Chapter 149: I'm sorry, Xiao Luo
At the entrance of the cave, I sat there slightly distracted, and Li Yiran was completely sluggish.
At the same time, we all stared at Zhao Rong'er who continued to gnaw on pig's trotters not far away, this girl is amazing.
She got fat again, like a balloon inflated. What is the anatomy of this girl?
From a fat girl to a muscular girl, from a muscular girl to a graceful young girl, is she the Monkey King?
In fact, Zhao Rong'er's young girl's appearance is very beautiful, her figure is about to catch up with Jingjing, and the action of swinging her hips step by step, Li Yiran's nosebleed today is really not a loss.
Yama. Fierce ghosts, fierce gods, this contains countless skills and mysteries, even I can't completely see through, I only know that I use the iron wall technique, as well as the fighting spirit condensation technique of the fighting palace.
"By the way, in fact, you can learn from her to condense your fighting spirit, so that you don't have to worry about running out of weapons. I instinctively reminded Li Yiran, although the boy was still sluggish. He was hit hard today, and I'm afraid it will take a long time to recover.
It wasn't until this moment that we understood how strong the powerhouses of the seventh heaven really were, even if many people's spiritual power was far inferior to mine.
In fact, when I first saw Cheng Lin, the fire aunt, I should have thought of this, that was wrapped in flames, that was the systematization of her battle, right?
I saw it again, Wang Qinjing, who was making breakfast not far away, as long as this girl practiced hard with Aunt Burning for a few years, her future achievements were immeasurable!
As for me, I can't mess around stupidly anymore, even if I COS all the anime's nirvana, it's far less useful than a complete set of combat systematization. Because I'm just COS, I'm not perfect at all.
"Let's go, hurry up and finish breakfast, I'll take you hunting!" I patted Li Yiran on the shoulder, ignoring whether this kid had come back to his senses. He turned around and ran back to the hut, taking a look at Jing Jing, who was still slumped on the bed.
To my surprise, quietly got up?
Although it was only from slumped on the bed to slumped at the table, the girl was staring at a few pieces of paper in a daze.
"This is what Yintong just sent, and said, Zhou Kai, don't be angry after reading it. Quietly said.
Why should I be angry? I picked up the pieces of paper blankly, but I was stunned by just one look. Diary of the Immortal Emperor!
Although it was only a few of them, it was the most important one, and it was also the one he still afraid to see me......
The first sentence at the beginning is: "Chen Jing, do you know, I am in love with you......"
"I've been in love with you since a long time ago, but you don't know it, even Xiaozi likes you, but unfortunately you don't know it, you only have Zhou Kai in your eyes. ”
"We didn't say that we liked it, because we all knew that you and Zhou Kai were childhood sweethearts, even!"
"Friends and wives can't be bullied, even if I, Luo Wenjun, am a scumbag, I will never do this kind of thing, Zhou Kai and I are buddies. ”
"But Zhou Kai is already dead......"
"Chen Jing, can you give me a chance? take good care of you instead of Zhou Kai. ”
"I know, I don't deserve you, and I can't be as good as Zhou Kai to you, I know, everyone has become stronger, only I am still stupidly trying to cultivate immortals, and my strength is getting farther and farther away from you. ”
"But it has nothing to do with what I like about you......" Bian Shuai carried it.
"I know, I'm writing this today, I'm very sorry for Zhou Kai, he gave me this life!"
"But he is dead, no matter how much Chen Jing thinks about him, you will never be able to find him again. ”
"So Chen Jing, are you going to die alone, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, even if you reject me in the end, at least find another partner. ”
"Because it's really painful to see you wash your face with tears every night......"
The above is not a diary, but a confessional love letter, although this love letter was returned and sandwiched in the diary.
The following is the real Immortal Emperor's diary, which does not record the fairy spirit recipe, nor does it record the experience of any of the seven heroes, but only records the feelings that are hard to pursue.
From between the lines, I saw Luo Wenjun's sadness, including his joy, because Chen Jing smiled at him for the first time, instead of keeping a straight face all the time.
Surprisingly, I wasn't angry at all, just a faint sentimentality.
When I saw the sentence: "Today, Chen Jing finally held my hand, even if it was when everyone was away......"
Anger? not at all, betrayal? How could I think that!
Chen Jing's hands are so cold, just like her heart, she is always in pain, and she has never let go. ”
"Actually, I don't expect anything for myself, I just hope that Chen Jing can think about it. ”
At that moment, I couldn't help but fall into the plot described in the diary, I couldn't help but empathize, if I were Luo Wenjun, what would I do if I saw Chen Jing grieving because of the loss of Zhou Kai?
I will make exactly the same choice as him, even if I don't pursue Chen Jing, I will hope that she can start another relationship again, give up, don't trap yourself on the same road.
Just like Chen Jing said to me in a dream, Zhou Kai, forget me.
Just like what I was doing at the moment, I fell in love with Jing Jing because I knew I would never find Jing Chen again.
Feelings, sincerity is good, and it does not need eternity, because when one party passes away, the other party desperately sticks to that eternity, which is a very stupid thing, which only increases sadness, and can no longer enjoy happiness in life.
"Today, I kissed Chen Jing......"
I was stunned, I didn't dare to fantasize about that picture, I was just thinking, what was Chen Jing's expression at that time?
Will she laugh, will she be happy? Maybe that's enough!
"Li Bin and Wu Feng found us, although they didn't blame me, but encouraged me. ”
"He Xiaobei never knew, and none of us dared to tell him, because that kid was quite dead-eyed. ”
Ha, this description is too apt, He Xiaobei has always regarded Chen Jing as his sister-in-law, and has always wanted to protect Chen Jing instead of me, not only the protection of life, but also ......
I don't want to blame He Xiaobei for anything, but in fact, he keeps calling Chen Jing sister-in-law, which is equivalent to trapping Chen Jing in a cage forever, and he will never be able to extricate himself.
In fact, in a certain period of time, Chen Jing's identity is a bit like a little widow, so keep the chastity archway for a lifetime?
Even I don't think it's appropriate, it's just a neurosis!
Even I hope that Chen Jing can laugh, and even, whether the other party is Luo Wenjun or not, she should really start a new relationship, there is no need to forget me, but some things that have passed away are buried in the depths of memory.
Maybe when she gets old and recalls some experiences, she will smile wistfully, and that's enough.
It's a pity that the happiness described in that diary suddenly turned into sadness.
"Chen Jing said that Zhou Kai is not dead yet, she has discovered the secret of the extremely cold current......"
I was stunned, and suddenly I felt the urge to strangle myself, I could fully understand that they had already started a new relationship, but it had to be terminated because of someone, and Chen Jing returned to that cage.
At that moment, I blamed myself and even hated myself, why didn't she die, why did you pull her back into our cage?
After losing me, Chen Jing laughed, He Xiaobei just didn't know.
Every time he is away, when Chen Jing and Luo Wenjun are alone, they may smile and enjoy the happiness of starting over, but they ......
After discovering that I was not dead, Chen Jing stopped smiling, desperately trying to penetrate the extremely cold current, again and again.
In the diary, Luo Wenjun was extremely painful, if he didn't start, it would be forgotten, but after he started, he was forcibly dismantled!
"Brother Kai, I am truly grateful to you, but I really don't want to ruin Chen Jing's life because of you. ”
Unfortunately, this life was ruined in the end......
Chen Jing never left the cage until she died, and even when she was over a hundred years old and her face was wrinkled, she still stood on a high mountain peak, waiting, waiting.
"Zhou Kai, forget me. "The pleading in the dream is that Chen Jing doesn't want me to follow her old path anymore.
There are some things in the diary on the night of the rebellion, they were very happy at the banquet that night, Li Bin and Wu Feng were drunk, and so was Luo Wenjun, he once again secretly held Chen Jing's little hand from under the table.
Although, the girl frowned and instinctively withdrew her hand.
But it was also in that moment...... The Night of the Moon Demon Begins!
When he lost consciousness, when the spirit core controlled the body, the spirit core performed something according to Luo Wenjun's last thoughts, and it forcibly hugged her despite Chen Jing's resistance, and even tried to possess her.
This is the real origin of He Xiaobei's roar, and it is also the cause of He Xiaobei's death.
At the end of the diary, there is a woman who is completely dead, and a man who is completely broken down by guilt.
He hid in the mountains for decades, did not dare to come out, did not dare to see anyone, he thought about how to beg for forgiveness every day, but in the end, he did not even have the courage to meet again.
I guessed correctly, the figure kneeling in the Austrian Imperial Capital was Luo Wenjun, but he even covered his face.
At the end of the diary, there was still a piece of paper, and it was replaced by a kind of handwriting, which was no longer Luo Wenjun's handwriting.
"I inherited his guilt, all his pain, all his sorrow, all his blame. ”
"Because the heroic soul will record the master's thoughts, and even preserve some memories of the master's past. ”
"So for the past 1,800 years, all generations of Immortal Emperors will experience his guilt and self-blame. ”
"Thirty-six generations ......"
"Until today, until I met you, I just want to ask you one thing, will you forgive him?"
Outside the house, behind a low wall, a figure seemed to have stood for 1,800 years, just waiting for that sentence of forgiveness, but!
"I don't know why I hate him, but I should thank him. ”
"Thank you to him for making Chen Jing happy, and thank you for helping me take care of Chen Jing for so long. ”
"Actually, I am the one who should really ask for forgiveness. ”
"If it weren't for me, the Immortal Emperor and the Alpha Empress might have become a pair of immortal couples, living in both places, and even the night of rebellion couldn't separate them, so ......"
"I'm sorry, Xiao Luo......"
With that sorry sound, he suddenly trembled, and his whole body trembled.
At that Xiao Luo, he suddenly covered his face, but he still couldn't stop the tears from dripping.
The heroic soul behind it is not hot, nor cold, but just trembling.