Zhang Zhen was a little at a loss in bed, he didn't expect Soho to suddenly be so active, in his eyes, Soho is a very rational person, and his suitors in college are like carp across the river but no one has ever succeeded, such a woman He thought would be very subtle, even if he fell in love, it would be a gradual kind.

Because of this, he knew how much damage his refusal would cause to Soho, and pushed the goddess away from him, he didn't want to do it, but everything in the last days, he didn't dare to say love in reality easily, Soho was not Jessica, let alone those women who lacked a sense of security in the last days.

Zhang Zhen got out of bed and hugged Soho's crying heartbroken and trembling body from behind, he didn't have any words to explain anything about it, and he didn't have any words to comfort Soho, so he could only hug the woman he had no intention of hurting.

Soho found that the tears were even more turbulent when she was hugged, and she cried: "Don't you don't love me, why do you care about me." ”

Zhang Zhen still didn't say anything, just hugged him with pity and self-blame, and apologized to this woman he once regarded as his ideal lover with his heart, giving her a warmth that was destined to be inherent.

Soho couldn't see Zhang Zhen's face, but she felt Zhang Zhen's emotions, she noticed that Zhang Zhen still liked her, but she didn't understand why Zhang Zhen rejected her, she hated her shameless behavior, if Zhang Zhen had a woman, then she was really amorous, making herself as cheap as a shameless junior.

"Do you have a girlfriend, if so, let me go, I'll leave here without looking back, and then act like this never happened."

How could Zhang Zhen let go, he knew that this letting go meant that the friendship between him and Soho would become a passerby, and he would seriously hurt Soho's feelings, and once he let go, it might never be recoverable.

Soho likes Zhang Zhen, otherwise how could she support Zhang Zhen when Zhang Zhen was the most depressed, and would abandon the stable civil servant job without hesitation to join the miracle company, it is undeniable that she has obtained a unimaginable wealth return from her peers, but she doesn't care much about these, what she cares about is working with Zhang Zhen, the growth of the company, and the realization of life ideals.

Zhang Zhen's silence made her clear that Zhang Zhen had a woman, and she cried very sadly: "Since you can't love me, why don't you let go, all this is my own passion, it's me who is cheap and looking for harm, it's all my fault, you let me go." ”

Can't love!

This sentence made Zhang Zhen suffer a heavy blow in his heart, in the last days, there is no legal ethics and morality, there is no limit to the relationship between men and women, where he can do whatever he wants, but the bottom line of conscience here makes him really unable to love, he doesn't know if the probability of Soho can accept it is one percent, if you hide it, it is even more harmful.

"I'll tell you a story, if you decide that you still want to leave, I'll let go, and you won't have to look back." Zhang Zhen decided to tell the truth, and although he knew it was a bit stupid, he was also fed up with the fact that he had been hiding everyone's identity and life, which made people feel depressed.

Soho didn't struggle to leave, she wanted to know the answer, why Zhang Zhen, who used to like her, would reject her in that situation, which is more difficult for people to accept at this time than a scumbag.

"There was once a man who got the job of his dreams, did a lot of things that his peers envied, and almost foresaw that he would marry a wife and have children with a high salary in the second half of his life, but at the last moment of success, he was robbed of everything, and he was charged with being a thief, no company dared to use him again, and after twenty years of hard work, it was useless, despair and sadness almost killed him." Zhang Zhen said in a low tone.

Soho knew that this person was Zhang Zhen, at that time everyone thought that Zhang Zhen was deeply shocked, and there were very few people who could still believe in Zhang Zhen's innocence, she once regarded herself as Zhang Zhen to imagine how to face it, and found that there was no room for resistance at all, only to disappear or the only way out.

"After looking for a job everywhere to no avail, this person feels that the whole world is gray, and he wants to start all over again is just an unwilling wail, a kind supermarket proprietress stretched out his hand and asked him to make some food money by delivery, he accepted it like grasping a life-saving straw, this is the only person willing to give him a job." Zhang Zhen will always be grateful for Hua Ling's kindness at that moment, even if he didn't encounter the chariot, he will remember Hua Ling's small kindness in his heart, but it made him feel warm.

Soho's cry became smaller and smaller, she listened carefully, she didn't know what Zhang Zhen experienced after the accident in Hwaseong, it is difficult for a technology practitioner who is burdened with stealing technical information to have a chance to survive in this industry again, and is forced to leave this industry that has been working hard to prepare for a lifetime, no one will easily accept such a blow.

"Suddenly a miracle happened, he bought a very dilapidated bicycle, but on the way to make a delivery, he magically traveled through time and space, and came to a desolate world full of man-eating monsters, where the mountains were dark, the sky was dark, the wind was always blowing, with a bad smell of corrosion, the grass was withered, and humans survived with very little survival, and survived by hunting other humans and finding the remnants of the ruins."

Soho's whole body tightened when he heard this, isn't such a world hell?

"It was like hell, he met humans who had become zombies for decades and had not died, and he had also met robbers who had captured humans and were ready to sell them, and he rescued the old man and was taken to a cave to hide from the arrival of the night, and there was a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old in the cave, who had not eaten for a long time, and had never even seen what bread was like and what meat tasted like."

Sohoben's tears that were about to stop flowed silently uncontrollably, she could hardly imagine that kind of world, but she believed in every word of Zhang Zhen.

"He gave the food loaded on the bicycle to their father and daughter, they were grateful to him like benefactors, although it was like hell, but in the ruins buried advanced technology, he found the old man's only property, a smart rice cooker, he sensitively found its value, exchanged food for this rice cooker......" Zhang Zhen's throat knotted, he continued nervously: "I fell asleep in anxiety, in the middle of the night the girl crawled on my bed in gratitude, and in order to find more food from me, ......"

"I made a mistake." Zhang Zhen's arm slowly let go of Soho's body, he felt that he didn't have the courage to say that he loved Soho again, which was very unfair to Soho, when he said all this, Soho chose to leave without looking back, he could accept it, at least don't let Soho leave with too much hatred.

Soho suddenly understood all this, although it still sounded like a story, she was convinced that it was a magical miracle that made Zhang Zhenren come out in despair, and it was the girl and the rice cooker who saved Zhang Zhen and brought everything to the present.

"You're right, I really can't love you, that's very unfair to you, I just hope that it will hurt you a little less, don't look back and leave, nothing happened this night." Zhang Zhen was not very painful when he said this, but there must be gains and losses, in the last days he indulged and got everything, and in reality he must know how to let go, and he can't be greedy and selfish enough to hurt the people around him.

Soho suddenly turned around, held Zhang Zhen's face with tears, and kissed him.

(End of chapter)