After almost ten minutes, Duan Haiyun's tears finally stopped falling, Su Qingyu picked up the tissue on the table, thought for a while and put it down: "You go to the bathroom and wash your face!" ”

Watching Duan Haiyun enter the bathroom, Su Qingyu lit a cigarette for himself......

It's been fifteen minutes, and Duan Haiyun hasn't come out yet; Su Qingyu came to the health door, knocked lightly on the door, and only heard Duan Haiyun in the door respond: "It's okay right away!" ”

Su Qingyu lit a cigarette for himself again; Before he took a few puffs of cigarettes, something that made Su Qingyu dumbfounded appeared in front of his eyes: Duan Haiyun appeared naked at the door of the bathroom, and there were still sporadic droplets of crystal water hanging on her body.

The white skin, the delicate cheeks; Under the slightly open Dan lips, the broken silver teeth are exposed; tall breasts, dotted with two pink buds; Under the flat lower abdomen, the soft cyan fluff that is a little larger than the silver dollar grows into a heart shape, gently covering the slightly bulging flesh, the outer thighs, and the left and right tendons show a rare sex appeal of the Orientals, with a slightly short body shape and a long bottom, and it is even lighter in the petite......

"Do you like it, uncle?" The eyes with tears in the smile are full of determination, and there is a trace of worry and shyness.

Perhaps, it's not a gem, but it's definitely fine.

Su Qingyu felt very strange, he calmed down in a blink of an eye from seeing the slight heat in his lower abdomen at the first sight, there was no animal impulse, he only felt sore and painful in his heart......

"Uncle, let me be a woman and yours once, okay?"

Hearing the timid voice, Su Qingyu snuffed out the cigarette butt and walked over, not looking at Duan Haiyun's body again, just reaching out and touching her head indiscriminately, and in a blink of an eye, her hair was messy: "Silly girl--" After speaking, he threw her down and walked to the bathroom.

What is he going to do? Going to take a shower? Do you want me after taking a shower? Duan Haiyun began to tremble, trembling because she was nervous and scared: "What should I do, do I really want to do this?" ”

In the bathroom just now, Duan Haiyun thought a lot, and in the end, she decided to give everything she had to her uncle, but when the real thing was about to happen, she suddenly became scared again......

Su Qingyu entered the bathroom, but he didn't close the door at all, and as soon as he entered, he came out in a blink of an eye, empty-handed, and entered the bedroom again. At this time, Duan Haiyun had an urge to escape......

Soon, Su Qingyu came out of the bedroom, holding a white nightgown in his hand, and draped it on Duan Haiyun's body, and carefully helped her tie the belt: "Hehe, walk carefully, it's a little big!" ”

Why is it just a little big? It's too big, and the hem is more than ten centimeters long, so you can't walk without carrying it.

The moment the nightgown was put on, Duan Haiyun's mood changed from panic to loss: "To me, can't you even mention the slightest interest?" ”

"Don't cry!" Su Qingyu gently picked up Duan Haiyun's face, and his thumb was from the inside to the outside, slowly repeating her eyes and face over and over again, his eyes staying on her eyebrows

looked at the eyebrows that were neatly clinging to the eyebrows, and said in her heart: "What a pure girl, what age is it, she has been abroad, but she has always maintained her virgin body!" Su Qingyu's heart was full of pity.

Duan Haiyun closed his eyes, and the loss in his heart gradually faded......

I don't know how long it took, but finally, a light kiss landed on her forehead......

This kiss hooked Duan Haiyun's complicated sadness again: "You...... I...... Am I really unattractive? Are you really not interested in me at all? ”

Su Qingyu understood that Duan Haiyun said this, not because of her debauchery, but because she had been abroad for so many years and adapted to the straightforwardness of foreigners in this regard.

Su Qingyu smiled, he sat on the sofa with Duan Haiyun, sat on the armrest beside her, put her head on his thigh, and stroked her hair with one hand: "Tell me why this is happening!" ”

"I ...... I ......" Duan Haiyun couldn't speak, she seemed to know everything, and she seemed to have a mess in her head; There were so many reasons why she wanted to do it, but she didn't know exactly what it was for.

It is precisely because of this that there is expectation, panic, joy, confusion, loss, and longing in her heart...... All of this caused her to be at a loss.

"I want to smoke a cigarette, is that okay?"

"Hmm!"

Su Qingyu lit a cigarette and took a deep breath: "You are very confused, you feel that you have fallen in love with me, and besides, you think that we can't be together, so you gave everything to me, which is a relief for yourself!" ”

This is not Su Qingyu's narcissism, but it is his self-confidence: "No matter how beautiful love is, it is just an embellishment of life." A person's life can be without love, but not without society; People live in this society, and there are many things that need to be taken care of, such as...... Uncle ......"

Su Qingyu smiled bitterly: "You have been guarding it for more than 20 years, just for the dream in your heart, the love in your dream...... You have to give yourself completely to the love in your heart, and that is - perfection! ”

"You are also afraid, afraid that you will not be able to tell what love is, afraid that you will not find true love, and even more afraid that the person you love will not love you...... At the end of the day, you're afraid of hurting – hurting the heart! ”

"Perhaps, you feel that you lack courage, all along, you don't dare; But in fact, you haven't met someone who gave you courage - in your mind, I'm not that person! ”

"Although love has no age, no race, no borders, love is built on the basis of life, and without life, there is no love!"

So, your approach is very right: in life, find your love! But unfortunately love itself is not perfect......"

"You want to bet, bet to keep the perfection of that moment, but have you ever thought about it? What is the difference between the perfection of that moment and the dream? In this moment, you are not in society, but in the imagination that others cannot see, and in the end, you are still

We need to face the society and the reality......"

Speaking of this, Su Qingyu took a deep puff of cigarette again, snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and continued: "What you pursue is perfection, although, I don't know when it started, you have doubts about 'perfection......';

"Hehe, it doesn't seem to be easy to talk to you about this......"

"Why?" Duan Haiyun raised his head and asked.

"It's just that I feel like I'm saying this to you!"

"But I still want to hear it!"

"Hehe, what shouldn't be said, it's all said, and I don't want to hear it." Su Qingyu said with a smile.

"No, you're talking about me, but I don't think you said a word of your own, for example, you just wanted to say that I was making a fool of myself! For example, your heart is the same as mine, it hurts, for example, you are also confused and don't know what to do, just because you are my uncle! Duan Haiyun stared at Su Qingyu and said.

"Hehe--"

From Su Qingyu's flickering eyes, Duan Haiyun knew that he was right, no, it should be said that his feelings were correct, but why did he feel like this? And this feeling, just for the uncle? Could this be the so-called "induction".

"Give me a cigarette, okay?" Duan Haiyun asked.

Su Qingyu smoked two cigarettes from the box again, lit them in his mouth at the same time, and then handed one to Duan Haiyun.

"Uncle, do you like me?"

"I like it!"

"Do you love me, then?"

“……”

Silence, long silence.

Until Su Qingyu finished smoking this cigarette: "It is said on the Internet that love is faint love, and love is deep like; Do you also feel that love and liking are completely different things? ”

This sentence is also true and incorrect, such as friendship, father's love, mother's love...... For example, jewelry, objects, pets, etc., for these, this sentence is true, but this sentence is not suitable for love. When Duan Haiyun said this, he suddenly said, "Uncle, do you dislike me?" ”

Su Qingyu smiled faintly and did not answer.

Duan Haiyun continued: "I know that I am only 1.45 meters, and I also know that I can only barely reach the B cup...... My words are superfluous, and if that were the case, you wouldn't be here this time...... But I ...... Uncle, I really don't understand, why don't you want me to ......"

"It's not that it's unwilling, it's reluctant!" Su Qingyu secretly glanced at Duan Haiyun with an emotional gaze: "You should know your own beauty." ”

"Then why don't you want me? …… Uncle, I really want to give it to you - really willing. ”

"You haven't passed that hurdle in your heart yet!"

"......"

"There are too many unsatisfactory things in life, and there are too many possibilities in life, but as long as you feel that it is right, you must keep it

Stay, because, people's lives are too short to correct their mistakes, so even if it is wrong, you have to persevere. What's more, what you stick to is not wrong...... I don't have the right to destroy your attachments, your dreams. ”

"But dreams are dreams, reality is reality, dreams and reality exist in different spaces, different periods, and may never cross a point."

"Persistence and expectation are originally a kind of romance, a kind of happiness, a kind of enjoyment--"

"But--uncle, I'm so tired, I'm really tired, I really want to end my dream!"

Su Qingyu picked up Duan Haiyun and gently held her in his arms - at this time, he really didn't know what to do: accepting it was hurt, and not accepting it was hurt......

However, acceptance is a burden, and there is no burden if you don't accept it......

The lesser of two evils......

"Uncle, I know you love me, but do you dislike me, or can't you let go of your aunt?"

"I ...... No......"

"Uncle, why did you take that letter away?"

"That's just a photocopy!"

"I want a copy, I'll write it to me on the spot, just as if it were the original." Duan Haiyun begged: "Uncle, let's glue it again, okay?" ”

Su Qingyu didn't make a sound, he stood up, picked up the paper basket, came to the toilet, poured all the shredded paper into it, and flushed it down!

"Big ...... Uncle--! Duan Haiyun's face suddenly turned white, and in front of her, he completely destroyed the letter; Everyone knew what it meant, and Duan Haiyun's heart was broken......

(End of chapter)