Chapter 64: Cold
"Brother Mu, Brother Mu......"
The immature voice seems to be in the ear, but it seems to be far away in the sky.
In the darkness, Mu Yan's consciousness gradually woke up.
"What a familiar voice...... Who is calling me? ”
He wanted to open his eyes, but the tingling sensation in his soul made him close his eyes again and frown deeply.
"What's wrong with me? Is the sub-personality out again? ”
Every time he changed from a sub-personality to a master, he would experience this stinging sensation in his soul, as if the soul would be split in half like a wrenched bread in the next second.
But if it can really be split in half, it would be a good thing for Mu Yan, he has been heartbroken about this matter in the past few days, Riddle's Horcrux memory has not found anything useful for the time being, and the condition of the sub-personality is getting worse and worse, and the target has gradually shifted to the people that Mu Yan values!
Mu Yan, who found this sign, immediately stopped everything in his hand, he can be ruthless to strangers, and he can do anything to experiment, but he can't ignore the people around him!
After much thought, he decided to make the most conservative option - lock himself in the basement and not come out until he solved the problem.
If you really can't solve it, maybe it's a good choice to just go back to the amusement park. He said this to himself from the bottom of his heart.
He is not an all-knowing and all-powerful God, he can't solve this problem, it doesn't mean that others can't solve it, so many tourists who travel through various worlds, he doesn't believe that such a problem that even he can see and hope for can be solved by no one!
As for what needs to be paid, that's all for later.
However, I don't know if his thoughts have already been understood by the sub-personality, and when he went out to buy ingredients, the sub-personality uncharacteristically woke up early and took over his main personality.
It is said that the enemy who knows himself best, and that he is his biggest enemy, at the moment of personality change, Mu Yan suddenly felt that these two sentences were really reasonable.
Whether it's the main personality or the sub-personality, it's himself!
His main personality can find a way to suppress the sub-personality, why can't the sub-personality find a way to wake up in advance?
The personality transformation was an irreversible change, and an ominous shadow hung over his heart, but he could only sleep with this mood.
There are still three days left before leaving this world, let alone three days, an hour is enough for a lot to happen......
"Brother Mu, Brother Mu......"
The childish voice pulled his thoughts back again.
Mu Yan opened his eyes...... No, it's actually inappropriate to say this, Mu Yan's eyes were originally open, but the surrounding pictures gradually appeared in his mind, just like the change of shift in the monitoring room, the main personality took over the sub-personality, so the function of the brain was open to him.
Once again, he completely took over his body, and all kinds of sensations quickly fed back the information around him into his brain, and the mental power scan only paused for a second when the personality changed, and then continued to work diligently.
It only took two or three seconds for him to figure out "Who am I?" Where am I? What am I doing? These three crucial philosophical questions.
Then a chill seemed to emerge from the abyss!
Who is he?
He is the master of Germuyan.
There he is?
He was in the Oliffindor orphanage.
What is he going to do?
He's going to ......
Mu Yan felt the rough woody feeling in the palm of his right hand, as well as the coldness from his thumb, and the information about this item quickly appeared in his brain, but he didn't want to think about it at all, he didn't want to look at it at all, he knew what he was holding in his hand, but he would rather he didn't know.
For the first time, he felt a third emotion in this world, in addition to confidence and despair, panic.
"Dew...... "......Mu Yan's throat was a little dry, like a traveler who had walked in the desert for three days and three nights without drinking water.
"Brother Mu, why don't you ignore me?" Little Luca stuck her little head out of the sheet, like a timid bunny.
Her little face is a little cute baby fat, and her little hands are white and tender, and it is obvious that as the youngest child in this orphanage, everyone takes good care of her (after Mu Yan taught the Delhi trio).
At this time, she was only wearing a somewhat wide shirt that she didn't know when it was eliminated, her hair was as messy as ever, sitting on the bed, looking at Mu Yan with a puzzled expression, obviously just woke up from her sleep.
Mu Yan's somewhat chapped lips opened slightly, but he couldn't make a sound, if it weren't for the wide black robe, little Luka could see Mu Yan hiding under the black robe, and his thin body was trembling slightly.
was woken up from a sweet dream, but little Luca was not angry, but quite happy, why? Because Brother Mu came to see her!
Brother Mu finally came to see me! She thought to herself.
Although I don't know why he came in the middle of the night, why he was wearing a big black robe, why his eyes were a little weird, why he was holding a ...... in his hand
"Brother Mu, what are you doing with a knife~" Little Luka looked at Mu Yan suspiciously, dragging a lazy tail.
The knife was definitely the second most evil symbol in her little brain after Derry, and the last time she tried to touch this pointy-looking and reflective thing, she was hit in the ass several times by Mrs. Manried.
So knives have been equated with spanking ever since.
Isn't Brother Mu afraid of being spanked? Little Luca subconsciously touched her little buttocks, and her heart palpitated.
Mu Yan's whole body trembled slightly, and the things in his hands seemed to have turned into ice that had frozen for ten thousand years, and there was a chill that wanted to freeze his heart from above.
At a certain moment, he almost wanted to throw what he was holding far away, as far away as possible, to a place where no one could see, to a place where no one could think of it!
What does he want to do!!
He wanted to divide the body of the five-year-old girl in front of him who had relied on him, trusted him, and regarded him as his closest family member since he came to this world!!
He found this plan in the back of his mind that seemed to be deliberately left by the para-personality, as if he knew that he was running out of time, and the sub-personality specially left this plan.
This was deliberately left for Mu Yan to see!
He wants to see Mu Yan angry, he wants to see Mu Yan fearful, he wants to see Mu Yan go crazy!
He is Mu Yan, the devil who knows him best in Mu Yan's heart, he knows what Mu Yan is most afraid of, and destroying Mu Yan's whole person is his only pleasure in this world!
He succeeded, albeit only halfway, but he also succeeded.
This personality with no bottom line and no restraint successfully exerted Mu Yan's original wisdom to the maximum, he hid his purpose, weakened Mu Yan's defense against him, made Mu Yan think that he already had a pattern to find, and then gave him a fatal blow at the moment when Mu Yan was most intentional!
As two consciousnesses generated by the same soul, he and Mu Yan are equal, Mu Yan can't know what he's thinking, and he can't know what Mu Yan is thinking, but the only difference is that before confirming that he is not too threatening, Mu Yan has to be distracted every day to study other things, and although the sub-personality has less time to appear, he only needs to do one thing, that is, to study how to destroy Mu Yan! Destroy him completely from the heart!
Mu Yan has not been destroyed, he has always considered himself a very tough person, and a large part of this tenacity lies in the fact that he has built a barbed wall of indifference and cruelty, and protected his weak heart in the deepest corners.
Someone wants to hit him, and that can only be done by hitting his head on the cold city wall and breaking the bloodstream, he is safe, so he is strong.
But now someone has bypassed the high wall and placed a sharp knife next to his heart! Tell him that if he wants to, he can destroy the good in his heart at any time......
He's been threatened, he's been threatened by the Wolf Witch, he's been threatened by Riddle, he's been threatened by himself, it's a mocking story, but he knows he's not going to be destroyed.
Who knows what will happen until the last minute?
Here's what he learned in his fight with Riddle this time, and he definitely won't give up until the last minute!
But even so, he felt that emotion called fear.
He couldn't imagine himself plunging a sharp knife into the body of someone closest to him, waking up to find blood all around him, all the people he valued lying on the ground, all staring, wondering why the person they relied on the most would kill them!
He couldn't imagine that kind of scene, that scene of tearing his own beautiful hands apart.
So he was scared, and there was a chill behind him.
"Ah~Brother Mu, are you going to give me apples to eat~" Little Luca seemed to think of something, and her eyes became bright when she slapped her little hands, the last time she wanted to hold a knife, she saw Mrs. Manrid peeling apples.
Mu Yan's body trembled, and then slowly softened.
He stiffly spoke, "Yes...... yes, I'll peel apples for you ......."
Maybe even he didn't know what he was talking about.
At the moment, his face seemed to be a mixture of dozens of different expressions, but even the most natural smile carried a sense of sadness and pain.
He subconsciously touched his pocket, and really took out a red Dandan apple from his pocket, which he had bought when he was shopping for ingredients before.
Soon, a rustling sound sounded, hidden in the children's breathing, and hypnotic spells had been placed on the children as early as the deputy's arrival.
The peel of the apple falls off section by section, of varying length.
This is not because the apple peeler is not good, but because the hands that peel the apple have been trembling slightly, so the peel is also intermittent.
His mind was chaotic, chaotic......
Little Luka looked at the apple, then at Mu Yan, and then at the hands that were a little trembling, she didn't know what Mu Yan was thinking, but she felt the sadness and sadness in Mu Yan's heart.
A pair of small hands gently hugged Mu Yan's head, the cold little face was attached to Mu Yan's forehead, and the little hands patted him gently, without saying a word, as if comforting him.
Mu Yan's body froze suddenly, his whole body began to tremble slightly, and a drop of crystal liquid slipped from his cheek to the apple, but he didn't seem to see it, and after a long time, the knife in his hand continued to move.
The peel of the apple fell to the ground in a circle, like a spiraling staircase.