373 He is no longer a hollow man
Gently pushed open the door, there was no man in the room, Du Xiaoxian frowned slightly, could it be that while she was taking a bath, Gu Nianbin went out again?
was stunned, the bathroom door opened, and the man walked out, probably because he didn't expect someone in the house, Gu Nianbin was slightly stunned, but his expression was calm in an instant.
Du Xiaoxian screamed, the whole person was stupid, and his hands tightly covered his eyes: "You, why did you come out without clothes?" ”
The man seemed to chuckle, and his voice was faint: "I'm in my own room, is it in your way to wear clothes or not?" ”
"But, but, you used to get dressed after taking a shower!" Du Xiaoxian argued.
"It was before, and now it is now," Gu Nianbin wiped his dripping hair with a towel: "People will change." ”
Du Xiaoxian was obviously prepared, but he was completely overwhelmed by this sudden situation.
"You're looking for me?" Gu Nianbin wiped a few handfuls of his hair and threw the towel on the chair.
"No, it's okay, I'm ......" Du Xiaoxian lowered her head and peeked in the direction of the door through her fingers, at this moment she wanted to escape back to the opposite room.
"Please go back if it's okay, I want to rest." Gu Nianbin's tone was very flat. "The door is behind you, turn around and get out."
Du Xiaoxian really turned around and secretly looked through his fingers, the door was indeed in front of him, and the man was behind him. She breathed a sigh of relief, put down her hand and walked towards the door, and when she was about to step out, she suddenly stopped there, looking at the quiet corridor outside in some confusion.
How do you just go? Haven't you done anything yet? The other party didn't attack, she threw away her armor first. What about bravery and initiative?
Turning slowly, the man stood with his back to her, his thick muscles showing off his bonds. At this moment, Du Xiaoxian was no longer shy, and his gaze slowly slid over the man's sturdy waist......
She walked over softly and hugged the man from behind.
Gu Nianbin's body was shocked, and the whole person froze, thinking that Du Xiaoxian was gone, but he didn't expect her to turn back again.
The room was so quiet that only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, getting faster and faster, and half-loud, the man finally turned around, his dark eyes looked at her fixedly, and his voice was hoarse: "What do you want to do?" ”
Du Xiaoxian didn't speak, but climbed on the man's shoulder, tiptoe and kissed him, her kissing skills have never been very good, but her enthusiasm is like fire, like a toothless milk beast, which makes his face full of saliva.
Gu Nianbin gasped, and finally pulled her down, Du Xiaoxian thought that the man was going to refuse again, so he simply took a side, didn't do anything, and pulled the strap of the nightgown, and the silky nightgown slipped off his shoulder.
Gu Nianbin only felt that his brain was buzzing, and all the blood was surging up to the top of his head, if he could still control it like this, Gu Nianbin would despise himself fiercely.
All of them turned into the most beautiful fireworks in the night sky, and countless red, yellow, blue, green, and orange lights bloomed brilliantly, one after another, purple and red, wave after wave, bringing out endless light and heat, and as if it had ignited countless cannonballs, crackling and burning, vigorously ringing......
Such a long wait, in those sleepless nights, he was like a sleepy beast, he couldn't get rid of his thoughts about her even if he tried his best, it was such a heart-rending longing, like a shadow, when he couldn't get through, he punched the wall one by one, and the flesh and blood on his knuckles were blurred, but he couldn't feel the pain.
Later, he was even more crazy, holding a scarlet cigarette butt and burning his arm like this, without frowning, as if it was someone else's hand, in fact, it was not painless, but only in this way could he resist the pain in his heart, the kind of emptiness that makes people feel hopeless, the lingering pain, just feel meaningless, nothing to do, life has no love, empty as if there is no soul. There was no end to the darkness ahead, and he could only suffer day and night. It was only when he smelled the burnt skin that he felt alive. I'm afraid that people will see it, all of them are hot above the elbows, and they can be covered even if they wear short sleeves, but as long as you roll up your sleeves, you can see the hot heads one by one, uneven, shocking!
In front of people, he is indifferent and alienated, using indifference as a disguise, but behind people he is vulnerable, he can only hurt himself over and over again, and resist the pain in his heart with the pain of his body.
At that time, he thought that it would be better to break the jar and break it, life is too short, how can he make himself look like this for a woman. He began to go to the night market, the lights are bright, the drunken gold fan, the wine lady, he is indulgent, degenerate, the beauties around him are like clouds, singing and dancing every night, he constantly brushes his own sense of existence, but after that, it is an endless emptiness, as if the whole person has been hollowed out, no emotion, no hope, not even despair, like walking corpse.
He's crazy, he's really crazy, if he goes on like this, he's going to die in his own hands one day, no, in her hands! So he secretly went to see a psychiatrist. After taking psychotropic drugs, hypnosis, talking to the heart, exercising, using various methods, and treating him for a long time, his condition was slightly better.
He no longer goes to night clubs, no longer gets drunk on money, and begins to really have a girlfriend, thinking that maybe there is a right eye? The world is so big, no one can live without anyone, the women are circling around him like watching the lights, walking one after another, not for a long time, just like Shao Baiqing in the past, the longest is only three months, the same good gathering and dispersing, using money and jewelry to send women.
But no one is like her, there is no second her at all, even if she looks similar, but as soon as she speaks, the taste will all change, only the blue fruit, the appearance of eating is a little like her, so she has always stayed by her side, if you leave, you will not be able to come out for dinner for a long time, so that Wei can take advantage of his lovesickness.
Only he knows how he survived, she owes him, and at this moment he wants her to pay it all!
As deep as the longing goes, the eruption is as big as it is, like a volcano that has been dormant for many years suddenly erupts, and hot molten oars gush out and drown them together......
Du Xiaoxian trembled so much that she could barely breathe, as if she was on the sea, rising and falling high and low, and she was a small boat in the ocean, drifting with the waves......
The man's eyes were the deepest trench in the world, and when she fell into it, she couldn't climb out, but she clinged to him in vain, letting him take her wherever she went.
The wind blew and trembled, and only the embers of fireworks were left in the night, gradually disappearing, and she closed her eyes, immersed in the dream, and only felt warm.
Her sky, with its shallow trails, seemed to shimmer and shimmer, and she smiled and leaned towards a warmer place.
Gu Nianbin hugged the petite woman in his arms and sighed with satisfaction.
In fact, it is not enough, compared to the suffering he has suffered over the years, one night of warmth is far from enough, he still wants more, longs for more.
The quilt had already fallen to the ground, and the woman was lying quietly in his arms, belching marks all over her body, blue, blue, green, purple, staggered and overlapping, looking a little miserable.
Gu Nianbin watched blankly, his fingers brushed those marks little by little, and the white skin was incredibly smooth under his hands, like velvet and ribbon.
The woman half-opened her eyes, glanced at him half-aggrieved and half-resentful, and hugged his waist with a strong spirit, the little vague look of flattery and reluctance made the man laugh, and finally laughed, kissed her heavily on the face, and said with a little pleasure: "What? Don't want to? I'm not going to force you. ”
Du Xiaoxian blushed and twisted twice, and her voice was as thin as a mosquito humming: "I didn't want to." ”
The man raised his eyebrows and looked at him lightly: "That...... Kiss me. ”
Du Xiaoxian blinked, gritted his teeth, climbed the man's neck and went up, the invincible little milk beast is here again!
Gu Nianbin was a little overwhelmed, holding her head to pull away, with a disgusted expression: "My daughters have been born, and I can't kiss yet, spreading it will damage my reputation, and I don't know how bad my skills are!" Leave the others aside first, and we have to put this church today. ”
He lowered his head and kissed her gently, gentle and lingering, Du Xiaoxian had just been awake for two minutes, and he was drunk in the man's gentle gaze again......
It seemed to be raining outside, hitting the window, crackling, autumn rain, I am afraid that it will not be sunny for several days. The house is full of spring light, a warm scene.
The woman in her arms was sleeping soundly, Gu Nianbin gently pulled out her hand, turned over and went to the ground, picked up the quilt on the ground and carefully covered Du Xiaoxian.
He lit a cigarette, walked to the window and stood, the rain was quiet, dripping, like the sound of spring silkworms eating mulberry leaves, outside the window was endless darkness, Du Xiaoxian said that it was safest to hide in the dark, but from now on, he wanted to make her feel that it was the safest to be by his side.
He swore that no matter what happened in the future, he would keep her by his side, and he would never watch her slip out of his eyes again like he did last time, and he would do everything he could to trap her, even if he locked her up, locked up, even if she would hate him and hurt him with mean words, he would never let go again.
I opened a little window to let the smoke out, but it brought in a cold wind that blew on my skin and made me tremble. He quickly closed it and glanced back at the sleeping woman on the bed, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Du Xiaoxian curled up in a ball, like a kitten, and slept very sweetly.
Gu Nianbin tiptoed to uncover the quilt and lie down, copied it with her big hand, and hugged the small soft lump in her arms, she had a faint smell of grass, very fresh and familiar. Gu Nianbin took a deep breath, his heart full of joy.
It's so good she's back! From then on, he was no longer a hollow person, and she had filled his heart to the brim. It's full of happiness, so much that it seems to overflow.
Almost everyone said that they were destined, and he believed that it was true, otherwise how could he go around and meet again? just looked at her greedily with his eyes open, reluctant to sleep. Because I was afraid that when I woke up, I would find that it was all just a dream!
Gently pulling the hair from her face, kissing her again and again, like the tentacles of a butterfly, gently and softly brushed her cheeks.
The woman probably felt itchy, so she dodged slightly, and her delicate eyebrows frowned.
He pouted and kissed her brow gently, his voice so hoarse that he couldn't even hear himself: "Baby, I love you." ”