He didn't make a big deal out of it.

That would damage Su Jin's reputation.

However, anger is inevitable.

At that moment, he looked at Su Jin's brightly kissed lips, and a raging anger arose in his heart.

At that moment, he hated that he had brought her to the ball, and even more hated that he hadn't guarded her properly.

At that moment, he had the urge to pay for the masked man.

What annoys him the most?

The next day, he asked her, "Who danced with you yesterday?" ”

She blinked and replied, "I don't know." Didn't ask. ”

He glared at her speechlessly, unable to tell her that her first kiss had been ruined by a hateful shameless......

He could only give her an order: "In the future, you are not allowed to casually get close to boys you don't recognize, what should I do if I suffer?" I don't know if the other party is a good person or a bad person. You're a girl, you have to learn to protect yourself. ”

She muttered softly, "Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, and the people are not allowed to light lamps." ”

He sighed when he listened, knowing that the responsibility was all on him, and immediately made a promise: "In the future, I will not dance with other girls again."

。 ”

Then she rejoiced.

As for who the Zorro man was, later, he investigated, but he didn't check it, and in the end, he had to stop it.

However, after going through this incident, he finally discovered that although the sixteen-year-old Su Jin was still young, her beauty had naturally been revealed from her bones.

The kind of budding feminine beauty, half pure and half shy, the most charming, has many boys attracted by her unique temperament, and threw an olive branch to her.

The sense of crisis, because of such a cognition, became stronger, and the sense of worry followed.

However, after going to college, he had to leave Jiashi and go to another city, where he became a resident student, and he couldn't go out early and return late to be a pair with her every day.

Without him by her side, how many flies would she have to provoke to buzz around her......

Although Jin Ziqian promised him that he would help him watch, he just couldn't rest assured...... After thinking about it, his heart became more and more unsteady, and finally, he made up his mind to confess to this lovely sister......

On the third day after the ball, Sunday, it was very dark, the sky was blue, and the sky was blue; clouds, snow-white; As for the wind, it is the wind that blows the willows and willows.

In the morning, Su Jin said that he was going to the bookstore and wanted to buy a few books, so he went with him.

The two of them went around for a long time, a rare two-person world, and the younger brother Dusheng happened to be taken to some paradise by his grandfather that day, originally, he was still pestering Su Jin to go together, they secretly ran away, and then they had a quiet time.

To tell the truth, Twilight Sheng is a noisy child, since he was a child, he loves to pester Su Jin, Su Jin, more often than not, he loves to be quiet: quietly reading, quietly painting, quietly listening to songs, and quietly walking in the wind. Her temperament has long been influenced by Aunt Su Yu, she is so well-behaved and quiet, and she rarely refuses in the face of her family's requests, especially those of Du Sheng.

But he knew that it would be a happy thing to be able to take her away from Twilight's clinginess, and once in a while, to spend a quiet weekend quietly.

They had a great time that morning.

In the afternoon, he took her to the peach grove to sit and read.

He reads his professional books, and she nibbles on her English textbooks.

Su Jin, who reads seriously, is very cute.

On the surface, he was reading his own book, but in fact, he had been peeping at her smile all the time, and his mind didn't need the book at all.

In the eyes of the lover, this is a quatrain for the ages, and it can't be wrong.

Looking at it, he became interested, smiled and asked her English book, and said:

"Would you like to play a game with you?"

She smiled and nodded.

So, he took great pains to circle some circles in the book, handed it to her, and said:

"I just ticked some letters in your book, and if you can make them into a sentence, you'll have a big reward for coming back......"

"What reward?"

"You'll know then."

Su Jin asked for the book back and began to look for it.

Find one and fold out the number of pages where the word is located.

Soon, she found all the letters and wrote them down in a notebook, and then she looked at that line of words for a long time

。

"Did you find it?"

He asked with a smile.

"Found it!"

She replied in a low voice.

"Read it out and let me hear it!"

He smiled and encouraged.

But she couldn't read it for a long time, and her delicate little face, under his gaze, turned red little by little, and became ashamed, and her big eyes flashed with surprise.

"It's ...... Are you sure? ”

The tone in which she said this was unbelievable.

He was good at observing words and feelings, and at that moment, he was sure that he read the tenderness in her eyes, and from it, he could completely confirm that she had the same feelings for him.

Mutual affection is always the best result.

This pleased him, and at once he took her hand and said:

"I'm serious. And it is certain that it is not the brother's liking for his sister, it is the boy's liking for the girl, and the kind of liking that wants to marry you as a wife in the future...... Now, I don't want to call it love. Just want to call it a like. Because we are still too young. It's better to say like simply like...... Nishiki, do you like me? ”

He was still nervous when he said this.

Fortunately, she nodded without hesitation:

"I like it."

He was happy, suppressed his excitement, and asked curiously:

"How do you like it?"

She blushed and replied shyly:

"Always dreamed of being your girlfriend. I always thought it was impossible. I've always liked you, and I've always been afraid that you will become someone else's exclusive boyfriend...... What kind of love is that? You tell me? ”

Whether it's a boy or a girl, when puberty comes; When gender consciousness knocks on the door of the heart; When the first hazy liking for the opposite sex in life takes root from the bottom of my heart; When innocent boys and girls confess to each other, at this time, their minds are simple, their love is simple, there is no measurement of interests, there are no complicated calculations, just because they like it......

This kind of liking is the most beautiful.

That day, he kissed her.

Under the colorful peach blossom tree of Luoying, he kissed his beloved girl deeply.

Love, just like that, bloomed quietly between their eyebrows, burning in their youth that looked at them and smiled......

But because at that time, Su Jin was still young, only sixteen, he didn't dare to make their relationship public at home, for fear that his father would scold him, after all, he was four years older than Su Jin, and he lured ~ his sister to fall in love, once this matter was exposed, who knows how the family would react.

In the next two years, the sneaky love added a bit of strange sweetness to their love life.

It wasn't until Su Jin's eighteenth birthday that he officially announced to his father and stepmother: they were in love, and he hoped to get their support and blessings.

The family is happy to see it.

My father smiled and said, "I saw it earlier." I saw it for a long time. Dad has nothing to tell you, just one sentence: Xiaojin is only eighteen years old, and he is about to take the university entrance examination. Lovers kiss and hug each other, Mom and Dad don't object, but what you shouldn't do, don't do it now

。 It's better to wait until you get the certificate and then turn everything into reality. ”

Because of this admonition, he has always been affectionate to Su Jin and stopped at reason.

For six years, they talked about platonic love.

Everyone thinks that between them, there is already an old husband and wife.

Because, once, he showed affection in his QQ space: during the nap, they hugged each other and slept on the bed, he hugged her, kissed her on the forehead intimately, and took a beautiful photo of himself.

People outside will think like that when they see it, that's the most normal thing.

People's great desires are as normal as their daily diet: they are so good, they have been like a day for six years, they have never thickened their necks, and they have blushed from arguing; They often make him feel extremely comfortable getting along with each other......

Whether there is sex or not, it doesn't matter, he is willing to wait, waiting for the arrival of the big day, waiting for Mingzheng to have each other.

They had made an appointment to get married as soon as she graduated from college, and they would build a small family with harmony and beauty, and give birth to a bunch of little twilight and white Su Jin, which was something that the whole family liked to see.

But what about reality...... But it all ruined nakedly.

He thought that he could endure everything to the end, survive for a few years, and he could bring back all the misplaced lives, but the cruel life gave him a heavy blow again......

At this moment, the beloved woman is in front of him, but he has become a waste......

……

There was a bang.

The ashes of the ashtray, which had been left in a corner, fell to the ground.

This time, without compromise, it was smashed to pieces.

Su Dubai looked at her, the blood on her forehead was dripping down.

He closed his eyes, and his heart was too bitter: even though he was crippled, he still wanted to protect her.

It's just that he can't protect her anymore!

"Sit down here!"

He patted the edge of the bed in a hoarse voice.

She sat down obediently.

When she was young, she was the best sister and lover who listened to him the most.

Su Dubai pulled two tissues on the bedside table, wiped her blood, and scolded softly:

"You're stupid, aren't you? Why not hide? ”

The tone was full of self-blame.

"I said, I made you like this, if you want to smash it, smash it, I have no complaints......"

She replied softly, her eyes full of pain, and stared straight at her:

"I'm sorry, Twilight, I'm really sorry......"

His gaze moved slowly, and finally landed on his immobile lower body.

"That's none of your business."

Su Dubai's expression also darkened, slowly withdrew his hand, gently stroked his leg, and said in a muffled voice:

"It's none of your business...... You don't have to apologize to me...... It's me driving too fast...... You're not sorry for me...... Four years ago, I turned my back on you, and four years later, I caused my aunt to die early...... Xiaojin, the one who should say I'm sorry has always been my ......"

Recalling the past, there are countless grievances, countless bitterness, and turning up

。

Intimate lovers are a thing of the past, and now, what do they have?

It was relatively teary-eyed.

How can this chess game of life be like this step by step?

Is it that these chess players are too good at making moves, or that in the dark, there is another terrible trader who is manipulating their chess pieces, so they can't help but walk out of a path that they don't want to take at all.

"Twilight, don't care about that, let's leave that alone, okay...... Now, what we should care about most is ...... in the future."

Su Jin persuaded him, wiping the tears that flowed wantonly.

Su Dubai smiled astringently, her fingers clutched her pajama pants, and her voice was extremely depressed:

"I don't have anything to go after...... The wheelchair is the ...... for the rest of my life."

How cruel is it to associate a once high-spirited man with a wheelchair?

"No, as long as you actively cooperate with the treatment, there is still hope. Twilight, you need to go to the United States for treatment. You must not give up until the doctor has given up on you, you know? ”

She grabbed his hand and held it firmly, eager to give him the strength to get back on his feet.

"There is little hope!"

Su Dubai smiled quietly wryly:

"The probability of standing up is very small."

"Even if it's small, you have to fight for ......"

Su Jin encouraged.

But Su Dubai shook her head and interrupted her: "Jin, you don't have to persuade me anymore. It's useless. The rest of my life is destined to be like this. ”

This attitude of self-exile is really going to kill her:

"Twilight, you can't do this, you don't even try, you just give up, that's never your style...... What was the energy you used to have...... Before, you were motivated to do anything......"

"That was before."

Su Dubai intercepted the words, his voice was bitter, and his voice became urgent:

"At that time, I was not a wasted person. At that time, I knew that if I worked hard, I could succeed in anything. But now, no matter how hard I try, it's useless, you're no longer your own, you're someone else's. As for me, I can't go back to what I used to be......"

"Twilight ......"

"Don't persuade me. Since I can't get you back again, it doesn't matter how I live my life in the future. ”

Su Jin's heart contracted because of these words.

Oh my God, how could she get him to be treated......

Just as she was in a state of confusion, her phone rang, coming from her bag.

She had to dig it out.

The next moment, the word "husband" on the screen inexplicably stinged his eyes.

Do you want to pick it up?

It was a call from Jin Hengyuan.

--- digression--- see you tomorrow.