314·· confession
If you really want to say it, sometimes things are just so unlucky. Obviously, I just wanted to have a meal with my friends, but I didn't want to bump into each other like this. If it's fate, I really don't want to be so coincidental. I just wanted to have a meal with my friends, but I didn't think things would turn out like this......
Actually, Zhou Xingliang and I were indeed eating happily, but in the next second, a piercing voice came from behind him: "Yo, isn't this Enron." Why, as soon as you go out, you can't bear to come out lonely to find a man. I don't know what kind of thoughts Xu Yi will think when he knows such a thing, or if it is something that the Xu family knows. I really don't see what kind of skill you have to be so flamboyant. The old cow eats the tender grass, what do you think about it? If you really like young people, then it's better to divorce directly. In this way, Xu Yi can also be free, know? People like you are simply a burden, and they only drag people down. Standing at the table, Lin Xiaotoe said proudly. That posture was like helping someone else catch J.,I almost didn't tell the person concerned the news.。 If that's all I can do, then I'm really going to burn incense. Because as long as Lin Xiao appears, then the matter will not be solved in the first time, and it can even be said that it will be known to everyone. Of course, it can also be said that things will not stop until she is satisfied, but only for a while.
At the last moment, it was Zhou Xingliang's poisonous tongue that brought this matter to an end, which was speechless, and Lin Xiao could only leave angrily.
Finally, when the people were gone, we lost interest in eating.
It's not too early to see the time, I didn't receive a call from Xu Yi, I really miss him a little. I don't know if he has landed safely now, or if he has arrived safely now? When there is a person in the heart, there is an endless concern, which is a feeling that has never been felt before. In the past, even if I loved Fang Ziqing, I never felt like this. But now I feel that way about this man, and more than once. So when I saw that the meal was almost finished, I proposed to go home.
But looking at Zhou Xingliang's appearance, he didn't seem to be so happy.
"Let's go, I'll send you home, it's not too early." Looking at me, Zhou Xingliang was faint
Said. I don't know if it's my delusion, but I always feel that Zhou Xingliang looks like he has something to say. But at this time, I don't want to ask him if he says no, just because of intuition. So we didn't plan to talk along the way, just walked quietly.
If you want to say that Zhou Xingliang is indeed considerate of others, even if it is to eat, he chooses a place closer to me. Such carefulness is indeed rare, not to mention that this is still a man.
Big boy, that's the definition in my mind. If you really want to say it, Zhou Xingliang is a man, which is afraid that this is the case in anyone's eyes. As for me, I have always regarded him as a sunny boy, after all, he is always so contagious, and can even drive my emotions together. It was this that made me have a good impression of him, and even regarded him as my younger brother. Maybe it's a bit self-inflicted, but it's definitely true.
Seeing that the place was about to arrive, "I'm here, you should go back quickly, pay attention to safety on the road." "I chose a gate near the neighborhood, I said suddenly. Just like at the beginning, I didn't want Zhou Xingliang to know my identity. The president's wife is the same, it is not an ordinary person, there is no difference. Of course, what I was more afraid of was their alienation from me. If I really knew, then some people would naturally think that I was arrogant, and then they would not want to contact me too much. Nothing like this has ever happened to me, but it will always be the case.
"Enron."
Just then he turned around and was about to leave, when he heard shouts behind him. Turning to look at the big boy, I did want to listen to the rhythm of the following, but I didn't think that he just shouted and stopped talking.
I don't know why, I always feel that Zhou Xingliang tonight seems to have something to say, but he just didn't say it. It seemed like the first time he had done this, and it looked a little strange. Since he didn't say it, I naturally wouldn't ask. Whatever he wants to say now, I think he will say it when he wants to.
"What are you doing in a daze, go back quickly, I have to go to work tomorrow." Looking at Zhou Xingliang, who was standing there without any movement, I urged, after all, it is not too early at this time. If this really happened on the road, then it really wasn't something I could be held responsible for.
"Okay, I'll see you enter the community and leave." Looking at this insistent appearance, I could only turn around and leave. It is useless to say too much at this time, and for a stubborn person, good words have no effect at all. Turning around and walking into an unfamiliar community, I kept observing Zhou Xingliang while hiding behind the security room, and I was relieved until his figure disappeared completely. I thanked the security guard and left, and then I set foot on the way home.
But what surprised me was that Xu Yi would call at this time, excited and a little scared at the same time, no matter how I said that I haven't arrived home yet, if he knows, maybe he will think about it again. So the third time the phone rang, I picked it up steadily. At this time, I had already walked downstairs, which should be considered lucky.
"Why did it take so long to answer the phone, what are you doing?" As soon as the phone was connected, Xu Yi's question came. But before he could question me, I thought about what to do.
It's really helpless to lie like this.
"Oh, maybe there was no signal in the elevator just now, so I'll throw garbage downstairs. What about you, what are you doing now? That's my answer, and of course I'm still unspeakable. If Xu Yi was in front of me, he would definitely be able to see that I was lying again.
But now I'm standing next to the trash can, which should be considered a garbage throwout, so I almost threw myself away.
"Oh." Just this one word is Xu Yi's reaction. I thought he would say something, but just one word fell silent.
"You ......"
"You ......"
"What's still going to be said at home, don't be outside. Don't worry, I won't hang up the phone, let's go upstairs. Listening to the gentle voice on the other end of the phone, I felt more and more sorry for Xu Yi in my heart. Thinking about the trust he placed in me, I lied to him at this time. However, for me now, I really don't want to tell the truth except to deceive Xu Yi with such a white lie.
But now with Xu Yi's words, I also clenched my phone. Fortunately, there was no disconnection in the elevator, which made me feel less in such a bad mood.
"It's home." Perhaps hearing the sound of the door closing, Xu Yi asked.
"Well, it's home. That one...... I ......" The words came to my mouth but I couldn't say it, and the hand holding the phone was clenched unconsciously. At the end of the day, I still can't say it, at the end of the day I'm still scared, after all I still don't trust it.
"It's not early, hurry up and rest, wait for me to come back, good night." However, before I could speak, Xu Yi hung up the phone. Listening to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, I was also dizzy. If you say hang up, don't you want to discuss it with me? This kind of him really makes me a little unaccustomed.
As for Zhou Xingliang, he still hasn't changed as before, and he is maintaining me all the time, like a knight.
"I really can't see it, you're quite infatuated. Don't you know she's married? But also, only people like you are the best match. Therefore, some people should not be delusional. ”
Every time we are in the company's restaurant, Lin Xiao is also on the same page with us. Just like what Lin Xiao said, as long as you can't do anything about me, then you will wait to be tortured. As long as Xu Yi is not in the company, then Lin Xiao can continue to be a demon. This is also what I found, this woman still seems to be afraid of Xu Yi. Thinking about the last time he was crazy, maybe Lin Xiao was learning to be obedient.
I wanted to tell him that I missed him, but that would only get stuck in my throat. But it's okay, just wait for him to come back, I believe it won't be too long. Of course, it turned out that it didn't take long, because he was already there when it happened.
It's always so fast to work, and it seems like it's repeating one thing every day. Especially when Xu Yi is away, I really feel bored, even with Zhou Xingliang's company, I still feel bored. But in the past few days, I always feel that Zhou Xingliang seems to have something on his mind, either absent-minded or looking for excuses to shirk. It was like hiding from me.
At the beginning of another week after the end of the week, there was something strange at the door of the company. To say that in normal times, it is just everyone's going in and out, but now it has completely changed. Instead of going in and out, everyone gathered there, as if they were watching something.
Everyone is curious, and I'm no exception. So looking at the crowd in this circle, I also went up.
I just wanted to stand outside and take a look, but I didn't want anyone to push me hard in the back, and I was stunned to squeeze into the crowd. Fortunately, the chassis was relatively stable and did not fall, but it still stepped on the contents of the building. I swear, I definitely didn't mean it, I definitely didn't mean it.
Just as I was about to apologize, I was surprised by that familiar face. Zhou Xingliang, I didn't expect him to be in the crowd. Look at him and look at the furnishings on the ground, I think about it, but I just don't know who the lucky heroine is. Especially looking at the heart-shaped decorations all over the ground, this look is the rhythm of preparing for confession.
Confession? I really can't think of who Zhou Xingliang's confession will be, not to mention that he hasn't said anything about it during the time we've been together. This kid is really not righteous at all, and he didn't even tell me about this kind of thing. It's a shame that we're still friends, and it's like this.
It may have come so suddenly, even I thought it was incredible.
But I didn't want what happened next to be more sudden, more incredible.
"Enron." Looking up at me, Zhou Xingliang suddenly called me. But in the next second, he knelt directly on one knee. I didn't even react to that speed.
"I like you, accept me." This is Zhou Xingliang's next words, and the sudden confession made me really stunned. Is this a confession? If that's the case, I'm a little overwhelmed.
But now I really didn't know what to say, I just stood there and looked at the big boy in front of me, and then I couldn't believe it. It's not that I don't want to say it, but I just don't think I know how to speak. Outright refusal? Actually, I should have done it, but looking at those expectant eyes, I hesitated again. If it's too direct, it will naturally hurt, but if you don't say it......
"Enron, accept me, I'm serious, I really like you. I don't know when, but I'm absolutely sincere. I've always wanted to say it, but I'm afraid that you will stay away from me and ignore me after I say it, so I keep it in my heart. But I thought about it, if I didn't say it, then I would definitely lose this opportunity. I don't want to lose this opportunity, and I don't want to miss out on this relationship. You don't have to say anything about the age difference, I never believed in those. What about age, as long as two people truly love each other, these are not problems. Looking at me, Zhou Xingliang said very affectionately, as if he was expounding a fact, an irresistible fact.
Zhou Xingliang's confession made the crowd of onlookers start to be restless, although they were cheering and applauding, but they were also watching jokes. In fact, many people know about my identity, but now no one directly says it, which makes me feel a little more at ease. I didn't want to tell Zhou Xingliang about my marriage, mainly because I was afraid that he would be estranged. It's rare to have a friend, and I really don't want to lose it. can be for Zhou Xingliang's confession...... If it were other women, I think they would have said yes without saying a word.
Of course, I understand these truths, but no matter how nice he says, I will not accept them either. Not only from the beginning of the relationship positioning, but also because I am a married woman.
If I were still single, if my life had never changed in any way, if I were still a simple and carefree little woman, then I think I would probably accept such a confession. Everyone has fantasized that their love can be romantic, and anything can be extremely romantic. I don't deny that little women's minds are always so simple. It's a pity that Zhou Xingliang is the wrong person, and it is impossible for me to accept him like this.
I have long said that if there is one person in my heart, there will never be another person. At least for now, I'm sure of it.