693, an unexpected marriage 16 has countless grievances, just because she is pretending to be strong
"We just had a small conflict......
"We broke up ......"
A man and a woman shouted a sentence almost at the same time, one wanted to continue, and the other said very simply to break up.
After roaring, the two stared at each other, one with pain in his eyes, and the other turned his head indifferently.
The aunt looked straight at her niece's resolute expression, and her whole heart hung up.
Because she suddenly discovered that the resolute expression of this child when she made up her mind to give birth to Kuang Yin many years ago seemed to be staged in her again.
So, that bad premonition exploded in her subconscious.
The explosion came too fast, too fast for her to parry.
"Break up with what? What hands are ......?"
She screamed angrily, her face was pale:
"You think you're still a little girl in your twenties, you have no head to do things, you have already passed the age of willful nonsense, what you need is real stability, and live a good life. No scores. Whatever the reason, no points are allowed. ”
The sound was loud, but it roared through the floor, and the angry appearance made people really worry about it.
Of course Kwong Meiyun knows, her aunt is so anxious because she feels sorry for her and loves her. The love is deep, and the responsibility is urgent!
However, in this matter, she really really couldn't do what her aunt wanted.
There are some issues of principle that she must abide by.
"Auntie, I can listen to you about anything, but I can't listen to you about Guan Yijun.
”
Her attitude did not loosen in the slightest.
After saying this, she turned to look at Guan Yijun, who was pale and strange, and her voice seemed to be a little colder:
"Please leave. I don't want to make our aunt and nephew lose their peace because of you. If you still want me to treat you as a friend in the future. ”
"Don't go."
The aunt stomped her foot fiercely, and while saying cruel words, she raised her lotus finger:
"If you don't explain this matter to me well, no one is allowed to leave."
"Auntie, what do you want to know, I can tell you everything in 1510, but Guan Yijun must leave. If you want Guan Yijun to stay, then, I'll leave ......."
Grabbed his handbag and walked without hesitation.
"You don't have to go, I'll go...... Auntie, Xiao Kuang still needs time to calm down, so I won't bother here much......"
Guan Yijun walked over, passed her, said goodbye in a hoarse voice, still modestly and politely, and then walked out quickly.
"Xiaoguan...... Oops, you give me back...... Kwong Meiyun, you stinky girl, you want to be angry with me, what can't you say to each other face to face? That's good, what the hell are you going to make a fuss? ”
My aunt wanted to stop her, but she died in a hurry.
But Kwong Meiyun slammed the door shut before her. My aunt was in a hurry and almost got hit by the door panel.
"What are you doing here, what are you doing? Get out of the way, you get out of the way for me...... I command you.
Okay, I raised you so big, I said when I was a child, I will definitely honor me when I get old, and now I am angry like this, is it your filial piety to me? Started ......"
The aunt covered her aching heart and liver, stared at this niece who was stubborn to the extreme, gritted her teeth and screamed urgently.
"Auntie, I know that doing this today will definitely hurt your heart, but, I'm sorry, Guan Yijun and I really can't go on. It's not that he's not good enough, it's that he's too good and too good, and I'm too bad and too bad. Auntie, please stop pushing me, okay......"
The sadness that could not be concealed appeared on her plain face, and the broken eyes were so unbearable.
My aunt knows how strong her niece has been since she was a child, and for so many years, she has never shown the slightest vulnerability in front of her. Even a few years ago, because of Kuang Yin's illness, the whole family was in an embarrassment, she was still extremely tenacious and struggled, and never shed a single tear, but today, she showed a rare pain.
What's going on now?
She looked stunned, and couldn't find her voice for a while:
"But you've got to tell me what happened to you, right? How did you two end up like this overnight? Wasn't it good before? ”
She stepped forward, hugged the heartbroken child, and thought of the word: there must be a reason for everything.
Patting her on the back, she hurriedly asked:
"Meiyun, tell me, what's wrong?"
"Auntie......"
Kwong Meiyun hugged the only relative who raised her since she was a child:
"I don't have the face to marry him, I can't hurt him.
Aunt ......"
She buried her neck deep between her aunt's neck, and her tears couldn't stop rolling down.
But who can she blame?
I think that at the beginning, it was all because of my own insistence that I planted this series of disasters.
"Child, what's wrong with you, what grievances have you suffered, usually your attitude towards life is never so negative...... No matter what happens, it's like that I can't defeat Xiaoqiang......"
Her aunt helped her to sit down on the couch, and the anger on her face was gone, leaving her with all her worries.
Kwong Meiyun held back her tears, and after enduring her emotions, she told her in detail about what happened the night before yesterday and today.
"Auntie, tell me about it, how can I still act as if nothing happened when things are like this.
"Such a marriage, Guan Yijun's father will not allow it, his grandmother's attitude has been clearly stated, and the leaders of the school have also seen it, if I am still with him, where will his face go.
"Auntie, it's a great misfortune in his life to lose his wife because he first got married, but he at least has a good working environment, at least he is very respected, don't you say?
"If I continue to follow him without interest, he will become a laughing cake, and the final result will be that all these years of hard work will come to naught.
"He's not young anymore, and I can't be so selfish as to make him laugh at me because of my disrepute.
"Also, marriage is not a union of a pure man and a woman, if because of me, he has to fall out with his grandmother who loves him the most, is this appropriate?"
She shook her head, her expression had recovered, and she calmed down inch by inch, and her attitude became a little firm with every word she said, and finally became indestructible:
"Auntie, those causes are all caused by me, and this effect should be borne by me alone, and I can't and won't be willing to get involved in it and suffer from those gossip...... That's really, really unfair to him, you know? ”
In the process of this complaint, my aunt opened her mouth several times to argue, but she found that she could not refute her at all, and finally she could only let out a heavy sigh, slapping each other with the back of her hand, and hating each other:
"How could this happen, how could this happen? The one named Gao Mei, where did you find those photos, so aimed at you...... Are those photos circulating on the Internet now? ”
"I originally thought that this incident would definitely cause a storm in the city today, but to my surprise, there was no relevant report on the Internet or in the newspapers......"
She thought it was a little strange.
My aunt was also stunned for a moment, and then recalled the news she had seen on the Internet in the past few days, and there were indeed no explosive headlines, otherwise she would not have been kept in the dark:
"Could it be that the Guan family suppressed this matter?"
"Originally, I thought the same way, I just saw Guan Yijun, and I was so excited that I didn't bother to ask at all."
Also, her emotions were so intense just now, and now she is also stimulated by Grandma Xiaoguan.
My aunt sighed again.
"Auntie, whether this matter was suppressed by the Guan family or not, in essence, it makes no difference, in a certain social circle, my ugly things have been known to everyone. Guan Yijun and I continue like this, do you think I can still be as unrestrained and without any pressure as before...... No more! ”
The deep sigh dragged on for so long, and the words were full of vague nostalgia.
The aunt sighed heavily, and reached out and gently touched the poor child's face.
She can see that she still has feelings for Guan Yijun, but the distance between them has been widened, and then she thinks of her grandmother's attitude - this kind of unblessed marriage, if you really want to force it, it will only be her, and even Xiaoyin will suffer at that time.
Long pain is better than short pain, that's also a reason, it's just ......
"What can I do? It's a pity that you finally fell in love with one and broke up like this...... Xiaoguan is so good......"
When she thinks about it, her heart hurts, and she has 100,000 reluctances.
"Auntie, I'm fine. Fortunately, we're just getting started. It's not a difficult thing to get out. I just beg my aunt, don't have that idea anymore, when Xiaoguan comes over here in the future, you can't be soft-hearted, you must persuade him to leave. Entanglement, it's not good for him or me. ”
Kwong Meiyun smiled heartbreakingly, and the whole person looked a little poignant, but she was still pretending to be strong, and in turn comforted:
"Actually, that's fine. In this way, I can focus on Xiao Yin wholeheartedly. ”
In the final analysis, Xiaoyin is the whole of her life.
"I just think God is so unfair."
The aunt hugged her tightly again, feeling sorry for the child:
"Why can't you be a good man like you?"
Kuang Meiyun bit her lip fiercely, read the word "fair" in her heart, and smiled miserably on her face:
How can there be true fairness in this world?
*
In the afternoon, Kwong Meiyun accompanied her son to study, and it passed peacefully.
After dinner, my aunt wanted to write in her room, but she was in such a bad mood that she could write high-quality words.
From time to time, a call came in, and I took a look, and sure enough, it was Xiaoguan calling.
She sighed softly and answered the phone:
"Xiaoguan...... Why call me at this time......"
In a word, I don't know where to start.
"Auntie, I'm sorry to disturb your rest."
Over there, Guan Yijun spoke carefully.
"It's still early, how can I sleep."
My aunt said quietly:
"Before, Yunyun told me all the things that happened.
"I just thought about it again......
"Xiaoguan, actually, you are a person, we all like it, but the things that happened to Yunyun are not something that the child can peel off if he wants to.
Yunyun was drugged when she went out to run errands, took nude photos, and became pregnant with Xiaoyin, which is a stain that she can never erase in her life.
"And you are not an ordinary teacher, such an explosion, Yunyun really can't just take care of his own thoughts and drag you down. So, I'm a supporter of Yunyun...... That's it......"
When these words fell, there was silence on the other side of the phone for a long time.
After a long time, Guan Yijun calmly picked up and said very calmly:
"I can give Meiyun time, I can wait.
"Auntie, I like Meiyun. That's what I want to say about what I want to make when I call me today.
"One year can't be two years, two years can't be three years. I won't look for anyone else.
"If she feels that there are so many people who know about it, we can even leave this side and go outside. Everything can be started from scratch. No big deal.
"If you live in the world, why should you care too much about what others think and how ......"
Such a determination, if it is said by others, my aunt may think that it is a rhetoric, but if he says it, it will still move my aunt in the end.
"Okay, I'll convey your thoughts on your behalf. Sleep ......."
"Thank you, auntie."
"You're welcome."
Hanging up the phone, my aunt thought for a while, turned around and knocked on Kuang Meiyun's door, and repeated the words that Guan Yijun had just said word for word.
Kuang Meiyun lowered her head and didn't say anything, feeling bitter in her heart.
*
Kwong Meiyun was also seventeen or eighteen years old, and she was also obsessed with those idol dramas.
In those TV dramas, when they depict a broken love, the girls will cry and make trouble, they will get drunk, they will turn the world upside down, and there will be friends and family members who will comfort them repeatedly......
Maybe the young children could make such a fuss, if she couldn't.
Because she is a mother, she is the pillar of the family.
Because she has to take her own responsibility, because she can't let her aunt worry, and she can't be a bad example for her children.
Because she has no backing, she can only rely on herself, and she can only endure and bear it silently.
She stayed at home for three days and read with her children for three days.
Heart, quiet, because life has to go on.
Next, what is she going to do, is to prepare her resume and find a job that suits her.
However, the job suitable for her is really pitiful: the civilian job is definitely not suitable for herself, what can she do, bodyguard, coach......
On the fourth day at home, she called her former boss and wanted to continue as a coach.
That job was the job she had been doing before she went to Shanghai to be Xiao Jinghuan's bodyguard.
The salary is not particularly high, more than half of the salary given by Jin Changning, but the distance between the club and home is very close, and there is no need to be separated from Xiaoyin, which is a very favorable condition.
She's been there for two years. Over there, she has a certain customer base, and the proprietress also values her very much.
The phone call turned out to be predictable, the proprietress welcomed her warmly, and on Monday, she returned to the club again.
The ordinary life has reopened, and day after day, the mechanical life has returned to life with the familiarity.
It's just that this kind of life didn't last long, the so-called peace was just a fake, and a series of revenge actions were coming at her crazy.
--- digression--- see you tomorrow.