Another day, Ruohan and I stayed in our room and watched TV, to be honest, there was no way for me to be honest with the messy family strife.

I said to myself, "I feel." Self-cultivation, Qi family, governing the country can level the world, self-cultivation is the most important, Qi family can improve their own self-cultivation, if self-cultivation and Qi family have done it, there will naturally be some action. ”

I spoke my mind from the bottom of my heart. I don't know why I said such a thing, but maybe I wanted Ruohan to hear it. After all, my dad grew up, and no matter what I did, he said that I was unproductive. So a family harmony is something I really want to get.

Unexpectedly, Ruohan heard what I said, and Ruohan also said to himself: "What do people live for, do you know how to move forward?" ”

The question of why people live is simple, but it is also really difficult to answer. I didn't answer.

Ruohan continued: "People live to earn money, and they go to school from a young age, elementary school, middle school, high school, and university. Is it really to understand the temple of knowledge? Wrong, it's nothing more than to have a good job in the future and earn more money. Money is the evaluation of people and the rank of people. ”

Ruohan is telling the truth, isn't it all about earning money to support the family, buying a house and a car, isn't it all about making people look at it. What Ruohan said is very right, and I have no way to answer. But I always believe that some things are more important than money, but many people don't. After all, I'm not a great man, and I can't change the world. And what I can do is to change myself and not let the world mislead.

I don't know where I mustered the courage to say a word.

"Ruohan, I love you."

Ruohan saw me say I love you. Ruohan just trembled and didn't respond to me.

I also regret saying this, it is a bit of a jerk to say this in such an occasion. After all, men and women are alone in a room, and men have more or less crooked ideas.

Ruohan was stunned for a long time, and Ruohan said to me: "Forward, you are a good man, I ...... you I ...... a long time ago."

As soon as Ruohan said this, I already understood that Ruohan had already hugged Ruohan if he was someone else, kissed Ruohan slowly, and then slowly took off Ruohan's clothes, and the two people had the joy of mermaid and water.

I have low self-esteem, I regret that I impulsively said that I love Ruohan, I have been hit by my father since I was a child, and I have always thought that I am not good enough, especially Ruohan is a good girl, in terms of appearance is very beautiful, and in terms of body is even more attractive. Having such a girlfriend or wife is a blessing for me to cultivate in my ten lifetimes, but I am not a rich person in terms of wealth, not a high-achieving student in terms of talent, I don't have many good friends in terms of socialization, and I am confused about the future. How could I possibly have such a good girlfriend.

I quickly got up from the bed and pulled the cigarette out of my trouser pocket.

"I'm sorry. I ......"

I lit a cigarette again and again.

Ruohan saw that I was still so cowardly.

Ruohan followed behind me.

"Go ahead, you just said you loved me. How? ”

I didn't speak.

"I don't know when I started liking you. Otherwise, this time my mom insisted that I bring my boyfriend home, and I found out that I like you very much, and I always like to follow you and look at the sky with you in a daze. Especially when you went forward to help me investigate Yu Xiaorong's murder case, I realized that you are so versatile. Forward, why do you keep refusing to chase me, if you chase me. I'm going to ...... I'll be ......."

I can't imagine a girl would say such a thing to me. Especially a beautiful woman who said she liked me and loved me. I was flattered by this. It's unexpected.

"If I am cold...... I'm not good enough......"

Ruohan hugged me, and Ruohan looked up at me and said. This zero distance is the first time to be so close to a girl.

"Forward, this time I asked you to come to my grandfather's house, I just already decided that you were my boyfriend. My mom also let me stay in a room, don't you understand? ”

Seeing Ruohan's expression so real, I blushed all of a sudden, and * also reacted. After all, a lonely man and a widow are in a room, even if they are such a decent man and a gentleman, it is inevitable that there will be a trace of men and women in their thoughts.

Ruohan hugged me tightly, and there was a reaction to such a zero-distance contact with me, of course Ruohan knew.

Ruohan took the initiative to kiss me, and I couldn't bear it, so I forcibly kissed Ruohan. And Ruohan saw that I took the initiative, Ruohan did not resist but catered to me.

I began to undress myself, and I began to pick at Ruohan's clothes again. Lying on the bed with Ruohan in his arms, I didn't expect Ruohan to resist me. Ruohan closed his eyes tightly and let me do anything.

The weather is very good, the wind is blowing outside the window, and the TV is on live with a variety show, no matter how external factors all these things are, they can't stop me from loving Ruohan, Ruohan loves me.

I kissed Ruohan and took off Ruohan's clothes, and it didn't take long for Ruohan to slip in front of me.

I said impulsively, "Ruohan, I love you......" ......

I didn't expect that my identity as a virgin for more than 20 years was broken today.

Ruohan slept in my arms like a lazy pig. And I looked at Ruohan with joy and excitement. Not only did he kiss Ruohan again. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

This moment is really wonderful, as the saying goes, a long drought is a sweet rain, a foreign country meets an old acquaintance, the cave room spends a candle night, and the gold list is inscribed. I didn't think that someone like me would like a man like me and a man who didn't have a chance, and he didn't even mind being with me......

I secretly said in my heart: I am so happy.

One night, Ruohan and I slept relatively deeply. Ruohan and I have our own dreams, I love you, and if you love me, you should cherish it. If you love, love deeply......

I was in a daze when I felt someone shouting outside the door.

"Come on, everyone, wake up. Accident ......"

In my sleep, I felt a woman screaming.

I was still in a daze when someone knocked on the door of our room, "Forward, if you ...... cold"