There is light flickering in the darkness, and laughter and laughter echoing.

The once happy times have long since been buried.

Some of those memories are blurred, while others are vivid and vivid.

With Su Jin, during the day, she never dared to recall, and only in the dead of night, would she cover herself under the bed in the dark night and think about it in her dreams. Then, let the tears drench your face. At dawn, I still have to smile and meet all the trivialities in life, and walk my own life path with a calm mind.

Once, countless times, she always thought about such a thing, why did he give up their agreement, and abandoned her like a joke.

The breakup without an answer tormented her endlessly day and night.

In the winter of that year, she stood on the bridge and jumped resolutely, like a madman, wanting to die for her love.

Because, life without him is like the earth without the sun, in the dark, she can't find a way out, and she just wants to be free.

When the cold river stinged her skin; When Twilight Sheng desperately hugged her tight; When she looked up and saw the blue sky above the river; On the high bridge, the car is still busy; On the river, boats come and go, who will mourn her loss?

At that moment, she realized that she was small.

It should be said that everyone is small.

A person's life and death have nothing to do with others, they are born in obscurity, and they are quiet when they die, and the world will not change color for you.

But no matter how small a person is, he is unique and unique to himself, and self-esteem and self-love are a correct attitude to life.

The world is a big stage, and falling out of love is just a small thing, an insignificant drama of life

。

Yes, that's what she said to herself all these years, and she looked down on it like this.

On the surface, it seems to be let go, but there is always such a thorn in my heart, which is difficult to pull out, and the pain is unforgettable.

Jin Hengyuan's appearance, like a meter of sunshine, gave her warmth and an idea to rely on, but in the deeper part of her heart, such a dead knot still hasn't been untied after all.

In her eyes, Su Dubai has always been the dragon and phoenix among people.

He was gentle as jade, he was personable, he was extraordinary, and he was always the perfect representative......

Once upon a time, she had great admiration for him, and she would be overjoyed because she was liked by him......

In her eyes, he was on top.

He shouldn't be like this, in the company of darkness, in the company of depravity, in the company of decadence......

How did he end up like this?

A cruel voice reminded her:

It's you who harmed, you hurt all this, and you caused all this.

Her heart couldn't stop crunching.

Gently, she walked over and stood at the flash of the computer screen, looking at him.

"Twilight ......"

She called softly, her voice trembling.

In the darkness, he stood motionless, as if it didn't exist at all.

"Shall we turn on the lights? It's so dark, you know, I have night blindness......"

She asked softly, her voice growing hoarse.

Yes, she has night blindness, and when it comes to night, she can't see clearly, and she has fallen many times because of this situation.

Su Dubai felt sorry for her, and when she went out for a walk at night, she would give her a flashlight considerately.

……

But he still didn't say a word.

Not even the sound of breathing was gone.

She had to fumble around and turn on the light by the bedside.

"Get out!"

The hand was suddenly closed, and the only light source disappeared in an instant, and in the darkness, he opened his mouth in a low voice, and his indifferent voice revealed the coldness that made Su Jin feel painful.

It's like a big winter, a piece of ice, sticking to the fiery backbone, shivering, that's an instinct.

"From now on, please stay away from me. I don't need any visits, and I don't need any sympathy...... Especially you. Where did you come from, where do you go back? ”

He, is this hating her?

"Twilight!"

She withdrew her hand frozen in mid-air and let out another low cry.

"Please get out of here now!"

There he demanded coldly, in a tone she had never heard before:

"This is not where you came."

Su Jin's whole body froze there

。

This is indeed not the place where she should be.

But can she not come?

After knowing that something happened to him, he didn't hear it and turned a blind eye?

She couldn't be indifferent.

Because of what?

Because this is the childhood sweetheart she grew up with, this is the brother she loves when she was a child, and this is the child that her adoptive father is most proud of...... It is the last hope of grandparents.

The two old men, both of whom were so old, had experienced two gray hairs and black hair, and now he was their only hope of life—how sad and uncomfortable they were when something so big happened to Twilight.

But they didn't tell her?

Why?

Because of love.

Grandparents loved her.

They were reluctant to ruin her hard-won peaceful life.

They want her to live happily in her world.

Those pains, they don't want her to share.

Because she is married, she only needs to be responsible for her family.

It doesn't matter how others are......

But is it really that important?

She didn't know.

All she knew was that she was distressed.

It's like having an iron arm that tears open its chest alive and digs out its heart.

"I want to get a good look at you."

She said abruptly.

"A piece of waste, what's there to look at?"

A sharp sneer in Ling Chi's heart:

"You've come all the way to see my jokes?"

"Nope. I didn't mean that......"

She was in a hurry to argue.

"Get out! I don't want to see you. Please get me out right away! ”

His words were louder and louder, with a faint anger.

After living together for so many years, he never spoke ill of her, let alone had a bad temper - the relationship between them is always comfortable.

Today, his abnormality can only show that he is full of despair in life.

He wanted to scold her, he didn't want her to see his pathetic status.

An inexplicable sadness slammed into the heart.

Tears came, she turned her head, stumbled out, but did not leave, but stubbornly turned on all the lights in the room, and there was a switch at the door......

In the brightness, she rushed back in.

He quickly pulled up the quilt and covered himself.

"Get out

！ ”

A roar burst out from under the quilt.

After knowing each other for so many years, how could she have been so fierce by him.

Su Jin gritted his teeth, his heart was crossed, and he went over to uncover his quilt.

But he was tightly entangled inside, just because he didn't want her to see his embarrassed appearance, but he couldn't compete with her...... I had been lying down for too long, my strength was exhausted, and the quilt on my body was taken away by her little by little......

He was wearing pajamas and pajamas, and he was lying straight like that.

"Su Jin, what do you want?"

Like a demonic obstacle, he suddenly angrily propped up his upper body, stared at the originally gentle and affectionate eyes wide, bared his teeth, and his eyes showed pain that could not be concealed.

Yes, he can't move!

He could only hold himself up like that, confronting her.

She wanted to cover her lips, but tears poured out uncontrollably.

This is an athlete who can win a gold medal at the sports meeting; can attract a scream from the girls on the basketball court; can take her to dance the most beautiful dance steps......

But now, he can only lie there.

She didn't cover her lips, she just gritted her teeth, wiped away her tears, and roared back, with unprecedented ferocity:

"That's what I asked you. What the hell do you want, why do you want to stuff yourself at home? Why not go for treatment? Why did you become like this? ”

Before, she was delicate in front of him, and she was like a tigress, fiercer than him.

"Does this have anything to do with you?"

With a touch of sarcasm, he jumped on his thin, pointy face:

"How am I, and what does it have to do with you? What qualifications do you have to control me...... Get lost...... Get the hell out of here......"

grabbed an ashtray on the bedside table and smashed it.

Su Jin was defenseless, and his forehead was hit with a "bang".

A burst of pain struck, and when I reached out to touch it, I touched the blood on my hand, and the crimson stained on the snow-white fingers, which was so shocking.

Yes, he, smashed her.

Su Dubai was also stunned for a moment, watching the blood water meander down, he was so distressed that he couldn't help himself, and wanted to go over to check it, but he couldn't move - now he was just a useless waste.

The feeling of distress flashed, and he hardened his heart:

"If you don't get out, be careful that I crush you!"

The voice was fierce and vicious, but the tail note trembled a few times, which was a manifestation of some emotion that he couldn't control.

"Okay!"

She picked up the ashtray from the ground, approached it, and shoved it back into his hand:

"Come on...... Smash it...... Ruthlessly, I smashed this head melon...... I know, you hate me to the bone...... If I hadn't driven you that day, you wouldn't have been able to do this...... In that case, let's smash it...... Today, if you can't kill me, you're a ......."

She roared, grabbed his hand and struck her where she was still bleeding......

--- digression--- see you tomorrow.