With an exclamation, Shangguan Jingyu was shocked from the nightmare, and reached out to touch his chest for the first time. It hurts, it hurts. The dream is so real that I don't even realize that I am in a dream.

"Miss? Miss, what's the matter? Su Yan hurriedly came over with a glass of water, "Miss has a nightmare?" It's okay, it's okay, Su Yan is here, Miss is safe. ”

As he spoke, Su Yan took out a towel and wiped the fine sweat on Shangguan Jingyu's forehead, "Miss thinks about it day and night, no matter what happens in the dream, it can't be true." ”

Shangguan Jingyu sat there stupidly, looking a little dazed, "I dreamed of Youzhou, I dreamed of ten thousand arrows piercing my heart." The sky is full of arrows, and there is no way to avoid it. ”

Su Yan was stunned, "Miss drinks a glass of water, it's all a dream, the dream is fake, it's the opposite." Don't worry, Miss, it's still important to take care of your body. ”

Hearing this, Shangguan Jingyu came back to his senses, "Where is this?" ”

"It's Fleur here." Su Yan said, "Miss fainted, I didn't dare to take you back to the Prime Minister's Mansion, so I could only take Miss here to rest." Fleur - Fleur found a doctor, and the young lady's body was fine. ”

Su Yan pursed his lips, what should he say next?

Said: Miss, you are pregnant, don't think about it?

It's so straightforward.

Said: Miss can be a companion with Fleur in the future?

It's too child's play.

Su Yan scratched his head, a little difficult to speak.

Fleur entered the door with the medicine and said happily, "Miss is awake, it's okay, let's drink the medicine quickly!" ”

"What medicine?" Shangguan Jingyu shook his head, "I don't drink medicine." ”

Hearing this, Fleur smiled, "I forgot, Miss is used to being young and doesn't like to drink medicine." But—" She glanced at Su Yan, who shook her head at her, meaning she hadn't said it yet.

Fleur hesitated, put the medicine on the table, and sat on the edge of the bed, "What does Miss think?" ”

"You've got something to hide from me." Shangguan Jingyu looked around at the two, "If you have anything to say, just say it!" In this world, what words can't be said by the three of us? ”

Su Yan opened his mouth and couldn't speak.

Fleur took a deep breath, "Miss, don't be anxious when you hear this, some things can't be rushed." As Miss said, sometimes there is fate between people. Children too, whether they can be born to us or not are destined fate. There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it. ”

Who is Shangguan Jingyu, Fu Yuan's words made her understand a little at the moment, and she was afraid that something was wrong with her body.

And Su Yan has always hung his head and didn't dare to look directly at himself, so - what kind of disease is even Su Yan embarrassed to speak out? She remembered that she was hiding it from Fleur, and that it was about Fleur's pregnancy.

Her heart chuckled, and she immediately pulled her lips and smiled distressingly, "You mean—it's me—" Her gaze stayed on Fleur's lower abdomen, and then she gently placed her hand on her lower abdomen.

Fleur nodded, but didn't speak.

His eyes were red, and Shangguan Jingyu didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Crying, the child came at the wrong time.

The laughing thing is that in the previous life, he failed to achieve his wishes, but in this life, he will hit the ground running.

Su Yan choked up, "Miss, don't worry, the war at the border may end soon, and my uncle will definitely be able to rush back before Miss's belly grows." ”

Fleur lowered her head and stroked her lower abdomen, "In fact, when a woman has a child, she has more worries. Not for others, only for ourselves. This kind of flesh-and-blood taste is incomprehensible to others. ”

"It's not the right time for the child to come." Shangguan Jingyu's eyes were sluggish, and the whole person seemed to have collapsed, leaning weakly on the bedpost, "When I left, he told me that no matter what happened, don't let him become a threat to me." I remembered, and I did. The second prince threatened me, and I said that I would not seek to live together but to die together. No one can threaten me! ”

"But now?" She turned her head to look at them, "Do I still have the courage to live and die together?" If he lives, no matter how hard it is, I will wait. But if he is defeated, if something happens, how can I leave him alone? ”

The next moment, Shangguan Jingyu suddenly laughed, laughing so hard that tears flowed, "I finally understand why he didn't dare to touch me for a long time." Because he is afraid, afraid of bringing disaster to me, afraid of swaying my determination. He is not afraid of death, nor is he afraid of me death, but he is afraid that I will die rather than live. He knows me too well, if I have a child, I will definitely be restrained, and I will no longer be the Ajing of the past. ”

Su Yan cried, "Miss, no matter what happens, Su Yan will swear to follow Miss to the death." ”

"He calculated everything, but he didn't calculate that Fenglihua would use Xiao Yue to attack me. So you punished Xiao Yue, and he turned a blind eye. "It's because Xiao Dongli also has a thorn in his heart! Angry, helpless, but deeply in love.

"Miss, what now?" Fleur asked, "Do you still want to go back to the Prime Minister's Mansion?" ”

Shangguan Jingyu lowered his eyelashes and calmly wiped away the tears on his face, "Naturally, I want to go back." I can't let anyone know that I have his child. When the people we love are not by our side, we must learn to be strong. ”

"The doctor said that the fetal image is very stable, so Miss can rest assured, as long as you are careful." Fu Hui hugged Shangguan Jingyu and got up, "Within three months, no one will be able to see Miss's belly." It's just that after three months, the belly will get bigger and bigger, and I'm afraid I won't be able to hide it when the time comes. ”

"I know." Shangguan Jingyu was silent and didn't say anything more.

She glanced at the fetal pills on the table, thought about it, and actually picked up the medicine bowl and drank it in front of the two of them. After drinking, he suddenly rushed to the door and vomited most of it.

Behind him, Fleur choked tears and cried.

In the past, Shangguan Jingyu was most afraid of drinking medicine, especially bitter medicine. In the end, it was Xiao Dongli who coaxed her, and she was willing to drink it. But now, Xiao Dong is far away from the border, and she is really the only one left to be strong and suffer alone.

Some people say: A pregnant woman is like a strong man who has beaten the blood of a chicken, whether the sky is falling or the ground is sinking, she is invincible and invincible.

This is mother's love!

On the way back to the Prime Minister's Mansion, Shangguan Jingyu didn't speak, and when he entered the Hongyu Pavilion, he also fell asleep. When I woke up, I ate desperately, and although I vomited after eating, I still ate desperately. If the mother does not have nutrition, the child will not grow well.

But Su Yan's eyes turned red again and again.

Shangguan Jingyu has such a belief: even if she doesn't eat it, the child in her belly will eat it.

Su Yan would buy a rock sugar gourd every day, and then quietly decocted fetal pills for Shangguan Jingyu. Even if he vomited after drinking, Shangguan Jingyu drank it on time and on point, and never left a bowl.

"Ah Jing, what's wrong?" Xiao Yue was a little puzzled, looking at Shangguan Jingyu's complexion, and the whole person's spirit was not very good, and he was a little puzzled at the moment.

Su Yan said, "Miss suffers from the cold, that's why it's like this." ”

Xiao Yue nodded, "This weather is hot and cold, and it is easy to get cold." By the way, I just came back from the palace and heard a message halfway, do you want to hear it? ”

Shangguan Jingyu frowned at her, and the action of wiping the strings paused instantly, "What news?" ”

The news in the palace is naturally big news, so you can't miss it.

"It is said that there is another movement at the border pass, it seems that Beizhao wants to recapture Tingcheng and Fucheng, and now the war is starting again." Xiao Yue said very lightly, and secretly glanced at Shangguan Jingyu twice when he spoke. Noticing that her expression did not fluctuate much, she dared to continue to speak slowly, "It is said that the battle situation is not very good, and Youzhou City has hung up the war-free card." And Beizhao regrouped an army of 300,000 and prepared to counterattack Youzhou and the two cities, which was a shame. ”

Shangguan Jingyu held his breath, lowered his head and slowly wiped the strings in his hand, "Is this news serious?" ”

Xiao Yue reluctantly pulled her lips, "I don't know if it's true or not, but I heard everyone say so, so I'll just come and tell you." Whether it's good or bad, you know it in your heart. ”

"Miss, don't worry, didn't you say that the officials of the DPRK and China jointly signed a letter asking the emperor to send troops?" Su Yan hurriedly said, "Maybe the reinforcements will rush to Youzhou in the next few days, and by then, everything will take a turn for the better." ”

"Dad entered the palace yesterday and hasn't returned yet." Shangguan Jingyu's eyelashes trembled slightly, "I don't know if I stayed in the palace or discussed the battle situation in Youzhou with the hundred officials." ”

Xiao Yue looked around, "Su Yan, Liuying, you go outside and look at it." I have something to say to Ah Jing. ”

Liuying and Su Yan glanced at each other, and then quickly walked out of the door and guarded cautiously outside. Su Yan only felt that his heart was beating faster, and he didn't know what Xiao Yue would say to Shangguan Jingyu. Shangguan Jingyu is pregnant, but don't be stimulated.

"What's the matter?" Shangguan Jingyu pursed his lips, "Is it because you want to leave the palace without makeup?" ”

Xiao Yue shook her head, "No, it was my little aunt who asked me to tell you that the emperor's illness is fake, and it is true that the second prince intends to inherit the throne of the prince." ”

Shangguan Jingyu took a deep breath and his face was cold, "And then?" ”

"You should understand that the identity of my brother is originally a doubt. Yu Zhaoyi gave birth in August that year, which was already criticized. The emperor can ruthlessly let his brother out of the palace and fend for himself, which is already an open net. So—so the emperor—" Xiao Yue bit her lip and didn't continue.

"The emperor will not let his unknown son take away the position of his beloved son." Shangguan Jingyu raised his head, his eyes were complex and cold, "This is another big reason why the emperor will not send troops." ”

"Borrowing Beizhao's hand, removing the hidden dangers for many years, can be regarded as vicious enough. If he can kill his own son, he can naturally leave the people of Youzhou without anything. Xiao Yue gritted his teeth, "This kind of person is not worthy of being a king." is even more unworthy, let my father and the king, let my brother be loyal to him. Dashuo, sooner or later, will be destroyed in their hands. ”

Shangguan Jingyu froze there, his expression slightly sluggish, "I only care about whether he can come back alive." What princes and thrones, what the world is, has nothing to do with us. ”

Now her biggest wish is just Lang Jun's safety.

What kind of family and country are in the world, they should not be in charge.

They don't want these ethereal things, do they?

"I'll fix a book as soon as possible and let my father send out the army." Xiao Yue got up.

"County Lord." Shangguan Jingyu looked up at her, "Do you know what this means?" ”

Xiao Yue nodded, "I know that in the eyes of everyone, I am a willful person, and I also know that I can't do anything big." But I can tell the difference between right and wrong, and between friend and foe. What should be done, even if it costs one's life? It's just a life, and whoever wants it will take it. ”

She looked at Shangguan Jingyu calmly, "I know that doing this may ruin my father's hard work for so many years." Maybe the whole of Ganzhou will not be peaceful again. But you know what? My brother may be the son of my father, and although my father has never admitted it, I can feel the difference between him and my brother. ”

"I don't think my father will let himself regret it, if his brother is really his son, then he will be such a son in his life. Without sustenance, my father is drunk and dreams of death, what is the meaning of this life? Ah Jing, don't worry, I asked my father to send troops, not for you alone, nor just for leaving my brother. ”

"In this world, the virtuous live in it, and those who regard the lives of people in the world as grass and mustard should be removed like barnyard grass. These black sheep will sooner or later make us big and become the slaves of Beizhao. You know, I'll never be a slave of Beizhao. So, you think it's for my own selfishness! ”

After speaking, Xiao Yue opened the door and went out.

Outside, there was Shangguan Zhiyuan, who was silent.

Xiao Yue was immediately stunned, and her face suddenly turned red to the root of her ears, "You, have you heard what I, I just said?" ”

Shangguan Zhiyuan smiled rarely, "That's a good point." ”

"Liuying Suyan, do you also know the tone?" Xiao Yue pursed her lips, not daring to look up at Shangguan Zhiyuan.

"It's Young Master Yuan, so-" Su Yan hesitated, "Aren't they all your own people?" ”

Xiao Yue pursed her lips, "Dead girl, you did it on purpose." ”

Su Yan thought that he should also let Young Master Yuan hear that this county lord is an upright person, not an outward and willful person. Sure enough, Shangguan Zhiyuan smiled rarely.

"There were many misunderstandings and disrespect to the county lord in the past, and Zhiyuan apologizes to the county lord here." Shangguan Zhiyuan bowed slightly.

"No, no." Xiao Yue's face was so red that it could be wrung blood, "I, I used to be rude and willful, you scolded right, if you hadn't kept scolding me and woke me up, I wouldn't have known that I was so annoying before." ”

Shangguan Zhiyuan smiled awkwardly, "Disrespectful and disrespectful." ”

Xiao Yue took a deep breath, "Then I'll go first." ”

He nodded, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

Xiao Yue turned around and walked two steps, then suddenly turned around and came back, taking out a purple wind chime from his arms, "This, this for you." ”

Shangguan Zhiyuan was stunned, and before he could react, Xiao Yue was so anxious that he stomped his feet, and scolded directly, "stupid" and stuffed the purple wind chime into his hand, and ran out, looking back and laughing as he ran.

"What are you doing with the purple wind chimes?" Shangguan Zhiyuan frowned, and as soon as the wind blew, the purple wind chimes sent out a series of crisp responses.

Su Yan said with a smile, "This county lord doesn't act according to the card, and this love token is also a unique style." Others sent sachets to concentric knots, and she directly sent a purple wind chime, presumably as soon as the bell rang, she probably had a little bit of a heart. ”

Shangguan Zhiyuan coughed dryly twice, "Nonsense." ”

With that, he stepped straight through the door.

"Sister." He shouted.

Shangguan Jingyu nodded, "You're here." ”

Shangguan Zhiyuan stared at her face, hesitated for a moment, as if he had made up a lot of determination, and then whispered softly, "Actually, the news that the county lord said is true. ”

With a shake of his hand, the strings sounded instantly.

She looked up, pain in her eyes that could not be concealed.