20 My home is in Anseong
The sky, gloomy and black, covered the entire Mengyi sky.
This morning, there was no sunshine, no wind.
The land of Mengyi is desolate.
There was a window, with a blue curtain, listless.
On a bed, there was a young girl, curled up in a corner, shivering.
She was asleep, but she kept having nightmares and muttering.
"Don't! Don't leave Xiaoxi! β
Suddenly, she shouted and woke up suddenly, her delicate face was extremely pale.
She suddenly opened her eyes.
The next moment, she saw, a beautiful and kind face.
"Teacher Xu......" Chen Xi exclaimed, "you...... Why are you here? β
Chen Xi hurriedly sat up and looked at the window, at this time, it was already dawn, and she didn't know what time it was.
"Silly girl, you're having nightmares!" Xu Qing chuckled and wiped a drop of sweat off Chen Xi's forehead, which was very gentle.
"This ......" Chen Xi looked left and right, his eyes widened, and his eyes were very confused.
Suddenly, he exclaimed, "Teacher Xu, what time is it?" Yuan...... What about Mr. Yuan? β
"It's past nine o'clock!" Xu Qing glanced at his watch and said with a smile, "Your Teacher Yuan has already been buried!" β
"Really?" Chen Xi muttered.
She missed it!
She had completely overslept.
Last night, she slept very late, couldn't sleep for a long time, kept wanting to sleep, but couldn't sleep, however, when she fell asleep, she slept too deeply, and she missed the time to send Teacher Yuan a ride.
At this moment, Zhong Ling was gone, and there were only her and Xu Qing in the room.
"Kid, now class!" Xu Qing said, "She said you had nightmares all night, I'll come and see you!" β
"Teacher, I'm sorry, I overslept!" Chen Xi bowed his head and blamed himself.
"I told you not to think cranky, you don't listen!"
Xu Qing shook his head and stroked Chen Xi's hair, "Child, in the future, you have to be good, you know?" We must strive for self-improvement, strive for the top, not seek to be rich and rich, but to be worthy of our hearts, you know? β
"Always, what are you?" Chen Xi was puzzled.
The teacher said this, as if telling her.
Don't?
Chen Xi's heart moved, and a bad premonition arose.
Last night, she was upset about this and couldn't sleep, but now, Teacher Xu is sitting on the edge of her bed, and that feeling is becoming more and more real.
"You're leaving Xiaoxi, woo woo!" Chen Xi's face turned pale and he began to cry.
She knows, she knows.
Teacher Xu wanted to leave him, so he came to see her for the last time, so he told her a thousand times.
She threw herself into the teacher's arms and cried loudly.
That dream is real.
She dreamed of a parting, that person, so close, but she couldn't see that person's face clearly.
Now, she knows.
That's her mentor, her mentor, going away.
"There is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, girl, it's time for me to leave!" Xu Qing sighed and patted Chen Xi's still trembling back.
"Why...... Why! Woooooo Chen Xi shouted, holding Xu Qing with two arms, "I can't bear you, teacher, don't go!" β
"I can't bear it!" Xu Qing quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and helped Chen Xi up, "My home, I am not here, in Ancheng, Guizhou, thousands of miles away, I have left home for a long, long time...... It's time to go back! β
"Teacher, do you regret it?" Chen Xi was extremely sad in his heart.
When will I see you again when the teacher is gone?
Moreover, she left in this situation, and her fiancΓ© had just been buried, and she left, she must have been disheartened and disappointed, otherwise, why would she be in such a hurry.
It's no wonder that she put all her hard work and enthusiasm on this land, in exchange for what? It's a bloody and brutal death, her beloved is dead, what is she still here for?
Here, waiting for the slaughter to come again?
"What do I regret!"
Xu Qing smiled bitterly, "Girl, don't think nonsense!" β
"Teacher's house, there is a reservoir at the door, the water is very clean, around the reservoir, there is an osmanthus forest, at home, there is an old mother who is over sixty years old...... In the past, I knew him and loved him, so I came here without hesitation, but I didn't expect that it would be two years since I came, and I never went back...... I'm not filial! β
"In this half of my life, I have been wandering around, getting together with my family less and leaving more, I originally thought, after the graduate school entrance examination, I will return to my hometown and do my part, but I didn't expect that I would stay abroad for six years...... I met him, I really loved him, I came to Daliang Mountain, I also made this place my home, I also like you, I like this land...... However, he is gone, and this place has become my sad place, and the teacher is also a woman, and needs to go home to heal......"
"Teacher......" Chen Xi whispered, not knowing what to say.
"I don't regret it, really!"
Xu Qing said, "I am proud of him, he will always live in my heart...... Xiaoxi, you don't know, my hometown, where it is poorer than Sichuan, education is more backward, there, I need it more, here, every family, we have mobilized, what should be done, I have done it, now that education is on track, I should leave! β
"Teacher, what do you do when I miss you!" Chen Xi asked in a trembling voice with tears in his eyes.
"When you grow up, come to Ancheng to see me!" Xu Qing said, "Ancheng No. 1 Middle School, more than once sent me an invitation letter, hoping that I will go there to serve, I plan to live in Ancheng No. 1 Middle School, for the rest of my life......"
"Guizhou, Ancheng No. 1 Middle School!" Chen Xi muttered silently, his gray eyes, and suddenly, a bright light flashed.
Some people say that every time they are separated, just for the next better reunion.
This time, it is not goodbye, she can see her teacher again.
She swore in her heart that one day, she would set foot on the land of Qianzhong and visit her teacher.
At that time, she may have become a big girl, slim and slim.
At that time, the teacher will be happy for her when he sees her again.
"Xiaoxi, you remember!" Xu Qing said, "You are still young, a lot of thoughts, not yet qualified, as you grow up, you may be confused, ask yourself, what do you want...... I just want to say that now, when you are absorbing knowledge, you have good things, you can learn, try to learn, enrich yourself, and in the future, no matter how you choose, your own path will eventually be your own, and if you determine the direction, you will persevere! β
"Just like me, coming here is my choice, whether it is good or bad, no matter what the result is, it is my choice, I only hope that one day, you can say to yourself, I have no regrets!"
"I see!" Chen Xi nodded heavily.
"My piano has been donated to the school!" Xu Qing said, "If you want to practice, it's convenient!" β
Xu Qing said, leaned his head, and kissed Chen Xi lightly on the forehead.
"Speaking of which, you and my Buyi people are really fateful, June 6 is your birthday, and it is also one of the grandest festivals of my Buyi family, in another month, you will be eleven years old, and you will also go to the third grade, three years later, you will also graduate from primary school, at that time, you will also become a big girl, when the time comes, if you think of me, come to Ancheng to see me!" Xu Qing chuckled lightly and got up to leave.
"Good luck, girl!"
"Teacher, I'll send you ......" Chen Xi hurriedly got out of bed and prepared to dress.
"No!" At the door, Xu Qing shook his head, "I don't want to alarm everyone, come quietly, go quietly!" Girl, precious! β
She pulled the suitcase, waved her hand, and gradually, disappeared into Chen Xi's eyes
"Teacher, cherish ......" Chen Xi muttered to himself, tears bursting out of his eyes again.
After a long time, she suddenly ran out of the room, came to the hallway, and looked out onto the playground.
In her eyes, that back, lonely and depressed, gradually drifted away.
"Teacher, after three years, we will see you again, have a good trip!"
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