I always believe that after sweetness, there will be sadness, but it is only a matter of time.

In the past, Lin Ran longed for vigorous love, paid unreservedly, and then waited for the ending with anticipation.

It wasn't until I experienced a broken love that I realized that the relationship was a long-term thing, and it was good to be plain.

The pain of falling out of love is like a nail, knocking into the eye.

In a sleepy class in the afternoon, a strange text message from an unfamiliar number dropped a lethal force like the power of an atomic bomb in Lin Ran's calm heart.

"Hello, you're Lin Ran, right? I'm Lu Xueqi, do you need me to introduce myself? ”

"Are you Duan Yiyang's ex-girlfriend?" Lin Ran asked in surprise.

Lin Ran is still very familiar with the name Lu Xueqi, and he has often heard Duan Yiyang mention it before, so he knows a lot about her.

"It's not an ex-girlfriend, it's a current girlfriend. As far as I know, Duan Yiyang has been dating you in two boats during this time, but what I want to tell you is that you are the one who cut in line. ”

At that moment, Lin Ran even breathing became painful, and he didn't know how to answer.

It turned out that the so-called breakup in Duan Yiyang's mouth was fake, and it was his scumbag who did it.

After a while, Lin Ran texted her back: "I'm sorry, he kept telling me that you had broken up, and I was too stupid." ”

The other party sent a smile: "I don't blame you, why do women bother women, let's be friends if we don't mind, how about slapping the scumbag together and leaving the scumbag?" ”

"Hmmm......"

After that, Lin Ran saw Duan Yiyang who came over.

Duan Yiyang said with a guilty face: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

"Hmph, I know people like you, fraternity, huh? You can fall in love with any of them, or you can fall in love with all of them at the same time, in other words, you can fall in love with anyone, and in the end you can't fall in love with anyone. Lin Ran said with a sneer, staring at him.

Duan Yiyang explained: "She and I did separate before, but then we couldn't help but be together again. ”

"Since you are so reluctant and love so deeply, why do you want to provoke me again?" Lin Ran's face was angry.

Duan Yiyang replied: "I can't let you go either." ”

Lin Ran looked at him in despair and said sadly: "Do you know that you are a scumbag like this? You treat your feelings as a game, why do you want to pull me as a victim? Don't you know that I've been looking forward to my first love for a long time, and you've consumed all our trust and affection for several years? ”

"I'm sorry! I'm in pain too! Duan Yiyang lowered his head and couldn't hide his sadness.

Lin Ran asked angrily: "The thorns all over my body are all due to you, what qualifications do you have to say pain?" You are the abuser and I am the abuser, what are you doing now with an innocent expression? Not everyone can make waves in my heart, congratulations on giving me great winds and waves, and I will never forget them. Let's write off the past and live the rest of our lives. ”

Duan Yiyang frowned and said, "She has already broken up with me, do you want to do the same?" ”

"yes, we made an appointment together."

Duan Yiyang smiled bitterly: "When did you stand on the united front?" ”

"You deserve it." Lin Ran said resolutely.

…………

When you don't love someone, they are like a mirror that lets you know that you are not loving yourself at the same time.

It is normal for Lin Ran to behave without crying or making trouble during the period of falling out of love. The thick diary was written in two large volumes, and I flipped through one famous book after another like a wolf.

Duan Yiyang disappeared completely, this feeling was like dragging someone out of his heart, extremely painful and extremely uncomfortable, but still helpless.

Lin Ran looked nothing on the surface, but her heart was almost non-stop colic for 24 hours, and as long as she was awake, the pain had been constantly tossing her like a shadow.

The hardest thing to quit a person is a habit, and when it comes to a certain fixed point, some fixed habits, such as dark and boring nights, will unconsciously think of him.

I admit that I miss you very much, but I don't want to wronged myself, you always look like you don't lack me, so how dare I hug you, so ah, I'd rather be alone than disappointed.

A few months later, Lin Ran, who finally came out of the shadow of broken love, fell into the quagmire again.

I thought it wasn't difficult to quit someone, but it turned out that someone was happy too early.

The result of the broken thread is nothing more than the rekindling of old feelings and entanglement.

There have always been two attitudes towards men, either they are watching the fire from the other side, no pain or itching, or they are blurred flesh and blood, entangled with death, and there has never been an intermediate state.

After being separated for a while, I know how deeply I love, and missing is a disease,

If a crush is a mild cold, then a hot love is a disease to the marrow.

When it's quiet, I think of you, I think of what you've said, all your expressions, and the bits and pieces related to you, and then I'll smile sweetly alone, and then I'm crazy to see you.

I want to lie on your shoulder and be coquettish, I want to sit quietly in the back of the bike and hug you tightly, at that moment you are my whole world, and there is only you in my world.

Only when you have pain do you know that you should cherish and cherish every minute and second when you and I get along.

It is also because of the pain that sadness will unconsciously pour into the eyes, which is an expression of fear of parting again.

"You are the most important person I have in Yanzhou." Duan Yiyang said with a smile.

Lin Ran thought for a while and replied sadly: "You are not, Doudou is the most important person in Yanzhou." I don't dare to say it's you, because sooner or later you're going to leave, Doudou won't, my best friend who will be involved in the second half of my life. ”

Duan Yiyang sighed and hugged her and said, "Hey, you're always so pessimistic. ”

……

After another semester of such sweetness, under the Z big osmanthus tree, Lin Ran, who was wearing a white dress, waited and waited but still didn't see Duan Yiyang's figure.

What appeared in front of her was a beautiful woman with a good face and a tall figure.

"Are you Lin Ran?" She asked, staring at her obliquely.

Lin Ran nodded: "Hmm." ”

"I'm Lu Xueqi." She looked Lin Ran up and down and spit out this sentence.

Lin Ran was speechless in surprise, just looked at her in a daze.

The corner of Lu Xueqi's mouth pulled a smile and said, "I'm here for Duan Yiyang, you guys break up, because I'm pregnant." ”

"Pregnant? How can it be? Haven't you been abroad all the time, and haven't you broken up a long time ago? Lin Ran asked incredulously.

Lu Xueqi asked angrily, "What about you?" When you said you would get rid of him together, why did you regret returning to her and him? ”

Lin Ran was depressed and didn't want to speak, and some of his expectations and speculations seemed to be clear.

Lu Xueqi said coldly: "Actually, I have never been separated from him, and to my surprise, you actually inserted it again, I always thought that you had left completely." When I found out about this fact, I was ready to defeat you completely. I went to visit Duan Yiyang's parents in advance, and I bribed Duan Yiyang's roommate to help me supervise him, and most importantly, I was pregnant with his child. You don't have anything to say now, do you? I'm telling you this time if you don't take the initiative to leave completely...... Think for yourself about the consequences. ”

Tears of grief flowed out unlistenedly, sliding down his cheeks and dripping silently to the ground.

Lin Ran choked up and said, "Congratulations! ”

Then he turned around and left.

Under the osmanthus tree, she finally left alone, not waiting for him to say goodbye.

Later, we didn't say goodbye, but we just tacitly agreed not to disturb each other.

Obviously, you provoked me first, but in the end it became my reluctance, you said that you would protect me, but you gave me the wind and waves in the future.

Lin Ran remembered the two who quarreled in the park that time, Lin Ran cried and said to him: "I hate you!" Never forgive you. ”

If you had known that that meeting would be the last, you should have been gentle. Loved, hurt, and then unforgettable to know that growth comes at a price.

Everything that makes you hurt and make you cry will eventually become nutrients that nourish you.

It turns out that every time the cocoon breaks into a butterfly, the rebirth is accompanied by pain, the moment when the moth fights the fire is without hesitation, it turns out that only tears are real.

A few months later, the day Lin Ran graduated was also the day she officially left Yanzhou.

With her bags on her back and a heart full of desolation and desolation, she grew up at that moment.

"I'll leave Yanzhou to you, and I'll heal in another city. I hope that we will never see each other for the rest of our lives, so that we will never owe each other again. I have no regrets for you, because I love very much, and there is nothing to be sorry for you. ”

Life has always left us bruised, but in the end, those wounded places will become our strongest places.

In this world, not everything that is reasonable and beautiful can be realized according to one's wishes.

When you're on the other side of the mountains, I'm lonely and there is no end to it

How much in a lifetime is too late to find out that the most important thing has been lost

Suddenly I realized that it was long gone

Why do you always believe that you are the one who is wrong after you have made a mistake?

They say this is life, try to experience it, try to hold back the tears

I still can't hide from the emotions I should have, and I don't want the world to stop turning

I know it's useless to run away, but it's especially at night during this time

I think my thoughts are a kind of sickness

It can't be healed for a long time

When you're on the other side of the mountains, I'm lonely and there is no end to it

I often feel your breath behind your ear, but I don't feel your breath in my heart

Forget that those around you need love and care

The excuse always closes the distance unconsciously

We're always complaining that things have backfired, but we don't want to look back at ourselves

Think about what stupid things you've done

Maybe God gave me a trial, but it just took some time for this wound

It's just that I'm going to miss everything from the past, and those people and things are going to be away from me

And we're going to be away from memories eventually