Hiding in Tibet, living a dark life like a mouse. This is the most embarrassing day in my life. Sleeping in the open and facing danger from time to time.

Ji Xue was injured and is now a little burned.

Because he was injured, he didn't dare to go to the guest house, nor could he go to the farmhouse, so he could only find a broken temple to hide.

Ji Xue's face turned red, and she was dying on the bed made of wooden planks. Su Yan watched carefully, and Dugu went to Artemisia City to grab trauma medicine.

"How are you?" Seeing Ji Xue wake up, Su Yan carefully picked her up and sat down, "I'll get you some water." ”

"Thank you." Ji Xue nodded.

took the water bag, carefully fed Ji Xue water, and Su Yan began to check the wound on her arm, "The wound is a little suppurated, you bear with it, and it will get better after drinking the medicine." ”

"I'm dragging you down." Ji Xue's lips were dry and her face was flushed.

Su Yan smiled, "What nonsense!" She wrung a wet towel and put it on Ji Xue's forehead, "I also pointed out that you can take care of him for me in the future!" ”

Ji Xue was stunned and didn't understand. But at the moment when Su Yan reached out to probe his forehead, he was shocked to find that something seemed wrong with Su Yan's palm.

"Sister Suyan, the palm of your hand - what's wrong?" Ji Xue asked.

Su Yan hurriedly withdrew his hand, "It's nothing, it's just a little dirty." ”

Ji Xue is not a fool, and suddenly remembered that time when she was hunted down, those poisonous silver needles. Supporting her weak body, Ji Xue grabbed Su Yan's hand.

couldn't stop it, Su Yan sighed lightly, "Why do you have to know?" ”

In the palm of the palm, there is a black mist, and the middle is like a pinhole-like festering wound. The wound is extremely small, but it looks like it has formed on the top, and it should have lasted for a long time and could not heal.

"Is it a poisonous Yama?" Ji Xue choked back tears, "Isn't it?" ”

"Don't tell him." Su Yan smiled, "I didn't cry, what are you crying about." ”

"And saved, right?" Doesn't it say that the poisonous Yama is highly poisonous and there is no cure? But if you can survive without makeup until now, you must have survived by something, so - you can live if you drag it out, right?

Su Yan shook his head, "Poison into the heart, and one day, poison into the bone marrow, and it will be the end." ”

Ji Xue's tears rained down, "Why didn't you say it earlier?" ”

"I am a disciple of the ghost doctor, and no one knows the strange poisons of the world better than me. However, Master didn't teach me how to detoxify, and I couldn't save myself. In this world, except for Master and Senior Brother, no one can save me. Su Yan took a deep breath, "But now, it's too late to say anything." ”

"Tell him!" Ji Xue cried.

Su Yan shook his head, "This poison is so violent, presumably when the poison is released, it will be ugly, I don't want him to see it." What's more, I don't want him to stay with me because of sympathy and pity. If a person's heart is not there, what is the use of keeping his body? ”

Ji Xue shook her head desperately, "No, no, no, he has you in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't accompany you to find Miss." Sister without makeup, shall we tell him? Childe won't mind. ”

"I think it's good now, wait until I find the antidote one day, and we'll tell him, will you promise me?" Hang down your eyelashes without makeup.

There was some movement outside, and Su Yan immediately took out the long whip behind his waist, signaling Ji Xue not to act rashly.

The feet were light, and he flew to the door, and looked out sideways without makeup, it was Dugu who came back.

Relieved and relieved, Su Yan nodded at Ji Xue, and then walked out the door, "What about the medicine?" ”

Dugu untied the medicine bag on his waist, "I'll go decoct the medicine, you look at her." ”

"I'd better do it!" Su Yan said, "I'm better at this kind of thing." After that, she stepped forward directly and took the medicine bag and walked to the side to decoct the medicine.

Dugu was expressionless, just glanced at her lightly, and stepped into the door without saying anything.

Outside, she pursed her lips without makeup and was silent, only praying in her heart that Ji Xue would keep it a secret.

In fact, without the consent of Su Yan, Ji Xue could only keep her mouth shut. No matter how anxious she is about the affairs of the parties, she can only do it in a hurry.

"There is no movement in Artemisia City for the time being, let's go to Artemisia City to live at night, it will be good for your injury." Dugu sat next to Ji Xue and checked the wound on her arm, "There is some suppuration, fortunately there is no danger to your life, don't get wet." ”

"Childe, Sister Suyan is out alone, go see her!" Himeyuki.

Dugu glanced at her, "She has been walking the rivers and lakes for many years, she can do anything, why should I worry." ”

With that, he got up and stepped aside, and began to carefully polish his sword. The sword in his hand is his most loyal companion and his half-life.

Ji Xue opened her face, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

There are a lot of things, and it's really inconvenient for her to interject.

Frying medicine without makeup, she looked at the black mist in her palm with low eyebrows, in the past few months, she has watched the black mist spread day by day, this kind of waiting for death, only she knows best.

The wound in the palm of her hand will never heal, and it is already her luck that it does not fester.

Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one around, Su Yan took out a paper bag from his sleeve and opened it to be a dry herb. I took a small amount and put it in my mouth, endured the bitter taste, and chewed it raw. Nowadays, soaking in water can no longer curb the spread of toxicity, and can only be barely curbed by biting and swallowing dry.

But the interval between the poison is getting shorter and shorter, and fighting poison with poison has hollowed out her body from the inside, making her weaker and weaker.

My stomach hurt so badly that I gritted my teeth without makeup, and I didn't dare to say anything.

It's quiet inside, but it's quiet outside.

There was blood spilling from the corners of his mouth, slowly descending along his jaw, and he hurriedly wiped it clean without makeup, and his mouth was full of a strong salty smell. Forcibly exercise to allow the counterflow of blood to function normally.

Waiting to do all this, she could only lean against the pillar weakly, panting heavily, sweating profusely. I don't know if I can find Shangguan Jingyu in my lifetime, and if I can see him for the last time.

In the first battle of Youzhou, I don't know whether Xiao Dongli is dead or alive.

Ji Xue took the medicine and sweated profusely, and it was only at night that she was completely awake. But her injuries are easy to get infected in such a broken temple, and she must find a clean place.

So the three of them decided to find a farmhouse to live in, and Artemisia City was not safe after all.

Into the city, out of the city.

When I got out of Artemisia City, it was already nightfall, and it was dark everywhere. There are many villages on the edge of the Shu River outside Artemisia City, and the three of them casually found a secluded farmer and gave some money to spend the night.

The sword wound was not easy to heal, so he carefully removed the rotten flesh on Ji Xue's arm without makeup, and then applied herbs, "Don't worry, it will get better soon." ”

Ji Xue was sweating in pain, especially when she was removing the carrion, and she almost fainted.

"I'm fine, but Sister Suyan, what should you do?" Ji Xue had a white face and a faint breath.

"Isn't that all right for me?" Su Yan smiled, put away the remaining bandages, washed her hands in the basin, and the water in the basin was instantly stained red by the blood on her hands, "You shed a lot of blood, take care of it." If we have the strength tomorrow, let's go again. If not, don't force it, just stay for a few days. Lives matter! ”

Ji Xuejiao frowned slightly, "I'm not afraid of death." ”

"But I'm afraid." Su Yan said, "With you here, Xiao Dongming is like a sword hanging over his head, and it is difficult to stay all night." Thinking of his angry appearance, I was happy for Ah Jing. ”

"But-" Ji Xue was about to speak, but was stopped by Su Yan.

"Alright." Su Yan smiled, "That's the end of this, you don't know anything in the future." Otherwise, my friend won't have to do it, and I'll leave. ”

Ji Xue bit her lip, her pale face finally hung down weakly.

"I know you're doing it for my good, but the matter between me and him can't be explained clearly in a few words." Su Yan packed up his things, "Go to bed early!" ”

Yes, those who can say it clearly in a few words will not be where they are today.

Looking at Ji Xue's groggy and sleeping appearance, she sat in front of the mirror without makeup. The plain white hand ripped open the placket and looked at the old scar on the chest.

With the fingertips brushed, no matter how many injuries are made, there will be a day of healing.

As long as it doesn't die, it will scab over and leave an indelible trace. It's like a scar on the chest, forgetting the pain at the beginning, forgetting the line of life and death at the beginning, but remembering to continue to be ugly.

I still remember the man's sword that year, a sword pierced through the chest, how decisive it was, without the slightest hesitation.

She lay in a pool of blood, and he disappeared without a trace.

In the red, she saw him leave without looking back. Until now, she didn't dare to ask, if she died that day, would he feel guilty?

She didn't dare to ask, for fear that once she spoke, there would be no room for turnaround.

It was also because of this sword that she was able to save her life after recuperating from her injuries for half a year.

Everyone said that his sword was intended to kill her.

She didn't believe it, because she told herself that she was his master, and at the same time—she loved him. The love between master and apprentice is contrary to the norm and is not allowed by the world.

But she just likes him and can't control it. If it could be controlled, there would be no today. If you like someone, how can you control it? Even if he doesn't look at his face, he walks around in his mind and stays on his heart.

I can't drive away, and I don't want to drive away.

How can you give it?

The candlelight in the room was shining, and he sighed lightly without makeup, looking down at his palm, and he didn't know how long this life would last. Hopefully, it can continue to hold on.

If she really came to a desperate situation, she thought, let's leave quietly!

In the courtyard, sitting Dugu, who was holding a sword in his arms, turned his head to look at the figure on the window. He knew it was her, but he also knew how he could cross the gap between them.