334.Xiao Cong Yao (Yao no Fan Wai 13)
The opposite side met and didn't recognize each other, which was a portrayal of me and Xiaoxiao.
When the little soul floated under the bridge, I was already in the boulder. When I saw the beginning of the inscription on it, my heart throbbed slightly, in my previous life, I carved a line of words under the ashes, and the small in this life is still willing to answer, and the three lives are engraved on the stone of three lives, for me, do not have three lives, as long as this life is enough.
Xiaoxiao listened carefully to Meng Po's far-reaching story, she leaned on me, as if leaning on my arms, and stroked her hair with her palm countless times, but I was only a wisp of spirit condensing Sansheng Stone at this time, and I couldn't talk to her. If the vow is broken, this catastrophe is not over, then I and her will come to an end, this is not what I want. Since Meng Po came with the will from above and gave us a way to live, I must hold on to it.
Xiaoxiao, as long as you wait a little longer, all suffering will end.
But I didn't expect that before the Sansheng Stone was fully cast, the little flower on the other side had already bloomed, and she asked Meng Po if I would come, and then Meng Po looked at me, shook her head at her and said: He will not come. In an instant, I knew that it was not good, this Meng Po did it on purpose! She received the will from above, and there were things hidden, and the ordeal was not over.
Sure enough, after hearing this, Xiaoxiao's face changed greatly, and his sorrow was overflowing. Listen to Meng Po say: Drink Meng Po soup and turn to the next life. In an instant, I understood what this old woman meant, she wanted to complete the three lives through me and Xiaoxiao: the past life, this life, and the next life. And the little roar made me feel sad, she said that there is no me in the next life, what is the use of coming, she does not want the next life, and she does not want me to suffer in the next life.
Xiaoxiao is not wrong, the gods and Buddhas are indeed heartless, the Buddha with boundless mana, is the top of Meng Po, if he has a heart, he will not let me and Xiaoxiaosheng not be able to see, and death will not be able to rise together. The Buddha wants to enact the fate of Manzhu Sawa again to show his Buddha power, I am Sheng Shiyao, no!
forcibly broke through the confinement of the Sansheng Stone, but it was one step away, and just when I was about to hold the little one, I watched her jump off the Lethe River. Meng Po came to me in horror and explained: "Ying Long, I didn't expect her to be so impulsive and ......" I raised my foot and kicked her to the side, and roared: "Get out!" Then he looked up at the darkness and said in an extremely cold voice, "Is the Buddha?" If her soul is scattered today, then I will enter the demon realm, not only to destroy this underworld, but also on the day I truly transform into a demon, I will meet a god and kill a god, and a Buddha will kill a Buddha! Great Buddha, you might as well weigh it. ”
Oh, there is no me Sheng Shiyao in the next life, she doesn't want to be reincarnated. And if there is no her Cheng Xiao in this life, then I might as well become a demon, destroy the world or destroy the world, there is no more nostalgia for me in this world.
The little scolding is not wrong, what a catastrophe, what a sin, but the mouth of the gods and Buddhas is flying. If the Buddha is not greedy, why can't he tolerate a little disrespect for him? If the Buddha is not evil, why should he hold thousands of living beings on the earth in his hands?
When I jumped off Lethe, many thoughts rose in my heart, I knew that it was the restrained demon thoughts that came out, and I also decided, if Xiaoxiao was not there, then no longer control, let yourself fall into the demon world, lead the demons, and have a battle to punish the Buddha.
It may be that the Buddha really heard my heart, and soon after I plunged into the Lechuan River, I found a small soul, a filth, only where she was scattered with white light, knowing that it was the last energy before her soul was gone. I didn't want to pick up her soul, rushed out of Lethe, and went straight to the place where the two of them were left behind, even if her soul was transparent, I wouldn't give up.
It's destined that I won't be able to become a demon in the end, because I have worries in my heart. After injecting the little soul into her body, she found that there was a very weak pulse beating, and there was another life in her body, and it was the existence of this life that made her soul still condense even if her soul was almost gone. But at this time, I had already stopped my demonic thoughts, and after the two things of casting the soul three-life stone and jumping the forgotten river, my ability was almost exhausted, and my soul magic could not be used. Suddenly remembered that there was still a Qin Yun Pill on his body, when he found this pill on the isolated island, he had already seen that this pill had been refined, even if it could not live forever, it could also have the effect of resurrecting the dead.
Many times I wanted to use it when I was in a desperate situation, but I endured it, and I always felt that I couldn't waste such a unique elixir at the last moment. I bit Qin Yundan between my mouth, leaned down and crossed into her small mouth, broke her lips and teeth, let the pill enter her throat, and then silently pressed my palm to her neck to help it melt into her belly. After waiting for a while, I saw that the originally shallow soul gradually became clearer, and the soul qi returned, but for a while, her life characteristics would not rise, and she had to rely on this child to live and maintain her health.
But I was afraid that I would not be able to witness her wake up because I had to leave. There are two choices in front of me: one is to destroy human nature and fall into the demon world, then I can immediately become strong and fight against the gods and Buddhas, and the so-called body and soul injuries will be dissolved; The second is to go back to the Kunlun habitat to sleep, so that the body can escape into a state of suspended animation, so as to be repaired in order not to die.
No matter which one I choose, it's not what I think, the former will lose his nature if he escapes into the demon world, and he won't even remember being small, so what's the use of being strong? The latter seems to be a good idea, but I have slept twice, either for a thousand years or five hundred years, and it will take a long time to recover before I can recover. If I sleep this time, it will be a long time, and when I wake up, Xiaoxiao is long gone.
I have thought about these things countless times on the way to the 100,000 mountains with Xiaoxiao on my back, and I can predict what it will be like when Xiaoxiao wakes up. She has already thought of living and dying with me, even if there is a child in her belly at the moment, I send her back to her grandmother, with her kindness may not be able to let go of her family, but she is bound to live in eternal pain.
When I entered the canyon of the Ji tribe and put her on the ground, I whispered in her ear: "Xiaoxiao, don't be afraid, I won't let go of you, wait for me for ten years, come to repay your wish, this ten years, you must be well, and then come to me to wake me up." ”
That's right, I set a ten-year time limit for myself and Xiaoxiao, and along the way, I also had an idea. Kunlun breath is originally an immortal path, if I add some special things, such as the fragrant cold jade bed, it can speed up the recovery of my body. Therefore, after this trip to the Ji clan, I will go to the Soul City to bring the cold jade bed to Kunlun. The prophet predicted that I could foresee everyone's future, but I couldn't foresee myself, so after having the Yingxiang Hanyu bed, I can't be sure if I can wake up earlier, and the maximum time I can tolerate being separated from Xiaoxiao is only ten years, so I arranged for Guiguzi to give Xiaoxiao a hint at a critical moment, so that she could come to Kunlun to find me. Her breath was the best medicine to wake me up.
It's not that I haven't observed it in advance, but it's hard to decide. It may be because I am connected to her, the foreknowledge is vague, I can foresee her running everywhere to find me, but I can't be sure whether the specific time is ten years later, I only confess that Guiguzi will be closely concerned about her after eight years, and she must not let her continue to twist and turn for me. She is the reincarnation of Xuannu, even if she loses her ability due to a catastrophe, it can't change her particularity, so I estimate the ten years to be eight to ten years.
It's just that I didn't expect that I made a lot of calculations, but I still miscalculated after all. She began to recover her memory before she arrived for six years, and after six years, she began to look for me, and when Guiguzi found out, she had been looking for me for half a year, sinking into despair.
I did have a sense of small sounds, and when she entered the fine stone space, even if the person was still in the middle of the chaos, her consciousness immediately returned to her brain, but her mind was blank. There was a soft voice in her ears, soft and soft, very good, I didn't understand the meaning, I only heard the three words she called softly at the end: Sheng Shiyao. It's my name, and the first sense recognizes this fact.
Three times I woke up from a deep sleep, twice I was alone, and only this time I opened my eyes with someone. I don't even have to think about it to know that she is the owner of the voice that speaks in my ear, and the first thought in my heart: she is mine.
If my heart is like a city, then Xiaoxiao is the only person who lives in my heart city. So even if she tosses and turns, reincarnates, and her memories sink, she will never forget her breath. Because of waking up in advance, the body is not completely repaired, so I wake up less and sleep more, but with Xiaoxiao by my side, I will not sleep for a hundred years, I will always feel her breath to wake up, and every time from falling asleep to waking up, it is an experience process, not only the physique is strengthening, but the memory is also turning.
When I remembered everything, I couldn't take my eyes off her. With outsiders around, I don't want to express my inner emotions and excitement, and I need a world that belongs to me and her to confide. Sending the group away, I took the little one up the hill in the opposite direction, led her to see my city of vanity, and whispered in her ear the cause and effect, my silly girl, how can I give her up after a thousand sails?
There is a thought, I have risen, and it has been extinguished. When I raised my head and swore to the Buddha, it wasn't just a threat, but I had the idea of taking her with me. If this world really does not allow me to be with her, then let me and her have hell to run rampant, and enter the devil to live forever.
Today, the thought is swallowed.
Looking up at the city of vanity gradually dissipating after the sun's rays, I sighed in my heart: Ethereal Kunlun, the place where I have stayed for the longest time, whether I go out or walk in, I have always been lonely. And this time, I don't have to be alone.
Because, I have a little.
A small existence, but it occupies all my heart. Listening to the name she chose for her son Xiaoshi, my mind couldn't help but go back to the past. Laughing, I took her name.
Where does Xiao come from? Xiao Congyao came.
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