"Did you figure it out?" Su Yu looked at Lin Zhiruo blankly, "I don't really understand. ”

"I mean, I figured it out, I don't want to be a wayward person anymore." Lin Zhiruo took Su Yu's hand and interlocked his fingers, "Yu, you go find a better one." ”

Su Yu was originally calm, if you Lin Zhiruo would talk to her about her plans for the future, but when he heard her say such a sentence, he suddenly felt as if he was frozen by the quilt, and his breath couldn't help but stagnate, "Ruo'er, you ......"

Lin Zhiruo didn't wait for him to finish speaking, so he preemptively said: "I'm not worth your spending so much thought, let alone your life for me, you connived at me to do whatever I wanted, but I can't even meet your simple wishes, the relationship between the two of us has never been equal, I am very satisfied to be able to come to this day, I think I should give you back your freedom, and I shouldn't delay it like this." The person who saved you was my mother, you have been with me for more than ten years, and it is enough to repay her life-saving grace, and if you continue, I am afraid that I can't afford it at all, you know how selfish I am, and the chance to live up to you is that you should stay away from me as soon as possible. ”

What did she talk to him about, was it worth it? And live up to it? Su Yu couldn't help but smile bitterly when he thought about everything that had happened along the way.

"Ruo'er, I'm not guarding you all to repay your kindness, let alone whether it's worth it or not, whether it's worth it or not. You say that I indulge you, in fact, I am also indulging myself, I said that I am the person who loves you the most in the world, in order to prove my love for you, I can bear anything, even if you really want to live up to me, I will gladly accept it...... If so, what is there to talk about? Feelings are such a thing, it has always been a willingness to fight and a willingness to suffer, even if you have always played on the scene with me, I will always be consistent with you. ”

Lin Zhiruo looked at Su Yu's affectionate veins, but her heart became colder and colder, "But I don't want you to be consistent, I'm not a superstitious lover, and I'm not a person who knows how to exchange hearts for hearts, your sincerity will only be buried by my filth." You should go to a virtuous woman who knows how cold and hot is good, and treat her very well, she can finally pay you back eight points, but I will never be satisfied......"

"All I love is that you are not satisfied." Su Yu pulled Lin Zhiruo into his arms, "Because you are not satisfied, so the little Xiangfu can't trap you, because you have the sky in your heart, so I am willing to wander with you......"

"You don't talk so much useless nonsense with me, I'm not a yellow flower girl who has just left the boudoir, and I can't listen to any sweet words. I tell you so much, just to tell you, I don't treat myself as a woman, you don't have to be my man anymore, the two of us are broken, each cherish it. Anyway, you've protected me for so many years, I haven't spent a penny, you can't afford it, so I'll pay you for this time. Lin Zhiruo pushed Su Yu away with a disdainful face, "There are many good women in the world, I wish you happiness." ”

"Ruo'er, you are very abnormal today, what happened when I was away?" Su Yu stared at Lin Zhiruo with great concern and asked. Obviously, his focus does not coincide with the main meaning of Lin Zhiruo's words.

"What can happen, it's just the same as usual. It's just that I suddenly figured it out, it's good to be alone, and there's no need to make trouble for yourself. ”

Anyway, what you want is always unavailable, even if you retreat to the next best thing is a lot of obstacles, there are too many helplessness in this world, instead of always planning this and longing for that, it is better to be a simple person, comfortable and trouble-free, and the most important thing is not to drag down who owes it.

Lin Zhiruo never gives people things in vain, and never asks anyone what they want, it is her consistent style to be clean and unobtrusive. No matter what aspect it is, this principle has never been broken, but emotionally, she is so messy! What a failure, what a failure!

Love is love, hate is hate, why should there be such a state of love and hate, schizophrenia is not so contradictory.

The decision has been made, why did you swear it at the beginning, but then it backfired? There is indeed no regret medicine in the world, but she has been the person who is easy to regret impulsively again and again. is willful and arrogant, and only the people who hurt her the most will always hurt, but she is so stupid that she knows that the ending will turn around. It's just a matter of gambling with something that can't be recovered, but there is one in her hand that can't be gambled anyway, so she lets go of the gamble, and her willful heart has intensified......

Su Yu can find a better one without her, she doesn't have to live a dark life like this, and she doesn't have Su Yu, she won't have any more chips to act willfully, although the days of crossing the river by feeling the stones are risky, but there is nothing to worry about. She wants to get together with Su Yu and disperse, and be okay in the future, even if she herself will not recover one day, it doesn't matter, but if Su Yu has anything wrong in the world she knows, she will have a hard time feeling at ease in her life.

"Trouble?" Su Yu's delicate eyebrows frowned, and she clenched Lin Zhiruo's hand, "How can I cause you trouble, you say, I'll change it." ”

Lin Zhiruo glanced at Su Yu lightly, "You are good at everything, but I don't think I am worthy of you." ”

"What is worthy of being worthy of being already worthy, isn't it too late?" Su Yu hugged Lin Zhiruo again and whispered softly in her ear: "I said that I am willing to die for you." If you want me to leave, you want me to die, do you really want me to leave? ”

"You don't do you any good by staying with me, and it makes me feel guilty......"

"Do you need benefits to be with someone you like? What are you talking about? I'm not with you for any benefit, it's my responsibility, and now it's my wish. Su Yu looked at Lin Zhiruo, and her eyes were full of doting tenderness.

But Lin Zhiruo looked at Su Su's gentleness, but her heart became more and more uneasy and guilty, the better Su Yu treats her, which also means that when she is sorry for Su Su in the future, the more guilty she will be, and the more unwilling she will forgive herself, which is in contradiction with the free and neat people she has been pursuing.

She has always been unwilling to be bound by any power, even if it is love, the freedom that the mountains bring her to half of the power, she will not hesitate to give up all the happiness she has. How tired it is for someone to be concerned about, she would rather be alone and be at peace with what happens.

Lin Zhiruo raised her head and looked at Su Yu, her eyes were as cold as a star in a cold night, "Why do you have to tell you that you are willing to let go, you want me to tell you the truth so much?" It's good to get together and disperse, isn't it? ”

Su Yu had seen Lin Zhiruo angry and indifferent in front of Qin Zimo, but he had never seen her behave so impatient and cold in front of him, and for a moment he seemed to be frozen, stunned and didn't say anything, until Lin Zhiruo opened his arms and retreated to the other side of the bed, he asked her, "You still can't let go of him?" ”

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