130. Handsome guy, do you have a long-lost brother?
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If it were an ordinary person, at this time, he would naturally catch up directly without saying a word, and even fight. After all, if her husband is with someone else, I'm afraid no woman can accept it. Actually, I'm the same, I can't accept such a thing. But even so, I don't seem to have the courage to catch up. If I could, I really wanted to catch up and ask, ask him what Xu Yi thought, why he did this. And what am I if they are like this? When he saw me, he didn't question, but left silently. What is such a result?
I thought that my endurance was already very strong, and even strong enough to laugh when I saw such a picture. But as I sat on the steps and burst into tears, I realized that my strength was simply my self-righteousness. I thought it would be okay, I thought it was okay, I thought I didn't see it. But look at yourself now, sitting on the ground and crying like a fool.
Replaying the past, I still remember when I was at the beginning, it was Xu Yi who stood in front of him and said mockingly. I think that every time I am sad and sad, it is Xu Yi who accompanies me, blows and comforts, and makes me cry and laugh. His kindness to me, his gentleness to me, his care for me seemed to disappear completely at this moment. It was as if those things that were still fresh in my memory had never happened to him.
Perhaps, I am the only one who remembers the past.
It's sad and ridiculous, but the tears can't be stopped.
forgot to leave, forgot Chen Yuyang's waiting, and forgot himself. Ignoring the strange eyes of the people who came and went, and said me with mocking words, I just sat there with my legs crossed, and didn't do anything.
Until the arrival of the seniors......
If it hadn't been for him, maybe I would have been able to sit down forever. I was the only one who knew what was going on in my mind, but now it seems that everything is my own fantasy. His departure is enough to prove everything now.
So Xu Yi, I really want to ask you, what am I now? Is it your wife, or your abandoned wife, or a familiar stranger? Either way, it's going to be something I can't afford.
Chen Yuyang didn't ask, just dragged me up from the ground and walked out without saying a word.
In fact, I know that I can't describe my pity now. In the senior's eyes, the full worry was clearly visible, but he didn't speak. I think this is the tacit understanding that we have always had, and it has always been like this before, and it only takes one look to know what the other person is thinking. Only this time, I was running away.
Some things don't need to be spoken, but can be clearly expressed with a single action or a look.
So senior, I can only say I'm sorry. What he wants, maybe I can't give it.
At this moment, I really wish I had thought about it.
As for where I'm going now, I don't know. Whether or not I'm going to stay here is unknown. It's one thing to finish eating, but it's another to stay. Xu Yi and Lin Xiao are here, although there are many people here, but looking at them together, I still feel uncomfortable. Especially when I was dragged out just now, I clearly saw the smile on Lin Xiao's face, that happy and sweet look, and they were a couple. Now that there is finally the rhythm of a lover finally becoming a family, it would be false to say that he was unhappy. But this kind of smile makes me feel dazzling, even more dazzling than when she and Fang Ziqing are together.
I didn't want to leave, but I was dragged out after all, and looking at the hand that was being held vigorously, I couldn't help but start to break free.
Now I really don't want to be touched by others, even if it's a senior I've always admired. Aside from anything else, I just felt like a betrayer, betraying him. If you don't explain it clearly, you can only prove that your heart is weak, but I really don't think so. It's not that they don't explain, it's that they haven't found a better way to say it. If it is just a simple explanation, then it is absolutely unknown whether it will be believed. Especially in terms of getting along now, the trust between us seems to have reached the zero line.
I believe that it is easier said than done.
If I had believed, I wouldn't be standing on the street now.
My tears have not been broken, and Chen Yuyang has been wiping my tears, but I can't stop it.
"What the hell is wrong with you? If it's just nostalgia, I can bring you every day. But if it's because of something else, I think you'd better say it. Just like before, don't hold everything to yourself. You know, some things have been held back for a long time, and you can only be sad about yourself. Say it, maybe it will be a little better. With his hands on my shoulders, Chen Yuyang said in a slightly anxious manner.
Shaking his head and looking at the man in front of him, in fact, he was still the same as before. Care, worry, none of this has changed.
It's just me...... There are some things that I really can't say.
Even if it could be said, these things would not be resolved. The trivial things in life can be solved, but the emotional problems can't even be solved by myself, let alone an outsider.
Xu Yi's appearance made me unacceptable, especially when he and Lin Xiao stood together, they had to be really compatible. As a result, I lost even less self-confidence and even felt that I was completely superfluous.
Questioning them is also questioning yourself.
Thinking about it, my heart became more and more uncomfortable.
"You speak." Suddenly, the senior yelled directly at me, and the voice seemed to be a little loud, so that everyone around me looked at me.
Even with my head down, I could feel those gazes.
Sucked hard and reached out to wipe the tears from his face. Looking up again, he looked at the senior with a smile and said, "It's okay, senior, let's go to the bar." โ
Don't ask me what I think, I just want to drink some alcohol to stimulate my brain nerves, so that it doesn't make me uncomfortable with this nonsense.
"But ......" is obviously tangled up with the change of senior this time.
"Don't be, let's go, there are so many people watching us here." Looking at him with a tangled face, I whispered. I guess the only way to leave this place is now, as long as you don't think about it, as long as you don't want to, you will definitely not be sad. In fact, I know it in my heart, but I just don't want to do it.
In fact, crying in front of other men is really not a wise move. I'm married anyway, but now I'm ...... It's not that I want to, but I feel helpless.
I don't know what Xu Yi was thinking in his heart, but when they were together, it was enough to show his acquiescence. Eyes don't lie to me about that.
Chen Yuyang hesitated, but in the end, he couldn't match my sad eyes and took me to the bar.
In fact, bars are all the same, noisy music is bright, and all kinds of men and women dance wildly, just to find a vent. Most people don't go clubbing every day, unless they are the kind of people who have a heart or are lonely.
Sure enough, this is the truest portrayal.
As soon as we found a place to sit down, the handsome waiter quickly appeared.
However, this look up surprised me.
Forget about others, but I didn't think that this person turned out to be Fang Ziqing. Fang Ziqing, hehehe, I think I don't need to drink to get drunk. It's impossible for him to be here, let alone work as a waiter here. I don't believe that a person like him who thinks he is high will be killed in this place. What's more, people are also rich now, and even if they appear here, they are here to consume. As for the moment, "Handsome guy, do you have a long-lost brother?" I asked directly. Brother, I'm enough.
It's not that I remember Fang Ziqing's appearance very clearly, even if he doesn't show his face, I can recognize him just by looking at those eyes. It's just that I'm wearing a waiter's clothes here, and I really can't believe it.
Is he working here?
In the end, it's not that I'm lying to myself, I know it's him, but I just don't want to admit it.
I saw Lin Xiao and Xu Yi in front, and I saw Fang Ziqing in the back. Isn't this a bit too coincidental, why is it so ghostly?
But I didn't know that the complexity in the eyes of the seniors was so obvious at this time. Not because of my words, but because of my performance.
But I don't think it's anything, it's like that now, and I just want to make myself happy. But I don't want to, when I look at those eyes, my heart becomes more and more uncomfortable.
However, the senior quickly ordered the wine and asked the waiter to leave quickly.
Looking at the departing back, the moment I turned my head, I actually laughed out loud.
"Huh."
The senior looked at me with strange eyes, but didn't say anything.
We didn't speak until the wine came up, as if enjoying the noise and blending in.
"Here, I didn't expect my elementary school sister to learn to drink too." When he put the wine bottle in front of me, Chen Yuyang said something like this directly. It's just the smile on his face that makes me think he's laughing at me, of course, it's just a simple joke, and it doesn't mean mockery. I understand all of this, and naturally I don't want to be crooked.
Learn to drink? I would like to. Perhaps, I would too.
Fill the glass and drink it all, "Ahem, ahem." In exchange, he covered his mouth and coughed violently. At the end of the day, I just look like it's going to be on the surface, but it's not really good at all.
This choked on, and I really choked out tears.
This time, I didn't hear the ridicule, but I saw him drink it all.
There weren't too many words, and we just drank one cup at a time.
The process of drinking alcohol requires slow adaptation, and it is a little uncomfortable at first, but it is comfortable to drink.
A few bottles went into the stomach and the alcohol began to do its job. Let's just say that drinking alcohol can make people excited, and it is true.