664, unrequited love 204, he thinks: resolve grievances and spend the rest of his life in peace (to see)
"Yes, bring the notebook."
The notebook he just used was the one Xiao Jinghuan carried:
"Afterwards, I asked Lao Yan for a copy, which was encrypted in the cloud space."
Xiao Jing hurriedly went to get the computer.
After he logged in with his account, he decrypted the video and showed her the decryption.
After reading it, Xiao Jinghuan's eyebrows tightened.
Could it be that the truth of the matter is really like this?
Is it really grandpa who harmed the Changning family?
"Do you hate?"
After a long time, she asked softly, and the taste in her mouth was mixed.
At this moment, she seemed to understand why Changning's mother was so opposed to her son being with her.
Put yourself in your shoes, if such a thing falls on you, if you have the only son born to your beloved man, forget the family feud after growing up, and marry the enemy, laugh at the grievances, and let the enemy's child call her mother, without having a little mustard, this seems unlikely.
Everyone has selfishness, and this selfishness is sometimes a love, sometimes an indelible hate.
When a hatred lasts for so many years, it's too difficult and too difficult for you to make her not hate.
Jin Changning smiled faintly, leaned back on the sofa, looked at the blue sky outside the window, and said:
"I have lived in the Jin family for almost twenty-six years...... It's not a pure number, it's a representation of the depth of the feelings.
"Back then, after my parents had an accident, I was institutionalized in an orphanage, at that time, I was very bad, I didn't like to talk, I couldn't move and defecate and incontinent, and my brain was confused, but I knew in my heart who was good and who was not good to me......
"The staff of the orphanage, a few are very good, a few are very bad, what is the cause of my severe cold and fever, in fact, I also know it in my heart.
"It's not home to me over there, and it's really limited to feel the warmth.
"Later, my grandfather came, and as soon as he came, he picked me up, smiled kindly, and spoke very gently, and I didn't want to talk to him at first. It took him a few days to develop a relationship with me, and I got a good impression of him.
"Ever since I was brought home by my grandfather, since I saw my mother, my father, Brother Jin, and Brother Xiao, I feel that my life has recovered little by little.
"I love every member of this big family.
"You, in particular, can always easily touch the softest part of my heart.
"As soon as I stayed like this, I stayed in the Jin family for more than twenty-five years and seven months.
"How many twenty-five years can there be in life?
"If there are four, they are centenarians, but how many can live to be more than 100 years old throughout the ages?
"It's probably about three...... Some don't live, some overlive,
That is to say, I spent one-third of my life in the Jin family, and during this period of life, I was bathed in the sunshine of love, so although I had concerns about the past in my heart, I did not distort my personality because of hatred.
"Always look at the world with gratitude, the world is beautiful; Always live with resentment, the world is pessimistic and ugly.
"The reason why I can grow up so healthy and happy is because the people who raised me are all very good-hearted and upright.
"Huanhuan, when I first saw this video, I didn't tell you that I hated it.
"I would think, if it weren't for my grandfather, my life wouldn't be like this.
"However, if I can think about it carefully and calmly, I can't deny everything the Jin family has given me at once.
"If there is only love in the heart, people will live happily; If there is only hatred in the heart, people can live happily; But when the heart loves and hates, the heart will be tormented......"
Speaking of this, his tone revealed a bit of desolation and helplessness.
And this emotion unconsciously deeply touched Xiao Jinghuan.
She hugged the man who had hidden all the pain in her heart from behind.
"Changning ......"
After screaming, she couldn't say anything else.
As for him, he only patted the back of her hand gently, which was a silent comfort.
"But if you think about it deeply, so many years have passed, and I, a child who was deeply nurtured by the Jin family, really want to turn over that old account, I have to say revenge, admitting a thief as a father is a scolding, and revenge is also a scolding......
"Let's put it this way, I am Zhu Bajie looking in the mirror, not a person inside and out......
"No matter what I do, it hurts someone and I hurt myself......
"For a moment, I didn't know what to do with my future......"
A soft sigh overflowed.
And she hugged him tighter.
The torture of two feelings, that is the most bitter and bitter.
"Later, I thought about it again, how was it before, does it matter?
"All is gone, and there is hatred in the heart, and life is worse than death. Forgiving others is also forgiving oneself.
"Maybe my grandfather hurt my father, but that's the last generation.
"In my generation, grandpa didn't hurt me or hurt me, the important thing is that I married you, and the blood of our Lan family is growing in your belly.
"If because of hatred, I have to destroy everything I have now, ruin the life I have always relied on, and let myself go into eternal and indelible pain, the so-called revenge is a fatal injury to myself, why do you say I want to take revenge, why don't you let go of hatred and let yourself go?
"It's not easy to live. Know how to treat yourself, and life can be as good as you want.
"In the first thirty-two years, although I was in the shadow of losing my parents, I lived a bit under the fence, and it was a little miserable. But everything went smoothly in the end. I just want to go on with this kind of life. Instead of spending the rest of fifty or sixty years regretting it!
Such an idea may be a kind of forgetting one's roots in the eyes of my mother, and it is a kind of great unfilial piety. But it was my heart's greatest desire.
"Resolve grievances and spend the rest of your life in peace.
"Huanhuan, you ask me if I hate it, reason is reminding me: I should hate, but I just can't hate......
"The important thing is that I don't want to hate, I just want to love you well, repay Jin Yuan's mother's nurturing grace, and maintain that brotherly relationship with Brother Jin. That's what I wanted. ”
He turned his head slowly, his eyes full of warmth.
"You should have told me this sooner. Desperately carrying it, it worries me, you, you deserve to be put under house arrest by them. ”
She gently pinched his cheeks.
"You've forgiven me, haven't you?"
He stared deeply, his eyes glazed over.
"I'd love to show you a look. But you know that you are bitter in your heart. If I make you angry again, I will feel sorry...... So, forgive you. ”
She smiled warmly.
But he didn't smile, his expression was still so focused:
"There's one more thing I think I should explain to you. Although it has not occurred to you to ask me, I want to solve all these things that may affect our relationship at once......"
Xiao Jinghuan's eyes moved: "What is it?" ”
"About the photos you received earlier."
He said in a low voice.
"Sister Meiyun said?"
"Hmm."
"You say. I listened. ”
"You have to promise me that you won't be angry with me."
He looked at her cautiously and said in a low voice.
"Well, I promise it's going to be sane."
"Okay."
He nodded:
"The girl in the photo is called Yu Sleeve, the lawyer's law is removed from the side, and Lewen's sleeve is removed.
"It was an adopted daughter of my mother.
"A month ago, I met this sister when I went to Taiwan, and in those days, I stayed with my mother, and I happened to be there, so we had some close contact......
"Liluo likes to take pictures, and we took a lot of pictures in those days. When we are running, when we are reading, when we are playing the kite and flute, when we are eating, we have other people around us. I've never been alone with her......
"After we left Taiwan, we didn't contact each other again.
"On the day Huo Sisi called me, after I took her back to the hotel after seeing the doctor, I received a call from my mother, saying that she had come to the mainland and wanted to see me.
"I went to see him, and I was accompanied by Li Luo and Yu Sleeve. We ate together. Unexpectedly, my mother asked Li Luo to add medicine to the meal, and I fell asleep in a daze after eating. When I woke up in bed, my sleeves were also put down. We slept together. ”
At this point, he saw that the little woman's face was sunk, and he immediately added:
"But nothing happened to us.
"Mom just fell in love with Yu Sleeve, she made up her mind to divorce me and wanted me to marry her.
I was very angry, scolded Li Luo, and ran out after arguing with my mother for a few words.
"I didn't expect them to take pictures.
"At that time, I was sleeping so heavily that there could have been no deviance. You have to trust me about this.
"I'm not interested in other women. Huanhuan, I have always liked only you. ”
This explanation finally dissipated the unhappiness in her heart.
"yes, I see."
She nodded calmly.
"You, don't be angry, do you?"
He asked, looking at it.
"Now that you've explained it clearly, why should I bother with you in a petty way."
It's to blame Lan Yunjiao, and your mother, isn't it?
However, she didn't say this sentence, and when she thought of the arrogant mother-in-law and sister-in-law, she was a little worried:
"Changning, last night, I offended your mother and sister.
"I know that they are all your relatives, and I should have loved Wu and Wu, but from my point of view, they are really too much.
"And my temperament is so stinky, I have never been obedient, this future, alas, ......"
With this man's temperament, it is impossible to break off the relationship between mother and son, brother and sister, but with such relatives, there is such a layer of grievances in between, and it is really difficult and difficult to get along......
Jin Changning knew what she meant, and hugged the person and said:
"I had to take my time. When the child is born, maybe the mother will slowly let go of the hatred for the sake of the child......
"The most important thing now is that grandpa's case will expose drug trafficking, and it should be Yan Guicheng who is secretly manipulating. We have to start with this matter and get to the bottom of it. I've always felt that this matter may be far more complicated than we think......"
It was also at this time that Xiao Jinghuan's mobile phone rang.
When she went to fetch it, her eyes lit up, and a look of joy burst out of her face, like the dawn of dawn, incomparably bright:
"It's my brother's number."
Jin Hengyuan, who has been missing for so long, finally has news?
This made Jin Changning also show a look of surprise, and hurriedly urged: "Pick it up." ”
"Hmm!"
She hurriedly clicked the call button, and immediately called urgently:
"Brother, where are you?"
"In England, there was an accident before, and I just came out of the mountains to tell you that I am safe. I can't find Changning, I can only find you. I just heard Xiaoshu say that Changning is gone? ”
Jin Hengyuan's words were concerned.
"It's okay, I've got the people back. He's right next to me. Are you going to talk to him? ”
"Okay."
Xiao Jinghuan pressed the speakerphone and handed the phone to Jin Changning:
"Hey, Brother Jin, are you okay?"
"No, okay, I've got a few people back, you're waiting at home, I've found something very interesting. I'll tell you about it. Those things about grandpa and mom can be turned over......"
These few words are really inspiring.
The mountains and rivers are exhausted, and there is no way out, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village.
The development of the world is really unexpected!
--- digression--- first update.