruizhang didn't look at her at all, looking like she was just an ordinary colleague. She was so angry that her teeth itched, but she was helpless!
Obviously he was a stranger to her, but he suddenly called her one night, his words were simple and his voice was flat: "Are you at home?" ”
"Yes."
"I'll come here."
"Okay."
She answered more simply, and her voice was flat, but when she hung up the phone, she jumped up, cleaned up the house, burned incense and bathed, washed herself, and sat on the bed and waited for him.
Yes, she fell, although Cheng Ruizhang is not her ideal man, she is hopelessly in love with him! She has been smart and beautiful since she was a child, and she is sought after by boys, so she is arrogant, Cheng Ruizhang is not the kind of man who is so handsome that he is scum, and his family background is not prominent, but she is inexplicably attracted to him!
Putting aside dignity and grievances, he said, she waited.
Everyone is an adult, what it means to come late at night, of course she knows it, but the man's skills are too good to say, at the moment when the fireworks are blooming, she only thinks of one word: desire immortal desire immortal!
Occasionally, she would be confused: whether she loved this man or his bed kung fu.
Cheng Ruizhang never has any tenderness and affection for her, he looks very different from usual when he takes off his glasses, as if he is a little strange, he doesn't say a word, just looks at her silently, his dark eyes flashed with crazy light, as if she was a prey, this gaze made her heart tingle for a while, and she was looking forward to it.
The man never spent the night with her, only symbolically kissed her forehead afterwards, and then left in silence.
When we met again the next day, he was still cold, she was mad with anger, but she was helpless, she was really helpless, because after a while, he would call her again, and she always rushed out to agree. Even after a long time, he didn't call, she couldn't bear it and took the initiative to call him and ask him if he wanted to come?
Men sometimes groan on the phone, as if they were thinking, at that time, Mencius He really felt embarrassed, felt that he was too cheap, the phone was as hot as an iron in her ear, and she wanted to hang up every minute in silence, but she didn't, she hung up, she didn't have the courage to call again, hung up, or the man would never look for her again.
Fortunately, Cheng Ruizhang will agree every time. This made her feel that it was okay not to be so ashamed, at least he was still interested in her.
Although he was angry, Mencius He still took advantage of the time to deliver the coffee in, and mentioned to Du Xiaoxian: "Xiaoxian, Mr. Gu is in your heart anyway, it's the same whether you look at it or not, put the photo away." ”
Gu Nianbin was not there, and Mencius He began to call Du Xiaoxian's name again in private, at first just to show intimacy, and then to anger Cheng Ruizhang.
Because she was heard by Cheng Ruizhang once, she was not convinced, so she didn't change her words. Seeing the way he frowned slightly, she felt a kind of mischievous pleasure in her heart! But in the bottom of his heart, he was sad, knowing that only in this way would he attract his attention, and he would be willing to look at her more!
Why did Mencius think that Du Xiaoxian would not listen to her, but he didn't expect her to smile silently and really put Gu Nianbin's photo in the drawer.
Seeing Du Xiaoxian so obedient, Mencius He couldn't bear it anymore, and explained: "I'm afraid that you will look sad. ”
"I know," Du Xiaoxian sighed lightly, "I'm also afraid that I'll be sad." ”
She got up and walked to the window, turned her head to look out the window, the blue sky was daytime, the sun was shining, the spire of the tall building opposite was like a sword, pointing straight to the sky, the blue glass curtain wall was shining, the tall buildings in the distance were lined up, the traffic downstairs was like a river, and the pedestrians were weaving.
In such a prosperous world, are you really reluctant to come back? Summer is over, and if you don't come back, will you wait until winter?
Mencius He looked at her thin back, and sighed in his heart, missing is really the most painful torture in the world, the person she misses is by her side, at least she can see it, but what Du Xiaoxian misses is a person who can never come back!