For a few days, Du Xiaoxian was a little dazed when he woke up, as if he didn't know where he was, and he always had to be stunned for a while before remembering that he had moved out of Gu Nianbin's apartment.

The bed in the bedroom is facing the window, the curtains are single-layered, and when the sky is bright outside, it will be full of misty light, Du Xiaoxian is very sensitive to this light, as long as the curtain is transparent, she will wake up and never sleep again. But it was still very early, and she didn't want to get up and make a noise to Du Huayue, so she always lay on the bed, looking at the light yellow curtains in a daze.

The curtains in her and Gu Nianbin's bedroom are double-layered, and when Gu Nianbin sleeps, he always pulls the two layers of curtains tightly, and sometimes he gets up quietly and leaves, and he won't open the curtains, for fear that the sun will leak into the house and wake her up. So no matter what time she wakes up, the room is dark, and she likes to stay in the dark, because she feels safe, she can be very relaxed.

She also likes to be in a daze, because when she is in a daze, she can think of Gu Nianbin, she recalls the bits and pieces they are together, they are all good times, they almost didn't even quarrel a few times, even when they recall, they only feel warm, relying on these memories, she feels that life is not so sad.

I don't know how long it took, she heard the sound of Du Huayue getting up, she didn't need to look at the time to know, Du Huayue got up earlier than usual, he was going to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, although the supermarket was close, but the things in it were expensive and not necessarily fresh, so he would rather get up early and go to the vegetable market farther away to buy vegetables. He said that she had lost weight in the past two days, her cheeks were sunken, and she had to make up for it, she just laughed when she heard it, she could make up for it if she lost weight, but her heart was gone, how to make it up?

When Du Huayue went out, she got up, and after washing, she began to work, mopping the floor, wiping dust, cleaning up the kitchen and shining brightly, and the bathroom was spotless. It's so clean every day that he doesn't dare to go into the kitchen to cook.

She rarely speaks, just smiles. Sometimes Hou Du Huayue looked at her like this, and was a little angry, scolding her twice, but she didn't say anything, still smiling. Du Huayue didn't know what to do with her, so he held back for a long time and scolded her for being neurotic.

Just when she is a neurotic, the world of neurosis is simple. She is just simple, if she loves someone, she loves him wholeheartedly, even if she is broken and will never recover, as long as he is good, he is still the high-spirited noble son, she can endure anything.

When Du Huayue came back from grocery shopping, she had already cleaned up the kitchen, the floor was mopped, and she was wiping the furniture, Du Huayue opened the door and came in, looked at her and shook his head: "You have itchy hands if you don't do it for a day, don't you?" ”

Du Xiaoxian smiled, put down the rag, and walked over to pick up the things in his hand: "What did you buy early today?" ”

Du Huayue raised the plastic bag in his hand and smiled proudly: "The big bag of fresh meat in Xiaodeyuan just came out, I went there today to see, there were only two or three people in front, and they were lined up quickly, how about it?" It's been a long time, right? ”

Du Xiaoxian said: "Yes, I want to eat it in my dreams!" The words were joking, but that expression made Du Huayue really uncomfortable, it was rare for Du Xiaoxian to pick up his words, it was not good to spoil the fun, Du Huayue lowered his head, gave the dish to Du Xiaoxian, asked her to take it to the kitchen, sat down at the table, pinched a big bun and ate it.

Du Xiaoxian came out with a bowl of pickles: "Brother A-Yue, let's eat steamed buns with this, seasoning." ”

Du Huayue peeled off the dough and revealed the fresh meat filling inside, "With this, why do you need to eat any pickles?" I won't be able to come back at noon, and there are leftovers from last night, so you will eat some and wait for me to come back in the evening to make something for you. ”

"Why don't I do it in the evening, and you come back and eat ready-made."

"Don't, I bought fish today, don't spoil it, or wait for me to come back and make it."

Du Xiaoxian said: "Why do you buy fish again, now you are making money alone, you have to save some flowers, and when my painting is unfolded, sell it for money, and then we will buy good food." ”

Du Huayue's face sank slightly: "What's wrong with me making money alone?" I can afford to raise you and eat fish every day! Worry about it all day long! ”

Du Xiaoxian didn't speak, silently nibbling on the bun, Du Huayue stuffed the last bit of dough into his mouth, and took another one in his hand: "I'll go first." I said I'll come back to cook in the evening, if you want to help, just choose the greens, just cook the rice, don't get the other dishes, don't spoil them for me. ”

"Got it." Du Xiaoxian followed him to the door and watched him change his shoes: "Brother A-Yue, be careful on the road." ”

"Alright, go in and eat your breakfast, don't worry about it all day long." Du Huayue changed his shoes, glanced at Du Xiaoxian, and closed the door with his backhand.

Du Xiaoxian walked back to the dining table and sat down, the small square table, because of the age, the paint in some places had peeled off, revealing the original color of the wood. Du Xiaoxian measured the size and went to the supermarket to buy a transparent printed rubber mat and spread it on it, so that it would be better.

Du Huayue came back from work and saw it, and laughed at her: "Usually so economical, how can I be willing to buy such useless things, this table is spent, why spend that unjust money?" ”

She just laughed and didn't make a sound. In Du Huayue's opinion, the money was wronged, but in her opinion, it was worth it, laying a layer of rubber pads, the desktop was protected, and the bad places would not get worse, which was worth it.

After breakfast, she continued to do the housework, cleaning inside and out, before changing her shoes and going out, and at this time of the day, she had to go downstairs until she stumbled to the street park, where there was a newsstand, where she bought a newspaper, and then slowly staggered home.

She had never had the habit of reading newspapers before, but after moving here, she began to have it, not for anything else, just to see if there was any news about Gu Nianbin in the newspaper, even if the news only mentioned the word Gu, so that she would feel that she was not far from him, they breathed under the same sky, even if she couldn't see anyone, she could see a few words about him in the newspaper It was enough to comfort her lovesickness.

When I returned home, I spread out the newspaper and read it carefully, there was no Gu Nianbin, and there was no Gu Shi, so I carefully searched the financial edition from beginning to end, but there was still none. She was a little discouraged, put away the newspaper, turned on the TV, there was no good TV to watch at this time, boring to change the channel, just saw a tourist scenery film, is a well-known island abroad, the sea view is pleasant, the coconut shadow is sufficient, and the tourists in cool clothes are frolicking on the beach.

Du Xiaoxian looked at it, and suddenly burst into tears, she scolded herself in a low voice: "Du Xiaoxian, you are such a fool, such a beautiful scenery, why are you crying?" ”

yes, why is she crying? Isn't it just that you can't go to the beach? Isn't it just that there is one less memory in the future? It's nothing, it's really nothing, but why is it so sad? Why can't you stop crying?

thought that if she left Gu Nianbin, she wouldn't cry, but she cried more, crying during the day, crying at night, sometimes her eyes were swollen when she got up in the morning, Du Huayue would tell her jokes in a different way, she smiled very face-savingly, but the more she laughed, the more ugly Du Huayue's face became, she was too simple, anyone could see through her.

Before the tears were dry, someone knocked on the door, she hurriedly pulled a tissue to wipe her face, and ran to open the door, but it was Aunt Qin who lived opposite, probably seeing that she had cried, Aunt Qin asked, "Xiaoxian, what's wrong?" Did you quarrel with your brother? ”

Du Xiaoxian smiled reluctantly: "No, I watched TV." ”

Aunt Qin smiled: "You are like me, when you see sensational places, you always can't help but cry." What kind of TV do you watch? ”

Du Xiaoxian invited her in, and said, "It's nothing, it's a mess, Aunt Qin, are you ...... here?"

"Look, I forgot about business," Aunt Qin smiled and flipped through the text messages on her mobile phone to her: "Your brother just called, saying that you are going to open an art exhibition, the time and address or something, and said that I want you to go over, I can't figure it out, so I asked him to simply send it over, you can see it yourself." ”

Du Xiaoxian took the mobile phone and looked at it, it turned out that He Sen and the gallery had already set the time for the exhibition, and they were framing and hanging paintings in the past two days, so she asked her to go over and take a look, and the time and address were sent on the mobile phone. She hurriedly found a pen and paper and copied down the time and address.

Aunt Qin smiled and said, "Xiaoxian, you're really going to open an art exhibition, I thought I heard it wrong?" It's really good, and on that day, our whole family went to have a show. ”

Du Xiaoxian was embarrassed, blushed and said, "It's not a serious thing, my teacher contacted me, I don't even know where it is?" ”

Aunt Qin said, "Isn't it all written on this?" If you won't go, I'll go with you. ”

"No need, Aunt Qin, it's already very troublesome for you," Du Xiaoxian became more and more embarrassed: "If I'm lucky, I can sell a few paintings, and I will have the money to buy a mobile phone." When the time comes......"

"Oh, what are you doing outside like this," Aunt Qin was not happy: "I am a housewife, my husband goes to work, my son goes to school, there is nothing to do at home, no trouble, no trouble at all, if it is inconvenient today, I will not accompany you, but on the day of the exhibition, I must go, I have never been to that kind of place, and I have the opportunity to cultivate and cultivate my sentiments!" ”

When Aunt Qin said this, Du Xiaoxian couldn't say anything, "Then thank Aunt Qin first." ”

"No thanks," Aunt Qin said, "Okay, I'll go back, you stay alone, don't cry anymore." ”

"Hmm." Du Xiaoxian sent Aunt Qin away, closed the door, went to the bathroom to wash her face, folded the piece of paper with the address and put it in the small bag, took the key and went out.

She went to the bus station to see first, there was no direct car there, if she transferred, she didn't know where to transfer, hesitated for a long time, or hired a taxi, and showed the address to the driver, "Master, how much does it cost to get here?" ”

The taxi driver took one look and said, "Thirty." ”

"So expensive?" Du Xiaoxian bit her lip and said very embarrassedly: "I didn't bring that much money, or you can see which bus station has a bus there, and you can send me to which bus station." ”

The taxi driver was a middle-aged man, and he probably looked pitiful and said, "Okay, I'll take you to the bus stop, and you can take the bus yourself." ”

Du Xiaoxian smiled and sat in the car with a thousand thanks.