079: The mood of falling to the bottom
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It seemed that the news spread to everyone at noon, and everyone looked at me with strange eyes. They make me feel uncomfortable, and I even want to go straight to a crack in the ground so that I don't have to feel these strange eyes. And the look of looking down and whispering, you don't have to think about it to know that they are talking about me. What can I do, I can only listen to these discussions, and I can't change anything. The mouth grows on other people's bodies, so it is natural that people can say whatever they like.
As for Fang Ziqing's side, I don't bother to care, anyway, he made the matter, even if those people talk about him, it's his business. What I didn't expect was that there was no Fang Zilight among the objects of those people's discussions, and they were all here. Just because Lin Xiao was airborne, these people were all on one side.
Sure enough, this is the reality of the human heart. Because you know the general background of others, then all the mistakes must be borne by the weak one. It's so unfair that it's chilling to watch.
But even so, those people will not sympathize with you because you are weak, but will mock you in the end.
There are risks everywhere in society, and sure enough, these are true.
But I'm sorry, I'm really not the kind of person who is afraid of things. Maybe I was a little scared before, but now, with Xu Yi's instigation and support, I naturally won't be so afraid.
I thought I would be able to see Xu Yi when I got home, and then seek comfort. But when he didn't want to open the door, he didn't have him at home at all. , which directly forms a gap with the past. In the past, every time I came back, I would see that sunny smiling face, and then gently say, "You're back, how do you feel today." Otherwise, they will pick me up directly at the company. But there was nothing today, I didn't see him when I got off work, and now I don't even see him when I go home.
Is there something wrong with this guy? But looking at the phone that didn't respond, I was a little worried.
Maybe it's still early, and he'll be back later. With that in mind, I went straight to the kitchen and cooked, thinking that he would be able to eat the dinner I had made when he returned. I remember that when I was at Xu's house that day, he kept saying that I would cook for him every day in the future. Thinking about it now, the corners of my mouth unconsciously rose, and my heart was filled with a sense of happiness.
Unconsciously, it was so late, but Xu Yi still didn't come back.
Looking at the cold dishes on the table, I got up and brought them into the kitchen, thinking that it was time to come back after the heat, after all, it was almost eleven o'clock. Usually he is at home early, maybe there is something really going on today.
It's just waiting left and right, and after all, I still haven't waited for the figure I want to see.
I couldn't help but call anyway, but the ring was so loud that the line was automatically disconnected, and there was no answer over there.
I kept reassuring myself that he might not have heard that he was busy with something, but almost every 5 minutes, I would pick up my phone and call, and there would still be no answer.
In this way, my heart began to feel bottomless.
Most of the men who don't go home at this time are socializing outside, and if they socialize at the end, it is very likely that they will ......
"Enron, don't think about it, you should trust him. He is different from Fang Ziqing, he will not do anything like that at all, you have to believe him, he is Xu Yi, not Fang Ziqing. Looking at the early hours of the morning, I couldn't help but comfort myself, if the night didn't come home, then what would he do?
Sure enough, once I was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope, I couldn't help but start thinking about it when I was alone at home, mainly because I didn't feel safe.
Scared that it would happen again, I don't think I really could bear it.
Really, the trust that was so hard to gain was almost crumbling at this moment.
Xu Yi, I hope you don't be the second Fang Zi light.
I said this silently in my heart.
Curled up on the couch, I fell asleep until dawn. When he opened his eyes, there was still no Xu Yi in the room. There were no phone calls, text messages, and WeChat, and this night he seemed to have evaporated from the world. But when I called again, it was already turned off.
The class is going to work, and I can't lose my job because of this.
Seeing that Lin Xiao's position was still empty, it seemed that the people were not well yet, and they still needed to rest.
And what about Xu Yi? Will you be with her? How can he say that his mother likes Lin Xiao so much, this is an accident at home, it should be normal for him to accompany him.
In front of the computer, I stared at the screen in a daze, obviously saying that I would work hard, but I still couldn't help but think wildly.
It wasn't until the text message rang that I came back to my senses, and I turned it on when I looked at the MMS message from an unfamiliar number.
Inside is a photograph of a man's back and the corner of the bed.
Familiar clothes, familiar backs, this is Xu Yi is right. Just the corners of the bed...... Is it really okay not to think about it? This moment is the answer that even I am not sure of.
kept telling myself to believe in him, he was not Fang Ziqing. But when looking at this photo, tears still can't help but burst the embankment.
He was with her......
Just why not call? It's good to say it, it's not that I can't understand, and I won't be unreasonable, but why didn't he answer the phone, and finally turned off the phone?
Looking at this photo, from the perspective alone, I think the only person I want to send it is Lin Xiao. Because I can't think of anyone else who would send such an MMS message but her.
As for how she knew my phone number, there is no doubt about it, in fact, she already has it, otherwise how would she contact me. As before, they asked me out alone in order to provoke me and discourage me.
The front Fang Zizi is light, and now Xu Yi, I don't know how many times she will use the same method, but she won't feel bored, right?
I'm glad I'm in a separate office, otherwise I don't know how those people would laugh at me with my tears streaming down my face. Sometimes people are like that, they don't sympathize with you because of your pity, but they are endlessly ridiculed. The weak seem to deserve to be bullied. Sometimes I even think, maybe this is the law of social survival, if you don't grow in the blow, you will perish in the blow.
After crying, I can think clearly, some things are not just superficial. What's more, if it's a photo, what does that mean? Just because the two of them are in the room, does it mean that there is something between them? What's more, I don't believe that Xu Yi is such a person.
said 1,000,000 and 10,000, this was all made by Lin Xiao himself, and it did not represent Xu Yi. I believe him in that. Because we have said that we will never hide anything from each other. Say everything directly, don't hold it in your heart. If you think about it, this is actually what makes this man different. After a little comparison, sure enough, this man is excellent everywhere.
On this day, my eyes were red and I couldn't tell what it tasted like.
Until the phone rang, looking at the name on it, my heart was not so uncomfortable.
After cleaning up my mood, I picked up the phone, "Hey, Xu Yi." โ
I thought he was going to say something, but I didn't think he was sorry when he opened his mouth.
In the face of such a sudden apology, I was really a little confused, and I was directly dumbfounded, and I didn't know what else I could say. Before I had a phone call, I even thought about asking thousands of questions. As a result, when this call came, I was confused. What thousands of questions, all because of his three words disappeared at this moment.
"I know." After thinking about it, my answer was this. But these three words made Xu Yi on the other end of the phone directly silent.
"Hey, are you still there?" Seeing that the call time was still beating, I asked in a low voice. I didn't speak, and I was really worried that he had put down the phone and left.
"I'm here."
"Enron, wait for me, I'll go back soon."
Xu Yi's words seem to be so simple forever, but he can always hit the central room with one word.
"Okay, then I'll work first, I'll wait for you."
There is no agreed time, and I can only wait. But with his words, I am satisfied. As for how long it will be, it's up to the man himself. And I, of course, will wait for him to come back. It was our home and I am sure he will come back.
It was just a phone call and I had confidence in him.
It was also with this phone call. I was in a relaxed mood and soon got into the mood for work.
As for the gossip, I don't care about it. If it's more true, then it can only be yourself.
But when I took a taxi back, there was still no one at home. It seems that Xu Yi has not come back yet. But it doesn't matter, he'll be back anyway.
"I'll wait for you at home." I opened my phone and sent WeChat, just thinking about telling him.
I don't want to, there was a response in this second, just a "good" word.
Looking at such a simple word, my heart jumped.
Looking at the empty refrigerator, I grabbed my wallet and ran out.
I think he'll be back soon, so I'm going to have to get ready. As for yesterday's meal, it went into the trash early in the morning.
Since it was after work, there were basically no people in the vegetable market, and even the vegetables were not fresh in the morning.
After a circle, there are only yams and pork ribs in hand. If you can just one dish...... I really want to be the best for him, no matter when.
After several laps, I was satisfied with the food and went home.
At the entrance of the community, the familiar car was parked there, and I was very excited to run over. I didn't expect him to come back so soon, I thought it would take a long time.
I wanted to surprise him, but just as I was about to knock on the window, the window rolled down and I saw a woman's face. Who else but her, just why is she here?
What excitement, what excitement, what surprise, because of the appearance of this face, my heart instantly fell to the bottom. It seems that every surprise will end up being a one-sided surprise for me, and this feeling is really bad.